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    Ilya snorts and it’s a bitter, ugly sound, “What do you care?”

    “You’re Shane’s Jackie,” is the only thing he can think of to accurately explain. He shrugs, “That means I’m legally obligated to give a shit. You don’t have to tell me, I guess, but if you want to…” Hayden trails off for a second, for the first time actually feeling the age difference between the two of them. “I’m a good listener.”

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    Or: 5 moments that shaped Ilya and Hayden's friendship, +1

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    31 May 2026

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    “Why did you just get a text from someone called ‘work wife’?” Shane asked his face scrunched up in a way that made Ilya want to squeeze him.

    “Relax, it’s just Troy.”

    “You mean Troy Barrett?”

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    25 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 86

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    Shane's bottom lip trembles ever so slightly, voice brittle. "I can't breathe."

    Ilya's heart breaks at his plead. No matter how much it hurt when Shane left or when Ilya saw him with Rose, seeing Shane like this, tears in his eyes, voice cracking, none of it seems to matter.

    "Yes, you can." Ilya's words are steady and sure. He slides one of his hands down to Shane's chest, pressing his palm to his sternum. "Focus on me."

    Or: Shane has a couple of panic attacks (tuna melt and Montreal club) and Ilya helps him through them.

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    12 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 63

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    The party was lame, Ilya thought the theme was stupid but Marley insisted.

    “Roz, it’s perfect. Red clothes means absolutely not, they’re already in a relationship or somehow wearing a purity ring and going to frat parties.”

    “Yes, Marley, I get it –“ Ilya started to say but Cliff Marlow interrupted, keen to explain a concept Ilya was already well aware of.

    “And get this, yellow means maybe. So if they are wearing yellow clothes then it depends. So you can shoot your shot but they might turn you down.”

    “Yes, like every single time you try to hit on women.”

    Or: Ilya’s frat hosts a traffic light themed party and someone who never shows up to these things is wearing green.

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    12 May 2026

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    Selected text messages from the phones of Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander, circa 2020-2021.

     
    Troy Barrett: I’m planning to drive up to Toronto to finish packing up my apartment on Saturday, and I was wondering if you’d want to grab dinner after your game while we’re both in town?
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    Jane: …did you tell Barrett about us?
    Lily: no i promise
    Lily: he maybe thinks it is possible, but i did not tell
    Jane: I don’t think he has any idea
    Lily: what makes you say this
    Jane: Just a hunch

     
    Or: Troy asks for Shane’s number, and Ilya gives it to him. What could go wrong? Or maybe more importantly, what could go right?

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    10 May 2026

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    “Tell me what you need.”

    Ilya couldn’t look at him. He needed too much.

    “I don’t want you to… to be angry you have to take care of me.”

    Shane frowned. “Angry? Ilya, I will never be mad at you for needing me.”

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    Or, Shane takes care of a sick Ilya who doesn't think he deserves it.

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    06 May 2026

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    Shane: Hi.
    Shane: I miss you.
    Shane: How was your day?

    Ilya: DEVASTATING.

    Shane: What?
    Shane: Are you okay?
    Shane: Did something really awful happen, or is this another one of those the animal shelter wouldn’t let you bring home every animal type situations?

    Ilya: No, I am not okay.
    Ilya: I am the furthest from okay.
    Ilya: Troy and Harris broke up.

    Shane: Oh. That sucks.
    Shane: Sorry to hear that.

    Ilya: That’s all you have to say?

    Shane: What else am I supposed to say? It’s sad, but it happens.

    Ilya: We have to fix this!!!!

    Shane: We?

    Ilya: Yes, of course.
    Ilya: Do you not know that by loving me, you are automatically a part of all my schemes and shenanigans?

    Shane: Must have missed that memo.

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    04 May 2026

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    Ilya had Shane only in fleeting moments for nearly ten years. Rushed hookups and greedy hands grabbing at anything and everything he could to savor every second of the limited time he knew he was running out of.

    And then they got married.

    Now, at night, Ilya slips into a bed that’s already warm with his husband.

    Or, all the ways Shane and Ilya say I love you without actually saying it.

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    03 May 2026

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    SHANE: Lily.
    LILY: Hello
    SHANE: Dead to me.
    What the actual fuck?
    LILY: ??
    SHANE: what. The. Hell. Did. You. Do.
    LILY: ahh
    I am in trouble
    Yes?

     
    Or Ilya's teammates add "Jane" to the Boston WAG group chat in the height of their "no, we aren't falling in love, whatever do you mean" era (2014-2016-ish?).

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    02 May 2026

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    Shane can’t look at him. He can’t really look at anyone but he manages to lift his head and stare right back into Troy’s glistening eyes.

    “I never had that advantage, Troy. I never got to take it out on anyone, for any of it. All the times I got on that ice to play some hockey and some… fuckwit idiot like Kent, or whoever was calling me slurs— whether they were gay ones or racist ones… I couldn’t just hurl them back and call it a day like you did.”

    He swallows hard. He thinks he might be sick a little bit in his mouth.

