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It started as a weird discussion they had, one night, in Kyo's room, in the pitch black obscurity, barely disturbed by the stars' light shining through the window and Ren's slightly glowy horns. 

They were talking about experiences with other people, and Kyo was listening, not participating much because, you know, the only experience he had from others in real life hadn't been the happiest.

When Ren told them he'd lost count of how many people he had been with and Scarle added that she did too, both Aia and Maria gasped, shocked.

"Being with someone doesn't seem that appealing." Aia said, "I heard so many humans say their first time had hurt like hell !"

Scarle nodded, "I mean, first times are usually happening between people who have no idea what they're doing... Or with very unskilled people." 

Aster coughed and Scarle cackled, mocking him.

Ren made a face. It was his turn to be shocked, and the way his face distorted made Kyo laugh. He really was the only one they would see in that obscurity, and the faded blue light was making his grimace look even worse. 

"What are you guys even saying ? We're talking about sex, right ?"

Aster threw a pillow in Ren's face, making Maria chuckle.

"Why, yes we are baby. Why are you so surprised ? Were you talking about something else ?" Scarle asked, shuffling around. 

Kyo could feel her warmth against his arm.

They were all in different states of sitting on Kyo's huge bed, in what could be described as a very disorganized circle. 

"What do you mean I'm surprised ? Does human sex hurt ??" Ren asked, obviously incredulous. "I thought sex was something that felt good for every living things !" 

Everyone stared at him. 

And from then, all the girls and Aster kept asking weird, weirder and the weirdest questions to Ren. 

They quickly learnt that his species had a kind of chemical in their fluids that enhanced their partner's pleasure, and numbed the sensitive receptor to prevent the body's nerve to circulate pain. 

His people also had the terrifying particularity to arouse inferior species with love hormones, to seduce them into submission.

That one made Kyo pull a face, especially when Aster asked Ren to try them on himself. 

"C'mon, what about consent then ?" 

Ren chuckled and shook his head, his glowy horn moving from left to right rapidly in the dark. 

"Now now, I don't even know how humans would react to all of this, for all we know you guys could be allergic. Or it could be like acid for you."

"Well, only one way to find out, right ?" Scarle purred, "I say you try it on Kyo because that way we can really know if first times don't hurt with you, Ren." 

Kyo's eyes widen, searching in vain in the dark for her scarlet gaze. "You mad ?? Ain't no way I'm doing this with alien boy. Nuh-uh." 

Silence took place in the room, strangely heavy.

Kyo's mouth fell open. "Ren ?! I don't like that silence ?! You should be mad like me they even suggested it !" 

Another silence welcomed his words, quickly broken by Aia's laugh and Maria's gasp. "Oh my god, Ren, do you wanna have sex with Kyo ?" Aia asked, voice almost shrill.

"I mean, you know..." Ren started, and something warm and embarassing swelled low in Kyo's belly. 

Too low.

"Shut the fuck up man," Kyo laughed uncomfortably, "you must be out of your mind. Litterally Aster and Scarle have their legs already open for you."

"Hey !" Aster gawked, eyes glowing in an eerie light, a dangerous warning that Kyo all but ignored, so Aster kicked him lightly in the shin.

"Hey, listen, you know, Kyo doesn't want to anyway so..." Ren said, trying to end this here, to Kyo' surprised relief. The thing in his belly transformed into a pool of warmth that flooded his legs and made his body tingle all over. 

Ah.

These things he had never felt before. 

"Yeah, if Kyo doesn't want to, you need to respect his decision !" Maria added. "But I admit you guys would be cute together." She whispered with a chuckle.

"I will litterally bite you if you keep that up." Kyo warned, but while Maria whined that she didn't want to, Ren made a weird noise that he decided he didn't want to investigate. 

"All right. That's enough for tonight. G'night everyone, now fuck off, I need my beauty sleep."

Everyone grumbled and cried that Kyo was no fun, but it was late for real, and they all had classes tomorrow. 

Most of them stood up and made their way to the door stumbling in the dark, girls grabbing each other, and Aster was trying to tackle them to make them fall, but they all hurried outside laughing too damn loud. 

As the door closed slowly on itself, Kyo kept staring at the glowing blue horns that never moved. 

"I'm not having sex with you." Kyo deadpanned. 

"I'm not-- I just wanted to know if you were okay. Sorry the conversation took such a turn. I feel like I've made things awkward. I'm sorry."

Again, the thing in Kyo's lower belly swelled, his whole body tingling with that strange warmth. 

The simple fact that Ren was so cautious and gentle with his feelings made Kyo wanna push him. 

"You're sorry, but you'd fuck me if I asked you to." He said, tilting his head, knowing that Ren, just like Aia and Aster, could see perfectly in the dark. 

"Yes. I'm not going to lie about that." 

Kyo's eyebrows shot up and he had to let out a laugh, because that was too much for him to handle. How fucking straight forward this guy could be ?

"Oh my god, you're fucked up. I'm... Why me ? Wait, you wanna do this with the others, too ?" 

Ren stayed silent for a few seconds. The warm thing in Kyo's belly became weirdly acidic at the thought of Ren answering positively. 

"No, not really." 

Oh. 

Kyo squinted, even though he wasn't seeing much. 

He stretched his leg and hit Ren with his foot, just like Aster did to him earlier. 

"Stop lying. I hate when you make fun of me, Ren."

Ren tilted his head, his hand grabbing Kyo's ankle. The touch made the weird thing in Kyo's belly swell again. 

"Kyo." His voice was rough. Kyo needed him to stop whatever it was that he was doing, because it was doing this to him.

Ren pulled on his leg, dragging him up to himself easily, his free hand grabbing Kyo by his collar. Kyo gasped but didn't fight it. "I'm not making fun of you. It makes me sad everytime you think I do when I don't. I only want you to think I'm making fun of you when I actually am." 

Kyo rolled his eyes up, and caught a hold of Ren's wrist. "You talk too much for not much to say. Let go of me." 

Ren obliged, and let go of Kyo's collar, but not of his ankle. 

"Listen, let's just go to bed." Kyo whispered, his voice catching in his throat as Ren's thumb caressed the skin of his ankle. " Ren… You better not use your hormones on me." He was still holding Ren's wrist in his hand. 

"I'm not using them !" Cried Ren, and Kyo shushed him, letting go of his wrist to press his hand against Ren's mouth. 

"Okay, okay ! Shut up oh my god, people are gonna hear you and think things." 

"Then let them." Mumbled Ren against Kyo's palm. "I don't mind."

"I do !!" 

Ren's eyes seemed to shine with hurt for a second, but he quickly pulled back and looked down.

"Fine. I get it. This is good night then." Ren stood up and walked away without further ado, and Kyo watched him go, the thing in his belly stretching his tendrils to wrap around his heart and squeeze it. 

