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Namjoon clutches onto the fourth pregnancy stick in his hand and he eyes at the two red lines. He has had all four tests show him the same thing.

There is no doubt about it.

Kim Namjoon is pregnant.

His mouth dries and his vision blurs.

How could he have let this happen?

 How could he be so careless?

How did this even happen to him?

Namjoon had a million questions, all of them wondering how he, a gorgeous model and a talented rapper got pregnant at the age of 28 when he was on birth control pills.

Namjoon wants to panic like how he has seen happen in many movies and such but really as Namjoon looks at the pregnancy stick, instead of panicking, his mind calms. There was an initial moment of uncertainty and fear but it soon dissipates as he looks at the two toothbrushes on his sink. One belonged to him and the other was Yoongi's. He looks to the extra pair of slippers on the bathroom floor, looks to the two sets of folded towels near the sink, looks at those fucking bath bombs that Yoongi always insists on buying.

Suddenly there is silence, serenity and a kind of feeling of victory hidden beneath all of this.

He is pregnant. He has a child inside him. It’s one of the best moments in his life.

There is so much at stake, his career, his life, his reputation and what not but now that Namjoon thinks about it, if he had a chance, he would go back and do it all again.

Namjoon would do it with Yoongi all over again.

It was at this moment that Namjoon realized that he was in love with his best friend.

Namjoon and Yoongi are what some may call as soulmates. They are childhood friends who had seen the other’s good and bad times and stuck together for a really long. They have experienced things that come with so many years of living with each other so it really isn’t a soulmate thing. It’s just that they are very attentive to each other. It’s just natural to both of them.

Min Yoongi knows everything about Kim Namjoon and Kim Namjoon knows everything about Min Yoongi.

Yoongi knows Namjoon’s upcoming schedules.

He knows about his heats.

He knows that Namjoon enjoys a good back rub to cheer him up after a long day.

He knows that Namjoon has craving for sweet things but he lets them get buried in him because he can’t afford that but Yoongi is that friend who is always ready to spoil his best friend and so he always brings him treats which Namjoon always whines about but eats them anyway, little dimples appearing due to happiness.

Yoongi knows Namjoon like the back of his hand.

Namjoon though is a little different but he knows Yoongi just as much.

Namjoon may not know Yoongi’s schedule as the older works whenever he wants from his studio but he knows that he needs to be there for his Hyung just needs a listening ear.

He also knows that sometimes he needs to drag his Hyung out of his studio so that he could eat something because Yoongi likes to work until he forgets the entire world, his genius mind producing beats that seem to have no end.

Namjoon knows that Yoongi likes his coffee made in a very specific order according to his mood and Namjoon knows how to make them all.

Namjoon knows that Yoongi would rather come home and cuddle beside him rather than go out and eat even though he is really hungry.

They know everything to the point that it’s scary. There had been too many times when they tried to lie to each other, may it be anything from lying about having dinner to having darker thoughts, they were never able to hide anything. They didn’t cower away from their fears either; they would always face any kind of problem head-on with an attitude that had made them so successful.

Yoongi knows how to motivate Namjoon and Namjoon knows how to keep Yoongi grounded.

Maybe that was the reason why Namjoon had suddenly one day asked Yoongi to be his alpha during his heat. It had been quite a nerve-wracking thing to ask and Yoongi had looked like he saw a ghost or something but Namjoon wouldn’t trust anyone else. It’s just so convenient with him because he knows Namjoon, knows what the red flags are, knows when not to push too far beyond and he knows how and when to stop.

After they spent their first heat together, Namjoon never had and never will ever think about being with another alpha except for Yoongi.  

Namjoon hadn’t taken this decision just based on blind trust even though that’s still a deep part of it. Namjoon had heard about the way Yoongi behaves during a heat through Jimin and Taehyung. Yoongi had been helping them through their heats and they absolutely love him.

Namjoon had been burning with distaste and jealousy as both Jimin and Taehyung gushed about how skilled Yoongi is and how he had been perfect gentlemen throughout their heats, dealing with them so carefully and making sure they aren’t hurt.

But at the end of it all, the relationship between the younger omegas and Yoongi was purely platonic. Yoongi fucks them but he is not going to develop feelings and neither will the young omegas. Namjoon for some reason had been really happy to know about that.

And so Namjoon had asked Yoongi on a simple Thursday morning after they had finished eating lunch and Yoongi was getting ready for his well-deserved and important nap.

What Namjoon didn’t expect that afternoon was Yoongi’s eager yes which had come in a heartbeat. Namjoon had really thought that Yoongi would ask some time to think about this, maybe feeling uncomfortable and denying him too but Yoongi had been down for it and Namjoon didn’t really know how to respond with his heart racing and hot face so he just said a small okay before he went back to setting the cushions onto the couch for Yoongi.

The first time Namjoon had spent his heat with Yoongi, it had been magical. They were hands down the best four days of his life…well at that point in his life.

Yoongi had been perfect, so much better than his fantasies. He wasn’t just an alpha assisting an omega in heat but he was also his Yoongi, his best friend who constantly made sure that Namjoon was loved and appreciated and taken care of.

He had immediately stopped if Namjoon felt any discomfort and he would get so worried but over the course four days, they realized that not only did their personalities matched each other, their bodies did too.

And so one session of sex during heat turned into a monthly thing where Namjoon would only go to Yoongi during his heat and then somewhere along the way, Namjoon didn’t even need to have his heats for them to just fuck. There was just this need and desire that just couldn’t ever be satisfied and so Namjoon and Yoongi decided to become friends with benefits. That was the only label they could give to themselves.

During his heats, Namjoon sees a new side of Yoongi and every single time it amazes him. He feels a gut-twisting eagerness whenever his heat approaches and Namjoon waits to meet that Yoongi. Heat pools to the pit of his tummy at the thought of Yoongi smelling him and just knowing that he is producing slick only for him.

That Yoongi, oh god, he is incredible. Namjoon feels like he is floating whenever he is with that alpha. During those times when his body is just so hungry in lust, Yoongi is always there to make everything better.

