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“You’re cheating,” Buck accuses.
“I’m winning,” Eddie pants, looking far too smug.
“I’m—” Buck tries to tug his arms free from Eddie’s hold to no avail. How is Eddie so damn strong? “I’m letting you.”
“You’re letting me pin you down? Do you like getting your ass handed to you, Buck?”
Heat floods Buck’s gut. He does like getting his ass handed to him. Or—no, well… he likes being pinned, or thrown against walls, or–or floors. But that’s different. That’s a sex thing. This is definitely not a sex thing. This is a bro thing. They’re bro-wrestling. Bro-housing. This is the most platonic thing Buck’s done in his entire life. He doesn’t know why he’s sweating.
Channelling his inner carpet python, he gives a determined wriggle, but Eddie’s hands tighten around his wrists. The feeling sends a shock through Buck’s spinal column.
Oh no.
Eddie, breathless and beautiful above him, repeats, “Say uncle.”
Breath stuttering out of him, Buck freezes.
Use your head, Buck thinks. His dick twitches. Then, panicked, the big one.
Or: Buck and Eddie wrestle over the remote. They forget the remote.
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- Part 16 of ejo + 911
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16 May 2026
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Duty of Care by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, get loved.
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- Part 3 of Duty of Care
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10 May 2026
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be cruel to me (‘cause i’m a fool for you) by sweetlikesalt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Jan 2026
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The first blow lands softly, just enough to hear the clap of skin on skin. Shane sees Ilya stifle a laugh and feels a wave of embarrassment rush through him, but he steels himself before he can get lost in his head about it. Not before Ilya gets a shot in, though.
“Am I supposed to be scared, Hollander? I guess you don’t just have a weak backhand — Ow!”
The second blow lands harder than the first, properly sounding like a smack. Shane’s palm tingles slightly with the force of it.
“I’ll show you a weak backhand,” Shane retorts.
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Or: Ilya acts like a brat at dinner with Hayden and his wife. Shane spanks him about it.
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- Part 1 of be cruel to me
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07 Mar 2026
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“Goddamn, what a slut you are, Red,” he says, amused. “I kiss your neck and next thing I know, I got you all melted in my arms, ruttin’ against my leg to try and get yourself off.”
“You say that like it’s a bad thing,” Red retorts, a smirk on his lips. “Be honest. You like how easy I am for you.”
“Mmh…you are real pretty when you’re all spread out for me."Bookmarked by indecisivelibra
27 Sep 2025
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Jack looked from the intern picture to Robby again, rubbing a tired hand over his eyes. "Jesus, this is like a recipe." He gestured between the picture and Robby, young and old. "It's like twink plus seasoning equals daddy. Fuck," he said, a kind of helpless note to it. Then he walked out, like he hadn't just dropped a bomb on Robby's head.
What did that mean?
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24 Jul 2025
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For a long time, he thought it was Shannon. His love for her had ruined him for all women.
Now he’s not so sure. All thanks to Father Brian and fucking juice.
The juice, it turns out, is gay porn. Which brings him back to the beginning. Porn doesn’t really do it for Eddie. Until now.
Until Buck, and his goddamn secret OnlyFans.
Or: Eddie's parents sue for custody (fuck the Diaz parents) & Buck starts an OnlyFans to pay for a lawyer. Eddie befriends Father Brian, who encourages him try some gay porn and, well. Then Buck and Eddie make a series of utterly unhinged choices about it. freak4freak tempered with intense character study ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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19 May 2025
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Day 78 of 105 days of 9-1-1 hiatus
Eddie loves having control, especially over someone who gives it up as easily as Buck, but it's a different story entirely when the clipboard comes out. Although, as much as he loves to indulge in Buck's brief moments of power, at the end of day Eddie is more than happy to remind Buck just who's really in charge.
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- Part 1 of Dom Diaz
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13 Apr 2025
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"Tommy doesn’t just tolerate Buck’s neediness and overbearing tendencies - he embraces them. He has always let Buck be unapologetically himself around him. His compassionate nature to let Buck ebb and flow with all the new emotions and experiences of being with a man for the first time has played a large part in just how quickly Buck has fallen for him. Tommy attempts to pull back, but Buck clings to him – touch starved and desperate to still feel his boyfriend’s perpetual heat. “Evan, we need to shower.” He softly pets Buck’s head, attempting to pull back again with no success. “And change the sheets…”"
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AKA Buck's first time Bottoming :D
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- Part 2 of Bucktommy in Season 7
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15 Mar 2025
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In the last half hour, Buck has dialled the brat factor up to about a ten, like he knows he can only get away with being this exacting for so much longer before Eddie snaps and puts him in his place a little.
And Eddie is officially done resisting the urge to bend him over and do just that.
or; Someone has got to get Buck away from that damned clipboard
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15 Mar 2025
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“What would you have done?” Eddie asks, “if it wasn’t real estate?”
Buck pauses. Takes his coffee. Looks at his friend. Thinks.
Or, Eddie asks why Buck wanted to see his tablet so badly and Buck has a military kink.
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03 Mar 2025
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i’m beggin’ you (so put your loving hand out baby) by orphan_account
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
04 Feb 2025
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“Nothing has ever made him think that he might want to spice things up or try new things before. It’s good when they fuck, it’s good when they get their mouths or hands on each other. Hell, it’s good when all they do is make out like they’re the teenagers in the house.
But that was before he got down on his knees just because Eddie told him to, without any care for where he was, the outside world completely blurring out. He wants to feel that again.
And he could just bring that up, but that wouldn’t be as fun as trying to rile Eddie up to figure out how much he liked it.
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In which Buck discovers that he's into a lot more things than he thought he was—and Eddie is right there with him. AKA, Buck releases his whore self onto Eddie, and that leads to a lot of exploring.”