As Ren closed the door on his way out, Kyo almost raised his hand, almost called after him, almost asked him to stay, but he didn't. 

//

For the next few days, Kyo, as worried as he was that things would get weird, managed to get through the week without further Ren-centric incidents. 

Ren was being his usual self, cheery and touchy-feely, but Kyo could tell he was also avoiding him. 

They talked, as they always did, they ate together in between classes, and evenings were spent in one of Iluna's bedroom as usual, but Ren was way less… all over Kyo as he used to be. 

Fuck him , Kyo thought one night as they were all gathered in Ren's room, he didn't miss the alien, he didn't miss the way he always hugged him or how he was pressing his face against his hair and inhaling grossly, whining about how good Kyo always smelt. 

Maybe he missed the way Ren looked at him when he thought Kyo didn't see him. 

Or the way Ren always could tell when Kyo was about to get sick again, and how he always, always took care of him in these moments. 

He wondered if Ren would keep that up. 

He wondered if Ren had stopped being so overly friendly because Kyo told him he didn't want to have sex with him. 

It hurt a bit to think that all of what they have had been about sex from the beginning. 

He needed to ask him about that. He needed to confront him. 

When everyone went back to their rooms, this time, it was Kyo's turn to stay behind. 

The lights were on this time, and Kyo could see Ren' surprised expression, even if he was sitting on a huge fluffy pouffe on the other side of the room. 

"What ?" Kyo barked, squinting. 

"What do you mean, what, you're the one in my bedroom." Ren chuckled and walked away from the door he just closed behind Maria, up to Kyo, scanning him like he was trying to find an answer. 

"Can I join ?" He asked, and Kyo was taken aback by how cute Ren sounded. It was like he was walking on eggs right now. 

Kyo squinted, and Ren must have taken this for a yes, because he let himself fall on the pouffe all against Kyo, making him bounce and fall half on top of him. 

"Holy shit, Ren ! You're crazy !" Kyo cried, and tried to stand up, but Ren wrapped his arms around him and kept him close. 

Kyo was now half sitting on Ren's lap, his head tucked under the alien's chin. 

"Motherfucker." Kyo hissed, but he stopped moving, face burning up. 

Ren was staying silent, so Kyo fell silent too, even though he was still tense from the weird ass position they were in. 

To be honest, the pouffe was making it hard to get out of it already. Add a very clingy alien to it and it was impossible to get up.

As the seconds passed, Kyo noticed he could feel Ren's heartbeat against his back. 

It was… Relaxing. It felt good, and he liked it. Loved it even.

It was almost addicting, to be able to feel Ren's heart like that. 

Kyo could probably fall asleep to it. 

He was already dozing off, head falling on the side in the crook of Ren's neck, but Ren dragged him out of his sleepy daze by asking, in a gentle whisper, "Why did you stay ?"

Kyo sighed. "Wanted to talk. But I kinda got my answer." 

Ren hummed. "If your question was if I missed you, I did. But you made it clear you wanted space, right ?"

Kyo pouted, and looked up to catch Ren's blue gaze. "I'm never gonna admit that, okay, but that's not what I meant. That's fucked up if that's what you got from me saying I wasn't going to have sex with you back then."

Ren smirked, his eyes glowing mischievously. 

"Only back then ?" 

"You for real bro ?!" Kyo hit him across the chest, and Ren laughed, making Kyo's body vibrate with it. 

The weird, warm feeling came back to swirl low in his belly. 

Dangerously low in his belly. 

"That wasn't what I wanted to ask you, bitch, I was…" Kyo started, but he wondered then, how was he supposed to ask that ? "Are you, man, are you only friends with me because you want to get laid ?"

Ren frowned immediately. "Why would you even think that ?" 

He moved forward suddenly, pushing Kyo on his back against the pouffe, as he got on top of him somehow, and now the position was weird for real, Ren had a knee on the ground, one between Kyo's legs, both hands sunk deep in the pouffe, on each side of Kyo's head. 

"You can't say that !" Ren growled, and fuck, because Kyo had never seen him upset before. He'd never heard him growl before. 

The warm thing in his belly swirled down straight to his dick, and Kyo gasped in spite of himself. "Fuck, fuck you, you made it pretty clear, last time." He whimpered.

Ren was clearly surprised by his reactions, but he didn't let go of the matter. "Kyo, we've been best friends since you arrived here, right ? Our group of friends is precious ! It's not just about sex, I want to have sex with you for a reason, can't you see ?" 

Kyo's eyes widened and his fist flew without him even wanting to, but he punched Ren right in the face. 

"Oh my god, I'm sorry, I'm sorry Ren." Kyo groaned, "You ain't gonna confess to me tho, that punch was deserved !!" 

Ren hadn't even moved to be honest, which hurt Kyo' self esteem a bit, but the alien looked shaken out of his trance, and seemed to understand what he was doing. 

"Shit. Okay, I'm sorry Kyo." He pulled back and sat on the ground, his horns glowing slightly more than usual. "Sorry."

Kyo shook his head as he sat up and let himself slide on the ground too. He was flushed, and his heart was pounding in his chest. "Yeah, you better be sorry. But, but I guess…" 

Man, he couldn't just say it, right ?

Come on Kyo, you got guts, you can do it. 

Ren just did, after all. 

"If it can calm you down then… Then I guess yeah, we can try your fluid stuff." 

He winced at his own words, and the storm in his guts roared back to life and flooded Kyo with lust. 

Oh man.

He was fucked.

Literally. 

Ren's eyes widened almost comically. His cheeks turned a slight pink, and he opened and closed his mouth like a fish out of the water. 

"You look so stupid." Kyo chuckled, his belly already occupied by the weird warm thing filling with butterflies. 

Ren shook his head. 

"Are you sure Kyo ? I mean, what if it hurts you ?"

Kyo shrugged, and pushed a bang behind his right ear. "Don't act like it suddenly matters. Man, my health is shitty already. It can't be worse, and I'm used to pain anyway. Come on, kiss me. That's what you want right ?"

Kyo really hoped the alien boy would keep being an idiot and not see how Kyo was the one pulling the strings here. 

The blush on Ren's cheeks deepened and he slid closer, in a weird, very swift motion that took Kyo by surprise. When his hands cupped his face, Kyo panted and closed his eyes, tight, pinching his lips together.

His heart was soaring in his chest, almost hurtful. 

This was happening, this was going to happen, oh fuck, fuck…

Kyo had kissed before. 

He had kissed, even though it hadn't been the best memory of them all. 

This girl had wanted to give him a kiss when their teacher had told them about how sick Kyo was, and the bitch had chuckled something like, 'that way you'll know what it feels like before you die !!'

He was a kid back then, it had been a long time ago, but it still counted. Right ?

Even if Kyo hadn't been prepared, even if he hadn't really wanted that kiss in the first place. 

Did he want that kiss ?