The way Yoongi touches him, the way he caresses every single part of his body, the way his tongue moves over his skin, the way Yoongi’s eyes look at him with so much emotion…somewhere along the line, Namjoon had fallen for the older man.

It’s not his fault. It’s really difficult to resist a man like Yoongi. He is so handsome and so smart and funny and so supportive and so fucking dashing, it’s really hard to not look into those eyes and feel unloved.

And the mornings…oh god, the mornings after are fucking delightful. They are nothing short of sweet. Yoongi usually isn’t very keen on waking up in the morning. He would rather sleep in while cuddling Namjoon but after his heats, Yoongi knows that more than cuddles or kisses, Namjoon just wants to eat.

And so Yoongi gets out of bed way before the sun has risen and he prepares them food which is always so rich and delicious and the best part is that there is always ice cream at the end.

Namjoon had always since then spent every heat with Yoongi, always told him a week ahead about his upcoming heat but he doesn’t really have to because Yoongi can just smell it on him but Namjoon says it to increase Yoongi’s anticipation just a little more. He likes to tease his alpha so much.

Yoongi during those times gets a little clingy and even though it’s a little annoying sometimes especially during summers or after Namjoon’s’ workouts but Namjoon never pushes Yoongi away. He actually really likes it when Yoongi clings to his back and whines about how much he likes Namjoon’s scent and about how beautiful Namjoon looks even though it really isn’t needed. Many of the things that Yoongi does aren’t needed but Namjoon loves them regardless.

Maybe it was the stress of having a tough schedule before his heat or maybe it was his own growing feelings towards Yoongi but Namjoon had somehow forgotten to take his birth control pills a month before his heat. He had been taking them religiously since he was 21 and now after using them every single year for almost 7 years, he just fucking stopped it.

But that wasn’t the only thing that happened. He didn’t even buy condoms for Yoongi for his latest heat, didn’t mind Yoongi fucking into him repeatedly, didn’t even say a word and only moaned in pleasure, mind clouded with lust when Yoongi whispered into his ear that he was going to knot him.

The cum from the knot was a lot. Yoongi rarely ever fucks Namjoon without a condom, only during days when they are too eager and too lost in lust but this heat was scheduled, it was supposed to be prepared for and yet they spent 5 days having sex like crazy without any protection on.

Of course, Namjoon was bound to get pregnant.

But as Namjoon had felt before, he doesn’t regret this. He has Yoongi’s pup inside him and he would do anything to see him even if it means that he is going to spend the rest of his months in unknown pain.

Hoseok is the first one to talk about the change in Namjoon’s scent. Many didn't notice it even though Namjoon was already 10 weeks pregnant because Namjoon usually smells so sweet. He has this really pleasant, soft smell to him which isn't overpowering and heavily calming which only intensified after Namjoon got pregnant but no one noticed it.

Namjoon’s spike in scent usually happens around his heat and so even if they noticed it, no one even gave it a thought even if they did get a whiff of Namjoon’s strong scent but Hoseok was different. Being another omega and also being a wolf with a very sharp sense of smell, Hoseok smells the additional scent on Namjoon the second he meets him.

Being an idol is hard and tough but it comes so naturally to Hoseok. He is born to be a rapper and a performer. From his love for music to his undying love for dance; he was made for his fans. He is a natural-born singer.

Namjoon and Hoseok had met as trainees, working together until ungodly hours of the night and fighting day after day for their destined goal was all they thought about until they finally got to a point where they saw the fruits of their hard work.

Yoongi and been against the idea of becoming an idol himself, didn’t like how that department worked, hates how he has to be made into a doll in order to make music so he settled on becoming a producer in a smaller company which had been gaining fame recently due to Yoongi’s tracks. Yoongi prefers to be unnamed though.

Hoseok travels a lot and so does Namjoon so the friends rarely meet but when they do, they spend about a week together just traveling or chilling out together.

This time though Namjoon decides to stay at home. He doesn’t want to travel during his pregnancy and risk anything and he has been getting more tired lately so he invites Hoseok over.

As soon as the doorbell rings, Namjoon jumps out of his couch and runs to the front door. He quickly unlocks the door and finally greets his friend.

Hoseok has a shit ton of gifts in both his hands, from branded clothes for Namjoon to snacks from all the places he visited and he had been wanting to try them with Namjoon so he was very excited.

Hoseok is just all squeals and screams as he greets him as usual and Namjoon can’t help but scream back in happiness. He really missed his friend.

Namjoon then hugs him but as soon as he does that, the older man stiffens. When his hug isn’t reciprocated, Namjoon moves away from Hoseok and looks at him who has a shell shocked look on his face.

“What’s wrong?” Namjoon asks, feeling a little worried because his ever-smiling friend is showing no sign of the abundant happiness he had just moments ago.

Hoseok stares at Namjoon in disbelief before his eyes move to the younger’s abdomen. Namjoon feels conscious and uncomfortable so he protectively covers his tummy which causes Hoseok’s eyes to shoot back up to Namjoon’s eyes.

The older is absolutely shocked as he asks in an unsure tone “Joon-ah…you’re pregnant?”

Namjoon tells Hoseok everything. He tells him about forgetting the birth control, about the lack of condoms, about his last heat being for a longer time than usual but he doesn’t disclose to Hoseok about his feelings for Yoongi. He wants Yoongi to know that first.

Just as Namjoon had expected Hoseok doesn’t look impressed. Hoseok had been absolutely against Namjoon and Yoongi becoming fuck buddies.

Hoseok had been one of the first people to approach Namjoon to accompany during his heat and Namjoon had said no, had said that it’s not healthy between friends but then he and gone ahead and spent several heats just fucking his best friend. He looks like a hypocrite, he knows but Yoongi is and always will be special. He isn’t just some alpha.

Hoseok is especially pissed off because he actually cares for Namjoon and his career for which he knows Namjoon had fought tooth and nail for. Hoseok and always been Namjoon’s support in the industry. In a world where fame and face are more important than your passion, you need friends and that’s what Hoseok was in a way, a work friend who was a really sweet human being and with whom Namjoon liked sharing his most personal moments.

