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    "What— what do you see?"

    "I see," Eddie says, measured, careful, "someone who looks like he wanted somebody to see him like that."

    Buck's whole body goes hot.

    "And I'm trying to decide," Eddie continues, slower now, his breath heavier, "whether I'm allowed to be that somebody."

    The hand on Buck's thigh has migrated upward. He notices it three seconds after it happens, his palm now resting flat against his own stomach where his shirt has rucked up, fingers splayed across the skin. The touch of his own hand on his own body in this context is sending a current up his spine that he is, evidently, helpless to stop.

    "Eddie." Buck's voice cracks. "Are you— are you jerking off to my photo?"

    The pause is brief but loaded, and when Eddie answers it’s barely recognizable, every word landing somewhere in the south of Buck's body with a measurable physical impact.

    "You send me a picture like that, Buck. What am I supposed to do?"

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    Buck wins a boudoir photoshoot giveaway. Eddie reaps the benefits.

    Or,
    Buck accidentally sends his nudes to Eddie.

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    Alright, now to prove he’s right.

    Finger on the cursor, Buck types an a to start.

    Google, in all its autocomplete glory, gives Buck some options. Four suggestions stack top to bottom in whatever order Google decides matters most on any given evening, and the four that come up under Buck's single letter are, in order:

    am i gay quiz (visited 2 days ago)

    Amazon (visited 5 days ago)

    american airlines

    ammonia bleach mix

    Buck stops chewing the inside of his cheek — which, honestly, he didn’t even realize he was doing.

    That’s — huh.

    That’s not what he was expecting at all.

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    Buck uses Eddie's laptop and sees something he isn't supposed to see. He reacts accordingly.

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    “Marry me.”

    “What?”

    “Buck,” Eddie says, catching him by the arm and ducking to meet his eye, “marry me.”

    Or: After losing Bobby, Eddie decides to stop wasting time and marry Buck.

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    There's a clear plastic container on the kitchen table. Eddie sets the bag down warily on the counter, approaches it warily, as if it's a live grenade. Which is prescient, he realizes a moment later.

    It is, as the message suggested, a cake. A small one, sized so that a person could eat it in a single sitting if they were feeling greedy and indulgent. Chocolate layers, topped with a silky-looking ganache; Buck even sprinkled little curls of white chocolate around the edges for decoration. Lettering piped in bright red frosting, uneven but perfectly legible, reads, DON'T IGNORE ME, I SUCKED YOUR DICK.

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    “Buck,” he said, too quiet to be anything but a whisper and Eddie’s chest went tight with want that he almost couldn’t breathe again. 

    Two, glassy blue eyes blinked at him. Two, swollen pink lips puckered on a failed attempt at his name. Two hands twitched in the shadows and Eddie was dragged back down into the stunning crash of reality as he took Buck in. The red rimmed around his eyes was still there but there was something else too. Something beyond the dark shadows cutting deep circles under his eyes. Something lost and alone and a little broken swimming beneath tears that were welling up in them but not quite falling past the lash line. 

    “Make me stop, Eddie,” Buck said, his voice cracking on his name like it was a desperate prayer. “P-Please make me stop.”

    Eddie didn’t know what he meant. He didn’t even know if he was hallucinating or not. But then Buck held up his hands and Eddie saw in the light how violently they were shaking. 

    aka Eddie realizes a few things after Buck runs off to Big Bear to save Maddie in 2x11

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    The one where Eddie cries on the steps of a LuLu Lemon when he realizes he's in love with Buck, then acts SUPER normal about it.

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    What if Eddie realized that he was in love with Buck during their night out at the club with Ravi?

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    "Come on, let's get you out of here. We should try to get you cleaned up."

    "You're still going to make me go to this thing?" Eddie whines, deeply offended.

    "You didn't think you could get out of it that easily, did you? It's for the kids, Eddie!" Buck exclaims, continuing to drag Eddie along.

    Eddie wonders, suddenly, if he could convince a doctor to hold him overnight for observation.

    On the way out they see Athena by the front doors of the hospital. "Officer, I'm being kidnapped!" Eddie calls, with false urgency. The officer she's talking to turns to look at them sharply and Athena sighs and rolls her eyes, waving the other man off.

    "You can ignore Firefighter Diaz. Trust me, he's exactly where he wants to be."

    Eddie looks at Athena with an expression of outright betrayal, she's amused but having none of it—Because, yeah. Eddie is exactly where he wants to be.

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  7. 12

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    "This was not the plan," Buck says, sounding hilariously put out as he drops a load of blankets onto the mattress that's been hauled out into the living room. The furniture is shoved to the walls, leaving an open space in front of the fireplace, where a merry little fire is crackling now. It's not really enough to beat back the cold, but they've been moving around enough that it doesn't matter right now, and by the time they're done the main room, at least, should be warmed up. Snow swirls against the windows, glittering in the night.

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    Buck notices things more.

    Eddie’s always sore lately, rubbing absently at his shoulder or the back of his neck when he thinks nobody’s paying attention. Buck catches him icing his wrist twice in one week and gets waved off both times with muttered excuses about training.

    Training for what, Buck has absolutely no idea.

    Or After Buck is struck by lightning, Eddie starts acting strange

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    "So." Buck takes another sip of coffee, real slow, savoring the wind-up. He sets the mug down with a soft clink. "Princess."

    Eddie closes his eyes.

