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“See, this is why I love my job, doctor. Because my lab is a jury of your peers. My tests will be Jenny Larson, Abigail Moore, and Linda Krause. The DA will put them on the stand, and I’m going to personally bring these dolls in and watch how they react.”
He barely hears the rest of the conversation. He is seething in ways he forgot he could. Where that child once held grief, he now holds a well restrained fury. He wants to bash this doctor’s head in, and wants to kill his father. Maybe he is a sick, twisted, man, but Spencer Reid finds comfort in this sort of anger.
Spencer goes home and throws every deck of cards he owns in the kitchen trash. He learned to play poker when he was six, and his father said, let’s play a game.
Spencer always wanted his father to die.
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08 Jun 2026
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“I’ll be right back—bathroom,” he gets out, the bite of burger still in his mouth after he attempted fruitlessly to swallow it. It quickly meets his hand and then the bathroom trash.
Listeria, Salmonella, E. Coli, Staphylococcus. Foodborne illnesses carried in raw meat. Ground beef has to be cooked thoroughly to avoid—
“Hey, you okay?” Morgan asks, the door swinging open. “You kind of ran.”
Spencer doesn’t even have to lie. “I… don’t feel well. I think I’ll go back to the hotel.”
How Spencer struggles with food, and how Derek helps.
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08 Jun 2026
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Spencer looks up at his entrance, but doesn't have anything else to give. He continues pacing.
“Here,” Hotch mutters.
As soon as Spencer glances over, he realizes that the man has his bag, and is pulling out… Headphones. His headphones. Taking them quickly out of his hands, Spencer signs a simple, thank you, without realizing he’s done it. It feels easier than talking.
Spencer has something akin to an autistic meltdown; Hotch helps.
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08 Jun 2026
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His father calls him when he’s about to get high one night, and it takes every ounce of self restraint not to cry. “Hey dad,” he answers, rubbing a hand across his face.
“Are you coming home for Easter?”
Well, his father’s never been one for pleasantries, he supposes. “I don’t know,” he says simply.
“Your mother said you were.”
“I never told her that.”
“You’re saying your mother would lie to me?” he bites.
“I’m saying she’s schizophrenic and confused,” Spencer replies sharply, trying to keep his frustration at bay. “I wasn’t planning on coming back—” it’s never been his home— “For easter. If that changes, I’ll let you know.”
Or: William Reid never left; maybe he should have.
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08 Jun 2026
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spencer took a deep breath, trying to get his emotions under control. other than at meetings and to his sponsor, he'd never spoken about this out loud. his eyes were focused out of the window, though he wasn't looking at anything. "did you know that almost twenty-one million americans have at least one addiction, yet only ten percent of them receive treatment?"
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or the one in which nobody actually knew of spencer's addiction until he told them
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07 Jun 2026
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Stay With Me, Don't Let Me Go, Because There's Nothing Left At All by orphan_account
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
26 Nov 2020
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“Hey, Doctor. Look at me.”
He looked up as she was suddenly standing in front of him. She leaned in close enough their noses were touching, but he couldn’t feel her breath on his lips. His head twitched.
“You lose.” Her voice was giddy and her eyes were bright.
“I kn-know.”
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07 Jun 2026
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Tell Me When It's Over (Gonna Go Down In Flames) by drspencerreid
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
30 Dec 2020
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he's not sure what he did to cause god to punish him so badly, but it must have been awful if this is the life he deserves.
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or the one in which spencer is mentally ill
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06 Jun 2026
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Love Never Felt So Good (Gotta Fly, Gotta Sing) by drspencerreid
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
19 Dec 2020
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derek blinked. "i thought that you and ethan were just really good friends. was that… not correct?"
spencer snorted. "i dated ethan for three years."
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or the one in which spencer wants to introduce someone to the team and derek doesn't think before he speaks
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06 Jun 2026
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he inhaled sharply and stumbled back several steps, almost falling down but catching his balance at the last moment. his breath was stuck in his throat; his mouth was dropped open; his eyes were unblinking as he stared at the scene in front of him.
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06 Jun 2026
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but sometimes you're born with it by whateverislovely for Highway58
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
21 Oct 2022
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It’s happening, he thinks, and then he wants to think about something, anything else.
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06 Jun 2026
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Spencer has his first schizophrenic episode and goes straight to his closest friend for help. This is just a drabble I did when I was feeling a lot like Spencer is at the start so yeah, sorry if it's crap.
Reid nods, he doesn’t believe Derek but he trusts him, and that’s enough.
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05 Jun 2026
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“I'm fine, Aaron,” Spencer reassured, turning his hand over and threading their fingers together, “Besides, it's not time yet. I don't wanna go until....”
“Until we see the sunset,” he finished for him.
Reid softly chuckled, “Yeah. I just don't wanna miss any of it.”
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05 Jun 2026
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We're Not a Secret Anymore by lastchancetolosecontrol for princesslacus
Fandoms: Criminal Minds
12 Feb 2011
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Inspired by the repeal of the 'Don't ask, don't tell' rule. Derek decides to take Spencer out on a real date.
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05 Jun 2026
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“It helps.”
The words startled him into silence; and the new voice had his head snapping up, eyes wide, frantically searching the shadows until they landed on a shaggy mop of messy blond hair. Familiar blue eyes stared back at him, and the man they belonged to smiled softly, knowingly. “What?” he asked, wiping at the tears obscuring his vision, “What....what helps?”
“The bullet,” Tobias quickly answered, “It helps to quiet the voices.”
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05 Jun 2026
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He's stopped sweating altogether now. That's probably the most worrisome issue at the moment. Heat stroke has definitely arrived. And as if he wasn't suffering enough, his mind begins to mock him, running through everything he should be doing in order to not die.
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04 Jun 2026
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Ashley Seaver observes the team dynamics.
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04 Jun 2026
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Spencer knows the statistics- he always does. He just never expected to be one of the victims. Especially when it's not even related to the case.
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Spencer gets forced into a situation no one ever wants to be in, Derek turns up just in time.
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04 Jun 2026
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Prompt: “Sweet handsome boy, you don’t have a thought in that head of yours, do you?”
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Spencer needs sleep and Derek won’t take no for an answer (but in a nice way).
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04 Jun 2026
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“Would you date a girl taller than you?” asked Morgan.
“Of course not.”Drunk Derek asks a weird question to Spencer.
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03 Jun 2026
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After Amplification, the aphasia Reid suffered lingers.
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03 Jun 2026