But over the years, Namjoon had grown fond of Hoseok who wants Namjoon to always be safe. He doesn’t want Namjoon to be sad or worried. He had seen the struggle Namjoon had whenever someone asked him about his hickeys after his heats and he had to answer that it’s just some alpha he spent his heat with.

Hoseok knows it’s hard for Namjoon because the idiot obviously has feelings for the younger producer and he somewhat understands their deal but he doesn’t like Yoongi, always felt like the producer had been somewhat of a dick and felt that a dick like him didn’t deserve someone as pure and innocent as Namjoon.

“It finally happened huh?” Hoseok voice is laced with slight annoyance and heaviness as he leans back on the couch and pulls his knees closer to his body. His body is relaxed but his gaze is hard on Namjoon who is crouched on the couch beside Hoseok looking guilty.

When Namjoon doesn’t answer Hoseok clicks his tongue and says in an upset tone “I kept telling you not to have this relationship with Yoongi. Becoming fuck buddies with your best friend was a bad idea.”

Namjoon lets out an annoyed sigh and he knows it’s a bit rude because he deserves to be scolded for his irresponsibility but Namjoon really doesn’t regret this so he feels like all of this scolding is a drag.

“I know but…he just wasn’t a good fuck you know. I really like him. He is a good friend.” Namjoon says and he sounds pretty convincing but it hurts so fucking much to call Yoongi just a good friend when there is definitely something more intense between them.

Those long silent gazes Yoongi throws at him when he thinks Namjoon isn’t observing, Yoongi’s slight blush whenever their fingers accidentally touch, his shy and quick kisses over Namjoon’s cheek whenever Namjoon sleeps away on the couch after coming home dead tired, there is no fucking way all of that doesn’t amount to anything.

“Well, your friend got you pregnant now. Have you even told him about this?” Hoseok asks and Namjoon visibly freezes.

No, he hasn’t told Yoongi about this and it’s been 2 days already since he found out. Namjoon had wanted to tell Yoongi, wanted to just blurt it all out but Yoongi had come home in a hurry and then told him that he would have to go to Japan so Namjoon couldn’t really tell him. He wanted to do this when Yoongi’s mind isn’t a mess.

Although he does admit that when Yoongi was ready to leave for Japan and waiting for the cab to arrive, he had hugged Namjoon for a little longer than usual and it felt awesome and kind of bad because after that Yoongi had just left without a word.

Maybe expecting a kiss outside their heat was a bit too much to ask for but Namjoon had wanted it. He had been craving to be kissed by Yoongi every single morning, afternoon, evening and night but another day passes and Namjoon is left with a bigger crush on Yoongi.

The consistency in Namjoon’s answers being silences makes Hoseok very nervous and tells him how bad this situation is.

“Oh, Joonie…no…he is the pup’s father.” Hoseok begins and is about to give this boy a long-ass lecture on how he can’t deprive an alpha of his pups when Namjoon quickly looks at Hoseok and says “I’m going to tell him! I…I just need some time. It’s just that…it’s just a lot to deal with.”

Hoseok knows what that tone and what that expression means and he really wishes that whatever Namjoon is planning works. He doesn’t really like this scenario but he is really no one in this situation. This is all about Namjoon and Yoongi.

“Don’t waste any more time deciding, Joon-ah. Just tell him already.” Hoseok says and Namjoon bites his lips.

Why is this so difficult? Why is his ever-loving sweet friend being so persistent? He wishes he would let him decide things on his own.

“I will when I meet him next week.” Namjoon finally concedes and Hoseok lets out a breath he had been holding and says quickly “awesome! Now let's order some baby clothes online.”

Yoongi isn’t home for another week because he went to Osaka for a really important collaboration and Namjoon heavily misses him. He texts him during the day and their conversations continue on till they need to just go to sleep. In Yoongi’s absence, Namjoon realizes how big a part the older plays in his life. As he types another incident that happened to him, Namjoon feels a little exhausted. Venting out his struggles and problems to Yoongi helps Namjoon a lot.

When Yoongi is right in front of him there is this ease but typing now only makes Namjoon miss Yoongi more. He can't wait for Yoongi to get back home now. It all feels a little odd to Namjoon, texting Yoongi continuously throughout the day and not feeling awkward.

Namjoon and Yoongi are friends who know that the other can't always make time for the other so some days they wouldn’t even be able to pick up each other’s calls and be okay with it but now Namjoon starts getting impatient at the third ring itself.

Yoongi too seems to always respond quickly. It doesn't even have to be anything important; Namjoon could be whining about makeup and Yoongi would always fucking listen with a huge fucking grin to his lips. He is an awesome guy and it only causes the roots of love in Namjoon’s heart to get stronger.

Each passing moment turns into desperation to see Yoongi and Namjoon starts to Face Time Yoongi or maybe send him a picture and ask for one in return. Yoongi is going to literally come back home in 3 more days and Namjoon just can't fucking wait.

Namjoon hadn't told Yoongi about the pregnancy either. It's a pretty new thing for him too so now he is spending time studying about pregnancy care. It's going to very essential so Namjoon silently does it without having any other thoughts.

It’s a Saturday morning and Namjoon can't contain his happiness since that morning. Yoongi is coming back from Japan and Namjoon had cleaned the house, prepared a bath for Yoongi and is readily waiting near the door with an oversized baby blue sweater, grey sweatpants and a green apron on top of that because he didn’t want to ruin the outfit he spent hours selecting.

Namjoon doesn’t know why he is fussing so much about this. Yoongi had seen Namjoon naked plenty of times and he had seen him pretty with makeup many times too and he had also seen Namjoon look tired as fuck with dark circles under his eyes which aren’t pretty so why worry now?

It isn’t like he is meeting his boyfriend or anything.

The door opens and Namjoon attacks Yoongi, hugging the man tightly.

“Hyung…” Namjoon is so happy. He feels like he himself has finally returned home.

Of course, Namjoon has been in his apartment the whole time but being alone in this place without Yoongi had felt empty and boring. He missed Yoongi so fucking much and his hormones had made him very emotional. The father of his pup is finally back and that means that Namjoon can finally stop worrying.

Yoongi’s lips graze against Namjoon's neck and the younger gasps softly against his Hyung's ear, “Ah!”

Yoongi’s lips move even further up Namjoon's neck before he nips at his skin near his jaw and Namjoon clutches onto Yoongi’s back as he feels the alpha begin to scent him.

“Missed you omega.” Yoongi breathes against Namjoon's Adam's apple and Namjoon tilts his head back, body feeling hot and his cheeks flushing.

“Missed you too, alpha. I missed your scent so much.” Namjoon moans as he feels Yoongi pulls his sweater to the side and teasingly bites at his shoulder.

“Yeah?” Yoongi voice is low and laced with thick lust as he looks at Namjoon who shyly nods his head, not feeling as hesitant anymore to tell Yoongi his thoughts.

Yoongi smirks and his fingers rest on Namjoon's hips for a moment before they slip inside his sweater, the fingers causing Namjoon to arch his back. Yoongi lets out a labored breath as he pushes his hands further up Namjoon's body until he feels the younger's hard nipples. He teasingly rubs on them while he presses their crotches together. Namjoon tightens his hold on Yoongi’s back, gripping the fabric of his jacket harshly.

“You like that baby?” Yoongi asks and Namjoon’s hand comes to grip his arm but he can't speak anymore as more curses and moans fall from those plump lips.

Unable to take it anymore, Namjoon grinds up against Yoongi’s crotch and whines “Missed your knot.”

Yoongi stills then and looks at Namjoon. Namjoon looks back at the older, knows he had done something to really rile up the alpha and he can smell the way Yoongi’s scent thickens. Yoongi grips Namjoon's hair just tight enough for the younger to gasp out a moan and then he turns him around.

He presses the man to the wall and growls into his ear “I can’t wait, Joon-ah. Let’s fuck here.”

Namjoon panics and turns his head to Yoongi and says worriedly “But I haven’t showered.”

“You don’t have to. You smell delicious.” Yoongi says after licking Namjoon's neck and then the nape of his neck causing tiny electric shocks to pass through Namjoon's body. Namjoon’s hands try to find a support that comes into the form of the hanger on the wall meant for hanging coats.  

Namjoon bites his lips and then feels Yoongi lift his sweater up just enough before he is pulling both his briefs and sweatpants down.

Yoongi barely waits, not even bothering to undress Namjoon completely before he is taking out his own hard cock and rubbing it against Namjoon's slick covered hole.

The slick has an even stronger scent now causing Yoongi’s senses to go dizzy. Yoongi grips onto Namjoon's hip before he positions his cock and then enters Namjoon. Namjoon feels full, feels content and he actually smiles when he feels Yoongi moan. He likes knowing he messes the alpha up just as much as the alpha messes him.

“Fuck! So fucking tight Joonie.” Yoongi’s voice is so raspy and fucked out already as he thrusts into Namjoon and the younger drops his head as he lets the alpha fuck him roughly against the wall.

“Alpha…your knot is so big.” Namjoon screams when he feels Yoongi's cock press against his prostate, causing more slick to slip past his hole and lather his thighs.

“You like it?” Yoongi asks as he slaps Namjoon's ass and Namjoon gasps before he reaches back to hold onto Yoongi's wrist.

“Damn, why are you so wet today? Missed me so much, huh?” Yoongi asks as he hugs Namjoon, wrapping his arms protectively around Namjoon's chest and he kisses Namjoon's neck. Namjoon feels overwhelmed and he knows he is too wet today and it's all Yoongi’s fault. He made him like this.

“Please…Yoongi Hyung…” Namjoon whines as he grabs Yoongi’s hand and gently brings them to his nipples in hopes that the older will rub them. Yoongi understands what Namjoon wants and he gently pinches Namjoon's nipples causing Namjoon to moan and scream out, “it feels so good.”

Yoongi licks Namjoon's ear, plays with the earring on his ear which was a gift from Yoongi for his birthday. Namjoon wears it every single day.

“Harder! Hyung please!” Namjoon pleads and that causes Yoongi to grab hold of Namjoon's hair and he starts to fuck into Namjoon with abandon.

“Namjoon…my pretty baby.” Yoongi coos as he feels Namjoon clamp around his hole.

The way Yoongi loves it and hearing his Hyung calling him pretty always makes Namjoon feel a kind of high which he had never felt before and he feels himself get closer and closer to the edge.

“Gonna cum.” Namjoon is only able to warn once before his thighs shake and his body stiffens and he cums all over the wall in thick ropes.

Namjoon feels Yoongi pull his sweater up and then Yoongi’s lips attach to his back as Namjoon feels Yoongi’s knot thicken. He feels the bulged head press against his prostate and he shakes with the anticipation of being filled with Yoongi’s cum again.

He eagerly waits for it but then Yoongi pulls out and Namjoon whines out loudly “Why did you pull out?”

Yoongi chuckles against his ear and it's another sort of pleasure before the older says “We can’t be knotted by the door. I can’t even imagine the discomfort of being knotted in standing position.”

It’s during the early hours of the morning when they are finally done with satisfying their needs. Fucking Yoongi never feels boring and it never fucking feels lacking. Namjoon just likes the man too much, one look from him and he is wet already.

But they need to eat too, especially during times like these when they kind of go on a fucking marathon with Yoongi going into hibernating mode as long he is not fucking Namjoon's brains out.

Namjoon is the responsible one during these times and he is the one who thinks about wearing clothes even though Yoongi is against it and he is also the one who thinks about food and hydration.

Namjoon had already kept a bottle of cold water by the bed stand and then he is about to wear his own sweater back but then he feels a little naughty so he grips Yoongi’s shirt and wears it. It's a little loose considering Yoongi’s shoulders are broader but it feels amazing. Namjoon wears his boxers and then moves into the kitchen while humming. This time Namjoon is actually hungry, unlike other mornings where he keeps throwing up.