    This is it. This is where they find him face down in his eggs. Chimney's going to have to call Pepa. Pepa is going to be furious. The funeral will be small and Buck better wear something hideous to it, Buck better wear that godawful floral shirt with the parrots, the one Eddie told him was ugly out loud one time two years ago and has been secretly obsessed with ever since, because Eddie deserves the satisfaction of being buried while looking at it.

    "Buck." He says it into his toast.

    Buck shrugs. "I'm just asking."

    "You're not asking. You're enjoying yourself."

    "I'm doing both, Eds, I’m versatile."

    Or,
    Eddie gains a boyfriend, a pair of lace panties, and learns a lot about himself in the span of forty-eight hours.

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    Eddie touches Buck a lot.

    It’s a thing they do, has been for years, and it’s not a big deal. Eddie’s an affectionate guy. Side hugs and arm grabs and that move where Eddie steers him through doorways with a hand on his lower back.

    All of which Buck has never spent any real time considering because it’s just Eddie, it’s just how he is. Eddie touches people and Buck just happens to be the person standing next to him most of the time, so it’s aimed at him most of the time. Proximity and frequency, that’s all. A coincidence.

    They’re close. They always have been. So what?

    All that being said, there is one thing Eddie doesn’t do.

    Eddie doesn’t kiss Buck.

    Or — didn’t. Past tense, until about thirty seconds ago, when Eddie leaned across their table at the diner they’re currently eating at and pressed his mouth to Buck’s cheek like the kiss was just another item on a list of things he was doing that afternoon.

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    The totally natural and platonic long-term friendship escalation of kissing your best friend on multiple parts of his body without explanation.

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    ‘’What does it say?’’ Theo asks in a small voice finally moving his tiny fingers over the tattoo like he’s reading it word by word, letter by letter.

    Eddie softens. ‘’It’s in Spanish. It says ‘Fortalecer la mente y suprar el cuerpo’.’’

    Theo turns his head around to look at Eddie, eyes huge like saucers and gasps.

    ‘’Wow,’’ he whispers then turns to the tattoo again and traces it with his finger. ‘’What does it mean?’’

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    Or: Eddie broke his wrist so he’s on Theo duty. Theo sees his tattoo. Theo wants a tattoo. Theo gets a tattoo. In that order 😊

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    Snapshots of their life together before and after Eddie works up the courage to tell Buck that he’s Christopher’s father. He gets there. Eventually.

    Or… Eddie is 20 and on a military base in the Middle East when he meets a 19 year old Navy Seal. He has big news to share when they find each other seven years later.

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    “So, what do you say, Eddie?” Buck juts his chin up, defiant and irritatingly adorable like the cat in his arms.

    Here we go Diaz, show your steel of willpower.

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    A self-indulgent fic where Buck is the ultimate human catnip and falls in love with a tuxedo kitten; Eddie tries to stay strong but in the end, it's Bobby who saves the day.

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    “The sidewalk rule. It’s a thing.” Chris sighs, like his dad is the most clueless person to walk the earth. And at this moment, he feels like it. “At least it’s sort of a thing. I’ve seen it on TikTok.”

    Eddie hates Tiktok with every fiber of his being and only half of it is because he’s an old man who doesn’t understand trendy new social media and he’s bitter about it. Still, he bites. “What?” He repeats.

    Chris looks at him, part annoyed and part are you serious, now. “You know. The sidewalk rule. Where you walk on the side of the pavement near the road, instead of your partner. And if they are, you move so you’re exposed instead. To, like, protect them.” Chris is explaining it like you would to a toddler, and Eddie both appreciates and hates it. But he’s smirking. He knows exactly what’s going on.

    -/-/-/-

    Or Eddie and Buck are dating and its really bloody cute.

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  15. 59

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    Huff. Cross arms. Huff again. Sip his soda like it had personally offended him.

    “You okay there, Buck?” Bobby asked, amusement laced into his voice like the smoke from the grill.

    “I’m fine,” Buck said, definitely not fine.

    Chimney and Hen exchanged knowing glances. Chim grinned. “He’s jealous.”

    “I am not—” Buck started to protest, only for Hen to raise an eyebrow at him.

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    A rewrite of when Buck choked on bread.

    Whumptober Day Twenty-Three:

    "How'd I Get To this Place"
    Intubation |ICU | Choking

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    Eddie helps Buck with his anxiety by “platonically„ offering some cockwarming.

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  18. 54

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    The story of how Buck and Eddie met in the 'It's Good to Meet You' AU.

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    Most of the team at the 118 didn't know that Buck had served and as a Navy SEAL. Bobby, the only one that knew at least that he had gone through training, thought that he was a ringer. They all learn differently when Eddie Diaz, their new recruit, starts his time at the 118, since Buck and Eddie know each other from way back when.

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    Chris showed up knowing he was meant to be in class. Knowing that’s where everyone assumed he was. But he needed to talk to a counselor and his grandparents weren’t doing anything to get him in anywhere. They just said to talk to them. Yeah, hard pass. He already had to deal with hearing them talk shit about his dad and dead mom, he was not talking to them only for them to say he needed to forget it all and just enjoy where he was. Or pray. Because they believed prayer and religion fixed everything. So he’d gone online and scheduled his own appointment, it was actually pretty easy, and was now in the waiting room. He’d had to watch Buck make appointments enough times that he knew how to do it. Plus Denny, Harry, AND May all said to go for it.

    Or.

    Chris is tired of his grandparents trying to gaslight him into staying with them. He's also tired of his dad sticking to his word to let Chris decide what happens next. He wants his dad to be his dad. So he goes to therapy, loudly and repeatedly threatens to run away, calls Buck, and somehow manages to get through it all with his family more complete than it ever had been before.

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