Maybe.

He definitely wanted it more than that time.

His body… Definitely wanted it more. Way more. 

So when Ren's lips pressed against his, in a very sweet, gentle way, caressing them softly, his breath hitting his skin, Kyo tensed but leaned into it, chasing Ren's lips because the feeling was fucking awesome.

It had to be some alien tricks. 

No way would Kyo's heart beat so fast, and his fingers tingle so much with the need to grab Ren's face back if it wasn't for alien tricks. 

Ren kissed his lips again, and again, and again, before he pulled back, his hand caressing Kyo's face sweetly. His finger brushed Kyo's zipper hearing playfully. 

Kyo opened his eyes and searched for Ren's blue ones, panicking. 

"You drugged me right ??"

Ren shook his head, "Will you stop that ? If you want me to pull back, just say it, I'm capable of being reasonable right ? I proved it to you." 

Kyo grabbed Ren's collar, eyes wide with panic. "I'm feeling weird things man, this has to be you ! I never felt like this before ! I'm... hot all over, and I don't want you to leave ! What are those ?!"

Ren looked at him with a clueless gaze, but he soon smiled like he suddenly knew everything and leaned in to hug Kyo tightly. 

"It's fine, I'm feeling them too. That's what I meant by I wanna have sex with you." 

Kyo groaned and slapped Ren's arm, "Shut up, that ain't it… Right ?" 

Ren kept Kyo close to him, burying his face against his hair and inhaling deeply. 

It made Kyo shiver from head to toes.

"Do you want me to touch you ?" 

Kyo tried to answer but his voice came out strangled as panic and arousal were flooding him all at once. "Do you want to touch me ?" 

Ren rubbed his face against Kyo's hair, chasing his scent, and his mouth opened to let out a string of small noises that gave Kyo goosebumps. 

Oh fuck.

"You know I do Kyo. Can I touch you ?" 

"Fuck, stop asking, just do whatever !" Kyo groaned, without realizing he just gave Ren full control. 

He turned his face to bury it in the nape of Ren's neck when Ren slid a hand under his shirt. His fingers caressed his spine, feathery touch making Kyo shiver hard from head to toe. 

He'd never been touched before, in any other settings than the medical ones, so it felt like Ren's fingers were letting trails of fire dancing upon his skin everywhere they touched. 

And everywhere they went. Ren was mapping his back, feeding from Kyo' shivers, his other hand keeping him still. 

"You're so sensitive, I want to know how it feels. Tell me." 

Kyo could feel his breath against his ear, and another shiver shook him violently. It was already too much, but Ren was asking for him to speak to add to it. 

No way.

Kyo gulped loudly, his mouth opened, but he could only let out a small whimper.

Ren chuckled - it made Kyo want to murder him - and he pulled back just enough for him to look at Kyo, his nose brushing his. 

"Oh man, the silent treatment again, huh ?" 

Kyo didn't look away, even though his face was red and he felt shame drown him, he also felt like a whirlwind of emotions were making him unable to react properly.

He licked his lips and the movement caught Ren's gaze. 

When he looked back up, he whispered in a very low voice Kyo had never heard before, "I'm going to kiss you and my saliva is going to affect you… Okay ?"

Kyo groaned and raised a hand to pinch Ren's cheek, hard enough to hurt.

"Ow ! Why did you do that ?!" Ren pouted, eyes becoming watery, but it didn't stop him from keeping on touching Kyo. 

"Told you… Shut up…" Kyo growled, his own voice lower than ever before. Fuck. He never heard himself sound so… Out of breath. Ren bit his lower lip, his lids becoming heavy on his eyes - he looked like he was trying not to eat Kyo on the spot. 

"Fine." Ren hummed and leaned in to kiss him again. Annoying butterflies were back in Kyo's belly, and they went berserk when Ren's tongue brushed against his lips, and pushed past them to find his almost too easily. 

Kyo had always thought french kissing was kinda gross, especially when he saw people from his class kiss like hungry cavemen, disgusting slurping noises coming from them. 

Ren was making it sexy .

The way his tongue was touching Kyo's, and the way he moaned, cute moans, everytime he pulled back and kissed him again, it made Kyo lose his mind. 

He was probably about to pass out - and the worst in all of that was that he wasn't doing anything, he had no fucking idea what to do, even though he wanted to do it, all he could do was let Ren kiss him and let Ren's tongue push his around, his fingers digging in Ren' shoulders uselessely. 

Man, he hated not being as good as Ren, his ego was truly taking damages, because yes, yes , Ren was so fucking good at it, and it could be better if only Kyo managed to at least kiss him back. 

Why was he so useless right now ? His whole body felt hot and heavy, arousal making him so hard it started to hurt.

"Hey, it's okay, breathe." Ren whispered against his lips, and Kyo noticed how fast and unsteady his breath was.

"Don't tell me what to do." Kyo said, voice broken - he sounded fucked, and they barely kissed yet. He hadn't even kissed Ren back yet. "So that's it right, you drugged me ?" 

Ren shook his head. "When you call it like that it sounds awful. Why are you agreeing to this if you think I'm forcing you ?" 

Kyo looked away. 

His defense mechanisms were too disrupted for him not to be honest. It was Ren's fault. 

"If you drugged me, then it's easier to hide behind it." Kyo mumbled. He could never admit how much he wanted this, even though his body had been honest way before Ren had kissed him. 

Ren's brows furrowed, but he ended up smiling. "I don't understand you Kyo, you're such a mystery to me. And I love that." 

He leaned in and kissed his lips, his chin, his cheek, and his lips again.

"I'm gonna fuck you now." 

"F… Fuck you…" Kyo grunted, eyes rolling in the back of his head at Ren's words. "Who says things like that…" 

Ren hummed and pushed Kyo backwards so his back would sink against the pouffe, pinning him down, his hand moving from under Kyo to the front of his body. 

"Is it weird to say it ?" Ren asked as his fingers started undoing the buttons of Kyo' school shirt. "I thought communication was key during human sex, so I'll communicate a lot. Scarle told me that."

"Don't talk about Scarle while you're undressing me Ren, that's fucked up." Kyo groaned, and when Ren's fingers popped off his last button, he turned his face away, frowning. "Ugh, don't look at me…" 

"But I want to look at you !" Ren whined, his fingers sliding under the smooth fabric to push it away and reveal Kyo's belly. Kyo was so ashamed of his small but soft body - being unable to do any sports meant it had been hard to get rid of his baby fat, and now he was soft in all the wrong places, he hated, hated, absolutely hated it. 

How did he even think having sex with Ren would be a good idea ?? Of course Ren was going to strip him, have him completely naked, and Ren was probably going to laugh at him and leave to find someone sexier than Kyo–

"Fuck, okay, look at you…" Ren whispered, voice even lower, and he leaned in, pressing gentle kisses on Kyo' stomach, lips dragging up, up, up to his chest. This part of Kyo was pretty bony, but Ren seemed to like drawing every bump and hollow on his skin with kisses. 

