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    “You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.

    There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.

    “Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”

    The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.

    Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.

    Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.

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    What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Absolutely incredible. Heavy. Angst. But. HEA. Always.

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    Shane and Ilya still have a lot to learn from their friends Scott and Kip

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    15 Jun 2026

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    How BDSM should be handled. Plus my OT4 ❤️❤️

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Absolutely one of the most incredible stories I’ve ever read and I had to sit with myself for awhile with this one. Make sure you have time to feel emotions this is brutal. But it ends happy I promise. Just getting there is going to rip you apart in the journey.

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    "Grace upset?"

    "Not exactly, thinking some dumb human thoughts."

    Normally, an answer like this prompts a very nosy Rocky. This time, however, the Eridian lets it go.

    "Ah, yes. Leaky space blob thoughts. Will not interrupt. Come to lab once you are done."

    Grace watches him roll away, feeling like he's already losing Rocky. It's a dumb thought, but he's a dumb human, and it seems his dumb heart has come online for the first time ever.

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    Grace catches Feelings with a capital F and believes he's alone in them. Rocky shows Grace he will never be alone again.

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    04 May 2026

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    Sexy hot Rocky Adrian sex and their third: leaky space blob pet

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    Shane Hollander has spent years watching Ilya Rozanov take care of everyone in the room except himself. He loves him for it. He's also, if he's being honest, desperately curious what Ilya looks like when someone takes that from him completely.

    Their friends Scott and Kip are spending two weeks at Shane's Ottawa cottage for the off-season. It's warm, it's easy, and somewhere between the dock and the dinner table, Shane and Kip have a conversation that changes the shape of the whole summer.

    Scott Hunter. Who is, according to Ilya, attractive in a very boring, reliable way. Like a golden retriever. Not interesting. Not interesting at all.

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    03 May 2026

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    Genuinely one of the best fics I’ve ever read.