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The charm fizzled in her fingers.
Hermione lowered her wand, exhaling sharply as the curl of light dissolved against the stone. She tucked the wand back into her sleeve and glanced over her shoulder. Not from fear, precisely, but from habit. The narrow stairwell behind the pantry was private, largely forgotten, and perfect for quiet practice. A place of her own. She'd brought down a book of minor enchantments, a half-burned candle, and a small rug to keep her skirt from gathering dust.
She couldn't understand why the spell was failing, she'd been studying the wand movement for hours.
A voice called her before she could make another attempt. "Hermione? Come here, if you please!"
She brushed down her skirts, wiped a faint smudge of ash from her wrist, and began the slow climb up the servants' stairs. The house, with its creaking beams and slanted ceilings, had belonged to her father's side of the family for generations and though it was tired, it was theirs. Her parents had taken over it thirty years ago, restored what they could, and filled the rest with charm. Its bones were strong, even if its walls needed paint.
She emerged into the corridor behind the kitchen just in time to nearly collide with her mother.
Mrs Granger, who stood a full head shorter than her daughter, fixed her with a look of crisp disapproval.
"Your hair," she said, in the sort of tone one might use to address an overturned soup pot.
Hermione resisted the urge to reach for it.
"I walked before breakfast, the hawthorn is beginning to flower. There was a light shower I did not anticipate."
"You took the south field again, I suppose." Her mother's gaze dipped to the hem of Hermione's gown, where a line of damp, dark mud marked the muslin. "This will stain if left too long. And good soap is not what it used to be. Especially not when one must import it from-"
She paused, her lips pressing together.
"Well, never mind. Come into the kitchen. I have something to show you."
Hermione followed her through the corridor, passing a shelf of old photographs and a cluster of dusty mirrors she had attempted to charm in her childhood. They were now dull, having long since lost the inclination to speak. The kitchen, though narrow, was warm with the scent of toasted oats and early sunlight. An old kettle steamed on the hob, and the stone floor had been scrubbed recently enough to shine.
Mrs Granger settled at the plain pine table and gestured for Hermione to do the same. She smoothed her skirts with particular care before speaking.
"You have received a letter," she said, as though the topic had been raised already and Hermione was merely late in acknowledging it. "From your Aunt and Uncle Trewby."
Hermione arched a brow. "You have had a letter, you mean."
Her mother's smile was thin. "How fortunate that we share such similar interests in your welfare."
"Indeed. And what does my welfare require this morning?"
"They have invited you to stay in London for the Season." Mrs Granger's voice carried the careful lightness of someone delivering what they considered excellent news. "A proper one. With assemblies. Introductions. The very best society."
Hermione blinked. "Surely you cannot be serious."
"I cannot imagine why you would think me otherwise."
"I am five-and-twenty, Mama. Not a girl of seventeen. Whatever hopes Aunt Trewby harbors of presenting me as though I had just left the schoolroom—"
"Hermione." Her mother's voice sharpened, though her posture remained perfectly composed. "You have had no proper Season. No chaperoned courtships. Not even a single engagement of any consequence."
The deliberate pause that followed was more pointed than any direct criticism.
"I trust you do not mean to count Mr Corner among your conquests."
Hermione's cheeks warmed. "That was nearly six years ago, and I declined his offer. Are you truly so anxious to see me settled?"
Mrs Granger folded her hands neatly in her lap. "I am not anxious. But I am practical. Young women of your birth do not enjoy endless freedom of choice. Not when they wish to remain respectable."
"And you believe I am no longer respectable?"
"I believe," her mother said with deliberate care, "that society's patience has its limits. You cannot remain hidden behind books and solitary pursuits indefinitely."
"I am not hiding behind anything." Hermione leaned forward, her voice lowering. "I have my own interests, my own work. I am quite content here."
"Contentment," her mother observed, "is a luxury we can ill afford without security."
