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    It's Shane's second season with the Centaurs. He's starting to relax. His teammates are taking notes.

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    Shane gets his throat slit on the ice while playing against his old team.

     

    Enjoy it's Whump-tastic

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    “Alright, people, look alive, time for assignments.”

    Clark turns in his chair as Perry starts doling out assignments, only half-paying attention until his name is called.

    “Kent, you’ve got the Luthor trial.”

    Clark blinks, then feels all of the blood drain out of his face.

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    Nearly a year after the events that saw Metropolis and the entire world almost torn in two, the federal trial of Lex Luthor begins. Clark is assigned to cover the trial.

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    Hotch has snapped after his attack at the hands of George Foyet. The target of his rage?

    Spencer Reid.

    So when Spencer goes missing, who would suspect one of their own being responsible?

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    These are all one-shots of events after my story 'Learning To Be Fine' and 'The House Learns it Still Has Room'

    These could be read as stand alones, but everything will make a lot more sense if you read that whole story first.

    *Updated whenever I have time/feel like it. Feel free to leave request here, or on the last chapter of my first story.

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    Damian's father has returned to the present day, and things should feel normal now. Instead, they feel more fractured than ever before. When Damian notices that someone's actually checking up on him, specifically, he drops everything to try and return that contact.

    Why doesn't Talia want to talk to him?

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    Amadeo lay in the dark silence, hand delicately tracing the stone enclosure before drifting to rest on his stomach. The pain was still there, eating away at him from the inside. Idly, his hand started pressing. Pushing down, down, down as if he could physically force the hunger away. His body molded to the bottom of the coffin as he crushed his abdomen. 

    His breath caught. 

    Amadeo turned sharply to his side, gagging as he released the pressure on his stomach. Saliva dripped down his face as he heaved. He wrapped his arms lightly around his middle, resting his head against the cold bed.

    This didn’t feel like love.


    OR: an Armand character study through his relationship with hunger.

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    There were things about Shane Hollander that existed only in the dark, and those things were most of him.

    or; a moment of vulnerability at a team gathering turns into a viral scandal overnight when a video of Shane coming out is leaked to the press.

    Suddenly, everyone is watching. Everyone is talking. Everyone is judging.

    It all goes to hell—until maybe it doesn't.

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    “Let me ensure I understand correctly,” Yao counted slowly on his fingers.

    “Your oldest brother is an alcoholic private detective.”

    “Yeah.”

    “Your second brother killed your abusive father.”

    Grace nodded sleepily. “Self-defense mostly but yeah.”

    “Your third brother is in a committed relationship with a sex doll.”

    “Bianca is very nice

    Yao continued as though he had not heard that.

    “And your twin brother throws himself off buildings

    Grace thought about it. A very long exhausted pause. “…Yeah that about sums it up.”

    Silence again.

    Stratt looked at Yao.

    Yao looked at Stratt.

    The realization passed silently between them with horrifying clarity.

    So Grace—

    This exhausted, socially awkward, disaster of a scientist currently clinging to Eva Stratt like a drowning kitten—

    Was the normal one.

    God help them all.

    Stratt stared down at him for another second before one particular detail from earlier finally circled back around.

    “You slept with Tom Ryder.”

    Grace nodded against her shoulder.

    “Mmhm.”

    “The internationally famous actor.”

    “Yep.”

    “How?”

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    Ilya has been thinking about his mother again. Not that he ever really stops but lately...Yes, lately he is thinking about Irina Rozanova but also about Irina Sokolova. About Irina before Alexei or Ilya. Before Grigori Rozanov. Irina Sokolova - the champion figure skater. The world championship title she won. The routine she developed and agonised over and perfected but never took to the Olympics.

    And he has been doing something stupid. Something he absolutely should not be doing. But he is one year away from reaching an age his mother never got to see and he needs...something. He’s pretty sure it’s this particular something.

    But Dr. Galina has been implying that perhaps it is only stupid in the way that falling in love with your arch-rival is stupid. So maybe he should just give up already and get on with it.

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    Shane Hollander is obsessed with control over his body and diet. What happens when Ilya finds out and tries to do something about it?

    Note: Chapter 2 is an extension of Chapter 1. Chapter 1 is a finished and finalized storyline.

