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  1. Public Bookmark 21

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    What if Ilya didn't go to the cottage?
    After Scott Hunter kisses Kip Grady on Cup-winning ice, Ilya takes the coward's way out and heads to Russia for the summer. Then the worst happens, and Shane is left with a grief no one knows the shape of. But some doors aren't fully closed. Given one impossible chance to choose differently, Ilya has to become the thing he never was: the one who shows up.

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    “Alright. Fuck this.” Shane slammed his hand against his locker.

    The room went quiet for what felt like the tenth time that day.

    “Listen the fuck up.” His voice came out rough. He tried to borrow Ilya’s confidence from earlier but it definitely got lost in translation

    Ilya didn’t seem to notice. He only stared at his husband like he was seeing him for the first time.

     

    Or After a private video exposes the Montreal Metros trash-talking Shane, Ilya, and the team, the Ottawa Centaurs come out swinging in the Stanley Cup playoffs. Standing ten toes down behind their teammate, the Centaurs unleash hell and Shane Hollander reminds Montreal exactly who he is.

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    Harris’s grin grew. “Oh my god. You guys seriously don’t know?”

    “Know what!?” Wyatt snapped, before adding a quick “Sorry!”

    Harris giggled, covering his mouth with his hand. “I can’t believe you guys don’t know!”

    “Babe, just tell us!” Troy said, losing his patience with his boyfriend.

    “Fine, but keep it lowkey okay!” Harris said, looking at each of the men, “Every time Ilya does something that pisses Shane off, he apologizes by taking him to Finnigan’s and singing him karaoke love songs.”

     

    Or the Centaurs uncover a sweet Hollanov secret after a fight shifts team dynamics

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    30 Jun 2026

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    “Roz bro… What DO you tell your husband?” Troy squirted Ilya with the water from the bottle he was holding, “It’s like a new tradition that Shane just never knows what the hell we’re talking about.”

    “I’m sorry, okay!” Ilya threw up his hands. “I’m too busy loving my husband instead of talking to him… if you know what I mean.” He winked.

    “Oh, gross”
    “Shut up Rozy!”
    “BOOOOO!!!!”

    3 gloves flew in Ilya’s direction.

    Or 5 Ottawa Centaurs' traditions that Ilya forgets to tell Shane about +1 that Shane forgets to tell Ilya about (and how Shane ends up loving being a Centaur)

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    30 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    TL,DR: A deeply unhinged, sexy, gothic, paperwork-heavy event. But still an event.

    Rozanov is headlining Louder Than Life. The Vampire Lestat is direct support. This is already a scheduling insult, a management problem, and a spiritual emergency, depending on who you ask.

    Shane Hollander is only supposed to photograph their set.

    Unfortunately, Lestat notices the camera. Then he notices Shane. Then he notices exactly where Shane’s want can be touched without leaving fingerprints.

    Ilya sees enough to know something is wrong, but not enough to stop Shane from choosing the shot anyway. Which is how a five-minute media tent favour turns into contaminated evidence, a consent problem with cheekbones, and the ugliest possible version of access.

    First three, no flash. No pulse. No privacy.

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    30 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 6

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    Back in the summer of 2021 I was feeling kind of depressed because it had been over a year since I had gotten to shoot a show and for the second year in a row Osheaga had gotten cancelled. Shooting festivals was always one of my favourite things and, during it's brief 3 year run, WayHome was my favourite festival to shoot.

    So, to try to cheer myself up I started to play around with what if Shane was shooting WayHome... this one if VERY heavy in the mechanics of how to actually shoot one. You can really tell I was longing to get back out there.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Freckles.

    From cheek to cheek, right over the bridge of a very tiny button nose.

    He knows these freckles. Knows them better than he knows the backs of his own hands, probably.

    Which, really, combined with the basket and the blanket and the fact that this happens at least once a season to someone in the league, Ilya’s heart races, then settles as he holds the baby close.

    “Well, hello there, my little one.”

    AKA wish baby fic

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    30 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 18

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    Shane Hollander knows he barely drank last night. And he knows that he also didn’t leave his apartment, so when he’s woken up to the sound of a baby crying he couldn’t be more confused. That is until he gets a good look at the baby girl and immediately is faced with the same curls and hazel eyes that he has been missing and dreaming about for months.

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    30 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 42

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    What if the Vegas bathroom conversation happens instead in Sochi Airport?

    What is Ilya is a little braver and a little more honest?