When his lips latched on Kyo's nipple, the smaller man let out a broken moan. Kyo immediately pressed a hand against his mouth, eyes wide. 

He didn't know he could make these kind of noises. 

He'd always been so stubbornly silent whenever he was able to pleasure himself, teeth sunk in his lower lip and breath short, eyes closed tight, but absolutely no sound whatsoever would be heard, even when he came. 

Ren hummed in response, and he sat up to look at Kyo, eyes clouded with clear lust. "I want to see more of you. I'm going to take the rest of your clothes off." He warned, and leant in again, closer, to whisper against Kyo's neck, "All of them." 

Kyo shivered violently, his hands grabbing Ren' shoulders, "Fuck…" and he pushed him just enough to turn his face; be the one to kiss him this time. 

He missed his mouth by a few inches, and his kiss was too brutal, but Ren answered with just as much desperation, trying to find his lips while kissing him back wherever he could.

Kyo groaned, his fingers sliding up to Ren's hair so he could grab it and pull, push, and keep him where he wanted him so he could be the leader there. Ren complied easily, and soon Kyo was pressing small, aggressive pecs against his lips. He wanted to feel Ren's tongue, but didn't know how to ask for it. 

He closed his eyes and pushed his pursed lips against Ren's. He pulled his tongue out then, and tried licking tentatively at Ren's lips, in small kitten licks. 

He knew he wasn't doing things right, but he wasn't expecting Ren to open his mouth and let out a flat out animalistic growl. 

It was almost out of character for him. 

Kyo pulled back, stunned. 

"If you keep being so cute I can't promise I can keep on taking things slow." Ren whispered, a distressed look on his face. 

Oh.

"Who told you I w-wanted it slow ?" Kyo raised his chin up, challenging.

Ren's gaze changed drastically. 

It took Kyo's breath away, but he couldn't study his dark eyes anymore, because Ren suddenly manhandled him to turn him around and pin him face first against the fluffy pouffe. 

Kyo let out a surprised cry while Ren took his shirt off, his slender fingers slipping under Kyo's body to unbuckle his belt in a swift motion. When Ren pressed a hand against his naked back, Kyo arched like a cat shying away from his touch. 

Ren's fingers slid down his spine and Kyo had to bite into the ottoman not to scream at the burning sensation of his caress. 

Being touch starved was not fun. 

His whole skin covered in goosebump, hair raising on his arms and nape when Ren' sharp nails grazed his skin, right before he slipped his fingers under the hem of Kyo's pants. 

He closed his eyes tightly, his pants slidding down slowly, so fucking slowly down his ass and thighs, exposing him completely because Ren had caught his underwear with it. 

Kyo was used to being exposed, to being prodded and inspected by doctors and nurses, he had stopped being shy about it a long time ago because he'd had so many eyes on his naked and fragile body before the Moon brought him here; and yet…

Yet, because he could hear Ren's labored breath, because he could feel his burning gaze all over his pale skin, tonight being exposed was making him blush furiously, and he wanted to hide and disappear, he wanted to cover himself and bite Ren's head off for making him feel so weak. 

When Ren was done taking Kyo's clothes off, except for his white ankle socks, there was a moment of nothingness, during which Kyo could hear his own heart beat so fast and loud he could swear it was about to break free from his ribcage. 

His own temperature kept rising, too, making his whole skin tingle with need. 

"Do something !!" Kyo cried when he couldn't take it anymore, and Ren didn't wait another second to grab his hips and lean in to press warm, wet kisses against Kyo's nape. "Oh fuck…" Kyo whimpered, keeping his eyes closed.

He wanted to see Ren, to ask him to hold him because this was so stupidly scary, but his ego wasn't letting him - he'd never admit to Ren how much he needed him . 

Ren's fingers started moving around, his big palms caressing Kyo's body everywhere he could touch him, without ever touching him right where his body was craving Ren to.

Bastard. He knew exactly what he was doing. 

When Ren pressed himself all against Kyo' smaller frame, though, it became a whole other thing. 

Kyo tensed and arched, raising his head to look at him over his shoulder, eyes wide open. He could feel how hard Ren was.

Ren pulled back just enough to look back at him, and his fingers found his nipples at the same time, so Kyo had to bite on his lower lip not to let out another humiliating noise. 

"Too much ?" Ren asked, out of breath, and fuck why was it so sexy, why was his stupid face so fucking sexy, with his red cheeks and his glassy eyes, and, and his very glowy horns ??

It distracted Kyo from Ren's filthy touch just enough for him to be able to mumble, "So your horns litteraly be tellin' when you're horny…"

Ren smiled, and his nails garzed Kyo's nipples, hard enough to make him jump and moan loudly. Kyo was so embarrassed he pushed his head back into the pouffe, his body shivering from head to toes as Ren kept toying with his nipples in a way that got Kyo wriggling underneath him.

"Fuck you fuck you fuck you !!" Kyo cried, but his voice was completely muffled by the thick fluff of the ottoman. 

If he thought he was overwhelmed though, he wasn't prepared for Ren's hand to suddenly move down and wrap around his cock. His very hard, almost painful cock. 

Kyo pushed himself back on his elbows, panting loudly, unable to stop himself from being so noisy. And Ren was just touching him, his hand wasn't even moving, until it did, and Kyo almost passed out. 

It wasn't even that incredible, it felt good, real good, so much better than his hand, but what was too much to bear was the simple fact that Ren of all people was jerking him off right now. 

"Kyo… You're making the sexiest noises right now…" Ren moaned in a very soft voice, his lips brushing against Kyo's ear.

He nipped at it and Kyo moaned again. 

He was too close, too fast. 

"Ren…" Kyo whispered in panic as he already felt an orgasm build quickly, tight, low in his belly. 

"Yeah, sorry, I can smell it you know ? I always can tell when you just…" 

Kyo gasped and blindly grabbed Ren's other hand to bring him to his own mouth. He bit down, hard, hard enough for his small canine to leave painful marks. 

Ren hissed and bit back on Kyo's nape, his sharp fangs breaking the skin. 

Ah, fuck ! 

It hurt like a bitch, but it cleared Kyo's mind, and the pain became warm, agreeably burning, after Ren pulled back with a whimper. 

"Fuck me, I'm sorry Kyo !" 

Ren let go of him, and Kyo fell flat against the pouffe, emptied of his strength, all the blood from his body too busy filling his hard-on to its breaking point. 

"Ow, dude, what'd you do to me…" Kyo pushed himself to lay his back against the fluffy ottoman, so he could face Ren. 

He was completely flushed, from head to toe, his hair was a mess of different colors, his dark strand completely buried in blue. 

Kyo heard Ren's breath catch in his throat. 

