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5 years isn't nearly enough time to get over the man you've loved since childhood. Especially when he now hates your guts for abandoning him so long ago.
Recovery is almost impossible, recovery isn't even deserved, but that obsession still lingers and it won't be going anyway anytime soon.
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Or: Ivan and Till used to be a band together, until Ivan left him and they went their own seperate ways- only to remeet again at a bar by accident, and the up and down of their relationship begins.Bookmarked by meowinguh
17 May 2026
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Ivan never loved his husband. It was an arrangement set up by Unsha to try and build a good relationship with the gang his husband was a part of. They had one date to get to know each other before the wedding and that was it. He never expected to feel hatred. But that was all he felt now. Seething, boiling hatred.
Ivan's husband was abusive. There was no other way to put it.
Wanting his freedom back, Ivan decides to hire an assassin to kill his abusive husband, but there's just one issue. He has almost no money saved up. There's no way he could afford an assassin.
However, when he discovers that his coworker, Till, is an assassin, Ivan hatches a plan to convince Till to take out his husband for free.
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21 Mar 2026
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tldr; Till sunbae tries to be all cool and nonchalant with his younger boyfriend. (Spoiler! He fails)
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16 Feb 2026
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Since a child, there had always been something that bugged Till growing up.
Not his lackluster, barely passing grades, not his mediocre art skills and lack of self creativity, not even his shitty father that barely even counted as a parent. No, it had been his own brain.
From before he could even remember, Till had always had a very big imagination. Most specifically, one that made itself known at night. In his dreams, ones that could just as easily have been called night terrors. They were never lucid, never gave him a choice, never gave him a chance.
Just a constant type of dream every single night.
These dreams would have been more tolerable had it not been for one thing. Or moreso, one person.
A faceless child he had seemed to grow with.
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Till, since childhood, had grown with recurring dreams that he can never quite get rid of. A similar, blurred presence every single night that never left him alone. He never expected that somewhere out there, was somebody going through the exact same thing.Bookmarked by meowinguh
23 Jan 2026
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“Why are you really here, Till?” She asks, even though she knows the answer to it already.
“You nave ice hoobs.”
Ivan snorts. “What?!” She can’t help but laugh. First time Till tries making a move on her and she fumbles over her words.
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06 Jan 2026