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"He was used to working while he was sleep deprived to the point that he forgot simple things. He could handle daily migraines and panic attacks that made his heart feel like it was about to fucking explode. Everything was fine. He was fine.
Now if he could only get that through Richie’s thick fucking skull."
or, in which Carmen hasn't been sleeping and Richie decides to fix that
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With a low sigh, Richie sits against the wall a couple feet away while Carm’s body overextends, pulls taut, like a rubber band ready to fire. The timer’s ready. Everything’s set in place for Carm to wreck himself.
And he does.
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Carmy has epilepsy which he forgets to get his medication for. Richie makes sure he’s taken care of.
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Richie makes a jab at Carmy that leaves a sour taste in his mouth (literally).
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He closes in, and Carmen stares straight forward, does not flinch.
“Christ, mate, that’s really bad. I’ll get you patched up for now, but that might even be an ER after service.”
Carmy squeezes his eyes shut as Luca tries to cradle his hand.
He flinches back, “Oh, sorry did I do something?”
“No. Sorry, I’m good, Chef,” he says and looks forward.
“Did I hurt it?”
“No, Chef.”
The salt or lemon juice is coming any second now.
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Carmy is losing momentum post-season 4. He hasn’t been sleeping, and he grips a boiling pot. It reminds him of leaving Empire.
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He flinches and heaves and bites down a groan. His eyes are squeezed shut, brows crunching into one tight point in his head. Don’t make a fucking sound. His head’s going to burst.
“Sit up for a second. Should take your temperature.”
He shakes his head slightly against his arms, and the horizon definitely does flip, and he quietly chokes on liquid.
He tries to speak, has to clear his throat, and can’t imagine it did much when he rasps, “Sorry. I’m-I’m sorry. You don’t have to do anything for me.”
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Carmy is so deeply ashamed to be sick in front of anyone, not to mention Syd who’s treating him so kindly.