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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    He flexed his mind. > Nothing happened.
    His ability was gone. For the Tainted Sorrow was gone. The god had vacated the premises, leaving an empty, fragile shell behind.

    At twenty-two, Nakahara Chuuya wakes up to find that the god of destruction has quietly vanished from his veins. Left entirely, beautifully mundane, he seizes this unexpected mercy to do the unthinkable: he hands Ougai Mori his executive badge, packs a single bag, and buys a one-way ticket to France.

    He just wants a quiet life. He wants to drink good wine, write terrible poetry, and learn how to be a normal, fragile human being.

    But the ghosts of Yokohama—and a certain bandaged detective who was the first to notice the missing gravity—aren't going to let him stay hidden forever.

    (Or: Chuuya loses his ability, moves to Paris for a quiet life, and inevitably collides with his past just in time for his twenty-third birthday.)

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    15 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    France more like dance or whatever rhymes with france

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    An AU where Dazai (less than willingly) joins the Sheep under orders from Mori, who wants him to dismantle it from the inside. But Dazai meet Chuuya an ill-tempered boy who takes abuse like a dog. Naturally, he get attached (but can you blame him? Chuuya's just so damn entertaining) but Dazai is still there on orders and he needs to find a way to destroy the very place and betray the very person that he learned to love.

    15 year old Chuuya thought that he was bringing 2 troublesome girls back to the Sheep hideout, but what he didn't know was that he would also find a black haired boy on the verge of death. This boy would turn out to be Dazai and their meeting would set off a whole new timeline, a power struggle between childhood friends Chuuya and Shirase, a romance between two boy that were never taught how to love, and tragic end that can only come from kids who were to afraid to ask for help.

    (Also this is also on Wattpad under the same name, because I didn’t realize you needed to wait to get a Ao3 account so I just went to Wattpad first)

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    10 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I’m going to cry aren’t I

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Dazai stares at the back of the ginger's head, thoughtful. How likely is it that the guy in front of him isn't straight and single? Very, very slim. Dazai sighs, long-suffering, and looks down at the assignment on his desk. No way that would happen.

    "Hey, I dropped my pencil, it's next to your foot," whispered a soft but not soft spoken voice from in front of Dazai.

    Dazai's heart dropped, but not in a bad way as he looks up. And is immediately breathless, because this guy is gorgeous. And waiting. Shit.

    "Uh, yeah, sorry," Dazai mumbles, picking it up, and giving it to him, sheepish grin intact.

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    10 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Life WOULD be easier as a fish

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Chuuya opens the screen of his phone only to find messages from a dating app he’s pretty sure he deleted. He thinks he deleted it because everyone there looked like shit, assholes, or just weren’t his type. He liked what? Three people? He's genuinely surprised to find out the tall brunet he liked matched with him.

    [Dazai Osamu]: This is a pleasant surprise.
    [Dazai Osamu]: Didn’t think you’d find me attractive.
    [Dazai Osamu]: No wait! Of course you would!! I’m insanely handsome, after all.

    Chuuya stares at the messages for a moment. This Dazai guy sounds like a bastard, but Chuuya has to admit he is insanely handsome. He supposes it won’t hurt to reply.

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    Chuuya meets Dazai through a dating app which leads to them having mind-blowing sex together only for Chuuya to learn the next day that Dazai is, in fucking fact, the Executive of Mori Corporation who’s been overseas for the past three years. But what’s the problem? Well the problem is that Chuuya can’t look Dazai in the eyes. Not after all the things he said, thinking he’d never need to see Osamu again. Honestly, fuck him (Dazai did, multiple times) and his life.

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    01 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    Dazai has internalized homophobia and is doing shit in college. After a bad day on campus, his father, Mori, orders him to get Akutagawa and bring him home. When he goes to pick him up, he finds himself in a drag club and finds himself obsessing over the opener. After requesting a private room Dazai and the drag queen, Chuuya, slowly becomes closer. As time goes on Dazai finds that he is in love with Chuuya but doesn't know how to deal with that because of his homophobia.

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    Dazai has internalized homophobia and falls in love with Chuuya who is a drag queen

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    26 Apr 2026