    “You know how fucking lucky you are? To have gotten away with it? They love you, Barrett. This team loves you! You’re fucking celebrated because you overcame this big, terrible thing but for me it’s—”

    He thinks about his mom in that very split second. His beautiful, wonderful mom who’d coached him his entire life on how to be polite, how to be well behaved. How to answer to teachers the right way, to coaches, to cops to the press to the general public to his fucking teammates—

    He looks away. The fight suddenly drains right out of him and he goes back to his bag.

    or: shane decides to confront troy if no one else will

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    01 May 2026

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    “Please,” he says finally, voice breaking as he gives in. “Fuck, please, Rozanov, I’m gonna—”

    Rozanov pulls all the way back, mouth releasing his cock with a noise that makes Shane’s hips rock up into nothing.

    “Rozanov,” he begs again.

    “Hmm?” Rozanov asks, kissing Shane’s shaking thigh gently. “You need something?”

    “You— fuck— you said I could come,” Shane says, trying to keep the accusatory note out of his voice.

    “Mhm. When you say my name, yes?”

    “I did!” Shane insists, just a hint of a whine in his tone now. Rozanov smirks at him.

    “Oh, sweetheart,” he says. “My first name.”

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    Ilya does something a little different on tuna melt day.

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    01 May 2026

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    “Jesus, I’ve never seen Hollander this pale. Look at his lips, they’re fucking white —”

    “Whoa, dude, are you okay?”

    “Roz, I would get that bag ready if I were you…”

    “Is he even awake? It looks like he’s lights out, or about to be —”

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    Or, Shane has an ear infection and is stuck on a plane. His willpower will get him through it. (No it won't.)

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    27 Apr 2026

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    Shane stares up at him, awestruck. “You’re an angel.”

    Ilya freezes.

    “…What.”

    “An actual angel,” Shane insists, reaching up with clumsy reverence and cupping Ilya’s face. “They sent you down. Because I’m—” he swallows hard, suddenly emotional, “—I’m such a good person.”

    Ilya blinks at him.
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    OR Shane is loopy from his wisdom teeth removal

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    27 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 25

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    He snapped a selfie and sent it to his mom. He pocketed his phone but almost immediately, it vibrated in his pocket announcing the incoming message. The message preview lit up his screen.

     

    Lily: Those are nice.

     

    He frowned and squinted at his phone. From Lily? What? Shit. No. No, no, no. He sent that to his mom. Or so he thought anyway. This was the last thing he felt like dealing with today. One more thing for him to pick fun at. And he knew Ilya wouldn’t just let it slide either.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    “Shane Hollander?”

    Shane blinks dumbly at them. “Yes. Um, hi. Hello.”

    Hayes shares a quick bemused glance with his wife. “I’m Wyatt. I play with Roz,” he says, holding his hand out to shake. “And this is my wife, Lisa.” He nods to her, and she smiles sweetly.

    “I, uh, I know who you are,” Shane says, accepting the handshake.

    “Ah. Sweet.”

     

    Or: Shane drives to Ottawa to care for a sick Ilya. He doesn't expect Wyatt Hayes and his wife to come knocking.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    After Shane films an obscenely slutty advertisement for a sports drink company, the whole goddamn world decides he’s their new favorite sex symbol. Ilya reacts perfectly normally to this latest development.

    Or, 5 times Ilya is consumed with jealousy over his own fucking boyfriend + 1 time Shane shows him who he really belongs to.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    Shane sighed with relief as the doors of the elevator closed. Whoever was in the hall probably didn’t see him. He would figure out how to move past the humiliation of sending that text message to Ilya. But first, he needed to get back to the safety of his hotel room. 

    “That was close,” Shane murmured to himself and slumped against the wall. 

    The doors of the elevator opened again. 

    Shane straightened at the sight of Ilya Rozanov, wearing nothing but an unbuttoned pair of slacks, his golden chain, and a phone in his hand. 

    [OR Ilya realized he made a mistake letting Shane go after their hookup in Vegas. As he's rushing to find Shane, he receives a text message from Shane that reads: We didn’t even kiss.]

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    20 Apr 2026

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    Shane
    It’s kind of annoying how good you are at making me feel better when I get like this. 

    Ilya
    I can’t help it, I am good at so many things 

    Ilya
    Kissing you, fucking you

    Ilya
    List goes on 

    Shane
    Is getting on my nerves on that list? 

    Ilya 
    Yes, at the top ❤️

    Or: Shane and Ilya's first year as a couple as told through some of their texts.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    Seeing Hollander break down shattered something in Ilya. He was so certain that the walls he built to keep people at a safe distance were unassailable. But, it only took one shuddering breath from Hollander's mouth for him to jump that fortress and gather the man in his arms, for fear that the margins around them would dissolve completely.

     

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    Shane leaves Ilya’s hotel room in Vegas and gets a panic attack while sending the “We didn’t even kiss” text. A reimagining of what happens when Ilya finds Shane spiraling and they have to confront their feelings.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    It seemed to Ilya like they invented a silly little holiday for every week of the year. Holiday for disguising children and sending them to bully neighbors for sweets. Holiday for pranks. Holiday to buy cheap shit at stores the day after after another holiday of eating dry bird. Holidays that seem mostly about getting black-out drunk.

    There are too fucking many.

    Ilya assumes Shane doesn't care about Valentine's Day. Rookie mistake.

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    07 Apr 2026

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