Freedom_Dreamer



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    He almost didn’t reach for his phone. If it was Alexei, asking for money, he didn’t want to know. If it was his father, for whatever reason, Ilya did not want to talk to him. He only had forty-eight more hours without them and he wanted to squeeze as much peace as he could out of each and every one of them.
    Peace. Ilya could have scoffed. He hadn’t known peace in… well, a really fucking long time, really.
    He grabbed the phone. It was a text from Hollander. Had he forgotten something? Would he beg for more? Ilya had been desperate to get him out of the room, and now a part of him wished he would come back, because sitting alone with his thoughts was never a good thing.
    And then he opened the new text, and something in his chest seemed to plummet.
    We didn’t even kiss.

    (Shane sends the text, and then some more, and Ilya has to be brave enough to do something about it).

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    08 Jun 2026

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    I feel like he truly only likes me for my ass, Shane thinks. But thankfully, there’s just enough of his brain-to-mouth filter still working well enough to translate that to, “I feel like she truly only likes me for my dick. But maybe I wanna cuddle after or some shit. Is that a crime?”

    “Absolutely not, Hollander. You should get all the cuddles you want after a good fuck.” Cliff raises his glass and winks.

    He can't believe he's really just talking to Rozanov’s teammate and friend about him. Not that he knows it’s about Rozanov, but still. 

    Shane's never having vodka ever again. But for now, he’ll let it lower his inhibitions—if only to get all of this off his chest. Maybe then it’d stop fucking aching.

    shane strikes up an unlikely friendship with cliff marleau after he walks out of ilya’s penthouse suite in vegas feeling worthless. it’s all fairly innocent at first, until a threesome with shane and a woman awakens something in cliff that he’s never even thought about before. he confides in ilya without revealing who his secret gay awakening was, but ilya connects the dots anyway and goes on a jealous rampage before finally confronting his feelings for shane.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    This thing that they have—whatever the hell it is—it’s good. It’s easy. It feels like the only thing keeping Ilya afloat sometimes.

    He can’t let it get to a place where it’s more than just a good, convenient fuck and some fun teasing in between. Even if sometimes, in brief moments of tenderness, it already feels like it’s more than that. Or at least like it’s something that can be, if they just let it.

    But they don’t. They can’t.

    Although sometimes, Ilya does find himself giving in to the urge to look at Shane just a little bit longer, to let his touch be just a little bit gentler, more reverent, than what it would be for something as casual as they claim this to be—albeit sparingly.

    Sometimes, just for a moment, he lets himself indulge. He lets some of that affection bleed out of him because he feels like he’ll implode if he doesn’t.

    But he always catches himself before it can linger.

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    where six months of ghosting is shane’s final straw and he cuts contact with ilya after vegas, tired of the wall that just keeps getting higher each time he tries to chip away at it

    so ilya is forced to reckon with his feelings much sooner

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    06 Jun 2026

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    During the battle in the Department of Mysteries, Harry is bitten by Greyback, kidnapped and experimented on. Unable to heal him, the Order has to hide Harry away and fight without him. But without Harry, their loss is inevitable. Years later, Draco can’t stand the world Voldemort has created, and he’s determined to find the lost hero that can put an end to it. But Draco isn’t ready for what’s left of Potter when he finds him, or what Potter wants to do to him. How can a feral werewolf, whose only interest is to fuck Draco ragged every day, hope to kill the Dark Lord?

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    02 Jun 2026

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    The plan had been foolproof: become an Animagus, spy on Potter and his little rebellion, and finally do something that might earn his father's attention.

    But when the ritual goes wrong, Draco ends up trapped in the Forbidden Forest—with fangs, scales, and no way to escape.

    Of course it’s Harry bloody Potter who saves him.

    Fine. New plan: Act harmless, earn Potter’s trust, and fake a friendship long enough to learn something useful.

    But Potter builds him a home. Wraps him in scarves. Sings to him.

    And somewhere between the firelight and the way Harry looks at him—without knowing it’s him—Draco forgets the plan.

    He just wants to stay.

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    30 May 2026