"I think my bite will add to the, you know, saliva." 

Kyo nodded, before looking away, trying to hide behind his hair. "Stop looking at me like that…" he groaned, and tried to bring his knees up to cover himself, in vain. 

His body was completely useless, just a pitiful pile of shivering need. 

"You're gonna have to bear with me while I prep you." Ren hummed. His hands slid under Kyo's armpits, and he easily lifted him up to sit him on the pouffe. 

The thing was so stupid, Kyo was completely sinking in it, but Ren didn't seem to care. He grabbed both of Kyo's thighs and spread them before he all but lunged down, mouth open, fangs out. 

Kyo squealed, finding it in him to throw his hands forward to try and stop Ren to, to take a bite out of his cock ?? But Ren actually aimed lower, and when his mouth latched onto Kyo's hole, his teeth were nowhere to be felt. 

Just like when he was kissing him earlier.

But Ren wasn't exactly kissing him right now. 

His mouth was down there, and his tongue too, oh my god, his tongue was pressing and pushing, sliding inside Kyo with a bit too much ease, and the feeling was enough to make his cock twitch hard, again and again, precum dribbling down on his stomach.

Kyo was a fucking virgin, yet Ren Zotto had to go and take his first time by giving him this kind of oral ! Kyo hadn't even had his cock sucked yet !! It was so wrong, but felt so right…

Kyo brought one of his hands to his mouth and pressed it down hard, to try and muffle the embarrassing noise spilling from his lips, his other hand patting around to find Ren's hair and pull on it. 

He kept staring at Ren, kept staring at how his face was pressed against his ass, but the moment Ren looked up, while his tongue started moving, started fucking inside him, Kyo's eyes rolled to the back of his head. 

He felt like dying, shame burning down his veins, mixed with blazing arousal, morphing into a crushing feeling of mortifying pleasure. 

"Oh fuuck, Ren, stop, imma…" Kyo whined, and Ren stopped immediately, which was exactly what Kyo didn't really want. 

The sudden lack of stimulation rang through Kyo like a cord badly struck. 

"Ugh… Why the fuck did you stop ?" Kyo groaned and grabbed Ren's horn without thinking to try and get him back closer, but Ren flinched and winced, making Kyo freeze on the spot. 

He let go of the horn, staring at Ren with wide eyes. "Did that hurt ??" 

"Y-yeah, I mean it doesn't hurt , it's just that they're very sensitive, and even more right now…" Ren said before he rubbed his spit shiny lips with the back of one of his hands, the other still keeping Kyo's thigh up. 

Kyo shuddered at the gesture, but he didn't add anything. 

Ren leaned in, crawling on top of Kyo to lay against him, but it was so uncomfortable they could just stay there staring at each other. 

"Does your neck hurt ?" Ren asked in a whisper, seemingly worried. 

"You mean my neck you chomped on like a fucking animal just because you couldn't take a small bite from me ?? Yeah it hurts !!" 

It didn't. And Kyo blushed enough to betray his own words. "You keep talking shit, ain't no way you can smell when I jerked off, that's crazy bro, no no no." Kyo whispered back, his hands mindlessly travelling on Ren' shoulders, his back, his arms… Ren's body in this almost human form was insanely hot to Kyo, especially right now. He needed him naked so he could touch his skin, but he couldn't just ask for it. "Like you said you were gonna fuck me and do it quick and you're still babying me, what is this ? We ain't in a romantic movie." 

Ren smiled softly and let out a small chuckle. 

"Hey now. I just want you to enjoy your first time. And you huh, you're my first human, too, so, I kinda want to take my time. But you smell so so good everytime I say things. Like how I'm gonna fill you up with my cum." 

Kyo's breath caught in his throat, and his eyes widened, his thighs tightening around Ren's waist. His cock twitched, hard, and he knew Ren felt it but it didn't matter. "What the fuck ! Hell no Risotto, we're not doing that, you're using condoms like everyone !!" 

Ren was cackling, pupils wide, wider, probably because Kyo was reeking of want right now, but he stopped laughing at the mention of condoms. 

"What's that ?" 

Kyo's mouth opened and closed, before he lifted his hand to pinch Ren's horn softly. Ren groaned but didn't move away from the punishment. 

"You can't be serious bro. You were planning on this right ? This… fuck… I mean, ugh, you don't have condoms ??" 

"Why would I !! What are those ??"

"Oh my god Ren… Can we, can we just move from here my back is killing me…" Kyo groaned and Ren immediately obliged, but he also grabbed a very naked Kyo to carry him bridal style up to his bed. "What the, Ren, I swear to god I'm gonna cut your horns off for real this time, let me down."

"But Kyo," Ren whined, "I'm not sure you can walk with, you know…" 

And okay, even if Kyo was feeling conscious enough from the sudden edging and Ren' stupidity, he had to admit, even to himself, that he was still feeling weak, agreeable swarm of warm tingles running through his arms and legs. 

Kyo gave in and let Ren drop him gently on the mattress. 

"Man, condoms are a protection to avoid diseases and unwanted birth, and uh, I think other kinds of unpleasantness…" Kyo explained as he tried to sit up against the headboard. His arms were so wobbly he barely managed to drag himself halfway up. 

Fuck. 

But he quickly forgot about this when his eyes landed on Ren, because the alien was slowly stripping, fingers careful and slow, now completely ringless. He was staring at Kyo, too, breathtaking as he let his black shirt slide down his arms, exposing his very defined body. 

He had that stupid V plunging down his pants, and Kyo's mouth watered without him knowing why, eyes wandering there as Ren's fingers were now taking care of his pants. 

He was quick to get naked afterwards, and Kyo couldn't stop staring. 

Ren was clearly fidgeting with his own fingers, and he ended up breaking the heavy, tense silence to whisper, "Am I weird ?" 

Kyo looked up. He couldn't believe it… Was Ren feeling self conscious right now ?

He found the strength to sit up completely, even if his whole body was flushed and every fucking movement was sparkling shots of desire and pleasure through his whole body - that saliva thing was no joke, fuck. 

"Ren, if I ever expected you to be normal, I'd be a fucking weirdo, you're literally an alien. But, yeah, you're uh. Okay I'm not saying it but that's not gonna fit, brother." Kyo tried to point at Ren's dick but his hand was trembling too much. "You need to do something tho, or I'm gonna pass out. Fuck." He looked up to Ren's eyes, they were glowing like his horns, and Kyo felt himself flush completely, face probably red. He couldn't help but whisper "Please." Because, okay, anyone would have begged at this point, Ren was too hot for this world, and Kyo was dripping now. 

He could feel himself clench down there, with pure need. 

Ugh.

Ren emitted a low noise akin to a growl, before he all but jumped on the bed, crawling up to Kyo immediately, in that weird, swift motion of his. 

