1 - 20 of 464 Bookmarked Items in Ijustfellintothissendhelp

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. 22

    Tags
    Summary

    If Rey's daemon never flies, she's alright with that. If Finn's daemon stops speaking, he'll still talk to her. If Ben’s daemon never settles, he'll love her regardless.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,688
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    105
    Bookmarks:
    22
    Hits:
    1,323
  2. 60

    Tags
    Summary

    "I know it's a bit weird," she chuckled, shrugging. "You and I are kind of the odd ones out, though, wouldn't you say?"
    A black sedan pulled up to the curb, passenger window in the process of rolling down, and Ben glanced at the license plate before turning again to Rey.
    "You and I are nothing alike," he responded, watching the way she blinked at him. Processing his reply, as though further explanation would be required if he stayed. "Have a pleasant evening, Rey."

     

    Moving back home after a series of unfortunate events, Ben, against his wishes, is forced into a group of friends both old and new.

    There, he meets Rey.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    35,376
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    86
    Kudos:
    287
    Bookmarks:
    60
    Hits:
    5,521
  3. *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ten years ago, Rey Niima and Ben Solo were the darling co-stars of Regency Rebels, Britain's most beloved period drama. Then Ben spectacularly imploded. DUI, scandals, leaked sex tape, and a cancelled final season that took Rey's breakout role down with it.

    Now? Rey's career is flatlining. Two box office bombs. A soul-crushing breakup with Poe Dameron, who's now parading his interesting new girlfriend across every tabloid. And the entire internet has decided she's "too boring" to matter.

    Enter Ben Solo. Her former co-star. The man who destroyed her career. Britain's favourite bad boy with a leather jacket habit and a talent for poor decisions. He's spent the last ten years clawing his way back from tabloid disaster, and he's still got that dangerous charm that makes headlines.

    One paparazzi ambush in Central London goes viral. One catastrophically drunken night in Canto Bight. And Rey wakes up married to the man who ruined everything.

    Now they have to figure out what the hell to do about it.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    68,935
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    212
    Kudos:
    391
    Bookmarks:
    125
    Hits:
    10,094
  4. 5

    Words:
    8,433
    Works:
    3
    Bookmarks:
    5
  5. 16

    Tags
    Summary

    Her husband the hotshot orthopedic surgeon. She’s damn proud, he’s renowned for a reason. A true talent rooted in hard work, intellect, and compassion for his patients.

    She’s happy to support Ben on busy days, but today she feels especially lonely, a result of many weeks of things being this way.

    Busy mornings, late nights. Barely there kisses, distracted hums when she tells him about her day. For lack of a better term, she’s pretty fucking lonely even with her husband lying next to her.

    or

    Married doctors Ben and Rey have been silently growing apart, but an afternoon at the beach and at home just before a thunderstorm reminds them that they're not alone.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,563
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    80
    Bookmarks:
    16
    Hits:
    1,687
  6. 42

    Tags
    Summary

    Every fifty years, a dragon comes to the sleepy town of Chandrilla to collect his virgin sacrifice.

    When Rey realizes that she's apparently the last virgin maiden in town, because all the other girls have been taking *precautions*, she turns to her childhood friend, the Duke's son Ben for... uh... assistance.

    Because better ruined than burned, right?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,985
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    45
    Kudos:
    343
    Bookmarks:
    42
    Hits:
    3,858
  7. 32

    Tags
    Summary

    "Kylo watched as Rey let herself be led across the dance floor with one of his officers. He didn’t remember the man’s name, but he would be sure to find out before the night was over. She was dressed in finery that he couldn’t imagine she had ever worn before, but it suited her all the same. He watched as the man’s hands drifted lower, past her waist. He watched Rey’s spine tightened and Kylo found himself somewhere between amusement and rage.

    Surely she didn’t think she could fool him? "

    Supreme Leader Kylo Ren isn't sure why the Resistances sent their lone Jedi to spy on the First Order, but he's not going to enjoy investigating it. But one of his officer's gets too familiar, he steeps in, claiming her for himself. He promises Rey that if she play along, he will make sure she espaces with her life. As the night progress, Kylo is torn between what he wants and what he has. Weill they burn together or fall apart?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,836
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    33
    Kudos:
    174
    Bookmarks:
    32
    Hits:
    2,397
  8. *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ben Solo is in love with Rey Niima, who is also his best friend, and the mother of a one-year old kid that he didn't help make (much to his dismay).

    And everything is great the way it is. True, when she smiles at him it makes his chest ache, and he has trouble saying no to her, and she's perfect and radiant and the best thing that has ever happened to him, but... that's fine, really. Totally, absolutely fine. Nothing to see here, move it along.

    Ben would be content to just continue existing in her orbit, like a satellite trapped by its star. But things rarely play out as Ben Solo plans.

    OR

    Ben drinks Rey's breast milk - because that's no biggie between besties, right? - and maybe Rey likes it a little bit too much.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    21,950
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    168
    Kudos:
    648
    Bookmarks:
    187
    Hits:
    17,006
  9. 94

    Tags
    Summary

    “Do you...” Ben’s voice trails off, his gaze roaming over her unsurely, “need help with the rest?”

