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The first day of term always smells the same.
Not of excitement—not really. That is what the professors say, what the older students insist with fond, distant smiles. But you have learned better, tucked into the quiet spine of the castle where triumph limps in bandaged and bright-eyed.
No—what it smells like is lavender and panic.
Lavender oil steeping in warm water. Dittany crushed beneath careful hands. The sharp, almost metallic tang of potion fumes curling through the air like a warning. And beneath it all, unmistakable and human—fear. First-years who have not yet learned that Hogwarts will not bend for them, that its staircases have moods, that its doors breathe, that magic is not a thing to hold so much as something that moves through you whether you are ready or not.
You tie your sleeves back before Madam Pomfrey even asks.
“Careful,” she says anyway, brisk but not unkind, as a boy with grass-stained knees sniffles into the crook of his elbow. “We are not triaging dragons.”
You almost smile.
“No,” you murmur, already reaching for the salve, “just children who thought the stairs would be polite.”
The boy hiccups.
“They—moved,” he says, as if confessing a betrayal.
“They do that,” you reply, gentle as you smooth the cool balm across his scraped skin. “They like to see who’s paying attention.”
He stares at you, wide-eyed. “I wasn’t.”
“I know.”
The honesty of it does not wound him the way you might expect. It steadies him. Truth, you’ve found, is often kinder than comfort when delivered softly enough.
Around you, the infirmary hums—beds filling and emptying, sheets rustling, whispered reassurances passed like secret notes between breaths. A girl with tangled hair and tear-streaked cheeks clutches her wrist as though it might float away without her permission. Another boy sits rigidly upright, muttering that he is fine, which is almost always how you know someone is not.
You move between them without thinking.
It is a kind of rhythm, this. A quiet choreography of care.
“May I?” you ask the girl, kneeling beside her bed.
She nods, lip trembling.
“It doesn’t hurt,” she lies.
“Of course not,” you agree, already cradling her wrist in your hands.
Your magic does not flare—it settles. That is how you’ve always known it. Not a wildfire, not a storm, but something quieter. Like water finding the shape of a wound and deciding, patiently, to fill it.
The swelling softens beneath your touch.
The girl exhales, a shaky thing that becomes something steadier as the pain ebbs.
“There,” you say. “See? Hogwarts hasn’t claimed you yet.”
A watery laugh escapes her. Victory.
You release her carefully, as though she might break again if you’re careless, and rise—
—and the doors slam open.
It is not subtle.
It never is.
“Madam Pomfrey—!”
The voice arrives before the boy does, loud and bright and threaded with a kind of reckless urgency that seems almost rehearsed, as though he has always known he would one day burst into a room like this and demand attention by sheer force of being.
You turn before you mean to.
He stumbles in, breathless, hair already a riot of dark defiance, glasses slightly askew as if they’ve tried and failed to keep up with him. There is a smear of dirt along his jaw, a tear in his sleeve, and—
You blink.
“Is that—” you begin.
“—temporary,” he says quickly, with the confidence of someone who has never once been correct about that.
His left hand is… well.
You hesitate.
It is not broken, precisely. Not in any clean, respectable way that bones prefer. It is angled, fingers bent just slightly wrong, as though they have forgotten their proper arrangement in the excitement of whatever catastrophe has brought him here.
There is also—absurdly—a quill stuck between his index and middle finger.
You stare at it.
He follows your gaze, as if only now remembering.
“Oh,” he says. “Right. That.”
“You’ve impaled yourself with a quill.”
“I wouldn’t say impaled,” he replies, indignant. “That feels dramatic.”
“It’s in your hand.”
“It’s barely in my hand.”
“It’s writing,” you say faintly.
Because it is.
Ink, stubborn and determined, continues to scrawl across the parchment he’s somehow carried with him, the quill twitching faintly with each movement of his fingers.
Madam Pomfrey closes her eyes for a moment, the expression of a woman who has seen too much and is about to see more.
“Potter,” she says, with the resignation of long familiarity. “What have you done?”
Ah.
Of course.
“Nothing serious,” he says immediately.
You cross your arms.
“Your hand is trying to compose an essay without you.”
He glances down again.
“…it was due today.”
“Of course it was.”
You step forward before he can say anything else, reaching for his wrist.
He stills.
It is subtle. Most people wouldn’t notice it—the way his shoulders draw in just slightly, the way his breath catches as though something about being held still is unfamiliar to him.
You notice.
“May I?” you ask, quieter now.
For a moment, he only looks at you.
And it is not the looking of someone sizing you up, nor the careless glance of a boy accustomed to being the center of attention. It is something else—something almost curious, as though you have interrupted a narrative he thought he understood.
“…yeah,” he says, softer than before.
You take his hand.
It is warm. Too warm. Pulse quick beneath your fingers, a restless sort of energy that hums through him even now, even injured.
“What happened?” you ask, examining the damage.
He exhales, as if bracing himself for judgment.
“The staircase turned.”
“They do that.”
“Yes, well, it turned with intent,” he insists. “Maliciously.”
“Mm.”
“And I was writing.”
“Obviously.”
“And then I wasn’t.”
You glance up at him.
He smiles.
It is crooked, a little sheepish, entirely unbothered by the fact that his hand is currently attempting to complete his homework without his consent.
You huff a quiet breath that might almost be a laugh.
“All right,” you say. “Let’s fix you.”
“Brilliant,” he replies. “I was hoping you’d say that.”
You steady his wrist, the world narrowing—not in the way it does when everything falls apart, but in the way it does when something aligns. Your magic slips forward, gentle and precise, unwinding the small chaos of bone and tendon and misplaced intent.
The quill stills.
The ink fades.
His fingers twitch once, then settle into their proper shape beneath your touch.
There is a moment—just one—where neither of you speaks.
Where his gaze lingers, not on your face, but on your hands.
As though he is trying to understand them.
You release him first.
“It should feel better,” you say, stepping back before the quiet can become something else.
He flexes his fingers experimentally.
“…that’s—” he starts, then stops, brows lifting. “That’s actually incredible.”
“It’s basic healing magic.”
“Not like that it isn’t.”
You shrug, reaching for a clean cloth to wipe the last of the ink from his skin.
“It helps if you don’t fight it.”
He watches you.
“I don’t think I was.”
You glance at him again.
“You were running.”
“That’s not the same thing.”
“It usually is.”
Something flickers across his expression—brief, unreadable, gone before it can settle.
Then he grins again, easier this time.
“Well,” he says, “next time I’ll make sure to fall more gracefully.”
“Or,” you suggest, dry, “you could walk.”
He considers this.
“…no,” he decides.
You shake your head, but there’s no real reprimand in it.
Around you, the infirmary continues its gentle chaos—first-years mended, tears dried, the day carrying on in its strange, shifting way. Madam Pomfrey moves past with a knowing look, already turning her attention elsewhere.
And yet—
Something lingers.
He doesn’t leave.
“Do you always do this?” he asks.
“Fix people?” you say.
“Make it look easy.”
You pause.
“It isn’t easy,” you reply. “It’s just… quieter.”
He tilts his head, considering you in a way that feels, inexplicably, like being seen from a distance you hadn’t realized existed.
“James Potter,” he says suddenly, as though remembering something important.
“I know.”
He blinks.
“You do?”
“You’re loud,” you say simply.
He laughs.
And it is bright. Unrestrained. The sort of sound that fills a room without asking permission.
“…fair,” he admits.
There’s a beat.
“And you are—?”
You hesitate, just for a second.
Not because you don’t know your name—but because something in the moment feels like it might matter more than it should.
You tell him anyway.
He repeats it, softer than he’s said anything yet, as though testing how it fits.
“…right,” he says.
And smiles again.
Not the same smile as before.
Something quieter.
Something that, for reasons you cannot yet name, feels like the beginning of a problem.
Or perhaps—
something far worse.
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