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I am sitting in my dorm when I hear keys jiggle in my door. As it opens, I see my roommate open the door. Cora comes in with a bright smile on her face, slightly brighter than normal.
“You will NEVER believe what I have come across.” This could mean one of many things; she has either found a pretty rock, or someone has wronged her in a way no one can describe.
“What is it?”
She plops down in her chair and swivels it around to face me. She is now practically glowing with excitement.
“SAE is throwing tonight.” Suddenly, every bit of anticipation I had disappeared. I loved going there, do not get me wrong, but I expected to be more thrilled with what she had to say.
“That's the news? What does that have to do with me?”
“What does that have to do with you? You are coming with me.” I got out of my chair and walked over to my bed, jumping into it and turning back to face her.
“I love SAE, but I do not feel like going out tonight, Cora.” That was not the full truth. I did not want to go out; I just wanted to see Aiden. Aiden is a brother in SAE that I just couldn't get enough of. We had talked before, and it just fizzled out.
“It will be good for you. Leo will be here at ten to pick us up.” I rolled my eyes but accepted my fate as I got up and walked to my fridge to crack open a drink. I definitely was not able to go there sober, not tonight, and not alone.
10 p.m.
“Hey guys, how are you doing?” Leo yelled out his window at us. For some reason, he is never in the same car twice. He has been a brother for over a semester now and has always been my favorite driver.
“Hey, Leo. How are the numbers looking tonight?”
“Not bad sitting at one fifty and not even halfway through rides.” For a new frat, one fifty is always amazing. Just enough people to lie low in the back and avoid Aiden for as long as possible.
“Leo, will you please tell Leah she can not avoid Aiden forever. Plus, tonight is the perfect night to kick things off.”
“Whatever you think is right. But I will say he came alone tonight.” Great, just another person on my ass about fixing things with him.
When we get to the party, I immediately walk straight to the bar to get a drink. One during the pregame was not enough for me to get by. I talk to my friends there and immediately start doing my round. From one friend to another until the entire friend group knows I am there. All except for one. I round the corner to go upstairs, and there he is. Standing frozen two steps in front of me. He is staring at me with eyes that speak a thousand words. Even with the loud music and drunk people screaming, the world went silent when we saw each other.
I instantly turn around and start walking to the door.
“Leah. Wait.”
“Not here.”
After I get out of earshot, I turn around, and he's standing frozen on the staircase, rubbing his temples. I always loved how he looked frustrated. His chisled jawline and dirty blonde curls. Whenever he gets stressed, he twirls the curl in the very front. No one else seems to notice.
I chug my drink and go for another.
“Another already, huh?”
“Yeah, you know exactly why, too.” I knew he would be here. That wasn’t the issue. The issue was the silence. The reaction to seeing me. MY reaction to seeing HIM. With the week I've had, it was just too much to handle. “Go ahead and pour me a double.”
“Alright, but I am not driving you home.”
“You say that every time.” I didn't make this a habit much. I only get hammered on certain occasions. My birthday, passing a hard exam, you know, just the works. I walk out the back door and pull a chair from behind a group of overly drunk girls and a guy that I can only describe as so high he looked to be sweating.
I sat down, and it only took about thirty minutes before Cora found me again.
“Leah, you promised.”
“Yes, I know. I just ran into him and need a second to compose myself. It didn’t go too well.” That was kind of true. It did not go BAD. It also didn’t go well.
“We can leave if you want to- “ I cut her off.
“No, please just have fun.” I expected more kickback than she gave, but I was happy she didn't. She turned around and walked back inside.
After drinking a double made glass sitting down, I started to feel a little tipsy. The kind that you know by the time the drink fully sets in, you'll be drunk. So I finished the rest of my drink and had two more shots just to make sure I was well taken care of. I knew my friends were watching me, so I wasn't too worried about getting drunk. More so than usual.
“Leah..” I didn’t even need to turn around. I knew that deep, cautious voice from anywhere.
“Aiden, please, I am honestly too drunk to have this conversation with you right now.” It took everything in me to get my words out without slurring, and if it wasn’t for the fact that I don’t think I could walk in a straight line, I would have gotten up and left.
“You kkknow I am just a littlllle drunk tooooo.” Not only was he slurring his words, but he couldn’t get his sentence out without giggling at himself. It took him about fifteen seconds before he found his rightful chair, that being the arm of MY chair.
He couldn’t even sit up on his own. He was leaning against me, and I was too drunk to tell him to move. Plus, I was not exactly bothered by it, you know. About ten minutes later, he slumps all the way into my chair with me. Squishing me against the other arm of the chair. His hand is resting on my thigh, and my heart skips a beat. I turn to look at him, and he is already looking at me with eyes that tell me his exact thoughts.
“Stop looking at me like that.”
“Like what? I can look at you however I want to.”
“Aiden, you know exactly how you are looking at me. You also know you were the one to cut things off.” This was true; I agreed to it so it would be ‘mutual,’ but he was the one who officially cut things off. I need more in my system to deal with this. Just as I start to finish my drink, he speaks.
“Yeah, well, looking at you now, I am not so sure that was the best choice.” I choke on my drink. Did he really just say that?
I turn and look at him. I am not sure how long we were there just staring at each other, but it felt like an eternity. In the end, we both decided not to acknowledge it and just sit there. Now we are both staring into the fire, pretending we are not squished into this not-big-enough chair.
2 a.m.
After what I can only assume was 5 drinks and who knows how many shots, I am officially feeling amazing. I look over to see Aiden passed out on the same chair by the fire. He has had to be asleep for at least three hours, so when he wakes up, he most likely won't remember any of this.
“Hey Aiden, Leo told me to come get you, he is taking us home now,” I say us and home because, well we live on the same floor of our apartment building. So technically, WE are going home.
He starts to blink awake. “I don't know where my room key is, though.”
“It is in your hand.” He swiftly, without reacting, moves his key into his back pocket.
“No, it isn't. Can I just come home with you?” I know Aiden by now. Slightly more than I wish I did. I definitely knew him well enough to know he was not saying this because he was drunk.
“Yeah, sure, whatever.”
As we get back to my apartment, he goes into the bathroom, and I go straight to my room to get changed into my pajamas. Normally, this would be underwear and a big baggy T-shirt. But considering he's here, I figured the last thing I could do was to put pants on.
I am standing in front of my dresser in nothing but my underwear and shirt. Bent over, reaching into the bottom drawer to retrieve a pair of pants, when I hear someone walk in.
“Whoa.” Not whoa in a stop way but whoa in a fascinating way.
“Sorry, just give me a second I can not find my pants.” Without any warning, I feel a hand reach out and grab my waist. Resting on the side of my ass. I jumped slightly.
“Aiden- ” Before I could even get the words out, I felt his hands rubbing my hips and his lips pressed against my ass cheek. I turned around, and he was on his knees.
I was in shock. I didn’t think he even cared. He was the one to cut things off. I had never seen this side of him, but I was not complaining. Before I had the chance to process, he was rubbing the tops of my thighs with his head pressed into me.
“Leah, please.”
“What?”
“I don’t know why I cut things off. I was scared. Please just let me have you again, even for just one night.” I didn't even know what to say. I wanted this, of course, but I mean, I don’t know what to expect.
“Please, I will do anything, I just need you so bad.” I could feel myself getting wet with every word he said. The man is six feet tall, built with pure muscle, and has the best jawline. There is no reason he should be acting like this right now. None that any person would expect.
“You will have to prove it.” Before I even got done with that sentence, his hands were wrapped around my back and grabbing my ass. He has slouched down to where his head was, under my shirt, kissing where my underwear is.
I couldn’t help but let out a soft groan. He was slowly moving his hands across my ass. Almost like he was memorizing every curve of my body. Suddenly, I felt him walking forward on his knees and pushing me backwards toward the desk. While doing this, his teeth were on my underwear, pulling them down below my ass. I never knew someone could multitask that well.
As I fell into the chair, he used his teeth to pull my underwear the rest of the way off my legs. His hands are sliding down my legs. He lifted one ankle to his mouth, kissing my feet.
“Thank you, so so much.”
“Don’t thank me yet.” I caught a light glimpse of a smirk before he stuck his tongue to my leg and started working his way up. From my ankle to my knee. Licking and kissing. His hand has made its way in between my legs, not quite touching my clit, but enough to feel his warmth, which was making me drip onto the chair.
His lips are now between my legs, leaving hickeys all over the insides of my thighs.
“What are you waiting on?” I don't know how much longer I could wait for him to start fingering me.
“Say the word, and I will make you so happy, baby.”
“Go ahead. You know you're just as impatient as I am.” Before I even finished my sentence, three of his fingers were inside my pussy, thrusting back and forth. My hands shot up to grab the armrest.
“Fuck, oh my gosh.” I didn't know how much longer I could take before giving in. While one hand was thrusting, he moved his other hand to my nipples. Squeezing and pulling, all while moving his lips to my clit. He was pushing his tongue against him when suddenly he shot up, pulling his fingers out.
“Get up.”
“What?”
“I said, get up. Don't question me right now. You can tell me to stop, but you don't get to question me.” I liked where this was going.
I stood up, and he instantly took my shirt off of me. I am now standing in the middle of my bedroom naked.
He takes a step back to admire me.
“Am I the only one getting undressed tonight?”
“Don't worry, hunny, I'll be undressed here soon. Just need to explore my options first.” I had no clue what he meant, but I knew I could trust him. “Just stand there and do not move til I say so.”
I took that exactly how he said it. With that, he smirked and stood up, walking in circles around me. He walks behind me to my closet, reaching in the bottom, pulling out a belt and a rope. For obvious reasons, he knew it was in there. He instantly tied my arms to the headboard and then proceeded to lay me face down on the bed, tying each leg to a different bedpost at the bottom of the bed.
Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain on my ass. I turn around to see him adjusting the length of the belt around his hand. He knew I liked a little pain. I just didn’t realize he was going to jump back into it like that. He walks over to me and places the belt in my mouth. This was new. Really new. He walks to my side taking off his pants and hoodie, leaving him standing in only his boxers. Nothing about him was small.
I couldn’t help but notice the precum seeping through his boxers. Suddenly he crawls on to the bed laying his dick on my ass while kissing my shoulders. I could feel his breath on my neck as he moved his way up my neck, biting my ear. As he did this his dick was pressing harder into my ass. With every second I could feel myself growing more wet from his presence.
We went from avoiding each other to doing this. I don’t even know how we got in this situation. Well kind of.
I was suddenly brought out of thoughtby him shooting up taking his boxers off. I knew thats what was happening when they landed directly beside my face. I couldn’t help but let out a moan. Knowing he was standing behind my looking at me and there was nothing i could do about getting him to go inside of me.
“You ready sweetheart.” I am not sure how he expected me to respond. But he knew the answer because suddenly he slapped my ass. Not even a second later his face was buried between my legs. The sudden stimulation had me squirming. While licking me clean his hand went under my chest to play with my nipples.
He moves up and unties me from the bed, taking the belt out of my mouth. Suddenly he flips me over to face him and within seconds his lips are against mine. The kiss was nothing short of passionate and almost desperate. He sits up and just looks into my eyes.
I decided to break the silence. “We are going to regret this in the morning.”
“Maybe, but its not the morning yet is it.” He always found a rebuttal to everything I said.
One hand moves down to his cock where he lines up with my pussy. His mouth lowering onto my collarbones. He starts off slow pushing him self inch by inch into me.
“Fuck Leah, you're so wet.” I rolled by eyes and pulled his head up to kiss him. Before his lips hit mine he lingered above me. I could feel his breath on my lips as he stared into me eyes with a look ive never seen him have before. As his lips hit mine his hand shoots up to my chin. Putting my face in the exact position he wants it. With this he hovers over my face again, pulls his cock out, and thrusts deep and fast into me.
I let out a loud moan as my eyes roll into the back of my head. As I open my eyes to look at him, his mouth is slightly open and his eyes are closed now. Breathing heavily to gain his composer.
“You aren't gonna finish that fast, are you?” He started looking slightly annoyed.
With that, he put his hand over my mouth and started thrusting into me hard and fast. I could feel my stomach tightening and my legs starting to shake. We were both a mix of loud moans, heavy breathing, and sweat. As I felt my body start to climax, he pulled out fast and stuck his cock into my mouth.
His dick barely fits in my mouth, and he is shoving it into my throat so hard I can’t breathe. After about forty-five seconds of not being able to breathe, he shoves his dick into the very back of my throat. Filling me with cum.
He takes his dick out of my mouth and lowers himself back down. Pulling my legs up and kissing my ankles. My legs were now resting on his shoulders as he was thrusting in and out so hard I was seeing stars. As I climaxed, he collapsed onto my chest, kissing my tits and breathing heavily.
The room was full of heavy breathing, sweat, and the imminent regret that was bound to kick in before long.