    Rey stares at Ben for a long second, some sort of strange, electric heat simmering up in the air. She wonders where his roommate is. She wonders what bizarre planetary alignment allowed her to go from studying with a broken arm to— to this in Ben Solo’s dorm room in less than an hour.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,674
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    40
    Kudos:
    533
    Bookmarks:
    94
    Hits:
    7,078
  10. *

    Tags
    Summary

    Rey asks Ben to help her get rid of her virginity. They're frenemies, kind of, but she trusts him enough to do this with him, even if his personality is somewhat off-putting. That’s a good thing, though, because it means she can do a casual friends-with-benefits thing with him without feelings getting involved.

    But she has several problems — to name a few: anxiety, general fear of burdening others with her emotions, total incapacity to be vulnerable around other people — so she needs to do this one step at a time, starting with kissing.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    136,630
    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
    290
    Kudos:
    640
    Bookmarks:
    184
    Hits:
    28,836
  11. 39

    Tags
    Summary

    Being friends with benefits is awesome, except if you are on your period. Ben somehow doesn't seem to mind though.

     

    This piece is written for Pepsi and Pals' Hardcore Kinktober Challenge.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,646
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    324
    Bookmarks:
    39
    Hits:
    4,711
  12. 34

    Tags
    Summary

    Rey thinks that it's all fine and dandy that, Kylo Ren - who's now apparently Ben Solo again - has returned to the light (for a given value of "light") and joined the Resistance on Ajan Kloss, if only it weren't for Leia Organa and her insistence on teaming them up on missions. Because, apparently, she thinks that it would do her son some good if he had a girlfriend, and even better if said girlfriend was Rey.

    The only logical way out of this situation is to talk Leia out of her mad plan to fake date, so that's what they do.

    It's a good thing that neither of them has any feelings for the other, right?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,732
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    48
    Kudos:
    200
    Bookmarks:
    34
    Hits:
    2,327
  13. *

    Tags
    Summary

    Something inconvenient pops up mid-battle. Porn ensues. Don't look for any kind of sense.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,036
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    72
    Kudos:
    722
    Bookmarks:
    125
    Hits:
    16,918
  14. 24

    Tags
    Summary

    Ben Solo was tired of chasing love. After too many heartbreaks he decides no more chasing for him, if someone truly wanted him they can start chasing him instead. Not that he thinks anyone would be interested in him anyways. Well, except for one girl who is frustrated he isn't making a move on her.

    -----------------

    "Me?" Ben looked genuinely confused.

    "Yes, you," Rey pressed. "Anyone you're seeing ?"

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,894
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    209
    Bookmarks:
    24
    Hits:
    2,058
  15. *

    Tags
    Summary

    The first time it happens, it's an honest mistake. Bodies entwined, mouths greedy and suckling on bare skin, Ben notches in and they sigh softly into each other's mouths before his eyes go wide and he pulls back.

    "Wait, fuck. Condom."

     

    OR: Rey and Ben become obsessed with no protection sex

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,630
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    810
    Bookmarks:
    196
    Hits:
    12,575
  16. 6

    Words:
    21,860
    Works:
    6
    Bookmarks:
    6
  17. *

    Tags
    Summary

    “The Resistance would never trust you enough to agree to negotiations,” she told him after a few minutes.

    “It is fortunate, then, that I have no intention of negotiating with anyone. I will graciously offer up their General, and the Resistance will return my wife in exchange. There are no other options.”

    Well, he could also kill them all and take his wife from the top of a hill of corpses…but that hardly needed being said. Besides, he was fairly certain that option wouldn’t endear him to his runaway bride. For this to be clean, he needed a fair exchange to occur.

    He could see her starting to panic, her eyes darting around the corners of the small, stark room as she searched for an answer. She knew as well as Kylo did that the Resistance would do a lot to get Leia Organa back. Even sacrifice one of their own.

    “Who…?” she asked at last, “Who is your wife?”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    145,628
    Chapters:
    38/38
    Comments:
    1,295
    Kudos:
    2,817
    Bookmarks:
    708
    Hits:
    134,089
  18. *

    Tags
    Summary

    Rey Kenobi didn’t want an alpha.

    She was perfectly fine with suppressants and seeing herself through her heats every few months.

    Until Ben Solo started at the cubical next to her and everything changed.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,024
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    31
    Kudos:
    1,371
    Bookmarks:
    198
    Hits:
    31,144
  19. *

    Tags
    Summary

    Sometimes, Rey thinks she should just abandon ship entirely, and give up on forging a friendship. But then she thinks about Mr. Darcy and the unfair treatment he endured, and remembers Poe’s words about Ben’s past, and all the rest of her is committed to getting on well with her surly roommate.

    Who allegedly does not hate her.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    23,150
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    149
    Kudos:
    1,067
    Bookmarks:
    214
    Hits:
    20,185
  20. 48

    Tags
    Summary

    Rey, a single mother working at Maz Kanata's castle, has spent nearly two years raising her daughter Kira and wondering why Ben, the mysterious Force scholar who fathered her child, never returned as promised. When the First Order attacks Maz's castle in search of BB-8 and the map to Luke Skywalker, Rey is injured while trying to escape with Kira. Their fate takes an unexpected turn when they're discovered by Kylo Ren, whose reaction to the toddler's innocent utterance of "Da" changes everything.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,264
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    68
    Kudos:
    341
    Bookmarks:
    48
    Hits:
    3,461

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation