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  1. Public Bookmark 77

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    In 2007, Shane Hollander pathetically falls in unrequited love. It’s the biggest mistake of his life.

    In the years that follow, it becomes almost easy to pretend Ilya Rozanov never really existed at all.

    In 2014, Ilya Rozanov signs with the Toronto Guardians. He's determined to make Shane remember exactly what he once felt, but seems to have forgotten the many ways in which he ruined Shane Hollander's life.

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    13 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    It all starts when Hayden mentions that stupid article, Ten Reasons Your Husband Might Be Cheating.

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    Newly married and publicly together at last, Shane and Ilya should be happy. Instead, Shane finds himself spiraling and Ilya grows increasingly frustrated with the distance between them. When Hayden Pike intends to step in to help Shane and causes misunderstanding between them, they are forced to confront what they've been avoiding all summer.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    “Ah.” Ilya laughed humorlessly. “So it’s you that is in a coma. That must be why you texted me, Hollander. Needed a little excitement in your boring life with Connor, yes?”

    “Fuck you, Rozanov. I never should have come here.”

    “No, you shouldn’t have.” Ilya took another step closer. Shane had nowhere to go; if Ilya moved forward an inch, he could press Shane’s body against the side of the SUV with his own. “Now we’re going to do something we’ll both probably regret,” Ilya said softly.

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    Or: Shane is dating someone unexpected. Ilya doesn’t take it well.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    If he were sober, he might have recognized how catastrophically bad this idea was. That the roulette ball was not a sign, that they’d been playing for over an hour and it was bound to land on twenty-four eventually. But there was a buzzing warmth flooding his veins and a very loose grip on his rationality, so he headed away from the bar, through the lobby, and out onto the balmy Vegas strip. He leaned against a shadowed wall and scrolled to a contact he’d hovered over a thousand times before.

    This time, he called.

    Or: Five years after Rose helped Shane come to terms with his sexuality, he’s done everything else on his own. Coming out, surviving the backlash, being traded to Ottawa. When the dust finally settles, Shane meets a nice guy from Montreal and tells himself he’s ready to move on. He’s definitely not thinking about Ilya. Or Ilya’s gorgeous Russian wife. Not at all.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Shane can’t stand his college roommate and teammate, Ilya Rozanov. Can’t stand his arrogance and his messiness and his constant sleeping around.

    But then the entire team, Shane included, welcomes their families to campus for Parents Weekend.

    And Shane also can’t stand that Ilya is alone.

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    10 Jun 2026