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The travel had been long and torturous. The dry, sun-drenched, lemon-scented air of the Red Mountains and Starfall slowly gave way to the humid, salty, and frankly foul-smelling air of King’s Landing. Her Dornish maid handed her a scented handkerchief as the air within the carriage seemed to worsen.

Nervously had she sat within the carriage, her adorned fingers fiddling with the golden bands as she wondered about the man that she was supposed to convene—supposed to wed. Hair in a silvery glow, eyes shining in a violet hue. They said that Prince Maekar was the most Targaryen-looking out of the four sons of Daeron the Good.

What shade would his eyes carry? 

Never had the young girl seen a Targaryen with her own two eyes. She had only heard of the Valyrian beauty, men and women alike, and read of the infamous traits of their heritage. To her, those were as mystical as the creatures they once rode, the creatures that once the Kingdoms feared.

Would her children inherit those features?

Girls her age, fresh and still naive to the world, had this fascinating way of wondering, imaginations still unbent by wifely duties that would busy them soon enough. Childbearing was a concept that was indoctrinated into their brains until it became a dream. So they dreamed about the traits of their future children in the safety of their minds. They looked up to their mothers who seemed to glow with a child in their womb. The dangerous aspects were overseen or went unnoticed in their eagerness to carry their own offspring.

The young girl in the carriage on the way to her Prince was no different.

The royal party welcomed the arriving carriages and horses with their riders. Once they halted, she stepped out, her eyes landing first upon the King and the Queen at the front.

King Daeron did not possess a warrior’s build, nor the fierce, towering presence of the dragonlords of old Valyria. He was round-shouldered and gentle-faced, with thin legs and the slight, soft curve of a belly beneath his heavy robes of state. Yet, there was a profound, quiet dignity in his lavender eyes and the pale gold of his hair.

Beside him stood Queen Myriah, the very embodiment of the Dorne that she missed so terribly. The Queen was a woman of sharp, sun-baked elegance, her dark eyes flashing with the sharp wit of Sunspear, her deep olive skin a beautiful contrast to the pale Targaryen beside her.

But the moment she stood in front of the fourth son of the King, her face fell. Oh, she had imagined something else. The Prince was slightly taller than she was. His hair was in a cut that seemed unfitting to the shape of his head. These short bangs which were practically useless, for they did not cover his forehead one bit, and the awful length to his ear—an accident perhaps? And then there were those pox scars that covered his cheeks and made her pity him, a Prince of the Realm. Nothing at all what she had imagined.

But it seemed as though Prince Maekar was not pleased either. Perhaps she was not to his liking with her plum purple dress and the shape of her nose. Perhaps a woman already held his heart in soft hands. Perhaps she just was not fit to be the bride of a Prince.

Nonetheless, the first impression seemed to be likewise: unimpressed and uncertain.

But the decision had been made, not by them but by their parents who seemed pleased with the union of their houses. It would tie Dorne further to King‘s Landing while House Dayne would gain a higher reputation. And the two of them carried the burden of it all.

The worst of it all was the stroll through the Garden of the Red Keep to acquaint the future couple.

He said his few pleasantries as she did with hers. He complimented the rich silks and she thanked him with a humble bow of her head. Soles crushing pebbles and birds singing overtook the rest of their conversation. Now and then, she would glance back at the entourage following a few feet behind, too far to understand the words shared but close enough to see that there were no words shared at all. Her mother would urge her on with an encouraging nod each time their eyes met before she turned her attention back to Queen Myriah. Then her head would turn back to the grim Prince strolling beside her with an arm’s length space in between them.

His hair shone brightly in the sun’s yellow rays, creating a magical glow that surrounded him. It forced her to take him in further, to acknowledge that he, perhaps, was the Prince with the unique Valyrian traits that she had imagined. If he only did not look so grim as though she was at fault for all of this.

She noticed the sharp angles of his jaw or the stiffness of his shoulders, which seemed to give him a defensive posture. The young Prince was not just ignoring her. He was actively holding himself back, built like the unassailable Wall in the North.

Perhaps she had to do the first step to melt the ice that he carried. So she sucked in a deep breath to calm her racing heart.

"I have been nervous throughout the whole journey," she broke the heavy silence that had crept around them like a shadow with a quiet admission.

"But I believe that nervousness burdens you too, perhaps? Or perhaps it is only my wishful thinking or a desperate try to find a topic to discuss."

Her lips pressed into a thin line as she scolded herself internally for saying such dumb words. At least she had not started talking about her latest embroidery. Prince Maekar would have surely fallen into a deep slumber of boredom.

But the moment he did not answer? She felt that this would be a tough future, a quiet marriage with a grim husband. And that was the absolute worst for a girl like her, a girl who enjoyed life and its small pleasures, who laughed and smiled a lot. Her days would be grey from now on. Colorless and dreary as the clothes that he wore. Their marital bed would be as cold as his heart.

If he was able to smile at all?

Perhaps the young Prince had a condition, the frown etched into his face for eternities.

She would surely spend her time in the Gardens—most of her time—to feel some bits of joy within the gilded cage that would be hers soon. Alone. Perhaps she would be able to find friends among the lady wives of his brothers? Wishful thinking. But a small light in the world that seemed to grow darker and darker each second of their stroll that seemed to pass so slowly. She was at her wits’ end. Nothing seemed to melt the coldness of the young Prince.

May the Crone grant her wisdom for the times to come.

May the Warrior grant her strength to endure her brooding spouse.

And may the Mother grant her mercy… and most importantly a fruitful womb to give him a child and be done with her duty for this union.

Days passed by, too quickly for her liking. Not once had she crossed his path. He seemed to avoid her as though she carried a highly deadly plague. But she found company in the preparations. Hours had she spent on picking the right fabric for her gown. She visited the Great Sept of Baelor and marveled at its architectural grandeur. The Red Keep was in a hustle and bustle, working on the upcoming feast. Servants passed by at a quick pace, carrying silver trays, switching candles, or dusting chandeliers. So much fuss, too much to her liking.

Nothing seemed to be to her liking. She missed Starfall greatly and she would miss it even more once her parents returned home after the celebrations.

The wedding was a grand but swift affair, fitting for a son of the King. She wore the finest lavender colored silks adorned with embroidered silver flowers. Lace decorated the sleeves of her dress. Her maiden’s cloak wrapped around her shoulders. Her hair was swept up into an elegant, intricate updo, tight braids wrapping neatly around her head. Highly fashionable, had her maids said, all highborn ladies wore their hair that way nowadays. Here and there, they had placed hairpins ornamented with pearls.

All eyes were on her as she entered the Sept of Baelor. But instead of feeling high and mighty as some ladies, who had the honor of marrying into the royal family, would, she wished to be invisible, to vanish and never appear back again.

She felt misplaced.

And nervous. Oh Gods, she felt so nervous.

The moment she stopped beside him in front of the Septon, her heart faltered. He wore a high-collared doublet of black silk-velvet. It underlined an imposing silhouette that edged in the stiffness of his shoulders. His cloak was fastened to the shoulder pads with two silver dragons.

Her eyes flickered towards him ever so often, taking in his profile, the curve of his nose, the tight line of his lips. Once they turned to face each other, their eyes met and she dared to gift him a slight smile.

Perhaps to apologize for their first encounter. She had been so bothered by his lack of a smile that she forgot that she had not smiled at him either.

She had often thought about the moment that she had stepped out of the carriage during the silence of the past days. She must have looked so disappointed. It must have been as visible as it was tangible for her. And she had wished over and over again to apologize for something that was so unlike her.

The small smile seemed to surprise the young Prince. His eyes wandered slightly bewildered over her features, perhaps even confused. But that impression faded as quickly as it had appeared.

Their voices were in sync as they exchanged their vows in front of the Seven, eyes staying at each other.

"I am hers,

and she is mine,

from this day,

until the end of my days."

"I am his,

and he is mine,

from this day,

until the end of my days."

He removed her maiden‘s cloak and replaced it with the heavy material of a new one with the colors of his house and embroidered with the three-headed dragon of their blazon, symbolizing that she was now a part of his family, that they were now their own family.

His hands were calloused against her much softer ones once she placed them into his palms. They felt cold to the touch, as cold as the rest of him felt. Somehow she wished nothing more in that very moment than to share her warmth with him.

The tying of their joined hands declared them as one in front of the Seven. Husband and wife, two sides of the same coin.

He seemed to take her in more intensely after the small smile she had granted. As she was busy with their hands, mapping them out and internalizing them in her mind, he stared at her soft features. The way the corners of her mouth would twitch, the lines of her lips to the shape of her nose over the flutter of her lashes.

Maekar looked at the maiden who was now his wife—really looked. For the first time since their acquaintance, he was granting the girl a proper look. Why? Because she had smiled at him?

No, it was not just any smile. It had been kind and warm, not solely polite. One that reminded him of his mother in some way. The kind that she reserved for his father, and for his father alone. There was a difference. It may be slight but there was one. The smiles that she directed at him and his brothers were motherly warm. Which, to him, was definitely noticeable. Maekar was someone who took everything in quietly, especially the way his parents treated him and his brothers.

And so it did not go unnoticed by him how much her smile resembled the warmth of his mother whenever she smiled at her husband.

The feast that followed the ceremony was held in the Red Keep, her new home. The bride and groom sat next to each other at the head of the table. Their parents flanked the newlywed couple on either side. Fare and draught brightened the atmosphere and satisfied the guests. Laughter and tunes filled the silence between the husband and wife.

The bedding ceremony neared. She felt like a sacrificial lamb that neared its end, heart racing quicker and quicker the further time passed. If the heavy wooden doors closed on them, they would be all alone for the first time. The heavy thud would be loud and final before the silence swallowed it completely.

Her gaze flickered towards him, trying to decipher his mood by a look from the corner of her eye. He stared ahead at the frisky guests, sipping wine from his goblet.

And suddenly his head turned towards her. Her heart skipped a beat and her eyes snapped over to the plate in front of her on the table.

Had he caught her? Noticed how she stared at him?

A silent prayer was sent to the Gods above.

When she felt his eyes on her after something that felt like an eternity, she hesitantly turned her head to return the gaze.

"Is my face free of blemishes, Your Highness?"

Her voice was quiet, unsure, lost beneath the chatter that sounded through the Hall. He had to decipher the words said by reading the movements of her lips.

How much he wished to see that smile upon her lips again—he quickly ushered that thought out of his wandering mind.

"Yes, My Lady," he answered shortly, dull almost.

That answer was bothering her heart. How shall she converse with such a callous spouse?

She leaned a bit closer, shortening the distance between them that had settled upon their bodies and minds.

"I ought to apologize, Your Grace. Perhaps I have insulted you somehow during our first encounter. I did not intend to do so."

Apologize? This girl—his wife—apologized? For what exactly?

He tried to remember their shared words on that day—which were few to begin with. Maekar did not remember any insult that she may have directed at him. He only remembered those sweet features that darkened as the sun would on a cloudy day the moment that she had stepped out of the carriage.

Had he seemed so frightening to her? 

He was not a man of many words, never was. Only a few were fortunate enough to witness him fully immerse himself in their audience. But was he so intimidating?

He must have been. Otherwise, her lips would not have thinned into this firm line, the corners twitching downwards. Her eyebrows would not have knitted together questioningly as though she was scrutinizing his appearance.

"Apologize for what exactly, My Lady?"

"Perhaps for my initial impression… it seemed that I must have disappointed you in some way. I promise you wholeheartedly, I did not intend to seem so unhappy with our union. I was merely exhausted from the long journey," she gave him another one of her smiles, a helpless one but a smile nonetheless.

His gaze flickered over to Baelor who was watching from further down the table, reassuring him in a way that only a brother was able to do. Baelor was the only one who could, although Maekar sometimes envied his oldest sibling.

When his eyes returned to hers, he noticed the earnest way that she looked upon him. She had no ill intent, he saw it in the way her eyes shone so brightly in the candlelight of the Hall.

"I hold no grudge against you, My Lady," he saw the relief in her eyes, "my wife shall not apologize to me for something so minor."

His wife. She was his wife and only the Stranger could do them part.

Her lips lifted with the same relief that had flickered within her eyes. The young Prince may not be as brooding as she had thought of him. The Mother had granted her mercy.

This small but significant moment eased her heart for the bedding ceremony. And when the moment came, she even laughed with the cheering crowd that grabbed the groom and his bride to carry them towards their chamber. Loud chanting and boisterous laughter, hands on their arms and shoulders. The crowd was eager and in a spirited mood. The bedding ceremony was a part of a wedding that entertained the guests but appalled most newlyweds, especially the poor maiden.

Once their gowns were taken care of, the pair was left in their undergarments facing each other, and the heavy door slammed shut with a resounding thud. The noise was eerie, leaving a ringing silence.

"I was against this ceremony," he said into the quiet that had settled between them as it did so often.

This confession was simple but held so many underlying secrets.

Maekar had a soft heart. Somewhere beneath this hardness that he carried, somewhere beneath his coldness, he held a kindness. A kindness that he did not show openly—at least not for now—but hinted at it subtly.

"You do not need to worry, Your Grace. I hold no grudge against you," she laughed at the use of his own words. The noise was quiet, more of a breath but a laugh nonetheless. Her cheeks were flushed from wine or the warmth of the chamber, he did not know. But the color suited her, made her seem so lively against the cold stone walls of the Red Keep.

His finger hooked around the stray curl, twirling the strand with a slowness that felt almost reverent. For a man who handled broadswords and heavy shields, his touch was unexpectedly light, barely brushing the sensitive skin of her jaw. She held her breath, the steady thump-thump of her heart echoing loudly in her ears. Wide eyes stared up at the cold violet shade of his eyes, which seemed so much warmer in the amber glow of the fireplace.

For a long moment, neither of them moved. The silence between them shifted, losing its rigid, polite edges and turning into something thick and heavy with unspoken thoughts. Maekar’s gaze tracked the movement of her breath, his thumb tracing a slow, careful path down the line of her jaw before his hand reluctantly dropped back to his side.

"The hour is late My Lady," he said, his voice a low, rough rasp that broke the stillness of the room. He stepped back, giving her space, though his eyes never left hers.

And then he added ever-so-softly: "You should rest, My Lady Wife."

A part of her yearned to feel that careful touch again. He had held her with so much care, as though she were the most precious thing in the world. It was a softness that she had not expected of the brooding Prince, much like the many other things she had never expected to find in him.

Her hands reached out to carefully place them into his palms, feeling this callousness against her skin again. First, only her fingertips ran over the back of his hands, mapping over his knuckles to his rings, before they slipped from the thumb towards the volar surface. There she traced the prominent lines, opening his hands further to hers with a gentle coax until she was able to lace their fingers together.

He did not say a word, only let her gently explore his hands. There was no need for words. His violet eyes stayed locked onto her face throughout it all, even though hers were held low, focused on his hands.

The silence was once not stifling. It was content, almost pleasant.

She could only dream of what their future would hold. Perhaps her life in the Capital, far from her home, would not be as colorless as she had imagined during their stroll through the Gardens. Perhaps he was able to smile and be joyous in his own way, one that she still had to become acquainted with.

Only days ago, she had dreamed of a flawless Princeling with a silver glow and mystical violet eyes. She had dreamed of a perfect, easy future, shielding her mind from the dangerous realities of a royal match.

Instead, the Gods had given her Maekar, a Prince who was scarred and wrapped in a grim armor of silence.

She realized her dreams had not died—they had merely shifted. The cold, gilded cage she had anticipated suddenly felt a little warmer. She found herself wondering once more about the children she would bear him.

Would they inherit his sharp, unyielding jaw? The soft shade of his violet eyes or the shape of his nose? What set him apart from all others?

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The lower courtyard of the Red Keep was a forge of heat, dust, and unrelenting noise. It was situated far below the delicate, sea-breathed terraces of the Maidenvault, buried in the castle’s belly where the air always tasted faintly of charcoal, horse sweat, and the bitter tang of oiled iron. Here, the grand illusions of the court were stripped away, replaced by the grim realities of muscle and steel.

From the high, shadowed gallery that overlooked the training grounds, she watched him. The midday sun of King’s Landing hung high and merciless in a bleached-blue sky, a far cry from the crisp, mountain-born gales and lemon-scented evenings of Starfall. The humid, heavy atmosphere usually made her throat constrict, but today she scarcely noticed the thick air. Her eyes were fixed entirely on the shifting, powerful form of the King’s fourth son.

Maekar fought with a brutal, unembellished efficiency that bordered on the fanatical. He wore no polished plate armor today, no decorative silver dragons on his shoulders. He was clad only in a damp linen shirt that clung to the broad expanse of his back, a heavy leather gambeson, and scuffed riding boots. In his grip, the heavy steel broadsword looked like a natural extension of his arm.

With a low, guttural grunt, Maekar drove forward, his blade crashing against the oak-and-iron shield of a seasoned master-at-arms. The impact was deafening—a sharp, splintering crack that echoed off the high stone walls. The master-at-arms, a man who had trained knights for a decade, staggered back a step, his heels skidding through the dirt.

But Maekar gave him no quarter.

He pressed the advantage, his boots kicking up clouds of amber dust as he delivered a relentless torrent of downward strokes, each one heavier than the last.

Clang. Clang. Clang.

It was the rhythm of a man trying to hack his way out of an invisible cage. On the final blow, the master-at-arms’ shield split down the center, the iron rim buckled, and the older man dropped his sword into the dirt, raising a gauntleted hand in desperate surrender.

Maekar stopped his blade a mere inch from the man’s throat. His chest heaved violently, his hair stuck to his sweaty skin.

He had started to grow it out to her liking. No longer did he wear this awful length above his ear or these blunt bangs.

He did not smile at the victory. He never did. There was no joy in his triumphs, only a grim, tightly coiled satisfaction that he had forced the world to yield to him for a few fleeting minutes. He lowered his sword, offered a curt, stiff nod to his opponent, and wiped the sweat from his brow with the back of his forearm, his pox-scarred cheeks flushed dark from exertion.

Watching him from the shadows, her fingers tightened against the stone railing. A year had bled past since the heavy wooden doors of their bridal chamber had slammed shut with that loud, final thud—a year of navigating the treacherous, silken waters of King Daeron’s court.

It was a court that did not belong to Maekar. It belonged, entirely and effortlessly, to his easiest brother.

Prince Baelor. The Breakspear. Her brother-in-law was a man woven from the Realm‘s finest dreams.

He possessed the easy, golden grace of an ideal King, his laughter infectious, his speech silver-tongued and flawlessly polite. The lords hung on his every word in the Small Council; the smallfolk cheered until their throats were raw whenever his horse trotted through the muddy streets of the city. King Daeron looked at Baelor and saw the proud, glowing future of House Targaryen.

And then there was Maekar. The fourth son. The spare tire. The afterthought wrapped in a permanent frown. He was the anvil upon which the Realm‘s quiet burdens were hammered, left to sweat in the dirt while his brother collected the court’s adoration.

She had watched the subtle, cutting ways the courtiers bypassed him in the Great Hall, the way the minor lords saved their richest bows for Baelor and left Maekar with mere perfunctory nods. She knew the poison it poured into her husband’s veins. She knew the weight that was slowly bowing his broad shoulders.

When Maekar finally returned to their private apartments late that evening, the thick, suffocating silence of the palace seemed to cling to him like a second skin. The chamber was illuminated only by the deep, amber glow of the hearth fire, casting long, dancing shadows across the heavy velvet curtains of their massive bed.

He did not speak as he entered. He never did when the shadow of Baelor hung too heavily over him.

With rough, impatient movements, he began to strip away his gear, tossing his stained leather gambeson onto a nearby chair with a heavy thud.

He stood by the hearth in his unlaced shirt, his back to her, his large hands resting flat against the stone mantlepiece. His muscles were tight, knotted with a tension that ran so deep it looked painful. Under the flickering firelight, the deep pox scars on his jawline looked starker, casting tiny shadows across his face.

She did not offer him the empty, performative pleasantries of a courtly highborn lady. She did not ask how his day had been, nor did she comment on the lateness of the hour.

Instead, she rose from her velvet seat, her bare feet silent against the cool stone floor as she stepped into his space. She closed the distance he so rigidly maintained with the rest of the world, refusing to let him wall himself off behind his invisible North Wall.

Stepping up behind him, she slid her arms around his thick waist, pressing her cheek firmly against the warm, solid expanse of his shoulder blades.

He stiffened instantly at the contact, a low hiss escaping his teeth, but she did not pull away.

She held him tighter, anchoring him.

"You are letting them consume you," she murmured, her voice a quiet, dornish breeze in the stagnant air of the room.

A heavy, ragged sigh tore from Maekar’s chest, his shoulders dropping a fraction of an inch. He turned slowly within her embrace, his dark violet eyes—turbulent and swirling like a midnight sea—locking onto hers.

"Baelor spoke before the lords today regarding the taxation of the Stepstones," Maekar said, his voice a low, gravelly rasp that vibrated directly against her palms as she shifted her hands to his chest.

"He spoke for ten minutes, and the entire council sat in rapturous silence. My father smiled. He looked at Baelor as if the Mother herself had blessed the Realm with his birth."

Maekar’s jaw clenched so hard the muscles jumped.

"When I rose to present the logistics for the city watch garrisons, my father merely nodded. A polite, dismissive gesture. Baelor is the future of the dynasty. Aerys and Rhaegel are ahead of me. And I am... nothing. A shadow meant to fill a seat at the end of the table."

"You are not a shadow to me," she whispered, her fingers spreading flat against his racing heart, feeling the fierce, rapid thump-thump beneath his skin.

"I do not see the fourth son when I look at you, Maekar. I see my husband. I see the only man in this wretched Castle who possesses a heart true enough to hate its falseness."

A strange, fractured sound escaped his throat—halfway between a gasp and a growl. The rigid, defensive armor he wore against the world cracked, shattering completely in the absolute privacy of their sanctuary. The unyielding Prince vanished, replaced by a man possessed by a sudden, desperate hunger to be seen, to be touched, to prove he was alive.

The heavy, impatient movements of his hands spoke of a hunger that had been festering for months beneath the court’s rigid decorum. When his calloused palms caught the hem of her plum-colored silk gown, he gathered the rich fabric up and over her head in one fluid, breathless motion, tossing it blindly into the shadows. He left her standing in nothing but her thin linen shift, her skin flushed under the firelight.

Maekar did not wait. His hands slid down the curves of her waist, fingers digging firmly into her hips as he lifted her effortlessly, carrying her to the massive, velvet-curtained bed.

The down mattress sank beneath their combined weight as he pressed her back into the sheets, immediately looming over her like a dark, possessive shadow.

With a low, guttural growl, his teeth nipped at the sensitive seam of her shoulder where her shift had fallen away. His large hands caught the neckline of the linen garment, and with a sharp, tearing sound, he parted the fabric down the center, exposing her completely to his unblinking, dark violet gaze.

He drank in the sight of her, his chest heaving violently against her own, the heat radiating from his bare skin so intense it felt as though the hearth fire itself had climbed into the bed.

"You are my only peace," he muttered against her throat, his voice a rough, desperate rasp. "My only truth."

His mouth swept downward, his tongue tracing a damp, burning path from her collarbone to the swelling slope of her breast. He cupped her with a heavy, calloused hand, his thumb teasing the tight, sensitive peak until a soft, fractured gasp tore from her throat.

The sound only fueled his urgency.

He took her mouth again, a deep, bruising collision of tongues that tasted of tart red wine and fierce, unbridled dominance.

She arched her back, her bare thighs parting instinctively to welcome his massive frame.

Maekar shifted, his knee forcing its way between her legs, spreading them wide to settle wholly with his hips in between them. One hand loosened the ties of his breeches, enough to free himself for her—his wife.

Her breath caught in her throat.

His rough fingers guided his rigid length against her slick, aching core, testing her readiness. The slick warmth of her skin made him grunt, the raw friction causing her to writhe beneath him. Her fingers clawed at the tense, knotted muscles of his back, urging him to end the agonizing tease as he rubbed against her center.

He pinned her wrists flat against the mattress above her head, his thick, scarred fingers lacing tightly through hers—just as she had taught him to do when the heavy doors first closed a year ago—locking them together as two sides of a single coin.

Then, with a heavy, single thrust, he buried himself deeply inside her.

A sharp cry of pure pleasure was caught in her throat as he filled her fully, the sudden, overwhelming stretch causing her eyes to flutter shut.

Maekar held himself still for a fraction of a second, his jaw clenched so hard the muscles jumped, a low groan vibrating deep in his chest as he adjusted to the tight, suffocating warmth of her body wrapping around him. He pulsed inside her, his length stretching her open so completely she could only gasp into the space between their lips.

"Look at me," he commanded hoarsely.

When her eyes snapped open, she found his violet gaze burning down into hers with a relentless, fierce intensity.

He began to move, his thrusts drawing nearly all the way out until the sensitive tip barely lingered at her entrance before driving back in with a brutal, deliberate rhythm.

Every plunge was heavy and deeply possessive, a silent declaration that whatever the court took from him by day, this space belonged entirely to him by night. He struck deep, bottoming out against her core until her whimpers turned into a breathless, rhythmic chant of his name.

The friction was agonizingly sweet, a coiling, white-hot tension building rapidly within her belly with every heavy, unyielding shift of his hips. She lost herself in the primal rhythm of his body, her hips rising instinctively to meet every deep, punishing stroke, desperate to clamp tighter around him.

The mattress creaked beneath them, the scent of woodsmoke and their mingled sweat filling the enclosed space of the velvet curtains. He shifted his angle, driving harder, hitting a spot deep inside her that made her toes curl and her lower abdomen tremble with an impending release.

Maekar’s movements grew faster, more chaotic, his control slipping as the tight, rhythmic contractions of her core began to squeeze him, pushing him entirely over the edge. His breathing turned into ragged, desperate gasps.

He let go of her hands, his arms wrapping beneath her shoulders to hoist her upper body off the bed, crushing her breasts against his chest as he drove into her one final, devastating time—instantly her arms wrapped around his neck.

A brilliant, blinding explosion of pleasure shattered through her, her internal muscles pulsing relentlessly, tightly clamping around him as she cried his name into the column of his neck.

The tight, rhythmically squeezing sensation broke his remaining restraint completely; Maekar let out a low, animalistic roar against her skin, his body shuddering violently as he drove himself as deep as he could go, spending his warmth deep inside her, anchoring them both to the quiet dark of the room.

Afterward, as the fire died down to a mound of glowing red embers, Maekar did not retreat to his side of the bed. He lay with his head resting heavily against her chest, his thick arm draped possessively over her waist, holding her as if she might vanish into the morning mist if he let go.

The rigid stiffness had finally left his shoulders. In the quiet dark, she ran her fingers through his silver hair, watching the slow, rhythmic rise and fall of his chest, realizing that within the walls of their private cage, she had found the fire hidden beneath his stone.

The silence between them stretched, no longer heavy with the burdens of the court, but light and soft. Maekar shifted slightly, his face burying deeper into the crook of her neck, his breath warm against her damp skin.

"Stay like this," he murmured, his voice a low, gravelly rumble that vibrated through her chest. "Do not let the morning come just yet."

She leaned her head against his silver hair, a soft, tired smile pulling at her lips. "The sun answers to the dragons, My Prince, but tonight... tonight we have outrun it."

He let out a breath that was almost a laugh, his arm tightening around her waist just a fraction more. "Then let it try to find us here."

The turning of the year brought a subtle, profound change to the rhythm of their lives. The humid, foul-smelling air of King’s Landing no longer felt quite so oppressive, or perhaps she had found a new focus that kept her mind far from the politics of the Great Hall.

It began in the early mornings, when the sharp, greasy smell of the Castle’s kitchens roasting meats would hit her window, causing her stomach to churn with a sudden, violent intensity.

She would find herself clutching the edge of the washbasin, her breath coming in ragged gasps as her Dornish maid quietly stepped forward, handing her a cool, damp cloth soaked in lavender water. The maid did not speak, but a knowing, silent smile graced the woman’s lips—a look that made her heart leap into her throat.

When the Grand Maester finally visited their apartments, his old chains clinking softly as he examined her, he confirmed what her maid had already suspected after the subtle changes in her body—changes that only an experienced woman could know.

A fruitful womb. The Mother had granted her prayer.

She was with child.

When she told Maekar that evening, he froze entirely. He was standing by the window, watching the sunset bleed red over the Blackwater Bay. For a terrifying second, she feared the grim armor had descended upon him once more, that the burden of another mouth to feed in the royal line would weigh him down.

But as he turned to face her, his eyes dropped to her hands, which were resting defensively against her still-flat stomach. His violet eyes widened. The hard, defensive stone in his expression cracked, and for the first time, she saw his eyes soften into a shade that was beautifully, devastatingly warm.

He crossed the room in two long strides and fell to his knees before her, burying his face in the rich folds of her skirt. His heavy arms wrapped around her hips in a silent, reverent embrace.

He did not say a single word—Maekar had never been a man of speeches—but the slight, uncontrollable tremor in his broad shoulders told her everything his tongue could not.

He was no longer just a spare Prince; he was a father.

The months that followed were a blur of quickening steps and growing anticipation within their private wing of the Castle. Her belly swelled into a beautiful, round curve that she wore with a glowing pride, completely indifferent to the hushed, calculating whispers of the courtly ladies.

Maekar spent less time hovering in Baelor’s golden shadow in the courtyard. He trained with the same ferocity, but the moment his duties were done, he would return to their rooms. He would sit beside her for hours, his large, calloused hand resting over her womb, his face losing its permanent frown whenever he felt the sudden, sharp kicks of the life they had created together.

This life—this fragile life—they created, welded them together so tightly. They had been unable to hold their hands apart from each other.

Shoulders touching, pinkies wrapping around each other, arms brushing together.

There had to be a touch in whatever form possible even if it was as subtle as a light breeze in the summer heat. Subtle but efficient—tying two lovers together.

And soon out of two would become three. So quickly that the time seemed to pass by in an eye’s blink.

Then came the blood, the tearing pain, and the longest night of her life.

The labor was a torturous affair that dragged on for nearly a day and a night. The air in the birthing chamber grew thick and suffocating, heavy with the scent of boiled herbs, sweat, and hot water.

Highborn ladies of the court and elderly Maesters fluttered about her bed like a flock of black crows, their voices a distant, irritating buzz as they muttered about positions and moon tea.

Through the terrifying haze of agony that threatened to tear her apart, she reached out, her fingers searching blindly through the linen sheets for the one anchor she needed.

Maekar was there.

Defying all courtly customs—which dictated that men should remain in the halls while women labored—he refused to leave the room. He had threatened to throw the Grand Maester from the window when the old man tried to bar him.

Oh, her Maekar.

Nothing could have declared his love as much as his staying with her through the hardest night of her young life.

He sat on a low stool by her bedside, his dark doublet discarded, his shirtsleeves rolled up to his elbows. He allowed her to clamp her fingers around his hand, squeezing with a desperate, crushing force that surely bruised his knuckles, but he did not flinch. He did not offer empty, poetic platitudes or tell her it would be over soon.

He simply held her hand, his jaw set like iron, his violet eyes burning into hers with an unshakeable, fierce intensity that gave her the strength to endure each crushing wave of pain.

"I am dying," she whispered through exhaustion after pushing for hours and hours.

The time did not seem to pass. No, it ticked agonizingly and torturingly slow, everything around her in a blur that desoriented her.

Her hair was sticking in damp strands against her sweat-slickened skin. Never had she felt so drenched. It was too warm, too cold. All within the same breath of air.

Hands held onto her, words were whispered. But all of that sounded so shallow.

A voice urged her on to press one last time, to keep breathing and pushing. But the words did not register.

"You will not die, you cannot," his voice broke through the clouds that pestered her mind.

"You have to press again, for me. Do you hear me?"

With one final, shattering gasp that tore from her raw throat, the agonizing pressure gave way to a sudden, ringing silence—followed instantly by a sharp, thin, wailing cry that pierced the quiet of the room.

"A son, Your Grace," the Maester announced, his voice muffled as he lifted the slick, squalling infant from the blood-stained sheets. "A healthy young Prince."

The chamber erupted into a flurry of hurried, relieved movements as the maids rushed to cleanse the babe, wrapping him in fine, lavender-scented linen blankets.

She lay back against the damp pillows, utterly exhausted, her breath shallow, her body trembling from the ordeal, but her heart felt lighter than it had ever been since leaving Starfall.

Maekar rose slowly from his seat, his towering silhouette casting a long, imposing shadow across the stone walls as he approached the Maester.

When he turned back toward her, he was holding the tiny, fragile bundle in his massive, scarred arms.

The fierce warrior, the man who handled heavy broadswords and smashed iron shields with brutal force, looked entirely terrified. He walked back toward the bed with hesitant, hyper-careful steps, as though a single sudden movement or too harsh a breath might shatter the fragile life in his grasp—the life they had created together.

He sat gently on the edge of the mattress, leaning close so she could see. The babe had a thin tuft of sandy brown hair clinging to his wet scalp, his tiny features wrinkled and pink. Suddenly, as if sensing the warmth of his parents, the infant’s eyelids fluttered open, revealing a pair of soft, mist-violet eyes that stared up blankly into the shadows of the canopy.

"Daeron," Maekar whispered, his voice cracking with an emotion so raw, so deeply buried, it made her own throat tighten with tears. He named the boy for his father, the King, fulfilling his duty to the Realm. But as he looked down at the child, there was no thought of councils, or successions, or older brothers in his gaze.

"Daeron…" she echoed quietly, her voice a hoarse whisper after hours and hours of screaming and crying.

"It suits him."

Their first child, Daeron.

Her husband held the very proof of their union in his big hands—a small and fragile proof.

Maekar reached down with a single, massive finger, his rough, calloused pad gently brushing the baby’s tiny, impossibly soft cheek.

He held his firstborn with a terrifying tenderness, his broad shoulders squaring instinctively, wrapping the child in a protective cocoon of muscle and bone.

This small life that his wife had gifted him depended on his protection. He was a father now, a father who held his firstborn son.

He was a shield against the world.

Looking up from the babe, Maekar’s eyes met hers. And there, in the quiet dark of their chamber, far from the gardens and the judging, indifferent eyes of the court, the young Prince did something she had once believed him incapable of doing.

His lips parted, the permanent frown etching completely out of his face as a soft, genuinely breathless smile graced his features—a smile filled with a warmth that was meant for her, and for her alone.

"I will pick his Dragon Egg myself," he declared proudly. Dragons may have vanished from Earth but the tradition has remained.

And Daeron, as a Prince of House Targaryen, deserved to call one his own.

She leaned her head back against the pillows, a profound, contented warmth settling deep into her bones. Her life in the Capital would never be colorless. Her dreams had not died in the grey stone of the Red Keep; they had merely evolved into the beautiful, fierce reality of the family they were building together in the dark.

Chapter Text

The air in the upper gardens of the Red Keep had grown heavy with the scent of late-summer roses, but to those who knew how to read the winds, it smelled of ash.

By the turn of the hundred-and-ninety-fourth year since Aegon’s Conquest, the grand masonry of the Capital felt less like a sanctuary and more like a pressure cooker.

Below the high walls of the Hill of Rhaenys, the city hummed with a restless, discordant energy. It was not the simple, familiar chaos of smallfolk bartering in the markets or sailors brawling on the docks; it was a low, vibrating friction that seemed to scrape against the nerves of everyone who walked the high stone galleries.

In the sun-drenched courtyard of the sea-facing pavilion, however, the grand games of the realm felt wonderfully, if temporarily, distant.

Beside her sat Jena, a rare and cherished anchor in the treacherous currents of the Red Keep. Their friendship had been forged not from the calculated alliances of the court, but from the shared, weary solidarity of young motherhood within a house divided—and, of course, being wed to two brothers.

Today, Jena was occupied with her own young son, a robust and cheerful boy who possessed none of Daeron‘s crippling hesitations. Valarr was currently balanced on his mother‘s lap, his small fingers stickily gripping a half-eaten fig. At the same time, Jena softly bounced him, her quiet, grounding presence a comforting shield against the heavy political noise vibrating just beyond the garden walls.

"Softly, Daeron," she murmured, her fingers gently guiding her firstborn’s tiny, trembling hands.

"The bird will not bite if your hand remains steady."

Little Prince Daeron, two years of age, blinked up at her with large, timorous violet eyes. He possessed none of his father’s sharp, blocky jaw or fierce posture. Instead, he was a delicate, soft-featured child, his sandy brown hair falling in fine, wispy curls around a pale forehead that spent far too much time pinched in worry.

At the sudden, sharp flap-flap of a mourning dove rising from the stone fountain, the toddler shrieked, burying his face directly into the rich silk of her skirts, his tiny fists bunching the fabric as he trembled.

"He is too soft for a prince of the blood."

The gravelly voice cut through the quiet rustle of the garden leaves. Maekar stood at the edge of the terrace, his massive frame silhouetted against the blinding glare of the Blackwater Bay.

He had just come from the armory, his heavy leather jerkin smelling faintly of oil and cold iron, his jaw covered with a day’s growth of silver stubble.

"He is a child, Maekar," she replied softly, smoothing a hand over Daeron’s fine curls until the boy’s frantic breathing began to slow.

"He simply prefers the quiet. There is no crime in a gentle heart."

Maekar stepped into the shade of the pavilion, his heavy boots thudding against the flagstones. He acknowledged Jena with a curt nod before looking down at his firstborn son, his turbulent violet eyes narrowing slightly.

There was no cruelty in his gaze—never cruelty—but there was a deep, unyielding anxiety. A fourth son knew the price of being overlooked; a fourth son’s firstborn had to be steel if he was to survive the court’s indifference.

"A gentle heart is a luxury the Red Keep does not afford for long," Maekar said, though the harshness of his words was softened by the deliberate, careful way he sat beside her on the stone bench.

He reached out, his massive, calloused hand hovering over Daeron’s small shoulder for a fraction of a second before gently squeezing it.

At his father’s touch, the boy did not flinch, but he did not lean in, either. He merely stared at Maekar’s scarred knuckles with a quiet, solemn fascination.

"The smallfolk are talking in the lower bailey," Maekar muttered in a quiet tone, turning his gaze toward the city below. His brow furrowed, the deep lines between his eyes casting dark shadows.

"The streets are full of men wearing red leather or carrying tokens of the Great Bastard. Daemon Blackfyre held a tourney near the Blackwater last fortnight. They say he unhorsed half the Kingsguard with that cursed sword of his. My father ignores it. Baelor calls it 'harmless bravado.' But a man does not gather knights to his side merely to show off the color of his hair."

Jena only listened to the words said about her husband, silent—as was expected of the wife of an heir—and pretending to be busied with her son, his cheeks covered in fig juice.

"Let the bastards play their games, Maekar," she said, shifting closer to him until her shoulder pressed against his iron-hard bicep. She took his hand, forcing his rigid fingers—perhaps of the presence of his brother’s Lady Wife?—to uncurl, tracing the rough lines of his palm with her thumb.

"Within these walls, you are my heart. Let the Realm hammer itself to pieces outside our door. Here, we hold the line."

Maekar looked down at their joined hands, the fierce, defensive knot in his shoulders finally loosening. He let out a long, slow breath, leaning his forehead against her shoulder for a brief, stolen moment of vulnerability.

"I do not know what I would do without your quiet, my love. The Castle is a madhouse, and my family is the source of the plague."

Before she could answer, a piercing, high-pitched wail shattered the midday peace. It did not come from the gardens, but from the high arched window of their inner chambers. It was a sharp, demanding screech that sounded less like a human infant and more like a hatchling dragon defending its nest.

Daeron immediately whimpered, covering his ears with his tiny hands and pressing himself further into her lap.

"The younger Prince wakes," Jena said warmly as she lifted her gaze from the boy in her lap.

Aerion had been born at the turn of the year, and from the moment his wet, silver-white head had emerged into the world, he had been the antithesis of his older brother.

Where Daeron was a quiet puddle of water, Aerion was a spark of wildfire. He did not cry when he was hungry; he screamed as if he were being flayed. He did not sleep through the night; he spent the dark hours squirming, his tiny fists striking out at the air, his bright, unblinking violet eyes staring into the shadows with a strange, unnerving intensity.

Leaving Daeron in the care of her trusted Dornish maid, she rose and led Maekar back into the cooler, shadow-drenched interior of their apartments.

The nursery was bathed in the red-gold light of the fading afternoon. In the heavy oak cradle, the newborn Prince was thrashing against his swaddling blankets. His skin was flushed a bright, angry crimson, his tiny mouth open in a furious roar.

Maekar approached the cradle with the same hesitant, hyper-careful steps he used whenever he was around the infants. He reached down, attempting to soothe the boy by placing a large hand over his chest. Still, the moment Aerion felt the restriction, he twisted violently, his tiny fingernails scratching against Maekar’s thumb until a thin line of red appeared on the Prince’s skin.

"The boy has a devil in him," Maekar said, staring down at the scratch with a mixture of shock and a strange, twisted sort of pride.

"He is barely six moons old, and he already fights the hand that feeds him."

"He is lively," she corrected him, stepping forward and deftly lifting the screaming infant into her arms.

She unfastened the tight swaddling, allowing the boy’s limbs to move freely. The moment his legs were loose, Aerion began to kick against her ribs, his tiny hands snatching at the gold chain around her neck with a fierce, iron-like grip.

"He does not like to be contained, Maekar. He has too much of the Dragon’s blood in him, perhaps."

She rocked the child, humming a low, droning lullaby from the Red Mountains of Dorne, but Aerion’s cries did not fully soften.

He merely stared up at her, his wet, violet eyes burning with a defiance that felt entirely too old for his tiny face. It took nearly an hour of patient pacing, of yielding to his chaotic movements rather than fighting them, before the boy finally exhausted himself, his silver head dropping heavily against her breast as he fell into a twitching, restless sleep.

Maekar watched the display from the shadows of the bedpost, his arms crossed over his chest. The sight of his wife—calm, unyielding, and utterly grounded amidst the chaos of their two drastically different sons—was the only thing that kept the rising panic of the Realm from choking him alive.

"You spend your strength on them," Maekar said softly, stepping up behind her as she gently laid Aerion back into the cradle. His large hands slid over her shoulders, his thumbs massaging the tight muscles of her neck.

"And you leave none for yourself."

"I have enough for them," she whispered, turning around within his arms, her hands coming up to rest against his jaw, feeling the rough stubble beneath her palms.

"And I have more than enough for you."

Maekar’s gaze darkened, the turbulence in his midnight-violet eyes fracturing into a sudden, heavy heat.

He did not need to be told twice.

Without a word, he looped a massive arm beneath her thighs and another behind her back, lifting her effortlessly against his chest.

She gasped softly, anchoring herself by wrapping her arms around his thick neck as he carried her the few short paces away from the cradle, deeper into the shadow-drenched privacy of their bedchamber.

He lowered her onto the edge of the large oak table, clearing a stack of loose parchments with a careless sweep of his hand. They fluttered to the floor unnoticed. Settling his heavy frame between her parted knees, Maekar caught the hem of her plum silk gown, sliding his rough palms up the sensitive skin of her thighs until he gathered the fabric at her waist.

His breathing was already turning ragged. He leaned down, burying his face in the crook of her neck, his teeth nipping hungrily at the tender column before his mouth moved up to claim her lips. It was a deep, bruising kiss that tasted of lingering heat and desperate possession, his tongue sliding past her teeth to dominate her mouth with an unhurried, agonizingly thorough rhythm.

She arched into him, her fingers tangling frantically in his silver hair, her thighs clamping tightly around his hips to pull his solid weight closer. The friction of his heavy breeches rubbing against her bare, aching core made a soft, broken whimpering sound escape her throat.

Hearing it, Maekar let out a low, guttural grunt. He broke the kiss just long enough to reach down and unlace himself, his thick fingers trembling with an urgency he rarely showed outside their walls. He did not wait to guide himself; his hands gripped her hips, his thumbs digging firmly into her flesh as he lifted her slightly and drove upward, burying his rigid length inside her in one deep, unyielding thrust.

Her eyes snapped open, a sharp cry of pure pleasure caught in her throat as she accommodated the sudden, overwhelming fullness of him. She stretched around him, her internal muscles clamping in a tight, desperate rhythm that made Maekar freeze, his jaw clenching so hard the muscles jumped beneath his scarred cheeks.

A low, animalistic groan vibrated deep in his chest as he held himself still, waiting for the initial, suffocating wave of heat to pass.

"You are so tight," he hoarsely growled against her skin, his hands tightening on her hips until his knuckles turned white.

"Every damn day this Castle bleeds me dry, and every night you bring me back to life."

"Then move, Maekar," she breathed, her bare legs hooking over his lower back to pull him deeper.

"Do not make me wait."

He did not. He began to move with a deliberate rhythm, his thrusts bottoming out against her core before drawing nearly all the way out, teasing the sensitive entrance before driving back in.

The hard edge of the oak table bit slightly into her back, but she scarcely felt it, entirely consumed by the white-hot friction coiling violently in her lower belly.

The space filled with the frantic cadence of their breathing and the wet, rhythmic sound of their bodies meeting. Maekar’s movements grew faster, the domestic control he usually maintained fracturing as her core pulsed tightly around him with every deep stroke.

He leaned forward, flattening her breasts against the solid muscle of his chest, his mouth sweeping down to capture her nipple through the thin linen of her shift, sucking fiercely until she was writhing beneath him.

The tension within her built to a fever pitch, a blinding, desperate need that made her hips rise instinctively to meet his downward strokes.

"Maekar– please," she gasped, her fingers clawing at the tensed, sweat-slicked muscles of his shoulders.

The ragged desperation in her voice pushed them both over the edge. Maekar let out a low, primal roar against her neck, his thrusts turning chaotic and deep.

An explosion of pleasure shattered through her, her internal walls contracting relentlessly around him in a succession of tight, pulsing spasms that made her head fall back, his name tearing from her lips that his own silenced quickly—for the sake of the resting babe.

The intense, rhythmic squeezing broke Maekar‘s remaining restraint completely. He drove into her one final, devastating time, holding himself deep within her core as his body shuddered violently, spending his warmth deep inside her as the quiet dark of the room closed in around them.

As the months bled into the winter of one hundred-and-ninety-five, the domestic walls of their apartment became an absolute necessity.

The political atmosphere in the Red Keep had turned toxic. King Daeron’s court was split down the center by a silent, invisible blade.

On one side stood the King’s loyalists—those who favored the peaceful, scholarly rule of Daeron and the golden promise of Prince Baelor.

On the other side, a dangerous, dark undercurrent was rising. Whispers of Daemon Blackfyre’s legitimacy, of his possession of the ancestral Targaryen sword, and of his unmatched martial prowess were spoken in every tavern and dark corridor.

The lords of the Realm were secretly picking sides, calculating which Dragon would offer them more gold, more lands, and more blood.

Maekar was caught in the middle of the vice. He spent his days in grueling council meetings where Baelor’s elegant diplomatic maneuvers consistently overshadowed his practical, military-minded advice.

It was only in the deepest hours of the night, when the heavy oak doors were barred and the children were asleep in their separate chambers, that the frantic, terrifying noise of the Realm could be entirely locked out.

The hearth fire had burned down to a deep, visceral crimson glow when Maekar finally came to the bed. He did not wear his armor or his fine doublets; he was clad only in a loose, cream-colored linen shirt that lay open at his collar, exposing the heavy, hair-dusted muscle of his chest.

She was already waiting for him beneath the heavy down quilt, her hair loose and spilling like a silk river across the white pillows.

Maekar did not speak. He climbed into the massive bed, his movements heavy and deliberate, and immediately pulled her into his space.

There was no desperate, frantic violence in his touch tonight—not like his usual raw, possessive hunger. This was a domestic, deep-rooted intimacy born of mutual survival. It was a comfortable, knowing rhythm that felt like an anchor in a storm.

"The King refused to reinforce the garrisons along the Mander," Maekar muttered against her hair, his large hand sliding down her spine, his warm palm tracing every vertebra through the thin linen of her nightgown.

"He believes Daemon is simply... hosting tournaments. He believes blood will prevent blood."

"Do not think of the King tonight," she whispered, her hands sliding beneath his shirt, her fingers splaying against the smooth, hot skin of his lower back. She pulled him down, her thighs parting naturally under the weight of his leg as he shifted over her.

"Let the King have his peace. Give me yours."

Maekar let out a low, shuddering sigh, the tension in his face finally melting away under the gentle, repetitive stroking of her fingers.

He leaned down, his mouth finding hers in a deep, slow, and utterly familiar collision. It tasted of the sweet blackberry wine they had shared at supper and the deep, clean warmth of skin. His tongue parted her lips with an easy, unhurried dominance, exploring the cavern of her mouth as if he were memorizing a territory he had conquered a thousand times over, yet still found completely breathtaking.

His hands moved with a practiced, reverent slowness. He reached down and caught the hem of her nightgown, his calloused fingers brushing against her bare calves, her knees, and the soft skin of her inner thighs as he slid the fabric upward.

Maekar shifted, his large frame settling between her legs, his weight a heavy, comforting blanket that pressed her deep into the down mattress. He cupped her cheek with his hand, his thumb stroking her cheekbone, his dark violet eyes staring down into hers with an absolute, unwavering devotion.

"You are the only place where I do not have to be a Prince," he hoarsely whispered, his voice vibrating against her lips.

"The only place where I am allowed to just... be."

"Then be mine," she breathed against his mouth.

Slowly, deliberately, Maekar slid down the length of her body, his large, calloused hands smoothing over her hips, pinning her thighs wide apart as he knelt between them on the heavy down mattress.

She let out a soft, startled gasp, her fingers clutching at the tangled sheets as the cool air of the room hit her bare skin. But the cold was instantly replaced by the searing warmth of his breath.

