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    He should be crushed. 

    All his thoughts should be about their loss to England yesterday. Should be about them leaving the World Cup. Should be about anything but this, really... 

    But all he can think about is Jude Bellingham. The cuddles he'd doled out after the match, how heavenly he'd smelled, scent blockers destroyed from 120 minutes of gruelling football, so strongly concentrated in the crook of his neck. Sander had pressed his nose against him almost fanatically, gulping in breath after breath of gorgeously sweet omega pheromones, and now he cannot stop thinking about it.

    Surprisingly, it's Erling Haaland that ends up helping him forget.

    Kind of.

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    Shane and Ilya have been married for over a year. In the dull months between special occasions such as their anniversary, and their time at the cottage, Ilya decides he wants to spice it up. Introducing new kinks leads to many discoveries for Shane, most important of them all: subspace and subdrop.

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    The first time they meet up after Vegas, Ilya rewards Shane for winning a game by letting him choose exactly what he wants to do. The question makes Shane freak out and leave. And then Ilya freaks out as well.

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    Mob doesn't know what he'd do if he didn't have Verity around to help him all the time.
    But recently he's been acting a bit... strange.

    Or,

    Verity spares Mob because he has a very keen interest with humans.

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

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    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    Julian gime inesperadamente. Le duele tanto la pija que ya no sabe qué más hacer.

    “Dios Enzo.”

    “Tampoco diría que soy Dios,” Dice, canchero “Vos podrías ser un lindo angelito eso sí, aunque a veces te portas mal.”

    “Enzo, por favor ayudame.”

    “Me encantaría, pero antes contame: Vas a hacer de vuelta lo de andar chamuyandote a todos nuestros compañeritos?”

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    Shane Hollander is a university student trying his best. He is managing three jobs, two majors, and one sexuality crisis that threatens to upend his hockey career before it even starts. When his best friend, Rose, begs him to come with her to an exclusive BDSM club to let loose and experiment, Shane cannot believe it when he caves to her demands and agrees. Oh and it just so happens that unbeknownst to Shane the club is owned by a Russian mob boss. But really, what could go wrong?

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    Or the one where organized crime boss Ilya meets hockey-playing uni student Shane and big feelings and kinky shenanigans unfold

    Updates ~2x/week <3

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    "And is like I said, very easy to do. You just lay back and let someone else do work. Could do it in my sleep, would not be problem at all for me to come hands-free.”

    Hollander scowled, full competitive personality shining through. “Prove it.”

    “Fine, I will,” Ilya snapped back.

    Hollander's eyes went wide, and so did Ilya's when he realized what he had promised. His words hung in the air between them, suddenly heavy with implication.

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    Ilya doesn't think switching with Hollander one time for the sake of settling a bet will change anything about their arrangement, and it certainly wouldn't make him discover anything about himself. Afterall, it would only be one time, right?

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    “I’m pregnant.”

    “Pardon?”

    “I’m pregnant.”

    “Yeah, I heard you the first time. I was giving you the option to take it back.”

    “Take it back? Why would I do that?”

    “You’re not funny. Shane, genuinely please tell me what’s going on. Stop fucking around with me.”

    “Hayden, there’s a bun in my oven. I’m going to be eating for two. I’ll be out of commission for nine months. What other ways can I say this? I’m not fucking around with you. This isn’t a joke. I took four tests. I’m pregnant.” Shane said without a smile on his face. There was no laughter between his words. Hayden fell silent for a minute staring wide-eyed at Shane like he had seen a ghost.

    “Holy fucking shit.”

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    Shane is pregnant with Ilya’s baby. He proceeds to try to avoid Ilya while keeping the baby a secret. He’s not the best at avoiding Ilya though.

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    June 2014, Las Vegas

    Post the Las Vegas Scene, sub!Shane drops hard and Dom!Ilya races to save him.

