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As he traces sunken, pallid features that he knows will return to a beauty hidden due to malnutrition and neglect, Eddie finds himself set on knowing and loving this beautiful, dangerous beast from that dank basement because his instincts and his own selfish desires demand it—he’ll make a mate out of this Omega, even if it, or the Omega, kills him.
Whichever comes first, he’ll respect.
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Deep in the tides of war between a rival that threatened his son's safety, Eddie Diaz, boss of the Diaz Mafia, finds a hidden gem in a dingy basement belonging to his now-slain rival.
An Omega; a feral one, at that. Vicious, unyielding, and beautifully dangerous.
What else is Eddie to do other than free the man and love him back to health and beauty?
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- Part 54 of buddie by tired
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Buck thought he knew his captain. Turns out, he was very wrong.
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He’s staring at Bobby but not quite following the conversation. The tsunami was a couple of years ago, he’d thought he’d be over this by now. It was just a natural disaster. He hadn’t lost anyone, not seriously. Nobody close to him died in its ferocious waves. So why after all this time does it still bother him so much?
Why, after all this time, does something as simple as a tsunami alert still make his heart pound and his hands shake?
Or, Buck has an adverse reaction to the tsunami alert in 5x01.
Day 30: “When was the last time you slept?”
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- Part 25 of Whumpcember 2025
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Evan Buckley can only watch as Eddie Diaz, his best friend and the man he secretly loves, is shot in the street by a sniper's bullet. But Buck can save Eddie, pulling him to safety under a firetruck and keeping him alive till he gets to hospital. While Eddie lies unconscious in his hospital bed, Buck steps up to look after Christopher, to keep the rest of his team safe.
But Buck is struggling. Traumatised by the shooting, he finds it difficult to move forward. Buck was so close to Eddie when he was shot that he was covered in blood. On his face, on his clothes, in his hair. In his mouth. Now, everything he tries to eat or drink tastes of blood.
Eddie's blood.
How long can Buck keep going when he's struggling to eat and drink? How can he be the support Chris needs if he can't function?
And how long can he go on pretending he doesn't have feelings for his best friend, when he can't imagine being able to cope without him.
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Eddie gets shot and Buck struggles in the aftermath, his trauma stopping him eating or drinking till he's well past crisis point. And what will Eddie say when he returns to consciousness?
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Buck desperately wants to adopt Theo; he knows how to care for him, knows how NOT to care for him (how his parents raised him, basically). Buck knows he's hard to be around, knows he's too much and not enough all at once; Theo is the same way, and he CAN'T let someone take him that won't love him; that won't know how amazing this boy is because on the surface he's... Well, Buck.
He probably won't be cleared if he's a single Firefighter parent. That's where his amazing Best Friend (crush...) Eddie Diaz comes in handy.
Marriage of convenience, but is it? Is it if they both really want a life and a family together?
EVERYTHING that happened in the show happens here, but the timeline won't be followed EXACTLY - this is set AFTER Bobby's death. -
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“I need help,” Buck’s voice was quiet and frail before it cracked into a sob. “I’m so sorry, Eddie.”
Eddie didn’t think before he pulled Buck into a hug. The other man’s shoulders shook as he cried into Eddie. Eddie wasn’t sure he had ever seen Buck breakdown like this. Not after Bobby died, not after New Mexico. But this? This was a new low. And it broke his heart.
“It’s okay,” Eddie muttered, rubbing his back. Taking care of Buck was instinctual for him. Of course it was after all these years. Buck was his best friend, his secondhand man. But right now, he knew he needed to be more than that. He needed to take care of him. To help him get better.
He didn’t push for answers or clarity. Buck would share. For now, Eddie knew he just needed help.
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Buck tells Eddie about his addiction before Chimney
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In which Eddie and Buck are complicated and their childhoods definitely fucked them both up.
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Post 911's 9.13's "Mother's Boy."
"Another nurse, a man with muscles bulging through his scrubs, hovers near the door, trying not to look like he’d been called in for security purposes. There are soft restraints in his hand.
Eddie shoots him a withering glare. “Get out,” he grizzles. He doesn’t bother hiding the edge of combat-borne lethality this whole ordeal has resurrected.
The man slinks out of the door."
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Buck is understandably traumatized after being rescued. Eddie steps up again to take care of him.
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A full moon shift, Buck's favorite kind of shift. Or it was until a freak animal attack puts Buck in the hospital. Sending Eddie reeling having to deal with almost loosing his best friend, again. But also with the deeper unaddressed feelings for him.
Finding a new sort of comfort in each other as Eddie deals with Chris being gone and Buck going through yet another near death experience.
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What happens when Eddie moves to Texas to be with Chris? It's simple, Buck loses it.