Kyo raised his arms and wrapped them around his shoulders as Ren was ravishing his lips in an hungry kiss, his hands running down Ren's back. 

His eyes opened when he felt a strange texture along Ren' spine, similar to the texture of his horns - so Kyo brushed it with the tips of his fingers and relished in the deep shiver it tore from Ren. 

It made the alien rut his hips forward and press against Kyo, their cocks rubbing against each other as Ren settled himself between Kyo's legs. 

Kyo found he absolutely loved to have the weight of Ren's body on top of his, especially skin on skin. 

He still couldn't answer Ren's kiss the way he wished he would, he knew he was sloppy, but Ren, no matter how much Kyo could feel he wanted more, stayed gentle and patiently led him around, his tongue showing him the way.

It was a slow but passionate dance, gentle nips, and caresses of lips against lips, while their bodies slid against each other seeking for more pleasure. Pleasure that kept swelling inside Kyo, building low in his belly, until he was once again close to his climax - and once again Ren stopped everything, pulling back and sitting up, looking at Kyo with such an adoring gaze Kyo couldn't even stay mad. 

His eyes were roaming all over Kyo's body, so after a few seconds Kyo tried to turn on his side, annoyed and embarrassed, because he really was a mess at the moment, ain't no way Ren could find it sexy. 

"C'mon man, next time I'm blindfolding you." 

"Next time ?" Ren cried, hope so evident in his voice Kyo cringed and hid his face behind his fingers, hissing "Shut up !!", hyper aware that anyone passing in the hallway could hear them from the beginning. 

Fuck, why was this making him twitch like that. 

Ren whined lowly, and grabbed Kyo's legs, pushing them upward, bending Kyo almost in half, exposing him completely to his gaze.

Kyo let out a strangled and panicked cry and grabbed the nearest pillow to press it against his face, effectively hiding. 

He knew exactly what Ren was about to do, and earlier he almost came on the spot watching him do so. 

The position wasn't comfortable, because Kyo wasn't exactly the most flexible guy, but Ren clearly didn't care. 

The alien wrapped his arms around Kyo's hips and brought him up and even closer, his mouth finding his hole again. He pushed his tongue inside him deeply and started fucking Kyo with it, groaning loud, the vibration reverberating inside him. 

Fuck, fuck, Kyo was mortified, he couldn't help but moan loudly, erratic low moans that sounded so broken he knew his throat would be even more fucked than himself tomorrow. 

The pleasure of having Ren's tongue fucking him was starting to put a strain on his body - Kyo had no stamina, he'd never been touched by someone before, and Ren was legit torturing him by not letting him come. Honestly he wasn't sure he wasn't going to, right now, even if Ren stopped, because it was too much. 

Each time Ren's tongue pushed inside him, Kyo's legs trembled harder, and Ren tightened his arms around Kyo's hips. 

Kyo couldn't breathe, he had to throw the pillow away, so he could try and warn Ren, but all he could do was moan louder, his hands grabbing whatever they could latch and hold on for dear life, as the biggest orgasm he ever had was building rapidly inside him. 

Ren hummed and one of his hands found its way to Kyo's dripping cock, slender fingers wrapping around it. It took just one slow stroke for Kyo's orgasm to hit him like a freight train. 

His voice caught in his throat, and his vision blacked out as he spent himself all over his own chest. 

"Fuuuuck…" he wheezed, voice completely hoarse, his golden eyes open wide, staring at the ceiling, as he felt like he had been rolled over by a fucking truck. "Fuck, Ren…" he looked down and saw Ren kiss his thighs gently, his fangs grazing his tender skin. 

The view made his guts drop in his belly, Ren's lips red and shiny with saliva and whatever else was going on down there. 

A new wave of arousal crashed over Kyo, and he panted loudly. "Ren, I don't know if I can, I don't know if Imma be able to take it." He whispered, as Ren was slowly laying him down. 

The alien prince kept kissing him all over, his lips pressing hungry little pecs along his hips, his stomach, until his tongue lapped at the hot semen smeared on Kyo' skin. 

Kyo made a strangled noise, turning his head on the side and closing his eyes because ain't no way. It was probably as hot as seeing Ren eating him out, but he couldn't take it right now. For real. 

If Ren kept going, he was going to kill Kyo with pleasure. 

"Why you ain't talking ?? You always talk too much and now…" Kyo groaned, Ren's tongue licking his skin lovingly distracting him from what he was trying to say. He looked down and noticed how long Ren's tongue was - inhumanly long - and his voice died down as he cried, "S-stop that ! Say somethin'..."

Ren sighed and kept kissing his way up Kyo's body, his lips brushing his nipples in sweet pecs, before he laid down on top of Kyo again, moving his hips to slot himself perfectly between his legs. 

"I'm trying to spare both of us awkward moments, I have so many things I want to tell you right now Kyo, you have no idea." Ren whispered in a hoarse voice. 

His fingers slipped in Kyo's hair to push them away from his face. "Earlier you asked me to not take it slowly and I'm kinda glad I did, because huh, I'm… Not saying you're weak or what, but I think, you know…" 

Kyo squinted. He grabbed one of Ren's hands and brought it to his lips, biting it just hard enough to hurt and leave small marks behind. 

Ren winced but let it happen. "Ow… Okay, okay, I deserved that, but, listen, what I mean is, I'm not stopping. You will take it, right ? I need you to." 

Kyo swallowed thickly, Ren's words running through his veins and down again, a fresh new wave of arousal flooding his body. 

Fuck Ren.

Seriously. 

Why was he so… Why was Kyo's first time like this ?? That wasn't normal, right ? What was Ren expecting now, there was no way Kyo could keep going… 

But there was no way Kyo would ever admit that, he couldn't admit to Ren that yes, he was weak, actually. 

Ren leaned in and pressed a kiss on Kyo's forehead, the hand he bit caressing his cheek gently. Kyo groaned, overwhelmed by the tenderness he was receiving. 

"Fucking do it then ! I'm gonna start thinking you're the one freaking out !!" He cried, wincing at how much his whole body was pulsing right now even though he was so tired. 

"Fine, I'm doing it, then." Ren purred and pressed his lips against the corner of his eye, on his cheek, and then on his pouting mouth. 

Kyo growled, "I'm gonna act like you didn't have your mouth somewhere really filthy just before."

"Nothing is filthy about you Kyo, I'd put my mouth everywhere without a doubt." 

"Augh, shut up and fuck me already !!" 

Ren laughed, his drawl of a laugh that usually was so quickly upsetting Kyo made him shiver now. Ren leaned in and looked down, arching his body as one of his hands slid between them. All Kyo could do was look at his horns and feel how Ren pressed the tip of his cock right against his hole. 

A warmth similar to a fever seized him and he felt his own body open even though he himself was terrified by the sole fact of having something, anything, particularly this big, enter his body. 

