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After Matt had reunited with Mello, he was beyond relieved that Mello wanted to sleep with him.
He didn’t know what the fuck he’d have done if Mello refused him—beat off until his dick chafed off? Fuck off and be by himself again? And then what, kill himself?
The thing was, nobody actually wanted to hear, “I’d die for you.” It was romantic in theory, but very, very unsexy in practice.
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- Part 1 of A Normal Year
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30 Jun 2026
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'Is that a gun?' Matt asked.
'You're staring.'
'You have a gun down your pants. That's psychotic.' Matt pointed at Mello's crotch with his lit cigarette. 'Why would you do that?'
'It's a threat,’ Mello explained.
'Oh, cool. Subtle.'
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29 Jun 2026
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He had always known Mello would destroy himself trying to beat him; he had a feeling that deep down, Mello had known it, too.
Near didn’t want to be as shocked as he was.
But the fact that Mello had gone as far as he did proved something Near never liked to think about, something he had always brushed aside as soon as it entered his mind.
Mello truly had hated him.
Wammy Week day 7: Wounds/Recovery
TW: Canon-typical violence.
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- Part 7 of Wammy's Week 2021
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10 Jun 2026
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Being a school for the gifted, it had always been a competitive environment.
But when L requested it be made into a feeder system for his successorship, the competition had increased tenfold—looking at it from the courtyard, Roger knew that the building had stayed the same; that the walls stood the way they always had, and that the gate had rusted only slightly, yet the school itself had become a stranger to him.
And every year, the same thing was happening to the students.
Wammy Week day 1: Memory/Childhood
TW: SuicideSeries
- Part 1 of Wammy Week 2022
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18 May 2026
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"It’s a road movie, a double-feature, two boys striking out across America, while desire, like a monster, crawls up out of the lake with all of us watching, with all of us wondering if these two boys will find a way to figure it out."
Canonverse, focusing on events from October 15, 2009 - January 26, 2010 (Ch. 66-99). Mature.
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- Part 1 of Crush.
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12 Apr 2026
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I’m just another humble etorphine enjoyer in the seas of many

