JessicaLee46
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Atsumu hates feelings. Hates them.
Hates them so much he gingerly carves a special place in his heart, bleeding, just for them.
He hopes, or rather—wishes, pleadingly, it wasn’t always this way. That at least at one point in his miserable long life, he felt an ounce of carefree silly happiness, the stuff of kids giggles and bashful smiles.
But how can he bring himself to remember crooked grins and unruly laughter and untroubled days when blood is seeping out his heart, dripping down his suit, and staining his fingers?
How can he live when Sakusa’s arm is around someone else’s?
or... Sakusa and Atsumu broke up a couple weeks ago and Sakusa brought a new date to a banquet and they kinda hate each other but dont :)
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A fic where rich boy Sakusa blows off steam by getting heroin from the drug dealer Atsumu.
“First time I’ve seen an addict in action, in like a while,” he says casually, as if it’s totally normal for him to be staring at Sakusa like a creep.
“Don’t you have someplace to be?” Sakusa asks. And I’m not an addict,” he adds, holding onto the little pride he has left.
“Nah, drug dealers have plenty of free time,” he tells Sakusa, sitting down on the road in front of him, smiling. “And if yer not an addict, it’s news to me. I mean ya practically grabbed the baggie out of my hands with yer claws.”
Sakusa scoffs, repulsed at the childish behavior. “I literally did not.”
“Ya literally did.”’
“Considering the fact that you demanded you have the money beforehand and then dropped the heroin on the floor for me to pick up, I think we can conclude I didn’t.”
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Atsumu is insecure, Sakusa doesn't know what's wrong, and unbeknownst to them, it's almost Christmas.
(Or, they break up. Christmas is the least of their concerns, really.)
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05 Jun 2026
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"Too loud, Miya," mumbles Sakusa Kiyoomi, as he fingers Atsumu in the bathroom stall.
(Atsumu loses against Sakusa in a drinking game; the winner gets to fuck the loser whenever and wherever they want, ten times.)
Vietnamese translation now available!
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- Part 1 of Only Play Games you can Win
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Bookmarked by JessicaLee46
31 May 2026
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Under the guise of rivalry, Kiyoomi sought to have Atsumu in his world one way or another. It was supposed to be an easy arrangement—casual and convenient, no strings attached. But with each encounter, Kiyoomi unveiled well-kept feelings entwined with his desires.
Before he realized it, Atsumu had become the center of his universe.
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Kiyoomi is the commander of the emperor’s army; Atsumu is a medical apprentice.One is in denial; the other is oblivious—can they make it any more obvious?
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"Not bad," Atsumu said, his voice was hoarse.
"Not bad?" Ilya raised an eyebrow. "You were almost screaming into the mattress."
"Was not."
"Whatever you need to tell yourself."
(Pro volleyball player, Miya Atsumu and Professional Ice Hockey Player, Ilya Rozanov meet at a club and go at it.)
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29 May 2026
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A slow, dangerous smirk tugged at Kiyoomi’s mouth. “Both.” He finally let his fingers rest on Atsumu’s belly, thumb tracing a small circle. “You’re driving me crazy. And I’m pretty sure you’re doing it on purpose.”
Atsumu shivered, his knees going weak not from the argument anymore but from the way Kiyoomi’s voice wrapped around him like a promise. “You started it,” he whispered, tipping his head back.
Kiyoomi closed the last bit of distance, lips brushing Atsumu’s ear. “Then let me finish it.”
Bookmarked by JessicaLee46
29 May 2026