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    He didn’t know why his husband had just used his safe word. Ilya didn’t know what he did wrong. But his priority right now was Shane. Shane who at the moment still hadn’t moved but was struggling to take a breath and was shaking his head side to side without stopping. Had he hurt him? Ilya would never forgive himself.

    OR: Ilya accidentally triggers Shane to remember an encounter he never told Ilya about that wasn't consensual. And Ilya comforts Shane as he has to tell him about the one guy he never told Ilya about.

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    In Vegas, after the MLH awards, Shane asks to go bare and Ilya goes along with it. Afterwards, Shane, who had realized how he felt about Ilya during those 6 months of radio silence, tries to tell Ilya. Ilya, scared and caught off guard, breaks Shane's heart and tells him to leave.

    A month later, Shane finds out he's pregnant. He decides to keep it. He tells the Voyageurs. It goes how you'd expect. They drop him. But he has his baby. While he focuses on keeping his body healthy for the baby, Yuna focuses on finding a team that will take him and give him what he wants for the end of the pregnancy. Only one team will - The Boston Bears.

    Things are looking up for Shane. Until he loses everything...again. His world falls apart in the span of a few hours. Again. His mind can't take it and he breaks.

    Almost 2 years after Ilya broke Shane's heart, Shane starts a new season as a newly minted Boston Bear. Will he be able to play with the man that broke his heart and act like nothing happened? Will Ilya?

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    “English is… is not first language,” the woman said quietly. Her accent was thick, and unmistakably Russian.

    “Oh, sorry! I’m speaking too fast, aren’t I? Sorry,” she took a breath, and held out her hand. “I’m Yuna,” she repeated. The woman took her hand quickly, her hands bony and delicate.

    “Irina,” she replied, before gesturing for Yuna to sit with her. Quickly, Yuna did. “Sorry, I have not been in Canada long.”

    “No problem at all; welcome to Canada! Is that your boy?” Yuna asked, gesturing over to the child that had similar hair to Irina, which was poking out from under his helmet. He was taller than Shane, though his little hockey outfit still seemed to still dwarf him. He had a serious look on his face, but his eyes were light as he watched the other boys play. He was tapping his stick on the ice, clearly itching to get into the game.

    “Ah, yes,” Irina nodded, taking a few seconds to translate the question, “Ilyusha.” Irina looked over at her son, a small smile on her face. “Is my Ilya.”

    Or: Ilya and Irina move to Canada for a fresh start when he is six years old. He meets Shane Hollander at ice hockey practice, and they grow up together (and of course, fall in love).

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    I always wanted to die clean and pretty. - Mitski

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    Castiel Novak has spent his entire life holding hateful protest signs outside the places his church condemns. He’s never questioned it. Not once.
    Then he’s forced to go into a gay bar, and the world he thought he knew cracks wide open.

    Dean Winchester shouldn’t give a damn about the gorgeous protester who stumbled into his world. But when his friends dare him to shake Castiel’s faith, Dean can’t resist the challenge.

    What starts as a game turns into something dangerously real when Castiel begins questioning everything that he’s been taught…..and Dean realises that he’s no longer playing.

    Their Constitutional Law class forces them together, and Castiel discovers a truth he can’t unfeel: the world he has been raised to hate might be exactly where he belongs. But unlearning a lifetime of religious trauma doesn’t happen overnight. Castiel is caught between the family who shaped him and the man who is showing him who he could be.

    And Dean has to decide if he’s willing to love someone who is still learning how not to condemn him.

    This is a love story about found family, forbidden love, religious trauma and the courage it takes to finally be yourself.

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    A story about how Izuku woke up one day and was small. What happens when in the midst of all this panic he gets kidnapped by the LOV!

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    Harry entra en celo inesperadamente. Malfoy reclama su derecho. Incluye la vinculación, el anudamiento y la dinámica Alfa/Beta/Omega (y los matices de dudoso consentimiento/no consentimiento inherentes).

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    The first time they met, Peter had been fifteen and Deadpool had seemed like a weird enigma to him.
    The next time they met, Peter had blipped and Deadpool hadn't. Time, having passed in unequal amounts for two very different people, had fundamentally changed their lives and the people they were. They hadn't even ever known one another before, and now that was about to change...

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    "You're too young to be frowning so much." Deadpool said with a sigh, and Peter went cross-eyed briefly when Deadpool tapped at the crease between his eyebrows.

    "I'm not young." Peter blurted, and then tried to clarify, "I am young, I guess, but not…I mean…I was younger, you know, like too young, when we first met…but n-not…not anymore-…"

    "Not too young, anymore, huh." Deadpool repeated and Peter stopped rambling, meeting Deadpool's mask's eyes, "Not too young for what exactly?" the older man asked in a tone of voice that was all at once amused and very, very suggestive.

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    Shane Hollander only meant to attend a few hockey games — a small act of rebellion against the boyfriend who controlled every part of his life. But that night changes everything. The arena becomes a refuge, Rose becomes a friend, and the Montreal Metros become the first place he’s felt safe in years.

    No one knows he’s living with domestic violence.
    No one knows he’s planning to run.
    No one knows how much he’s breaking.

    And no one expects him to fall for Ilya Rozanov — the loud, brilliant, closeted Russian winger recently traded under suspicious circumstances.

    Ilya has secrets he can’t share, a past he can’t escape, and feelings he doesn’t know how to handle.

    Shane is learning how to live again.
    Ilya is learning how to feel again.
    Both are learning how to trust.

    But when the truth about their pasts threatens to surface, they’ll have to decide whether they can face it together — or lose each other trying.

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    Or: A story about healing, found family, and the terrifying, beautiful risk of choosing love after surviving what was meant to break you.

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    Based on this imagine-

    Imagine Loki witness a person abandoning a pet, he pays little heed at first, humans, of course, are fickle creatures, but on hearing the human use words like "runt" and "worthless" something in him stirs. Looking into the box human has dumped the animal in, he realises it is a small black furball.

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    Draco has known since the battle that he has Harry Potter's soul mark on his body, and he's known just as long that he can never say a word about it to anyone. Harry is his auror partner, his friend, finally, and Draco is happy with that. He is.

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    Zooble had been a great singer, and until they got back to the real world and their now girlfriend reminded them of that, they had forgotten how much they loved it.

    And a certain man who refuses therapy for the life of him, and keeps scrolling through past messages, dreaming of a timeline where he didn’t make the same ‘mistakes’. At least, mistakes in his eyes- things no one would ever blame him for.

    They did attempt to start a band together, before what happened.

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    TLDR: originally a band au but author went WAYYYYY too hard into depressed Jax territory. This is no longer a band au. This is just depressed Jax which isn’t really an au

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    Even at the age of five Yuji Itadori knew something was wrong - he woke up with horrible nightmares and terrible burning sensations all over his body, and there was always a "mean voice" in his head that won't go away. His grandfather decided it was time to take him to an old friend that could possibly help him with this new issue.

    Kento Nanami was extremely disinterested with the Jujutsu world after his best friend was killed during a mission the year prior. When a new mission came up for rescuing a little boy who happens to be the vessel of "The King of Curses", Ryomen Sukuna, Nanami was forced to go on the mission.

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    I found you inside my mind.
    I lost you inside my mind.

    After the death of his girlfriend Meg, Castiel Novak recedes deeper into his disordered thoughts. Dean Winchester is a stranger with a few of his own secrets. An unexpected arrangement between the two results in unlikely changes.

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    Ilya refused to break his eye contact. He saw Shane’s anger, the fire behind his eyes, it was all too familiar. Shane continued talking, “I need you-” He pointed at Ilya, his hand just inches from Ilya’s face. Ilya flinched aggressively but refused to break eye contact.

    “Do it,” Ilya said through his teeth, cutting Shane off.

    Shane faltered, “What are…” his eyes scanned Ilyas face. Realization hit him like a truck. He quickly stumbled back away from his husband.

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    Shane doesn't realize how Ilyas PTSD affects him and takes a fight too far

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    Electricity is a lot easier to control within yourself. Needless to say, Kaminari's experimented with it a lot, altering brain circuits and firing up his muscles. The results aren't always so good.

    He smiles and pretends everything is fine, even if he's barely coping.

    Bakugou and Kirishima notice.

    Unfortunately, someone else learns of his 'talents'.

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    Then, and only then, did he realize...

    'I'm alone.'

    The notion never quite hit him as hard as it did at that moment. Giyuu nervously re-gripped his sword, though his face didn't show it, his heart squeezed painfully in his chest.

    'No one likes me...?'

    "...I'm not disliked by others." He heard himself say, without even thinking. Perhaps it was the human instinct of self preservation that had fed the words to his mouth. Though, his eyes took in Shinobu's pitiful smile.

    'No one....likes me...'

    That revelation came with a sense of...emptiness.

     

    Dead Calm. 

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    Itadori is a touch too Reactionary then most Adults would ever be. Let alone someone as young as the Annoyance was. Almost as if the child’s instincts were ingrained for Survival and not Living, it was Concerningly Impossible for him to access the memories of the child before the age of ten years, Sukuna meets a resistance when he reaches for More that is so harsh it brings him to a pause. There’s something, something before age ten, that his Vessel has Physically Sealed within his Mind. 

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    Inej is ready to reclaim her body by taking a lover. Jesper is more than happy to oblige.

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