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    In which Ilya works in an adult toy store, and Shane is peer pressured.

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    How Shane finds himself being fucked by the hot employee who was selling him sex toys.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “Ah,” Ilya said, grinning, going for the joke.

    Shane looked up, curious.

    “So being boring is genetic?”

    He expected laughter. Or the way Shane would roll his eyes even as he melted, the way that made the teasing feel welcome.

    Instead, Shane’s smile disappeared completely. It wasn’t dramatic. It just… went. Like a light switched off.

    “Yeah,” Shane said, clearing his throat, forcing the word out before it could crack. “I guess so.”

    He took a step back, creating space that felt suddenly necessary, like he might suffocate if he drifted any closer. Every instinct in him screamed to leave. To put distance between himself and this feeling and the source of it before it swallowed him whole

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane’s hearing is muffled, sound bubbling in and out like he’s swimming through the lake, dipping under the surface and back into the air. He can make out a word here and there, enough to know that Rozanov is trying to get him to breathe with him. He can feel the expansion of Rozanov’s lungs against his hands as he takes deep breaths in and lets them out. Shane tries to copy him, he does, but every inhale carries the scent of him, his cologne, his skin, his hair products. The scents are so familiar to him, and he wants more than anything for them to calm him, make him feel safe, but they are doing the opposite. Why are they still so familiar to him after not being anywhere near Rozanov for half a year? Why does he still want to shove his face against Rozanov’s throat and suck in every last last hint he can get?

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    Ilya takes longer to arrive in the bathroom after they present the award together, leaving Shane time to sink into a full-blown panic attack. This leads to a very different night in Vegas and an earlier beginning to Shane and Ilya’s relationship.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov always had to be in control. But when a single snide remark makes that control start to taste like guilt, Shane has to take the reins. A story about how thin the line is between power and anxiety, and about jelly beans that can heal even the most wounded soul.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Two hours later, Ilya realizes that things are bad, actually.

    He’s lying on the bed, on top of the sheets, exactly where he laid down hours ago. He hasn’t moved, even though the air in the room is now clean and fresh and freezing fucking cold. He can’t seem to make himself get up and close the window. He can’t seem to make himself do anything. Dimly, he realizes he should probably drink some water and eat something, but the thought of anything, even the Russian takeout in the fridge that he’d planned to feed Shane for dinner, turns his stomach. He kind of just wants to lay here until Shane comes back. If Shane comes back.

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    Or: domdrop!Ilya.

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