Bobby is dead, and he does not know how to handle it. He feels like he is drowning, sinking deeper and deeper, and no one is there to save him. It would be easier to jump into the sea and end it for good this time.
His phone pings. Eddie is coming back for Bobby's funeral, and he needs to go pick him up. He turns around and heads for his car, back to Eddie's house. I'll see him one last time, he thinks.Or Eddie leaves, Bobby dies, and Buck is depressed. He's suicidal, but Eddie comes back, and he needs to see him one last time.
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It’s ironic, really, that the first time Buck sees Bobby after his death is after dozing off from medication.
They’re in Bobby’s old apartment, the one Bobby used to live in when he didn’t have a family anymore. That was before Athena, before the One-Eighteen had become this tight-knit group with absolutely no sense of boundaries.
The apartment Hen and Buck found him in.
The apartment where Bobby had been so broken, asking them for help.
Again with the irony.Or Buck dreams about Bobby and finally asks Eddie for help
Coda to 9x14 DYI
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Eddie took another shaky breath and adjusted his grip on the steering wheel eyes locked on the road in front of them.
“I was ready to kill her Buck. I had a gun pointed to her head and I would’ve killed her if I had to. That’s-“ he let out a humorless laugh, “That’s the thing, too, is I don’t even feel guilty for it, not when it comes to you. Not when it’s your life on the line.”
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Eddie and Buck talk and cry.
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The upcoming events shortly after.. were traumatizing. For Eddie and Buck. A car crash wasn’t enough for sure. He got kidnapped, hurt, and was pressed into a role of a child from an older woman who almost lost her only son to a motorcycle accident.
Or: Buck is struggling with the aftermath.
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Buck is dealing with the breakup just fine, thank you very much. Losing Tommy hurt like hell, but he would be okay like he always was after heartbreak. Even as he starts to talk about the relationship, things that went wrong, the things that just never seemed to click, things that make him angry and panicked, he tells himself that those feelings are normal after a serious relationship ends. It's normal to feel resentful, and mad, and betrayed, and horribly disgusted.
Except according to his friends and family, that is all very, very NOT normal.
Or a messy vent fic based on the song Body Back by Brye, where Buck has to slowly realize being coerced and pressured into sex by your partner isn't normal and is very much sexual assault. With a side of protective and enraged Eddie who wants nothing more than to heal all of Buck's hurt.
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Obviously, this is not canon or anywhere near it. I don't hate Tommy's character and I don't think he'd ever do this, this is simply a vent fic that I could easily slot him into.
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Buck is so traumatized after being kidnapped. He turns to the bottle.
Eddie goes through his own realisations.🥹💔😭👨❤️👨🍺
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- Part 12 of Buddie 2k26
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Buck hid a deadly part of his past from the team. Now, a couple of months post-lawsuit, he's alone when his past catches up to him. He does what he must to survive, everyone deals with the fallout.
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- Part 1 of Through Hell
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Once everyone heads off to the bunks after dinner, Buck wastes no time in dragging one of the stools from the kitchen over to the Tetris cabinet, where he, too, settles in as if he were getting into bed.
The cabinet is new but the interface is a replica of the original, and when he boots the monitor up, Buck is faced with pixelated fireworks and a cartoon version of Saint Basil’s Cathedral. He nudges the red joystick and the main menu pops up. The left side of the screen reads YOUR GOAL IS TO FILL LINES!
Buck cracks his knuckles.
or, Buck plays Tetris. And a lot of it.
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After waking up in the hospital with a bad case of amnesia, Evan Buckley is reverted to his sixteen year old self. Much to the 118's surprise, this version of Buck is nothing like the man they've come to know and love. He's shy, skittish and quiet- everything their Buck is not. What could possibly have made their friend turn out like this?
And why do none of them have any idea about his past? Will Buck be able to keep his secrets, or will his sixteen year old self ruin everything he worked so hard to hide?
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‘You were loved before you had arrived
and every day that love just multiplies
Daddy made your bed and your lullaby
And momma made the mobile in the sky.
And loving you is easy, but life will not always be.’-
Sandman, Ed SheeranBuck adopts a baby who comes to them in the Safe Haven box.
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Buck injures his hand during a rescue. Nothing major, but enough that he can’t use it properly for a few days. Eddie insists on helping him with everything. Buck keeps saying he’s fine, but Eddie won’t let him lift a finger. It starts as teasing—Eddie cooking for him (or at least trying to), tying his shoelaces, even brushing his hair. But as the days go on, the tenderness in Eddie’s gestures starts to blur the line between friendship and something… more.
Buck doesn’t know what to do with all that quiet care (and Eddie doesn’t realize how obvious he’s being).