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    “If you ever talk about my fiancé like that again, then I will end your career.”

    The words are pure vitriol, dripping from Shane’s mouth like venom from the fangs of a snake. He doesn’t raise his voice, he doesn’t even sound angry, he just sounds lethal. Like a man you don’t want to cross. Like a man who fully intends to honour his promise…or threat.

    He’s met with stunned silence.

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    Ilya Rozanov loves his husband normally.

    Or, at least, that is what he tells everyone.

    Unfortunately for Shane Hollander, Ilya’s definition of normal includes saying “my husband Shane” at every possible opportunity, reposting thirst edits from his verified account, attaching himself to Shane in public like an emotionally unstable wolf, and treating every casual compliment as a personal threat to the sanctity of their marriage.

    Shane complains. Loudly. Often.

    He also never really tells him to stop.

    A story about being loved too much, too publicly, too ridiculously — and learning, slowly, to love loudly back.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    “Okay,” Ilya says. His thumb restarts its soothing. “Then say it all wrong, and I will understand anyway.”

    So Shane tries, reaches out and hopes for Ilya to reach back. “My first year with the Metros wasn’t… great. I mean, I played great hockey, but those first few years, the room wasn’t…"

    “Room wasn’t great,” Ilya repeats. “What does this mean? Not great like calling you slurs? Not great like hazing?”

    Shane stiffens, then forcibly relaxes. He tries to make his voice light, “A little, uh. A little of both, I guess.”

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    Shane's metric for a normal locker room is skewed. Ilya (and the Centaurs) are happy to help.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Shane sighed, but nodded. “I’m just so tired of this. I don’t want to spend the rest of my life dealing with it.”

    Shane thought he was angry, but the sentiment just came out sounding sad.Ilya took a deep breath, running his wedding band along Shane’s cheek.

    “I know, Sweetheart. But you also have me for the rest of your life. Dealing with it with you.

    Tears pricked the corner of Shane’s eyes. Ilya pressed a kiss over his heart, where his head still lay.

    Or, glimpses of Shane navigating sensory overload throughout his life, and the ways those around him impact it.

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    04 Jun 2026