Namjoon is happy, he is pregnant and his most favorite person is sleeping in his bed. He is having the best morning of his life.

Namjoon wears the apron on and then adjusts his unruly messed up hair before he starts working on some omelet and toast. It's simple and it doesn't take too long to eat so if Yoongi gets horny then it's enough to rejuvenate them.

Namjoon is cutting up some spring onions when he feels Yoongi press himself against him. Namjoon doesn’t even react, just smiles as the older buries his face into his back and Namjoon feels Yoongi press kisses to his back through his shirt and to the back of his head.

“In the mood already?” Namjoon asks as he tries to put spring onions into the pan.

“Nah, just want to cling to you.” Yoongi answers as his hands move down to hold Namjoon's hips. Namjoon doesn't ask him to let go, just lets Yoongi cling into him because both of them had terribly missed each other.

“You smell nice.” Yoongi compliments Namjoon who smiles widely and says “thanks.”

Namjoon just about finishes putting the bread into the toaster when he feels Yoongi begin to bite at his neck, making more and more hickeys and so Namjoon asks while trying not to think about Yoongi’s knot.

“Yoongi….i thought you were just hugging.” Namjoon asks and Yoongi purrs against his ear “mmm, I know but I can’t help it. You smell really fucking nice.”

Namjoon can't really say much and before he knows it Yoongi is pushing him against the kitchen counter, Yoongi’s half hard cock rubbing against one of his butt cheeks.

“Let me cook, Hyung.” Namjoon whines because he seriously needs to keep this under control. Yoongi is attacking Namjoon's nipples so Namjoon slightly pushes the older away who only hugs Namjoon’s waist tighter while letting out his own whines.

The guy who was ruthlessly abusing his nipples looks up at him like a five-year-old who had been told that he can’t have candy and that makes Namjoon so fucking weak.

“Don’t look at me with those eyes and just go. Breakfast will be done soon.” Namjoon says but Yoongi still clings, looking unimpressed so Namjoon tempts him by saying “I’m making your favorites too.”

Yoongi stares at Namjoon and it's different this time. His eyes have a question, uncertainty in them and it makes Namjoon feel nervous. The sudden feeling that in just a few months they will be parents hits him in full force and he feels happy and nice and soft and fluffy and unknowingly releases his strengthened omega scent.

Yoongi inhales deeply before he leans closer and kisses Namjoon. The kiss is different, of course, all of them are but this kiss isn't one that's out of lust, it’s a more of a trusting and loving kind of kiss. It's a kiss that makes Namjoon feel happy and safe. It's like a kiss which mates usually have.

Yoongi stops the kiss first, Namjoon feeling his heart beat rapidly.

“Okay. Come outside quickly.” Yoongi says in a loving manner before he kisses Namjoon's forehead and moves out of the kitchen. It's only now that Namjoon notices that Yoongi is in his boxers. Namjoon looks down and realizes that he had been wearing Yoongi’s boxers the whole time.

“Hyung, does this shirt look nice on me?” Namjoon asks Yoongi who lazily lifts his head just in time to see Namjoon twirling around to give him the whole look but all Yoongi could see are Namjoon’s pretty and long legs that are naked and open for him to look at.

“Namjoon…” Yoongi says after a moment of silence and Namjoon asks him innocently, “yes Hyung?”

“Why aren’t you wearing any pants?” Yoongi asks while directly staring at Namjoon's legs that could go on for miles.

Yoongi remembers how he used to watch Namjoon's legs all the fucking time. He would imagine touching them, would imagine running his tongue up those thighs that he knows are always smooth because Namjoon likes to shave his legs and feel pretty.

Oh god how torturous were those days. Whenever Namjoon would wear shorts and walk around the apartment in them looking oblivious, Yoongi would always feel like shoving him against the wall and fucking him until Namjoon was a crying, pleading mess.

Yoongi is just glad that he got to do everything he imagined with Namjoon.

Namjoon blushes when he sees Yoongi staring at his exposed thighs and he presses his legs together and tries to pull his shirt down but it's a short shirt reaching a little below his waist so he really can't cover much. 

“Hyung, don't be a perv and stop staring at my legs!” Namjoon whines but Yoongi only reaches out and touches his legs before he presses a kiss to Namjoon's thighs and the younger blushes even harder.

Namjoon pushes Yoongi’s head away from him as he whines again and asks “Stoppp ...don’t you notice anything else?”

Yoongi finally looks up and sees that the shirt Namjoon is wearing belonged to him. Yoongi quirks an eyebrow.

Lately, Namjoon had been raiding his closet and wearing clothes that have his scent. It’s not unusual, Namjoon did that when he needed comfort during his heats but now it's almost every day that he finds Namjoon wearing at least one of his clothing.

Yoongi isn’t really mad about it though. Namjoon looks pretty sexy in his clothes and it makes Yoongi feel a little proud because Namjoon isn't afraid to wear his clothes out in public, isn't afraid to smell like him to the people he works with.

“Isn’t that the new shirt I got for myself?” Yoongi asks as he feels the fabric of the baby blue cotton shirt.

“Yup it is!” Namjoon perks up and he looks pretty happy to be wearing it. Yoongi’s heart almost combusts.

Yoongi flattens the fabric on Namjoon's body before he tugs the boy onto his lap and says “I wore it once for an hour or so and didn’t wash it. You might wanna remove it.”

It surprises Yoongi when Namjoon just shakes his head and says “No. it smells just like you. I think I’ll hang onto it for a while.”

“Why? Just cling onto me, I’m right here.” Yoongi says as he puts his arms around Namjoon's waist and they feel so comfortable. There isn't an inch of doubt or fear or uncertainty as once there used to be. There is this kind of intimacy which naturally comes to them despite everything they find it okay.

It's just for a little while, it’s not gonna hurt tight?

“I know but what about all those times when I get really fucking lonely and you aren’t there,” Namjoon asks while pouting and his eyes are downcast fiddling with the strings of Yoongi’s hoodie and Yoongi can’t contain his smile. Namjoon is dangerously cute when he is like this.