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    From Jane: We didn't even kiss

    Shane didn't mean to send the text. He was so dizzy and cold and unsteady after leaving Ilya's room, he didn't even remember if he HAD sent the text. His fingers were too numb to undo his shirt buttons, he felt like the floor was dropping out from beneath him, he was nauseous and exhausted and didn't know why he couldn't stop shaking, why couldn't he stop shaking...?

    From Jane: ww dnt v ks

    The text came through as gibberish, and “Fuck.” Ilya threw his clothes back on and ran to get to Shane's hotel room. He'd been too far in his head to pay attention to Shane being quiet and shivering after they were done. Shane had stumbled getting out of bed, bumped into furniture, struggled with the door and Ilya had heard it but he'd been too much of a coward to get out of bed and check and now his submissive was sending gibberish texts and that wasn't good.

    “Sorry sorry sorry.” Ilya muttered as he ran. “I’m coming. I’m coming, hold on.” 

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    mar·ces·cence /mɑːrˈsɛs.əns/ noun
    The phenomenon where a plant retains its dead, withered leaves through the winter instead of dropping them in autumn. The state of un-shed foliage losing its colour, drying out, and breaking apart under harsh elements while remaining rigidly attached to the branch.

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    No one can know Shane's an omega, and no one can know he's slowly falling apart. So Shane puts his gear on, locks his trembling knees, and steps back onto the ice.

    His mate doesn’t want him. His mate doesn’t want him. Ilya doesn’t want him.

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    Shane liked the feeling of holding things in.

    Perhaps to the point that it was a little unhealthy.

    Holding back tears as hockey officials lowered the silver medal over his neck at the World Juniors. When the world around him was too loud. When he was hurting. Holding in his feelings toward Ilya. Holding back moans when Ilya went down on him, eating him out with a slow, languid tongue. But there was nothing as satisfying as being edged repeatedly, desperate to pee, crying, snotty, slobbering all over Ilya’s sheets- face down- ass up, getting pounded within an inch of-

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    Shane really needs to pee. Ilya indulges.

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    Shane learns too much about his friends and their sex lives. They talk about things they’ve done in bed, and Shane starts to wonder if he’s doing something wrong.

    Curiosity piqued, the desperate get resourceful. Sometimes, those resources include asking the guy that you sometimes hate to teach you what you’re missing.

    Nothing can go wrong.

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    Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?

    Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.

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    After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.

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    At his brother’s encouragement, Dean is on his own for the first time, going to college the way he never thought he would, but… something is wrong. Despite being an omega, he’s been feeling more and more aggressive lately and it’s been leading to him getting into fights increasingly often. If he keeps going this way, he’s going to get expelled and it was hard enough to find a college that would accept an omega that also had the certification program he wanted in the first place. His dorm leader, at his wits’ end from dealing with this, kicks Dean out of the dorm and into a different one so he can be somebody else’s problem. That’s when Dean meets the alpha Castiel Novak. And nothing would ever be the same again.

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    Jason sat back in his chair, arms crossed against his chest, eyes closed.

    He was waiting.

    It seemed like so much of his life had been spent waiting. Waiting for Willis to get drunk enough that yelling wasn't adequate. Waiting for him to get out of prison so that they could afford heat. Waiting for his mom to feel better. Waiting for the right opportunity to steal his next meal. Waiting for the traffickers to sell him to his next dom.

    There was a big chunk in the middle there where he was waiting to die.

    The real question was: what was he supposed to do now that he could live?

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    Continuation of 'I Exist To Love You'

    Shane ends up sending the "we didn't even kiss" text, this is the morning after. They finally talk.

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    When Chan finishes preparing the oils and towels outside and skips back to the reception to greet his customer, he doesn’t quite expect his suspicion to come true.

    Blond hair. Freckles. A body to die for.

    Holy fuck. Holy fuck. No fucking way. That’s Felix, Felix fucking Lee.

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    Massage therapist Chan Bang is confronted with his favourite camboy, Felix Lee, as his next customer.

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