    “Hollander. I do not reply to your boring texts. I tell you to go away. Not because I am asshole…”

    The next words get caught in Ilya’s throat, he feels heat rising in his face as tears prick at the corners of his eyes.

    “Because this is Russia. Because I never forgive myself if something happened to me… if something happened to you. If..” Ilya sniffs, clearing his throat in a vain attempt to regain what little composure he has left, unravelling in the mens bathroom of the departure gates of Sochi airport. The acrid smell of piss and toilet cleaner and stale cigarette smoke lingers in the air. This is not the place to be having this conversation. Not this room, this airport, not this fucking country.

    ‘If what?” Shane asks. His voice trembling, barely above a whisper.

    Ilya opens his eyes. Fuck it, he thinks. If this is how it crashes and burns, if this is how it ends, not with a bang, but with a whimper, in a disgusting, reeking, mens’ bathroom in Russia. So god damn be it.

    “If I lost you.”

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    30 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 3

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    Shane Hollander’s life was perfectly scheduled: a golden future, a seat at his father’s foundation, and an impeccable image. It all falls apart the moment he meets Ilya Rozanov. A cocky Russian swimmer chasing Olympic gold, Ilya is a notorious womanizer and everything Shane should avoid. Shane committed the cardinal sin — he fell in love with a straight man who views attraction to men as a fatal error in his programming. Will this obsession shatter Ilya’s instincts, or is Shane destined to be just a footnote in the champion’s story?

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    30 Jun 2026

  11. Rec *

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    The Athletic NHL ✅ @TheAthleticNHL
    In its latest rulebook update, the NHL quietly added a ban on PDA on the ice. Is this merely coincidence or a response to Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov’s now iconic Stanley Cup kiss?

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    30 Jun 2026

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    ESPN ✅ @ESPN

    Ottawa’s Ilya Rozanov has been fined $5000, the maximum allowable under the CBA, for slashing Montreal’s Gilbert Comeau.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    ESPN ✅ @espn

    With a new #24, the Montreal Voyageurs are finally ready to forget Shane Hollander

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    30 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 72

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    Discovered as a child, Vincent Safinov is one of the most recognizable models on the planet by the time he's twenty-two. He sleeps around a lot, but it's not like he's really looking for sex as much as he just doesn't see a lot of reason to turn people down. Sex is fun, it makes people feel good, and, if he's lucky, it sometimes scratches at that strange need inside him. When he meets Gareth Delbonis, a man with a lot of connections but no obvious employment, things start to change.

    Vince slipped out of Gareth's hands years before when his modeling took off and his family was able to pay off their debts to Gareth's group. Faced with the man Vince has become, Gareth has no intention of allowing him to slip away again.

    "Be careful, my darlings. There are people out there that taste like fireworks and bliss, but leave ashes and warnings in the aftertaste of the kiss." ~ Nikita Gill

    *On Hiatus*

    This is an alternate world of the same characters in Prepared to Sacrifice. You do NOT need to read that to understand this. They are both entirely standalone.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Vincent Safinov is nineteen when his parents die, leaving him a debt he can't hope to repay. When the loan shark comes calling, he has a choice: sacrifice himself or his sister.

    "True love is selfless. It is prepared to sacrifice." ~ Sadhu Vaswani

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    30 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 53

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    "The lives of Vincent Safinov"

    Title from Nikita Gill's "Kintsugi"

    An entire art form that proves that
    even the broken and damaged history of
    an object
    is beautiful and should be treasured.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Working two jobs to support his parents after dropping out of school, Connor wouldn't consider himself a catch. The powerful Alpha who sets his sights on him disagrees.

    But he's not the only one.

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    At twelve years old, Shane Hollander learned how to shoot a gun.
    At eighteen, he was drafted into the NHL.
    For most of his life, he's believed those two things could exist separately.
    He is wrong.

    Yuna Hollander is one of the most revered mob bosses in North America. (It changes nothing) (It changes everything).

    The Yakuza!Yuna AU that I can't get out of my head.

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  19. Public Bookmark 49

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    At twelve years old, Shane Hollander learned how to shoot a gun.
    At eighteen, he was drafted into the NHL.
    For most of his life, he's believed those two things could exist separately.
    He is wrong.

    PART 2 coming in July or something... maybe August... Summary will be posted after part 1 is finished so as not to spoil the grand finale

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    30 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 3

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    A brief take on the press conference announcing The Irina Foundation.

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