Namjoon suddenly leans closer and buries his face in the alpha's neck and inhales deeply. He loves Yoongi’s scent and he feels like he can never have enough. He clings to his neck as he confesses, “I miss your scent so much these days even if you are out for twenty minutes when you to get the groceries.”

“Getting a little too addicted, aren’t we?” Yoongi says in a non-harmful way but it raises all kinds of doubts in Namjoon's head.

They had decided way back when they started that they won't develop feelings, that this was just physical, that it was instincts and convenient because they were an alpha and an omega but Namjoon isn't sure anymore. Now, whenever Yoongi is at home, he would want to touch Yoongi and be with him and not in a best friend kind of way...well not anymore.

“You really can’t blame me, Hyung. You are just so fucking good to me. Always treating me like a king. I really like that about you.” Namjoon speaks as he rests his head on Yoongi’s shoulder and Yoongi chuckles low, the rumble passing through his chest causing Namjoon to smile too.

“I'm just giving you what you deserve baby,” Yoongi says as he kisses the top of Namjoon's head and Namjoon feels happy.

Yoongi makes him happy. He is such a great guy; Namjoon can't wait for their little one to come so that he can tell him all about how much he loves his father.

Namjoon wakes up to the feeling of vomit evading his mouth. He can feel himself about to hurl so he rushes to the bathroom, foot thudding against the floor and causing Yoongi to wake up.

Namjoon immediately vomits into the toilet bowl, hands gripping the porcelain tightly and Yoongi comes rushing and he sees Namjoon.

“Hey…hey Joon-ah…it’s okay, baby.” Yoongi says as he runs his fingers down Namjoon's back and he tries his best to be supportive but it really fucking hurts to see Namjoon suffer like this.

“It’s okay, just let it all out. It’s going to be fine.” Yoongi says and when Namjoon is done he flushes then toilet and brings his baby to the sink. He wipes Namjoon's mouth and brings him some water which Namjoon spits. Yoongi walks Namjoon to the bed and rests him there before covering him with a blanket.

“What happened?” Yoongi finally asks and Namjoon is a bit reluctant before he lies, “it must be the food I ordered yesterday. I don’t feel good at all.”

“I had the same food but I’m okay.” Yoongi asks because he knows that Namjoon had been throwing up since quite a while back.

“You lucky guy.” Namjoon chuckles and Yoongi really wants to ask him more but Namjoon only opens his arms and says in a desperate baby voice “Hyung, please I want cuddles.”

All of Yoongi’s anger and uncertainty disappears and he forgets everything as he gets under the blanket and says “sure baby, come here.”

Yoongi opens his arms and Namjoon comes to sleep on his chest and he whines a little before he quickly begins to sleep away. Yoongi just wishes Namjoon would tell him the truth.

It’s a calm Sunday afternoon. The sun is high up in the sky but there is a cool wind blowing through the open windows of the couple’s apartment. They had wanted to get rid of the smell of sex from the room after their intense session. They had let the sheen curtains cover the windows which blew because of the wind and caused a little bit of the sunlight to fall into the usually dark room.

Namjoon and Yoongi are stuck, the both of them on their sides with Yoongi behind Namjoon, his knot thick and slowly pulsing deep inside Namjoon. Namjoon had dozed off a little after Yoongi had knotted him but the older hadn’t stopped kissing him since then so Namjoon is barely able to fall asleep.

“Hyung, stop…” Namjoon whines, voice rough from all the screaming he had been doing as Yoongi presses yet another kiss to the nape of his neck. Namjoon knows they are all loving and reassuring but he can’t help but feel a little turned on by the alpha’s teasing kisses.

Namjoon can’t really run away from the kisses with Yoongi’s cock lodged deep in him and so he tries to just move a little away from the older but Yoongi only puts his hand around Namjoon’s pretty waist and pulls him close as he nuzzles the younger’s neck and kisses the hickeys there.

“What’s the matter? Why are you so full of kisses lately?” Namjoon asks while giggling when a kiss to his neck causes Yoongi’s light stubble to rub against Namjoon’s ticklish spot.

He is not complaining. He loves it whenever Yoongi just kisses him out of nowhere without any fucking reason. It always brings Namjoon’s dimpled smile back.

“I don’t know…You just…you seem different lately.” Yoongi says as he runs his hands down Namjoon’s side, his fingers gripping tight at the dip of Namjoon’s waist.

“Different how?” Namjoon asks as he lets out a moan. It’s so hot how much Yoongi is obsessed over his waist.

“You are…um…I don’t know, softer? Comfortable, beautifuller….” Yoongi says after a little thought but his mind barely works. Namjoon’s scent is so fucking intense now and it's driving him wild, his knot refusing to soften because Namjoon keeps getting hotter around him.

“Hyung, beautifuller isn’t a word.” Namjoon chuckles and he expects Yoongi to pinch him and tell him a sarcastic remark but Yoongi only hugs him tightly and whispers into the younger’s ear, “Well it should be and they should put your picture to define it.”

Namjoon flushes at that praise because he fucking loves it. It feels wonderful to know that the man he likes thinks that he is beautiful and cute.

Yoongi gently thrusts his hips forward, causing his cock to press even deeper into Namjoon and the younger lets out a gasp and tightens around Yoongi. Yoongi feels the mix of Namjoon’s slick and his cum drip down the omega’s hole and it makes him so fucking hot.

The alpha can’t contain his feeling so he growls out “And you have definitely become way sexier and horny than before. I mean, you are producing so much slick today, Joon-ah.”

Namjoon grips the grey sheets and he bites his lips as he feels pleasure shoot through his body and he produces even more slick. Yoongi’s voice, his body, his knot…they all belong to him at this moment and he can’t help but feel so fucking proud of it.

“Your knot feels amazing, alpha.” Namjoon compliments and Yoongi knows that Namjoon is really feeding his kinks. The younger knows how much Yoongi loves power and being called alpha by his omega is one of the most powerful feeling an alpha could have. Namjoon knows how to make Yoongi happy.

