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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    Shane Hollander is hockeys next greatest thing. Alongside Ilya Rozanov, of course. What the public doesn’t know is that Canadas Golden Boy hides a lot under the surface. Shane struggles to love hockey again as he plays in the MLH after quitting his travel team three months before the draft. Reporters and journalists have endless guesses as to why, but when a shocking headline about Shane’s former coach rattles the hockey world, the truth is too close for comfort

    Will Shane finally start his road to recovery, now that his biggest secret is out? Or will it all come crashing down around him?

    Or: Shane Hollander has been sexually abused by his hockey coach for most of his life

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Shane was hurting and it was more than just the bruises and aches littering his body. More than all of that was the hurt of what the Metros had done. He couldn’t stop replaying the last time he had been in this building with all of them. He couldn’t stop hearing his teammates accusing him of throwing the game for Ilya, saying he fell on purpose. All he could feel was his heart fracturing inside his chest.

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    Shane Hollander was betrayed and abandoned by the team he gave his entire youth to and it did more damage than he realized

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Without a word, Ilya snaps his fingers and when Shane looks up he is holding Bood's phone in his hand. For a fleeting moment, Shane considers throwing the phone the full length of the bus just to get it away from his husband.

    He watches the way Ilya's eyes drag across the screen, reading whatever is in front of him. Ilya's jaw muscle twitches, his eyes narrow, and his nostrils flare. His whole face shifts from the beautiful man that he loves into some chiseled marble statue depicting the depth of man's rage.

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    On the way back to Ottawa, the team (and twitter) find out just what was said during their game against Montreal.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    When Shane Hollander got the first message he didn't think much of it. But as time goes on and the messages become increasingly dangerous, Shane has to figure out what he's willing to risk for those he loves.

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    “Shane?” Ilya’s concerned voice cuts momentarily through the panic. “What is it? Everything okay?”

    Shane doesn’t look up from this phone as he responds off-handedly, “Yeah, yeah. Everything’s fine.”

    OR
    Shane has a mysterious obsessive stalker who blackmails him

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Shane should be here right now, should be in Ilya’s house. Ilya should be teasing him about being picky while going through delivery options for food on his phone. Shane should be discovering that Ilya has ginger ale in the fridge and the protein bars Shane mentioned liking in an interview in his pantry. He should be making out with Shane on the couch, sneaking a hand into his pants, teasing him about whether they can beat the deliveryman and arrive before he does. Shane was supposed to spend the night tonight, the Montreal team not set to leave until tomorrow afternoon because of potential bad weather in the morning. Shane should be fed and showered and ready to curl up in bed with Ilya tonight.
    But Shane is in a hospital.

    And Ilya is here.

    He pulls up Jane in his phone again. He presses call.

    “Hey, you’ve reached Shane Hollander-”

    Ilya closes his eyes and lets Shane’s voice roll over him.

    (canon divergence in which shane getting injured happens during a game in boston) (...which means shane then gets to go home with ilya to recover)

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    02 Jul 2026