Stained Glass (HSR)
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You are used to the poisoned fruit growing on the tree of your pain by Nixxxxxxxxxxx
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
15 Jun 2025
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"Does it hurt?" The gambler turns his head and looks at his hands, almost surprised, only now noticing that he's torn the skin bloody overnight.
"I don't know," the dissociation is too strong. All he feels is the sensation of his own body rotting - an apple left out in the sun, whose shiny red peel has decayed and turned into something disgusting.
Veritas sighs.
Aventurine stares into his eyes, trying to find disgust, hatred, squeamishness behind the calm and even tone.
Ratio meets his gaze, and Aventurine begins to stare at the ceiling again. He feels like crying from the agonizing shame he seemed to have long ago ceased to feel. Gambler was ready for Veritas to yell at him, tell him how much Aventurine is repugnant and leave.
But he is still here.
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Dr. Ratio takes care of Aventurine after one of the deals
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“I was going to kill myself tonight.”
Ratio didn’t flinch. He just nodded once. “But you didn’t.”
“…Because of you.”
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Aventurine has a relapse, Ratio is there for the aftermath once again.
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He didn't want Ratio to see.
He'd never even been naked when they made love, his shirt always stayed. Ratio knows of his past – he knows this, but it's different. Knowing something and seeing; a mere thought and a physical evidence; it's too different that it scares him. He can't handle the outcome; Ratio's face when he sees, the disgust on his face, him leaving because he can't stand something so tarnished. He doesn’t even know if his body is still littered with scars and touches of his past or if they’ve faded; he doesn’t want the doctor to be the first to know.
Aventurine has nightmares of past touches; Ratio offers a bath.
After all, when one's head is stuffed with filth, one's body is no cleaner.
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you learned to hate your birthday by Anonymous
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
23 Jul 2024
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eight years old to the day
you blew your candles off the cake,
you learned to hate your birthday.or:
Aventurine has learned to celebrate his birthday the same way every year, completely ignoring it and pretending—Gods…pretending and praying to HER—that it doesn’t exist.
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Crumbling Mask of Rusted, Unpolished Gold by Pop_Tea
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
20 Jul 2024
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Then he looks over to see his extravagantly-detailed calendar, and his eyes fall on the only date that has no markings. No writing. No hazardous drawings at all… other than a pitifully-drawn cake with many candles and a girl’s front-view profile.
And he bets.
He bets today will be a bad day. That today will be horrible, filled with grief and sorrow that he may not even have the heart to masquerade – so drowned with guilt and haunting memories of the past.
He bets his rose-tinted glasses on it.
It's someone's birthday.