augustmesaavn



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander stares at the unfamiliar ceiling and begins to wonder exactly which domino effect has landed him in this position. When did his perfect day start to go off its hinges? What was the event that landed him in a bar on a Friday night and then in a stranger's bed?

    More importantly, who is this aforementioned stranger?

    Or, after an one night stand Shane Hollander forgets the name of the gorgeous Russian man making him blueberry pancakes the morning after. Upon finding out, Gorgeous Russian Man decides to remind Shane of his name among other things.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,203
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    60
    Kudos:
    2,400
    Bookmarks:
    425
    Hits:
    14,873

    09 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 31

    Tags
    Summary

    “You don’t want a condom?” He asks, sounding unsure.

    Ilya curses himself and then shakes his head before quickly taking the condom from Hollander’s soft, pliant hands, to quickly apply it himself.

    But as soon as he tries, he knows, the realisation settles through him like a stone sinking in deep water… it was fucking over. He tries anyway to roll it over himself but swiftly gives up, discarding it somewhere in the bedsheets as his back lifts from the mattress and the heat floods all at once.

    He grunts, tenses, muscles under his thighs flex as his toes curl and he throws his head back, biting his lip hard enough to almost draw blood.

    It’s clear what’s happening, and it’s fucking humiliating that Shane Hollander was here to witness it happen.

    “Are you… are you about to come?”

    or: ilya finishes very very fast

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,608
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    333
    Bookmarks:
    31
    Hits:
    3,110

    09 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The irony—that it's Shane who once made everything bearable, and Shane who now makes even leaving unbearable—registers, but without bitterness now, without panic, not even with regret. The dichotomy swirls inside him, and he just watches it spin, as he’s done so many times.

    Ilya thinks, with a strange, aching tenderness, that Shane was the first and only person to give his adult life shape and meaning. The first person who ever made him feel real. Chosen. The first and only person to see him, really see him.

    It's only fitting, he thinks hazily, that you're the last.

    Loving Shane Hollander changes Ilya Rozanov’s life.

    It doesn't save it.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    35,921
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    99
    Kudos:
    397
    Bookmarks:
    105
    Hits:
    10,539

    05 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    LONG fic charting the marauders' time at Hogwarts (and beyond) from Remus' PoV - diversion from canon in that Remus's father died and he was raised in a children's home, and is a bit rough around the edges. Otherwise canon-compliant.
    1971 - 1995

    This IS a wolfstar fic, but incredibly slow burn. Literally years. Long build up but worth it I promise!

    PLEASE DO NOT COPY TO WATTPAD. SERIOUSLY, WHY??

    Spotify playlist:
    https://open.spotify.com/user/htl2006/playlist/3z2NbLq2IVGG0NICBqsN2D?si=Liyl_JKJSx2RUqks3p50kg

    (Compiled by amazing reader, JustAnotherPerson)

     DISCLAIMER: I do not support JK Rowling's disgusting transphobic views.

    NOTE: I AM NO LONGER READING OR REPLYING TO COMMENTS ON THIS FIC

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    526,969
    Chapters:
    188/188
    Comments:
    48,620
    Kudos:
    310,675
    Bookmarks:
    55,166
    Hits:
    20,093,757

    09 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,200
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1,817
    Kudos:
    60,465
    Bookmarks:
    14,483
    Hits:
    675,601

    22 Mar 2026