1 - 20 of 75,241 Bookmarked Items in Break Up
Navigation
List of Bookmarks
-
I knew you'd haunt all of my what ifs by allmylovesatonce
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jun 2026
Tags
Summary
Five years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly went their separate ways. They handled their heartbreak differently. Shane cut off his family and friends and focused only on hockey, not that it helped, his game has totally fallen apart. Ilya had the support of the Centaurs, even if they didn't know why they were supporting him.
But when Ilya announces his retirement at the end of the next season, it shakes Shane back to reality. He has one season left to play against the man he still loves; and then, would he ever see him again? As Shane starts to piece his life back together, the biggest missing piece is still Ilya.
Ilya had planned to just enjoy the last season he'd play of professional hockey and obviously try to win another cup. But when Shane reaches back out, he has much more to consider. He never expected to talk to Shane again, but he can't deny that it's everything he's wanted in the last five years.
Can they salvage what they had? Should they even try? How can Shane and Ilya be a part of each other's lives again?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 134,160
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Comments:
- 1,317
- Kudos:
- 4,084
- Bookmarks:
- 1,941
- Hits:
- 193,374
-
Tags
Summary
It wasn't that he didn't love Eddie and Tommy anymore, it was the complete opposite if he was being honest to himself. He loved them so much that it hurt, and it hurt even more when he realized just how much it was harming him to be a third member of a relationship.
OR: Buck leaves his relationship behind.
-
Bookmark Tags:
-
Tags
Summary
Draco’s voice shook. “You don’t know what it’s like to have you. No one knows what it’s like to lose you.” A sob fled from him. “Please don’t make me be the first.”
Harry’s face crumpled, looking away, and Draco knew then it was over.
“It’s my past, it must be. I asked before and you said –”
“I have forgiven you –”
“I am a person!” Then quieter, “A person; not just something to be forgiven.”~
With his family’s name and misdeeds laying heavily upon him, Draco Malfoy returns to Hogwarts for a torturous eighth year. He finds himself unrequitedly in love with Harry Potter and at odds with everyone around him, even the bricks. While navigating the post-war world, he is forced to decide both who he is and what he wants.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 134,121
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 331
- Kudos:
- 2,593
- Bookmarks:
- 927
- Hits:
- 87,861
-
Bookmark Notes:
Bro i havent read this yet. Because I FUCKING CANT but if I did, imma go prepare my spotify playlist Drarry: in a secret relationship because what the fuck?!? Thats the vibe I was going for.
Seems like this fic is going to fucking kill me
-
Tags
Summary
Charles always thought he knew the price of everything in his life. It wasn't until Lewis walked out that he discovered the value of the one thing he took for granted.
Series
- Part 3 of Charles x Lewis Trophy Wife AU
-
Tags
Summary
“Steve really needed to get his stupid thing he had with Munson under control. He struggled to find a word for it. It was like an anti-crush or something. The same awareness and panic that a crush brought, but not because he had feelings for the guy. Because of the opposite. Because any time he saw Munson, his heart kicked up in fear, his breathing got shallow, his whole body started to warm. Munson made him want to turn heel and run.”
In which Steve has the opposite of the suspended bridge effect.
(Featuring omega!Steve pretending to be an alpha and alpha!Eddie silently losing his mind.)
Series
- Part 1 of Bridges
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 243,553
- Chapters:
- 35/35
- Collections:
- 6
- Comments:
- 4,128
- Kudos:
- 9,208
- Bookmarks:
- 2,188
- Hits:
- 292,806
-
you've got (a hold on) me by scribespirare for Stardust_Painter
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
04 Feb 2021
Tags
Summary
It's been five long years since the last time Izuku has seen his ex-boyfriend and childhood sweetheart, Katsuki.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,177
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 39
- Kudos:
- 1,587
- Bookmarks:
- 290
- Hits:
- 13,748
-
Bookmark Notes:
aww
-
For what binds us by officialspicybear
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Jun 2026
- Words:
- 10,780
- Works:
- 1
- Bookmarks:
- 11
-
Bookmark Collections:
-
Tags
Summary
For a moment, Garak’s heart leapt. He imagined a tall, thin figure emerging, perhaps dressed in Starfleet Medical gray and blue, or perhaps wearing civilian clothing. He imagined him saying, I got your letter, and I couldn’t stay away any longer. Did you mean what you said?