Ren didn't take it slowly this time, he actually pushed himself in, in one go, a soft moan escaping his mouth, a moan Kyo wish he could have swallowed because it was doing too many embarrassing things to him, to his brain - he was feeling proud to be the one causing these moans, what the fuck ! 

Kyo opened his mouth wide but no sound came out of it, the feeling of fullness so foreign and so fucking good he needed it to stop immediatly. His hands gripped the sheets, as his body arched and his knees pressed Ren' sides weakly. Ren hummed, the sound shooting straight to Kyo's dick once again, and he led Kyo's legs to wrap around his hips, caressing his calves and his thighs, nails grazing his skin gently. 

"Does it hurt ?" Ren asked in the most gentle tone, and it was probably what broke Kyo down, because he let out a sob in response, unable to process all the stimulations his body and brain were receiving at once.

This pleasure had nothing to do with having Ren eat his ass out, it was ten times more intense, like Ren was rubbing nerves everywhere inside him, nerves that spread a fucking fire through his whole body and fried his fucking brain. 

No man, he couldn't do this - his vision was already becoming darker–

"Breathe, Kyo, I got you." Ren whispered, voice higher than usual. He gently wrapped his arms around Kyo' shoulders to keep him all against him, so Kyo had no other choice but to let go of the sheets and plant his nails in Ren's back to hold on for dear life. 

It was almost reassuring to feel him sweat, to feel him tremble with effort, until Kyo understood Ren was fucking, restraining, himself. 

Kyo took a deep, shaky breath, and when he didn't feel like dying completely, he hissed "Move."

He wasn't going to lose whatever competition he had decided this was.

"Doesn't hurt… So move." Kyo groaned, his nails digging in Ren's back, leaving pinkish trails on the alien' skin. 

His heart was pounding so fast and hard against his chest, he was sure Ren could feel it. 

But Ren obliged, as he always did, and he immediately rolled his hips up, his whole length pulling out before he sank deep inside Kyo again. 

Kyo let out a loud moan, and another, as Ren was literally punching these cries of pleasure out of him.

It was a lot - way too much for Kyo's fragile, virgin body, and Kyo was almost sure he wasn't supposed to feel so many things at once, so strongly. 

From Ren's cock shaping his insides to his form, to his hot breath hitting his temple, by way of his own pleasure paralyzing him with how overwhelming it was, everything he felt was too much. 

Ren sped up his movements, his body trembling even more against Kyo. Kyo tried as much as possible to keep him all against him to bury his face against his neck and hide, because the noises coming out of him, his panting, the slaps and obscene squelch were so mortifying Kyo felt like dying again. 

He wasn't breathing like he knew he should, but everytime Ren slid inside him, harder, deeper, Kyo lost grip in reality, until he was swept away by the most violent orgasm any human ever had, he was sure of it. 

Or maybe was it his weak constitution that made him unable to make it through. 

Kyo bit his lower lip so hard he drew blood, as his whole body tensed, and stayed tense, unlike when he usually came and melted. His brain felt like it was electrified, and his breath all but stopped. His vision blacked out, and he lost consciousness for a few but long seconds, during which Ren grunted and kept going, his fingers digging in the meat of Kyo' shoulders. 

He was so lost in his own pleasure - in his own restraint, not that Kyo would notice he was still holding back - that he didn't notice how limp Kyo had become until Kyo came back to himself and started slowly tapping his back. 

Ren slowly sat up, out of breath, horns shining a bright blue light, skin gleaming with sweat, and eyes unfocused. 

"A-are you okay ?" He asked and gently pushed away a few strands of blue hair that stuck to Kyo's forehead to see his eyes. 

Kyo was completely flushed, there were tears collected on his lashes, his eyes were glazed and he looked so relaxed, even when he nuzzled against Ren's palm, whispering, "You almost killed me you asshole…" 

Ren's cock twitched inside him and Kyo moaned, but he whimpered "Please, no more, I can't… 'm sorry…" 

Admitting defeat was easier when he didn't have enough energy to feel shame, when all he could feel was like his whole body was surrounded by coton. 

Ren hummed, voice shaky, and he leaned in to kiss Kyo's forehead, "I got you…" before he pulled out, slowly. Kyo's body seemed to want to keep him inside, his hole clenching around him, and it took Ren a thousand of years of strength not to just fuck back into him roughly. 

Kyo was letting out small, cute, high pitched mewl - as high pitched as his low voice would let him - his hands flying up to grab Ren's face as if to keep himself grounded by looking into his eyes. 

And when Ren was finally out, Kyo pulled him closer to kiss his lips, slow, lazy, but tender, and Ren had to close his eyes to engrave this exact moment in his mind, because he knew this would be rare. 

"Can you… D'you need help ?" Kyo asked against his lips. 

Ren couldn't answer, for once, throat closed with emotions, so he just shook his head slowly, and brought his own hands to his still very hard cock. He started jerking himself off as he kissed Kyo again, deep, as Kyo was pliant and relaxed. 

As Ren's pleasure built up, he started letting out high pitched noises in a broken voice that Kyo tried to swallow, but eventually his curiosity took over and he broke the kiss to look down between them. 

And seeing Ren's big hands on his big cock were doing things to him he wished he had the energy to feel completely. 

It was probably the sexiest thing he'd ever seen, paired with the lovely sounds Ren let out. 

Kyo swore to himself, in his post-cum daze, that he would be the one responsible for these noises, that he would be the one to make Ren feel this good. 

After all, the alien prince had offered him an amazing first time, even if he'll never admit it out loud. 

"Ah, c'mon Ren, I want to see it." Kyo croaked, feeling suddenly audacious. A fever took over his body at the thought of Ren coming all over him. He needed it, now. "Come for me… Give it to me..." 

Ren panted, his movements erratics, and he bit down on Kyo' shoulder when he came, his fangs digging deep, but Kyo only moaned at the bite, too focused on the sight of Ren spilling on his stomach, his fluids mixing with Kyo's. 

"Fuck… Ren…" he grunted, as Ren pulled back and pressed apologetic kisses over the two small wounds. Ren was coming a lot, and Kyo blushed even more if possible, because he thought about how this much would feel inside him, but he buried the thought instantly.

No way. 

"Oh my god, dude, you spilled it everywhere !" Kyo groaned instead, looking up, but his breath was taken away by how Ren looked. 

He had no other words than 'beautiful' in mind, and the urge to kiss his reddened lips took over anything else. So Kyo cupped Ren's face again and kissed him fiercely. 

Ren kissed him back, and they did so for a few minutes, bites and nips becoming lazy pecs and licks, until they both calmed down, and Ren finally rolled on the side, already up and about. 

Kyo couldn't move. 

In fact, he was surprised he hadn't passed out again yet, because he was very much on the verge of doing so. 

"Wait, Kyo, you need to drink water before sleeping, don't worry about the rest, I'lk take care of it." Ren's voice rang from somewhere, before an arm slid under him and helped him up. 