But today is different. Yoongi can’t wait anymore. He has had enough of waiting. He is so afraid too because if he waits any longer, things might turn for the worse.

And so Yoongi asks Namjoon “Yeah? Is that really the reason why?”

Namjoon who is smiling suddenly opens his eyes and his smile fades as Yoongi’s hand that was previously over his chest now moves down to Namjoon’s abdomen.

There is a heavy silence in the air, the previous playful mood gone and it’s in this moment that Namjoon just knows that Yoongi knows that he is pregnant.

Namjoon doesn’t say anything, he can’t with his mind throwing him a million questions and he is so lost in his own thoughts until he feels Yoongi’s lips against his neck again and the older confesses softly “It’s okay Namjoon. I can tell. I noticed it when you first showed signs of life I guess. There was an extra scent attached to you and I just fucking knew. It was the best moment of my fucking life.”

Namjoon still doesn’t say anything because he is crying now, fat tears rolling down his cheeks at how honored and happy Yoongi sounds.

Yoongi feels Namjoon sob and shushes the younger as he presses his hand against Namjoon’s abdomen and says “Our little angel is right here.”

“Hyung, I wanted to tell you…” Namjoon sobs. He can’t fucking take it. The guilt of the past few weeks flood like a broken dam and he cries as he tries to explain but he can’t even form proper words.

Yoongi holds Namjoon so close and intertwines their hands as he tries to calm his omega by saying, “That’s okay baby. I understand your fear. We aren’t mates so this pregnancy is a struggle for you too.”

There is a heavy silence again but Namjoon knows what kind of silence this is. This is the kind of silence that Yoongi gives before he makes a stupid decision and Namjoon feels his heart pound as he waits for Yoongi to say something.

“Joon, will you be my ma-…” Yoongi begins and Namjoon just fucking knows that Yoongi is about to ask him to be his mate so he yells out “No! Not now…not when we are knotted and I can’t see our face!”

“Why not? It’s romantic like this.” Yoongi says but Namjoon quickly shakes his head so Yoongi adds with a blush to his cheeks “And this way is much less embarrassing for me.”

“No! I can’t! I need to at least see you when we mate, Yoongi!” Namjoon growls with anger and Yoongi chuckles low but Namjoon doesn’t hear it, still too lost in his own panic.

“Geez, you are no fun, Joon-ah.” Yoongi says with a disappointed tone and Namjoon only responds by pinching the elder’s thigh as he yells at him “shut up, Min Yoongi!

“Hyung, stop kissing my tummy,” Namjoon complains as he runs his fingers through Yoongi’s hair who is seated on the floor between Namjoon’s legs. Namjoon is seated on the couch, wearing his loose shirt and cardigan over it as winter slowly approaches.

Yoongi’s hands are on Namjoon’s slightly swollen belly and he has been pressing kisses and cooing at the baby inside Namjoon for the past 15 minutes.

“I’m not kissing your tummy. I’m sending kisses to our pups. They need it.” Yoongi answers, his lips still not leaving Namjoon’s bare tummy.

Hearing Yoongi’s words, Namjoon’s eyes widen and he asks in a surprised tone “Pups? They? What makes you think there is more than one?”

Yoongi looks up at Namjoon, the younger has a soft expression, the pregnancy definitely making him glow and look so much softer than he originally was.

Namjoon had always looked beautiful and angel-like to Yoongi but now he looks downright ethereal. Even though Namjoon complains about how he looks so much chubbier now, Yoongi only kisses him and tells him that he is isn’t even though he does feel a little bit of chubbiness here and there. One of the biggest advantages of this is that Namjoon now wears these big ass shirts and shorts and he always prefers wearing pastel colors and he has been doing baby shopping and it’s just…they are both so ready and so fucking eager to become parents.

“Oh trust me, I know. My gut says that there are at least two...no, three in there.” Yoongi says as he lifts up Namjoon’s shirt even more.

Yoongi then runs his finger through the area above Namjoon’s belly button and says “One is here.”

Namjoon watches as Yoongi gently glides his finger a little lower and to the right and then he says “The other is here.”

The smile on Yoongi’s lips grows even wider, cheeks getting full and gums showing as he moves his finger to the far left and with that touch, Namjoon giggles with a blush “Hyung, stop! That tickles!”

“And here is a very little one who is hiding behind the others,” Yoongi says and he kisses that side a little too lovingly.

“You really think we’ll have triplets?” Namjoon asks after a moment when Yoongi had decided to just hug Namjoon’s tummy and close his eyes.

“Yup and they’ll be as beautiful and intelligent as you. I’m sure.” Yoongi says and Namjoon only grows fonder. He loves how Yoongi thinks about this but Namjoon really wants his child or children to be more like Yoongi.

“I want them to have your stubbornness and big heart,” Namjoon says and Yoongi chuckles before he gets up on the couch beside Namjoon who immediately cuddles up to Yoongi, Yoongi opens his arms and lets Namjoon settle his head on his shoulder.

“I can’t wait to meet them.” Namjoon says as he runs his hands over his tummy and he smiles when he hears Yoongi say in his low loving voice “Me neither.”

“Hyung?” Namjoon calls after a little while and Yoongi only answers a low hmm.

“You aren’t mad at me?” Namjoon asks and there is fear and hesitance in his voice so Yoongi asks him “Why would I be mad?”

“I didn’t tell you about this for almost three months. Doesn’t it piss you off?” Namjoon asks and finally addresses the matter that has been left unsaid for the past 3 months since Yoongi finally told Namjoon that he knew.

Now that Namjoon is 6 months into his pregnancy, he seeks answers and he seeks explanations for the things Yoongi did. He doesn’t know why an absolutely wonderful guy like Yoongi would stay behind for him. For the past few months, they had been expertly avoiding this conversation, preferring to spend time loving each other rather than wondering why but Namjoon really wants to know.

The news about Namjoon’s pregnancy was not taken well by his company. They were utterly disappointed by him and they tried to hide it but it was impossible to do so. Eventually the rumors spread like wildfire and Namjoon’s name started to get spoiled, the media calling him names for becoming pregnant without any mate.