The door opened. The figure that emerged was short and clad in the red of the Bajoran militia, with a bag slung across her shoulder.
“Colonel Kira,” Garak said. “This is an unexpected surprise. To what do I owe the pleasure?”
Kira didn’t return his smile. “We need to talk, Garak. It’s about Julian.”
***
After the war, Section 31 comes after Julian. Someone really should have alerted Garak sooner, but now that he knows, he's not letting him go without a fight. Neither is Miles, Kira, or Jake, for that matter.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 92,151
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Comments:
- 857
- Kudos:
- 958
- Bookmarks:
- 224
- Hits:
- 21,247
-
Bookmark Collections:
-
- Words:
- 221,608
- Works:
- 4
- Bookmarks:
- 6
-
The cravings of a teenage love-strategist by Kokoacrazytea
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics)
21 Jun 2026
Tags
Summary
Tim Drake broke up with Damian Wayne. But it's ok, because he has a plan for them to get back together once their parents can't legally force them apart...
Oh, that's two lines.
Tim is seventeen, sad, recently broken up with his younger boyfriend and most importantly, pregnant.Pregtim 2026 event
-
Bookmark Notes:
Ch2
-
-
Tags
Summary
Steve Rogers isn't gay.
Steve Rogers is straight, and he fucks men when he needs to. One day, though, he knows he will settle down with a woman. He really will.Then a serial killer starts murdering everyone Steve Rogers has ever slept with. On that list are 11 men. One of them is Tony Stark. And suddenly, Steve is confronted with a reality that is very far removed from the idyllic one he created in his head. With the looming threat of public exposure; the harsh memories of a childhood he worked so desperately to forget; and the terrifying countdown until their murderer reaches the Avengers Tower all crushing down on him at once, Steve is forced to not only figure out who the hell is behind the killings - but also to reckon with the kind of man he wants to be once he makes it out of this.
If he makes it out of this.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 145,708
- Chapters:
- 19/19
- Comments:
- 399
- Kudos:
- 660
- Bookmarks:
- 184
- Hits:
- 16,854
-
Bookmark Notes:
❤️
-
Tags
Summary
Rewrite of my old story.
After Jacaerys abruptly ends their relationship, it leaves Aegon in pieces. He swears to change himself and become someone worthy to stay with, so a year later at Aemond and Lucerys' wedding, he tries his luck again.
-
Bookmark Notes:
15
-
Truth or Drink: Exes edition, ft. Isagi Yoichi & Michael Kaiser by moonlit-nightsx (moonlit_nightsx)
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
21 Jul 2023
Tags
Summary
Two people must ask each other a set of uncomfortable questions. They can either answer, or take a shot. Welcome to Truth or Drink, Exes edition: ft. Micheal Kaiser and Isagi Yoichi.
♦♦♦
"If you say some stupid shit I’m gonna hit you.”
Kaiser drums his fingers against the table. “Does it still count as domestic assault if it’s no longer domestic?”
“I think it’s just assault. And it’s gonna be aggravated if this keeps going how it is.”
♦♦♦
“If you could erase all your memories of me, would you?”
“You’ve made me into who I am today. I wouldn’t erase any of it.”
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,475
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 89
- Kudos:
- 1,826
- Bookmarks:
- 311
- Hits:
- 14,872
-
courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by veilofimagination
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
Tags
Summary
"Why are you not scared?"
"I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."
"Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.
"Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.
Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."
-
Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 81,933
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Comments:
- 4,532
- Kudos:
- 21,676
- Bookmarks:
- 9,768
- Hits:
- 574,093
-
slipping through my fingers (all the time) by cissaflwr
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
30 Apr 2026
Tags
Summary
Tony doesn’t remember the ride back.
All he can think about is Peter, stumbling towards him. Peter, grabbing onto him, like he was trying to be kept from being swept away. Peter, dropping to the floor, as feeble as a rag doll, and Peter, gone, slipping through his fingers.
“I don’t wanna go. I don’t wanna go.”
-
Tony finds Steve, after Peter gets blipped.
-
Bookmark Collections:
-
shane hollander is not a stalker by stillnotmollified
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jun 2026
Tags
Summary
“Shh, do not be embarrassed, Haasy.” Ilya cups the rookie’s jaw in one hand as he squeezes his cock in the other. “Hollander likes what he sees. Maybe he wants you for himself. But he wants a lot of things he does not deserve.”
Ilya’s smile is cold and cruel.
“Should we make him watch, Haasy? Show him what he is missing?”
Haas is whining now, grinding against Ilya’s hand. It’s pathetic and desperate and unbearably hot—just the kind of thing Shane used to do for Ilya. He locks eyes with Ilya, sees the challenge in his gaze, bright and defiant. The growing hardness between his legs. Proof that Shane isn't the only one who can do this to him anymore.
This is his punishment.
(Canon-divergent TLG. Shane and Ilya broke up after their Christmas fight because Shane wasn't ready to come out. Four months later, Shane sneaks into Ilya’s backyard in Ottawa and sees more than he bargained for—Luca Haas, on his knees for Ilya. He gets caught watching, and an angsty, messy threesome follows. There will be a Hollanov happily-ever-after, and one for Luca, too...eventually!)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 66,369
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Comments:
- 1,358
- Kudos:
- 1,468
- Bookmarks:
- 487
- Hits:
- 49,714
-
Bookmark Collections:
-
Tags
Summary
Lucy wraps her lips around the glass Vodka bottle and shoots her head backwards, gulping down a small sip of the liquor.
“I’m sorry.”
-
Bookmark Collections:
-
- Words:
- 520,634
- Works:
- 84
- Bookmarks:
- 48
-
Bookmark Notes:
Hi
-
Reunite by unreademails
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jun 2026
Tags
Summary
"Shane Hollander is retiring."
Ilya rolled over to look at his wife, next to him in bed in one of his old Boston t-shirts. She was staring at her phone, scrolling rapidly.
"What do you mean, Hollander is retiring?"
Ilya thought back to the last time he'd seen — really seen — Hollander. Hollander had Ilya's cock in his mouth. Ilya could still remember the blend of annoyance and need on Hollander's face, the tears in the corner of his eyes. Ilya had wanted to dominate him, to take him apart, to wreck him and then put him back —
Svetlana interrupted the memory.
Or: Ilya and Shane stopped seeing each other before the Sochi Olympics. When Ilya hears Shane is retiring, he decides it's finally time to reconnect. Which means that, after 15 years of mutual unspoken obsession, it is time for both Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov to decide what each man means to the other.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 73,232
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 260
- Kudos:
- 800
- Bookmarks:
- 317
- Hits:
- 23,648
-
Bookmark Collections:
-
sweet little lies by boguspreston, innominatta (ineptia)
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types
28 Jan 2025
Tags
Summary
It was a strange and horrible thing, getting used to absence.
It felt akin to grief. Like he had to work through the stages until he no longer missed Obi-Wan, no longer missed the life they’d had together – no matter how secret and hidden it had to be. But Anakin was terrible at grief; his emotions too big to fit in his body, too uncomfortable. His bouts of melancholia were difficult to ignore, difficult to rationalise – though he mostly didn’t regret the messages he thumbed to Obi-Wan before his brain caught up with his emotions.
Hate was a strong word, but Anakin couldn’t think of something more accurate. Despite it all, there was this warring faction inside of him that knew if Obi-Wan returned – if Obi-Wan even returned a fucking text message – Anakin would get over it.
Or, love might not be enough to save their relationship in the real world.
Series
- Part 3 of apple pine resort
-
Bookmark Collections:
-
Bookmark Collections: