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He laid in the middle of his closet, clutching his stomach. Crying. Why did this have to always happen to him. What did he do to deserve this? Why was he born this way? He cried again.
“I wanna stay in here forever until I die..” C00lkidd cried out.
Until he saw.. THE FUN CUP!!
“Woah! The fun cup!” He sat up onto his knees and grabbed this.
“It’s gonna taste so good!!!” He lifted the fun cup up to his month.
And drank it.
Like he was supposed to.
“Aww.. I finished it. I feel a bit dizzy but I still want more!^^” he got up and life the closet with the fun cup.
He walked through his house, there were bottle all over the floor. Trash, tissues, pizza boxes, old leftover blades. He gagged at the smell. Was his house this bad?
“Wow, I really need to clean up sometime.” He walked through all the fast food bags and broken glass.
He reached the kitchen and opened it. Yes he still has more of the special juice!
“Yay!” He grabbed it and poured it into the fun cup.
“Now the last ingredient is from that bottle I got from my friend!! I luv my friend.” He smiled and walked towards a cabinet.
He opened it and took out the bottle. Opening up the bottle and dropping 2 magical rocks into the concoction. C00lkidd smiled.
“It’s gonna taste AMAZING!”
He ran over the couch and sat on it. He winced. His stomach hurt again. Why was he born like this? Nobody cared about him because of him being like this, and- wait he still has his friend! so it shouldn’t matter!
C00lkidd turned on the Tv and put it on his favorite show, Lucky Star! He loves Lucky Star so much! He has a bit of merch of it from his past jobs money. He drunk some of the concoction.
“Tastes so good! ^^” He smiled gratefully and kept drinking it.
Until he finished, he felt a bit different. More dizzy.
“Probably just some side effects. It’ll be over sooner or later.”
C00lkidd got up and went back to the fridge. Grabbing some of his special drinks. He chugged them all down then fell onto the couch. His stomach hurt way more now.
“Who cares.. it will be over in a week or something…” he sniffled and curls into himself.
“But it hurts so much… and nobody’s here but me….” C00lkidd sobbed slightly.
He should’ve never been alive in the first place. He should’ve gotten aborted. He should’ve never been here at all. This was all just a big misunderstanding. All of this would end soon.
“…I feel tired and more dizzy.” He tired grabbing the remote but couldn’t move.
It almost felt like that day. He felt sick to his core. He needed to do something. Anything. He needed to fix this.
He threw up, blood. It was all over the floor. He lay limp on his couch. He really wasn’t making it through this time, huh?
He sobbed.
He looked at the Tv and all he saw was his favorite show. Couldn’t he have friends like that in real life? He HAS friends but.. ones like those would be perfect.
“I love you guys.”