Those were really tough times and Namjoon had cried almost every single day. Hoseok had tried so hard to cheer Namjoon up but nothing helped, he even tried to speak with the company but the company Namjoon worked for a big one, a company who didn’t tolerate such acts.

Namjoon was fired when he was 4 months into his pregnancy. His company just didn’t want that kind of image and frankly, Namjoon didn’t want to stay back in such a company either. His career was pulled away from him but it brought him so much closer to Yoongi.

Yoongi had been his rock throughout the whole ordeal, even going as far as suing Namjoon’s company for doing what they did. Namjoon didn’t really care for anything but Yoongi made sure that Namjoon got his justice. Namjoon’s company had to pay him handsomely for letting him go.

But that wasn’t all Yoongi did. Yoongi went ahead and had Namjoon sign a contract with his own company which was small and still developing but Namjoon was more than happy. He finally got to work with Yoongi and his company was so much friendlier, more like a family who welcomed Namjoon with open arms.

It just amazes Namjoon how much Yoongi stuck with him. Any other person would have ditched his problematic ass by now but Yoongi wasn’t like any of them. He was so much different than the world.

He was his perfect wonderful alpha.

“I was a little mad in the beginning because I knew you were pregnant but I couldn’t do anything about it. It got really fucking frustrating.” Yoongi’s hold on Namjoon tightens as he kisses the top of the younger’s head.

“I felt so helpless because I couldn’t take care of you during that time because I was so unsure of your feelings towards me. But otherwise, I’m not mad. I can understand your hesitation. This exactly isn’t easy and you didn’t want to ruin our friendship.” Yoongi says and Namjoon looks at the man in front of him and his heart swells with pride and love for the man.

Yoongi just keeps getting more desirable as days go by.

“I just love how much you know about me. I don’t even have to say a word, huh?” Namjoon asks as he holds onto Yoongi’s hands and kisses them.

“Of course. We have been living together for 8 years now. I can tell whenever you are different.” Yoongi says as he kisses Namjoon’s dimples that have appeared automatically on Namjoon’s cheek at Yoongi’s mention of the amount of time they have been together. It always amused him how Yoongi kept on mentioning that.

There is a moment of silence before Yoongi nervously looks at Namjoon and says sincerely “Thank you Namjoon.”

Namjoon is a bit confused because he really thinks that the thanks should be the other way around but Yoongi squeezes Namjoon’s hands as he says “You could have gotten rid of them, could have hated this and just left me but you stayed and sacrificed your career for my pups.”

Seeing how Yoongi looks ready put himself down, Namjoon cradles his face and squeezes his cheeks as he says with a cheerful and happier tone “Hey, they are my pups too. I love them just as much as I love you.”

“Yeah, but…they weren’t planned. We aren’t even mated.” Yoongi says and Namjoon is a bit mad at Yoongi because the older is so oblivious. Namjoon had just not so subtly told him that he loved him and Yoongi still managed to not catch that.

Seeing how Yoongi needs a more straight forward answer, Namjoon bites onto his lip and he asks “Then why don’t you just mate me?”

Yoongi looks like he is ready to lose his soul, his eyes growing big at the proposition and his jaw drops so Namjoon quickly adds “I wouldn’t mind Hyung. I want us to be mates. I want us to be a family.”

“Do you really mean it?” Yoongi asks as he moves closer to Namjoon who looks down to his lap shyly and then he admits “Yes Hyung. I really mean it.”

“I love you, Namjoon,” Yoongi says and then it happens right there.

Namjoon’s heart begins to race as he moves a little back on the couch. Yoongi’s eyes grow dark and he licks his lips as he eyes Namjoon’s neck, just below his jaw where he has to bite Namjoon.

Namjoon wordlessly begins to unbutton his shirt to reveal his neck and once he has done enough he only looks to his side and presents himself for the alpha.

Yoongi presses his lips against the younger’s jaw and Namjoon’s breathe hitches, body heating up and scent going crazy as Yoongi’s hands gently caress his thighs.

“I have always loved you. I couldn’t believe it when you let me do those things to you, I would explode from happiness every single time.” Yoongi confesses and then he grabs onto Namjoon’s neck as he confesses once again “I love you so much baby.”

Namjoon feels Yoongi’s sharp teeth against his neck and he closes his eyes and grabs onto Yoongi’s shirt and then suddenly Yoongi’s teeth are digging into his skin, blood spilling but the bond is established as Yoongi bites into the gland and finally, they are mated.

Namjoon’s whole body is so damn hot and Yoongi feels like he is in his rut. He is going crazy because of the omega’s scent and his body feels like it’s on fire and he is sweaty. He grabs onto Namjoon a little too tightly and digs his teeth even more into his skin.

Namjoon squeaks out a yelp because he grabs onto Yoongi’s shoulder. Yoongi lets out a low growl, something of a warning to stop the omega from moving. Namjoon tries to control his breathing but he feels slick drip out his hole. He really enjoys this.

The process takes about 15 minutes before Yoongi lets go and Namjoon is panting by the end of it. Yoongi detaches from Namjoon and covers his mouth with his hands and quickly runs to the bathroom to spit out the blood. Usually, the alphas swallow the blood but Yoongi isn’t really fond of it.

When he comes back he sees Namjoon trying to search for a cotton ball and Yoongi is quick to get him one. Yoongi gently dabs the cotton onto Namjoon’s neck and even though the bite itself heals quickly only leaving a scar, this is something they both love to do, just taking care of each other.

“Love you, Hyung. You…you have made me yours. I love you more than anything in the world.” Namjoon says as he kisses Yoongi who hums in content.

Yoongi kisses Namjoon’s forehead yet again and he smiles brightly as he says, “I love you so fucking much, mate.”

Namjoon looks into Yoongi’s eyes, smile decorating his lips and happiness bubbling deep inside him.

Namjoon then kisses Yoongi’s nose before he says in a happy and satisfied tone, “love you too, alpha.”