Ren made him drink a full cup of water, and kissed his forehead with a soft whisper Kyo didn't catch. He couldn't remember anything else, finally giving in to sleep.

//

The next day, Aster was waiting for the others in one of the study classrooms, checking the clock. He knew the girls had club activities, so he waited for Kyo and Ren, but both were running late. 

After ten minutes, Aster was ready to leave when Ren entered the study room, visibly out of breath. 

Which… Aster knew damn well it took more than running through campus to get the alien prince out of breath. 

The star born boy cocked an eyebrow and put his elbow on the table, his chin in his palm. 

"Where is Kyo ?" 

Ren let himself fall on the chair facing Aster, and put his bag down on the table. 

"Oh, uh, he wasn't feeling well today, he's not attending. You know how it is." 

Aster hummed and tilted his head, eyes scanning Ren intently. 

Ren looked away for a split second, before he opened his bag. "Sooo d'you have anything you need help with ?"

Aster leaned in and grabbed his hand, eyes fluttering about, flirty smile on his lips. 

Ren visibly flinched, but he was polite enough to smile back, and even pretend to get into the flirt. 

"Oh, not working then."

"Yeah… There's something I meant to ask…" Aster drawled, looking up at Ren with doe eyes. 

Ren cleared his throat and seemed to brace himself. 

It made Aster smirk. 

He pulled on Ren's hand and turned it, palm up, staring down at a small bite mark right on the side of it. 

"What's that ?"

Ren' smile dropped and a soft blush spread on his cheeks. 

"Nothing. A cat. I found a cat earlier. Yep." He answered a bit too quickly, and Aster rubbed his thumb over the bite mark before Ren pulled his hand back to himself. 

"I see. So. How was it ?"

Ren tensed and looked around - he looked funny, and his horns were more glowy than usual. Strange. 

"What do you mean ?? Nothing happened !!"

Aster laughed, "You didn't get to pet the cat ?" 

"I… Are we really talking about the cat here ? I feel like you're asking something else." 

Aster stood up and leaned in, hands on each side of the table, a big smile on his lips. "Come on Renren, don't play dumb, not with me. I want the answer." He said excitedly, "Did his first time hurt ?" Aster leaned in even more as Ren looked more and more embarrassed, "Was it good ?" 

Aster sat back down on his chair, crossing his legs and looking at his nails with a fake careless attitude. "Clearly it must have been if he can't even walk today." He looked back up at Ren with a cheeky smirk. 

Ren sat there, astounded. 

What was he supposed to say ? He would have bragged about it, normally, like when he conquered planets and fucked people so freely before, but this time…

It meant something else. 

And Ren wasn't sure he wanted to share this with anyone else but Kyo. 

"You know, huh… You should ask him, right ? I can't answer for him." Ren said, hesitation clear in his voice. 

But it seemed to be more than enough for Aster, who's face lit up. He grabbed his phone and said, "I'm gonna tell everyone you fucked Kyo." 

//

Kyo was looking outside his window, laid down on his bed, wrapped up in his blanket. It was raining, and the soft sound of it helped with his constant headache. 

He was surprised his whole body wasn't sore, he actually felt pretty good, but since he woke up, very late, this morning, his head had been killing him. 

Honestly Kyo knew damn well what he was feeling. He'd been under medication all his life, and he had moments in his life where he had to stop taking some of them, and withdrawal was always a fucking bitch. 

And this headache, and the slight nauseous feeling, it was exactly that. 

Less brutal. 

But still enough to keep him in bed today.

He would have like a warning from Ren before he fucked his whole system up with his weird fluids. 

Now Kyo's body wanted more , and it was fucking mortifying. 

He sighed and sat up, pushing the covers off of him, looking down at his naked legs. 

Earlier, his skin was prickling so much with the stupid withdrawal he couldn't bear wearing any clothes, and when finally, finally it calmed down for a bit, Kyo took a shower, and since then, he'd stayed naked, but classes had ended and now he had to go to the cafeteria to get some food.

Just when he was about to get out of bed, someone knocked at his door, but didn't wait to get in, so Kyo grabbed his blanket and covered himself up with it. 

Ren walked inside with a tray from the cafeteria, looking behind him before he closed the door quickly and locked it. 

Kyo would have blushed if Ren wasn't acting so weird. 

"What's happening ?" He asked, letting go of his blanket to sit up properly. 

When Ren turned back, his face changed completely and went from worried to surprised to awfully loving. 

Kyo looked away. 

Ren walked up to him and put the tray down on the nightstand, before he sat down and wrapped his arms around Kyo, hugging him tightly. 

He buried his nose in Kyo's hair and took his time to inhale and exhale, like he was fucking breathing him. 

"You got two seconds before I kick you out." Kyo warned, not very convincing even to himself. And because Ren wasn't letting go, Kyo raised a hand and rubbed his back gently. He could feel his spine through his shirt. 

"What's up ?" He asked, worry starting to get to him. 

"So hum… I might have made a mistake ?" 

For a second there, Kyo thought he was the mistake, and his heart squeezed in his chest. 

He pulled back, but Ren hugged him tighter. 

"Don't be mad ?" 

Kyo stilled. "What have you done ?" He asked louder. 

"Okay, so uh, I might have told Aster about yesterday night." 

Kyo felt instant relief, before a wave of mortification crashed over him. "Oh hell no ! Fuck you !" Kyo groaned and slapped Ren' shoulder. 

Ren had the guts to laugh, but he didn't let go of Kyo. "I'm sorry ! But he found out because you bit me !!" 

He rubbed his face against Kyo' shoulder, pressing it in the crook of his neck, and Kyo melted. 

Stupid body, stupid alien, and his stupid pheromones. Right ?

"Ugh. What did he say ?" 

Ren took a moment to answer. "He… He wanted to know if it had hurt. Because… It was your first time. And I uh, said I couldn't answer that for you…" 

His arms tightened around Kyo, and Kyo sighed, his own arms wrapping around Ren' shoulders. "Why do I have the feeling that you're worried about that ? Ain't you so sure about your alien dick being magic or something ?"

Ren chuckled, and pressed a gentle kiss on Kyo's pulsating skin. 

Fuck, if he kept doing that… 

His heart beat fastned. 

"You know me so well already, how do you do that ?!" Ren whined, voice low and a bit rough. 

"Tsk." Kyo clicked his tongue. "Fine, I'm gonna give you that, but just because you brought me food." He groaned and let himself fall down on the bed, Ren still wrapped around him like a fucking octopus. 

He turned his face and pressed his lips to Ren's ear, and, with a small smirk, he took his lowest voice possible to whisper, "It was the best… thing… I ever did in my life. And you were right for once, I guess first times don't hurt, when it's with you. Though… Now I'm curious to find out about second times."