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i get what i want, then i just get sick by canoneer_zakura (Lady_ofthelake)
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
26 May 2026
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Sam leans into the touch like it’s a promise, like it’s a prayer. “I miss you,” he says as he lets his eyes slip closed to better memorize the feeling. “Something inside me is cracking,” he continues, far away and soft like the moonlight bathing them in the silver glow. “I don’t think I’m a good person anymore. I don’t know if I ever was.”
or, there’s another reason Sam keeps going back to the demon blood, and it’s not just the high it gives him.
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Sam has enough of Lucifer not letting him sleep, so he takes matters into his own hands.
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What a Brave Little Ant You Are by withthekeyisking for inkstiel
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
14 Feb 2024
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The first time man-in-charge Cas shows up at Bobby's place, Dean promptly flips the fuck out and shoots him.
By the fourth time, Dean doesn't bother reaching for his gun.
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- Part 9 of 2024 Event Fics
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One time Sam got away with it, and one time Dean talked him out of it.
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Dean's left him, and well... Sam has nothing but Oblivion to look forward to.
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Guess i had a thing for suicidal Sam, and even better, dead
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Sam really isn't surprised when, a few days after Dean's death, a hallucination of his brother starts following him around. What else is there for Sam's mind to do but fill the void?
When Dean tracks Sam down after crawling out of his own grave, he expected a big response to his return. He wasn't expecting Sam to look at him without an ounce of surprise and start talking to him about the latest omens he's tracking.
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- Part 21 of 2025 Event Fics
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SAMBOY: The flavour HITS you! (Because everyone is getting their shit rocked by Ben)
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The epic love story of Sam and Dean.
A/B/O AU
Canon adjacent, not compliant.
THIS IS SIX BOOKS.
Sam Campbell and Dean Winchester meet when Dean is enrolled with his younger brother, Adam, in a boarding school that trains alphas to be hunters. Adam and Dean's father, John, is a transient hunter while Sam's grandfather is a powerful official with the Federal Department of Hunters, but despite their differences, the three young boys become friends. When Dean presents unexpectedly as an omega and is expelled, his friendship with Sam is fundamentally changed. Dean goes on to be a hunter and Sam goes off to college, dropping out when his girlfriend is killed.
Now all grown up and active hunters themselves, Sam and Dean hate each other. Or do they...? One night, a hotel room, and a Lord of the Rings drinking game are about to change everything.
Dean wants to save everyone. Sam just wants to save Dean. Together they might save the world.
This is rarely domestic or fluffy. Please read the tags.
TLDR: My love letter to Sam and Dean, complete with the happy ending the show will never give them (I sure called that).
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- Part 3 of Same Broken Bones
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Sam Winchester hasn’t exactly had an apple pie life. He’s been through enough hardship to last him twenty lifetimes, and that can get overwhelming.
a.k.a. Unlike in the show, Sam seeks help and support for his issues.
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There's no sense of time. The gun is a lost thought, loose in his dropped hand. He can't breathe. His vision narrows, grays at the ends, and as he realizes what it is he's looking at, he suddenly wants to die more than he's ever wanted anything else before.
It's the worst thing he's ever seen.
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Living With the Devil, Nothing, and a Frigging Smiley – Sam vs. It All by areallygoodsheep
Fandom Supernatural (TV 2005)
14 Sep 2025
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Part 1 follows Sam's daily life in The Cage
Part 2 begins after Sam found the note at the end of "The Man Who Knew Too Much"
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lucifer is driving a sleep-deprived sam off the edge
set mid-lateish season 7
don’t know how many chapters it’ll have yet!!!!
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Nightmares are rough, especially when you can't wake up from them.
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Dean shakes his head, trying to clear his mind. He wants to focus on scrubbing down the kitchen after lunch, but it's difficult. He'd set down Jack for a nap half an hour ago and is trying to get through as many chores as possible. He's already started a load of laundry and emptied the dishwasher. He's hoping to sweep and mop at least the kitchen before his need to check on Jack becomes stronger than his desire for Jack to sleep. The silence is getting to him though. He resists the urge to check the volume on the baby monitor clipped to his waistband. He got it the day after finding Jack in the armory. When he realized that just because the screams had stopped didn't mean the visions had too.
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Knock Twice & Turn on the Lights:
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My SPN x CM crossover fics
Each can be read as stand-alone works but will make references to previous installments.
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First time, set during S7 when Sam is hallucinating Lucifer. Written for a prompt at the SPN kink meme.
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Sam grabbed the gun from the table and aimed it at Lucifer.
“You don’t have to do that, Sam. I’m different,” Lucifer says as he steps closer.
Sam cocked the gun as a warning. Everything in him was screaming to pull the trigger already but he couldn't. He didn’t know how he knew exactly, maybe it was the plane of existence in Sam’s consciousness that made him so sensitive to it, but he could hear his Hell fragment warning him.
He could feel it warning him.
Panic and dread engulfed Sam until his muscles trembled. Memories of punishment from the angel in front of him caused his body to break into a cold sweat. His fingers froze, unable to tense enough to pull the damn trigger.
“We’re different,” Lucifer continued, getting closer.
Sam couldn’t move. Seeing his body, his face, and his own voice move towards him filled him with an anxiety that made his mouth run dry and brain stop thinking. All he was now was a frenzied bundle of nerves, a concoction of human fragility standing before a divine being infinitely more powerful.
“We’re a packaged deal. I’ll always be with you, partner.”
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Sam experiences more than just hallucinations when he gets his soul back.
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Let Me Love You Anyway by CapGirlCanuck for ablatheringblatherskite
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
17 May 2025
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Sam didn't mean to tell Dean, not then, probably not ever. But Dean asked for it, that was the thing, that one time he pushed hard enough and dug deep enough, and it came out. Be careful what you wish for, I suppose.
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Lucifer was haunting Sam more and more every passing day. At first, he could make him go away by pressing his hand into the cut on his palm, like Dean showed him. But as time went on, as his hand healed…it didn’t work so well anymore.
Sam resorts to more drastic measures in order to get Lucifer out of his head.
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