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    He can’t tell Ilya though. He can’t tell Ilya that his team might not be right for Shane. That this perfect solution is making Shane a worse hockey player, a bad teammate.

    That maybe Shane Hollander of the Voyagers really was his full name. That Shane Hollander of the Centaurs might not exist.

    He can’t say that. He can’t ruin everything. He can’t dim the shine in Ilya’s eyes, the bounce in his step, the color in his cheeks he didn’t have the last few years.

    Ilya sacrificed hockey for their relationship for two years, played on a crappy team and watched Shane win. It’s Shane’s turn to sacrifice, to figure out how to make this work and let Ilya lead this time.

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    Transitions are hard for Shane. Joining his husband's team turns out not to be an exception to that rule.

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    Farah, Shane, and his mom have a statement drafted by the end of the first period of the Boston v. Toronto game. By the time the Raiders are done showering and are pulled for post-game press, everyone with even a passing interest in professional hockey knows that Shane Hollander is an Unrestricted Free Agent looking for a new team.

    Shane watched live as Ilya blinked stupidly, took a few seconds to process, and then quickly answered into the mic. This interview would gain millions of views over the coming months and would be cited as the source of the most chaotic social media rollercoaster the MLH ever had.

    No one knew it then, but the Great MLH Seduction had officially begun.

    *****

    Or: Ilya stays with the Boston Raiders instead of trading to Ottawa. This causes quite a few ripples when Shane finally ends his contract with Montreal.

    Featuring: the Hollander Family's Spreadsheets(TM), professional hockey culture shifts, and a tasteful amount of fraud against the MLH.

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are built to be rivals; discipline versus chaos, restraint versus impact. When Shane’s private battle with leukemia collides with Ilya’s refusal to walk away, rivalry turns into something far more dangerous: love without conditions.

    Set in the world of professional hockey, this story follows illness, marriage, career-defining choices, and the quiet work of choosing each other every day. A romance about survival, devotion, and building a future that isn’t careful, but is real.

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    betaed by @masoney (tumblr). code by @atlana-nox (tumblr) with help by @nilita (tumblr & ao3)
    this would not be possible without them.
    art in chapter 6 by @bl0rb0, @zomblorbs
    Crowley and Aziraphale are professors at university together. No one really knows that they're married. They have a bit of fun.
    (title is a lyric from Iris - Goo Goo Dolls)
    Edit: I recommend reading using my workskin. If it looks bad for you (probably on mobile or kindle) and you can't figure out what it says, feel free to dm me on tumblr @forsssnaken and i'm happy to troubleshoot or just tell you what it says lmao

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    Shane relaxed slightly. His brows were still furrowed like he had more questions. Always more questions, with this one.

    “Were you, I mean- Is this something you’ve been thinking about for a while?” Shane leaned toward Ilya as he spoke, hanging onto every word for permission to be as into this as he was.

    “Mm, maybe. I always think you act like a little puppy. You whine and tilt your head and wag your little tail at me,” Ilya pinched Shane’s asscheek harshly at the word tail, pulling a sharp whimper from him.

    “And you eat from my hand so sweetly. It’s cute.”

     

    hollanov puppy play! dont be surprised when theres puppy play!

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    Get the Friends reference?

    The Boxing Day fight happens, but this time, Ilya asks Shane for a break, realising too late that it wasn't what he wanted.
    But by the time he realises that, Shane agrees to it. So now they're on a break. What the hell was he going to do now?

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    Another stretch of silence settles. Comfortable. Safe. And maybe that’s why Shane says it. Because he’s tired. Because Ilya’s hand is still moving gently through his hair. Because this apartment is the only place in the world where he sometimes forgets to keep things locked behind his teeth.

    “The director said my face looked too full on camera today.”

    The words leave him absentmindedly, quiet enough to almost disappear beneath the sound of rain. But the hand in his hair stops immediately. And Shane realizes, far too late, that he shouldn’t have said anything at all. For the silence that follows feels wrong instantly. Not quiet. Not comfortable. Sharp.

    Shane feels Ilya go still beneath him, every trace of sleepiness gone in the span of a second. The hand resting at the back of his neck tightens slightly before slipping away altogether.

    “What?” Ilya asks.

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