The door creaked before Hermione could respond, and her father stepped into the room.
Tall, broad-shouldered, with a shock of greying hair and laugh lines worn into his face, Mr Granger had the look of a man who spent more time outdoors than in. He surveyed the scene before him with the practiced eye of someone well-acquainted with domestic negotiations.
"Has the letter been unveiled at last?"
"She hesitates," said Mrs Granger.
"I am considering the matter," Hermione replied coolly.
Mr Granger walked to the kettle, poured himself a cup of tea, and leaned against the counter with an easy air that did not quite reach his eyes. He took a measured sip before speaking.
"Your Aunt Trewby writes often enough, but this is her first offer of hospitality for the Season. That is rather generous of her."
Hermione turned toward him. "The Season has already begun."
"Not so far along that you would be unwelcome," her mother interjected. "You shall be staying with them, of course, not at one of those dreadful boarding establishments. The young Weasley girl is already in London with the Prewetts."
Mrs Granger's tone suggested this was meant to be encouraging.
"You have corresponded with her over the years, have you not?"
"Ginny?" Hermione frowned. "But surely her family's circumstances—"
"Her father is a Weasley, yes. But the Prewetts still receive invitations to Almack's." Mrs Granger's voice carried a note of satisfaction. "Some families understand how to elevate their daughters appropriately."
There was a silence that seemed to fill the kitchen like smoke.
Hermione folded her hands in her lap. "You know I would sooner seek a position as governess."
"You shall do no such thing." Her mother's composure cracked slightly. "A Granger daughter serving in another man's household? Taking orders from his wife? Sitting at dinner with the servants?"
"It is honest work."
"It is servitude."
Her father set down his cup with deliberate care. "Allow her to speak, Anne."
Mrs Granger's lips pressed together. "Allow her to dream, you mean. Magic alone is insufficient in this world, David. Especially not when it cannot be acknowledged. And she cannot go flinging spells at schoolchildren in a parson's household. You know that as well as I."
Hermione sat up straighter. "You speak as though I must choose between deception and destitution."
Her mother's brows rose. "No one mentioned destitution. Only that a respectable match is the surest way to secure your future. Unless, of course, you mean to reconsider Mr Corner's suit."
Hermione flushed. "I explained my reasons for refusing him."
"Yes, yes. He would not understand." Mrs Granger waved a hand. "Men can be educated. In time."
"He is a Muggle. A kind man, but—he would never have known me. Not truly. I shall not spend my life pretending to be something I am not."
"And do you imagine," her mother asked with careful precision, "that you shall find a kind-hearted wizard, possessed of proper regard for Squib mothers and Muggle fathers, who shall overlook mud-streaked muslin in favor of your charming disposition?"
"Anne," Mr Granger said quietly.
His wife stood, her movements sharp with barely contained frustration. "I endeavor merely to be practical."
The silence that followed was heavy with unspoken truths.
Then her father turned to her, his voice gentle but firm. "It is your choice, Hermione. We shall not compel you."
But Hermione saw it — just at the edge of his expression. Not disapproval, not yet, but a heaviness in his jaw, like someone bracing for disappointment.
"You are both so eager for me to go," she said softly.
"We are eager for you to be seen," her mother corrected. "And perhaps to be appreciated as you deserve."
Hermione's fingers tightened in her lap. She did not want this. She did not want gowns or flirtation, nor afternoons spent nodding at strangers over tea. But she would not win this argument. Not today.
And something about the quiet resignation in her father's face made her spine straighten. He was not telling her everything.
She looked away, studying the worn wooden table as though it held answers.
"I shall go," she said at last.
Mrs Granger exhaled, brisk and relieved. "Excellent. There is a carriage arranged for tomorrow evening and I have already begun packing your things. There is still time to make something of the Season."
Hermione sighed and looked down at her muddied hem. She said nothing more.
But something inside her, something quiet and wild, flickered to life like a candle flame in the dark.