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05 Feb 2025
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Buck takes a deep breath, “I, uh, god please don’t laugh at me.”
“I won’t,” he promises, deep worry seeping into his bones.
“I haven’t uh-” he licks his lips, “well, Tommy isn’t-”
There’s a beat, an awkward, tense pause, that Buck breaks by groaning and setting his head in his hands, muttering an exasperated, ‘I can’t believe I’m telling you this.’ Eddie watches as Buck spirals, not knowing how to help, he only slowly drinks his water.
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Eddie's far too perceptive and Buck is far too pent up.
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27 Jan 2025
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when you look at me like that, my darling (what do you expect) by Sungodlou
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
31 Dec 2024
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This summer has had some subversive effects on his very definition of what it means to want.
He’s always been good at not wanting too much or too recklessly. But these days, it seems like he’s insatiable, wrought with hunger and pillaging to consume.
Maybe it's because this kind of wanting feels offensive—something he thought he’d snuffed out decades ago, made benign.
He’s always been so good at beating it down, down, down into submission whenever it reared its ugly head; he had a handle on it.
Now, it’s all gone to shit.
or; Buck and Eddie have sex, Eddie freaks out. Wash, rinse, repeat.
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Eddie was—
Eddie was.
Eddie’s brown eyes flashed behind his eyelids whenever he closed his own. His voice echoed in his head as he laid down to sleep. He imagined his sharp canines sinking into his throat every time he wrapped a hand around himself, biting into his knuckles until they bled to keep quiet.
He wanted. He craved. And that was his problem.
He knew Eddie better than anyone, and worse, Eddie trusted him.
Eddie trusted good ole reliable Buck, the best friend, the babysitter, the guy to call in a crisis. He didn’t know about the cavernous hole that housed a snaggled beast, hidden behind his organs, in a place Buck didn’t have a name. He didn’t know how fucked up and needy Buck was.
So, Buck did what he did. He plastered on a smile, was punctual to every movie night, joked with Eddie in between every call, and tamed the lonely monster that nipped at his heels, inching closer and closer every day to ripping open his carotid artery
Or, the one where Buck wants, wants, and wants.
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25 Jan 2025
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something's coming, something good... if I can wait by arrangementsofshadows
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Dec 2024
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It all started with that damn tweet.
"No Nut November is for weaklings.
Challenge your friends to Can't Cum til Christmas.
It's like an advent calendar... but worse. 😏"Eddie should have known better than to play along with Buck's stupid bets... but when has he been one to back down from a challenge?
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(or, the "No Nut November, but make it festive" fic where Buck and Eddie try their hardest to make the other lose with relentless teasing and discussions of kinks, sexual preferences, and what they plan on doing on December 25th)Bookmarked by indecisivelibra
14 Jan 2025
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Buck sat down on the couch, staring at Taylor. "I-I'm sorry, what?" He blinked at his girlfriend. "Don't act like you didn't hear me, Buckley." She sighed, crossing her arms. "No, I-I heard you; I'm just trying to process exactly what you said." Buck spoke slowly. "You want to have a threesome."
"Yes."
"But not one where you're the focus."
"Right."
"Or one where the third person we invite is the focus."
"Yup."
"You want one where I'm the focus. But you don't want another girl involved. You want a guy involved."
"Exactly." Taylor nodded. "What's bothering you about this?"
OR Buck gets to have a bisexual's dream threesome.
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08 Jan 2025
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One thing was clear: it wasn't how he had imagined his evening to go. Not even in his wildest dreams had he pictured himself like this—bent over, fucked by Eddie, of all people. But here he was, legs shaking, fingers clutching the edge of the sink like it was the only thing keeping him from falling apart completely.
or: another 8x06 coda where they end up fucking nasty :)
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08 Dec 2024
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Eddie Diaz never thought he’d find himself here—utterly undone by the most infuriatingly irresistible man he’s ever known. But six years ago, who could’ve told him he’d have a hot firefighter boyfriend who could bring him to his knees with nothing more than a damn crop top?
But as Buck moaned his name and writhed beneath him, Eddie’s learned one thing: he's addicted.
And he’s not complaining. Not one bit.
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Part II to Eddie Diaz seeing Evan Buckley in a crop top.
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- Part 2 of the one with the crop top.
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18 Nov 2024
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“I– uh,” Buck stuttered, mortification and arousal swirling in his chest at the knowledge that his boyfriend had just seen him pissing in the shower and then fucking his fist when he got too turned on just at the taste of his own pee.
Tommy pushed off the door, stalking forward and Buck was helpless to the way his eyes roved over his boyfriend's form. His brain screeched to a halt at the site of the very obvious bulge in Tommy's shorts.
The man in question smirked, stopping just outside of the shower. The water was still running, spraying against the far wall where Buck had angled it. He absently slapped a hand against the valve, turning it off.
Drops of his piss still clung to the wall and floor in front of Buck, to his skin and his hands.
And Tommy was standing in front of him, eyes dark with hunger and his cock hard in his pants.
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In which Buck has some fun after his jog and forgets that Tommy was coming over.
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09 Oct 2024
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“The fuck am I gonna go with you, huh?” Mickey said, more soft than stern. Ian let out a soft sigh. Mickey looked up at Ian, gaze flicking from his eyes to his open mouth. The grip on his shirt tightened, knuckles most likely smudging blood onto the pretty fabric.
“You’re too fucking pretty to be parading around like that, you know?” Mickey panted into Ian’s open mouth. Ian leaned back against the refrigerator, closing his eyes, as Mickey pulled his hips flush against Ian’s.
Or... citizens of the West Side are very interested its newest redheaded resident. A little too interested for his husband's liking.
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21 Sep 2024