Maekar leaned down, his silver hair brushing against her inner thighs as his mouth found her slick, aching core. The first touch of his tongue was a broad, deliberate stroke that made her hips arch violently off the bed. He grunted softly, his large hands anchoring her hips against the mattress, refusing to let her retreat from the intense, concentrated heat of his mouth.

He worked with the same meticulous, unembellished efficiency he brought to the training grounds, yet here it was softened by a deep, worshipful reverence. His tongue swirled and parted her sensitive folds, lapping hungrily at the sweet, honeyed wetness that had gathered there from the slow heat of his earlier kisses.

Every stroke was heavy and deeply possessive, a silent declaration that whatever the court took from his pride by day, this beautiful, hidden sanctuary belonged entirely to him by night.

"Maekar," she choked out, her voice a fractured whisper into the dark. Her eyes fluttered shut as a white-hot tension began to coil violently in her lower belly.

She reached down, her fingers tangling frantically in his silver locks, alternatively pushing him closer and pulling back as the sheer, overwhelming friction threatened to undo her.

He ignored her weak resistance, his rhythm growing more urgent. His thumbs found her tight center, spreading her open completely to his unblinking gaze as his tongue flicked sharply against the most sensitive peak of her core.

The sensation was agonizingly sweet, a primal, rhythmic friction that made her writhe beneath his heavy hands, her breath catching in her throat in a steady, frantic cadence.

"Look at me," he murmured hoarsely, parting from her skin for a mere fraction of a second, his lips slick and glistening under the amber light of the dying embers.

When her eyes snapped open, she found him watching her with an intensity that had nothing to do with the anger of the court and everything to do with a fierce, protective devotion.

He went back down, his mouth swallowing her sighs as his pacing turned faster, harder, his tongue driving against her with a relentless, unyielding force.

The world outside their curtained sanctuary was sliding into an abyss of treason and war, but within this small square of velvet, there was only the sound of his wet, frantic intake of breath and the desperate, possessive growls he could no longer contain against her skin.

The coiling tension inside her snapped with a sudden, brilliant violence. A wave of pure, rhythmic pleasure rippled through her entire body, her internal muscles pulsing relentlessly as a long, breathless cry of his name tore from her lungs.

Maekar did not pull away; he drank in her climax, his tongue tracing her trembling flesh through every pulsing contraction, anchoring her to the quiet comfort of the bed until her frantic breathing finally began to slow.

Afterward, the room was silent save for the ragged sound of their recovering breath. Maekar slid back up her body, heavy and sweat-slicked, and collapsed over her. He tucked his head securely into the crook of her neck, his massive arms wrapping possessively around her waist to pull her close against his chest, the hard, defensive armor of Prince Maekar completely melted away into the soft, domestic dark.

The peace lasted until the third moon of ninety-six.

Then, the world broke.

It happened on a morning that began with an unnatural, eerie stillness. The sun rose over the Blackwater not in its usual golden hue, but in a dull, bruised crimson that seemed to stain the stone walls of the Red Keep with the color of fresh blood.

She was sitting in the sunny alcove of the solar, attempting to coax Daeron into eating a bowl of sweetened porridge.

The toddler was pale, his eyes ringed with dark shadows after another night of fractured dreams.

In the corner of the room, Aerion was sitting across a thick Dornish rug, his tiny hands snatching at the toy wooden dragon Maekar had carved for him, his face twisted in a look of fierce, territorial anger as he chewed on the wooden wings.

The heavy oak doors of their apartment did not just open; they were thrown back with a violent, slamming force that made Daeron scream and drop his silver spoon into the dirt.

Maekar stepped into the room.

His face was a mask of absolute, unyielding stone. The deep pox scars on his jaw looked like craters in a barren landscape.

"Maekar?" she rose from her seat, her heart dropping into her stomach like a lead weight.

"What has happened?"

Maekar did not look at the children. He kept his eyes fixed entirely on her, his turbulent violet gaze burning with a sudden, devastating dread.

"The Great Bastard has raised his banner," Maekar said, his voice no longer a gravelly whisper, but a harsh, ringing command that echoed off the high stone ceiling.

"Daemon Blackfyre has fled the city. The lords of the Reach, the Brackens, the Yronwoods... half the Realm has broken their vows. They call him the King Who Bore the Sword. They are marching on the Crownlands."

The words felt like physical blows. The First Blackfyre Rebellion had begun. The silent poison that had been brewing in the corridors for years had finally erupted into open, bloody civil war.

"The King has ordered the mobilization," Maekar continued, his boots thudding loudly against the stone as he crossed the room toward her. He did not stop until he was standing a mere inch away, his massive presence looming over her like a dark tower.

"Baelor is gathering the host of the Stormlands and the Dorne borders. I have been given command of the Vanguard. We march before the sun hits the midday mark."

"The Vanguard," she whispered, her hands rising instinctively to press against his broad chest.

"Maekar... that is the front line. That is where the blood runs deepest."

"It has to be," Maekar replied, his jaw tightening until the bone looked ready to snap. He reached up, his heavy gauntlets removed, leaving his bare, scarred hands to cup her face with a sudden, desperate force.

"The Realm is tearing itself apart, my love. My brothers will speak of honor and strategy, but I know what this is. It is an execution. And I will not let them execute my family."

He turned his head slightly, his eyes finally dropping to his two young sons.

Daeron was weeping quietly behind her skirts, terrified by the grim atmosphere.

Aerion, however, had stopped chewing on his toy. The two-year-old toddler was standing upright on the rug, his bright, volatile violet eyes staring up at his father with a strange, fearless fascination. He was not crying; his tiny fists were clenched, his mouth set in a hard, mimicry line of Maekar’s own frown.

How much Aerion resembled his father.

Maekar looked at Aerion, then back to Daeron, and finally back to her. A single, heavy tear slipped from her eye, tracking a damp path over her cheek before he wiped it away with a soft gesture.

"Keep them safe," Maekar commanded hoarsely, his fingers digging into her hair as he pulled her head forward, pressing his forehead against hers.

"Do not let the court near them. Do not trust the Grand Maester. Do not trust anyone who smiles too brightly. If the city falls... take them to Starfall. Run to the mountains."

"I will keep them safe," she swore, her voice breaking as she wrapped her arms around his neck, her fingers catching the padded shoulder patches.

"But you must return to me. Do you hear me, Maekar? You must return to our sons and me."

"I will return," he promised, the words a grim, solemn vow—though he was not sure himself how empty that promise might be.

He leaned down, catching her lips in a final and desperate kiss to imprint the warmth of his love against his skin. It was a kiss that held only the terrifying, frantic knowledge that this might be the last time their skin would ever meet.

She was only able to watch her husband leave, leaving her and the two small children behind in their home that no longer felt safe—not without Maekar protecting them.

She was only able to stand near the mounting block, close to tears, the wind from the Blackwater whipping her hair across her teary face.

In her arms, she had held both her drastically different sons, their weights balancing the terrible, hollow emptiness expanding in her chest. Daeron had buried his face into the silk of her neck, terrified by the screaming officers and the stamping beasts, while little Aerion had stared wide-eyed at the shifting sea of horses, his tiny fists bunching her dress.

The silence that followed was suffocating. The domestic sanctuary they had built over a year of stolen nights had vanished in the span of a single heartbeat, replaced by the grim, icy reality of a Realm at war.