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  1. Public Bookmark 85

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    “What the fuck, Rozanov?!” He says as soon as he’s certain there’s no one in earshot.

    He leans back against the counter, the nonchalantness of it all only pissing Shane off even more. “What?” He says with a shrug, breaking the darkening gaze he had just a moment ago.

    “Are you fucking serious? Making out with my girl-“ he pauses, watching Ilya’s brows raise in shock. “One of Rose’s friends? In a public fucking bathroom?” He finished finally.

    Ilya just chuckles, no real humor behind it. “Oh so that’s why you are all mad, because he’s friends with your pretty little girlfriend?” His tone coming out a little more hurt than Shane had thought he would sound.

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    OR: An alternative ending to the ep. 4 club scene where Shane doesn’t go home with Rose, instead catches Ilya making out with someone he shouldn’t be…..

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    09 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 50

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    Rozanov made a dismissive noise. “No, no, I will pick you up. Send me your address.”

    “I’m not giving you my home address.”

    “Why not!”

    “Because you’ll probably post it on social media to psych me out before our next game.”

    That made Rozanov laugh. “It is good idea,” he said. Stopped laughing. Started again. Blew out a breath like he had to get himself together. “I might do this to you,” he allowed, “but you have nice boyfriend living with you now. I would not do this to him. You are safe.”

     

    In which Ilya Rozanov adopts himself into Scott and Kip's household and refuses to leave. Kip finds this very sweet. Scott is going to kill him.

    Podfic of What The Fuck Is An Elder Queer by luulapants.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    A snow storm forces the Cens' team bus to seek shelter on the way back from a game. Luckily for them they are close to the cottage. Unluckily for Shane and Ilya, Shane is also at the cottage.

    Set before Shane and Ilya are outed.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    “That’s not-” Shane starts, but he stops himself. Ilya tilts his head slightly in question, but Shane bites the inside of his cheek and then shakes his head slightly, cheeks flushing. “I do trust you,” Shane says.

    “But not with your car?” Ilya asks. “You are afraid I will drive all the boring out of it?”

    Shane rolls his eyes.

    “It’s a good car-” He starts in another refrain of one of his favorite summer songs.

    Ilya rolls them and pins his boyfriend under him before he has to hear about four wheel drive and gas mileage again.

    There are far better uses for Shane’s mouth, after all.

    (in which ilya learns that being a passenger in the car knocks shane tf out)

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Hi Ilya,

    My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.

    I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.

    or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.

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    29 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 42

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    “You want me to be mean to you?” Troy’s jaw slacked a bit. All in all, he thought he did a decent job holding his composure. 

    “I mean… sexually. Yeah. You can maybe degrade me a bit. Call me a slut. You can maybe make fun of my appearance - not my scar though. Maybe. I think that’s my line. If that’s something you want too, of course.” 

    “I. I want what you want.”
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    Harris wants to explore degradation kink. Troy seems on board, until he very very much does not. Always eager to please, Troy spirals as he fails to use his safe words time and time again.

    Troy can't disappoint. He can't let Harris know this part of him, though. He can't let Harris fear him.

    Harris can read Troy, though. He can read the man he loves, always.

    No actual smut. Rating for lead up to would-be smut, themes, and language.

    CW: Degradation Kink, SafeWord Usage, Poor Self-Concept, Poorly Negotiated Kink, Panic Attacks, Mentions of Dallas Kent, Self Harm (scratching, not explicit, but it is there if you squint)

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Carter Vaughn (NY): LISTEN UP I will give $1000 to whoever gets Shane Hollander drunk tonight

    Ilya Rozanov (BOS): easy $1000

    Ilya Rozanov (BOS): Hollander has never seen a good time because he lives in montreal with boring montreal teammates

    JJ 🏆💰: he had us in the first half ngl

    Shane: he had nothing in no halves

    Shane: I will have ONE beer

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    Scott Hunter makes a groupchat of everyone staying on the tenth floor at the hotel during the 2016 All Star Game. Shane has more than one beer.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    I’m obsessed with Rookie(ish) Bood walking in on them 😆😆😆

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    'Shane turns to Ilya and frowns. “What?” Shane twists the condom in his hand, fiddling with the foil edges. “Hollander –“

    “What if we didn’t use this?” He bites down on his lip, his whole face a gorgeous shade of pink. “Like… we haven’t been with anyone else in months, right?” Ilya nods, his heart hammering in his chest. Is Shane serious? “We should be good… shouldn’t we?”'

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    AKA - Shane and Ilya have sex without a condom for the first time! :D

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    23 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 30

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    “Like this.” Shane made a gesture with his finger. “The one just above the boathouse with the really bright star near the bottom? It’s uh, Lyra, I think.”

    “Mmm, yes. Is sozvezdiye Liry” Ilya murmured softly, taking the opportunity to press his mouth to the swell of Shane’s bicep.

    Shane turned to look at him like he’d grown a second head.

    “What? Is name of same stars in Russia,” Ilya explained.

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    23 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 19

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    This is really fucking intense.

    Ilya Rozanov is out, married, and so vocally in love with his husband. Russia disagrees. He is kidnapped and taken back to Russia for some good old-fashioned 'convincing'. He doesn't break. They very nearly break /him/.

    This story begins at the rescue, and will have flashbacks to Ilya's torture throughout.

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    21 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 40

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    “For now,” Shane says, kissing Ilya's forehead. “It feels like we can be something for now, in this room. With each other.” He kisses him. “And that’s good right now.”

    OR

    Tampa, Episode 5 - Shane comforts a distressed Ilya as they deal with the undeniable shift in their relationship. What happens between the fade-to-black and Shane leaving Ilya's hotel.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “Oh, hi, Ilya,” Harris said pleasantly when Ilya tapped on the doorframe of his office. He was smiling and sipping a coffee. He didn’t look like someone that was willfully breaking his boyfriend’s heart.

    Ilya had considered—back when they’d all thought that Troy was an asshole, if one that was at least attempting to reform—that he should make sure Troy knew to be careful with Harris’s heart. He’d never thought he’d need to make sure Harris was careful with Troy’s. “Harris,” Ilya said, “why did you tell Troy you wanted to see other people?”

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is in love, closeted, catastrophically lonely, and apparently incapable of referring to Shane Hollander in present tense.

    The Centaurs come to a- given the circumstances- reasonable conclusion.

    Or:
    Five times the Centaurs thought Ilya Rozanov was mourning his dead wife, and the one time they discovered his wife was actually Shane Hollander.
    Shane, for the record, is alive and really confused.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Name: Shane M. Hollander
    Sex: Male
    Secondary Sex: Other
    (If other - please elaborate): A3O2 gene mutation
    Age: 22
    Height: 6'0
    Weight: 180 lbs
    Profession: tax auditor
    Gender and Secondary Sex Preferences: M/Alpha

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    Name: Ilya G. Rozanov
    Sex: Male
    Secondary Sex: Alpha
    Age: 28
    Height: 6'3
    Weight: 245 lbs
    Profession: prefer not to answer
    Gender and Secondary Sex Preferences: not picky :)

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    Ilya and Shane meet using a government ABO matching agency. Shane is drawn to the process because he can be open about his genetic mutation while remaining anonymous. The A3O2 genetic mutation presents itself as having both Omega and Alpha secondary sex characteristics. Three time winner of the Stanley Cup, Ilya Rozanov has cemented himself as a titan of the NHL. But it's lonely at the top and he craves the companionship of a partner - a mate.

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    09 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 68

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    Shane is twenty-one, an Omega, and the current face of the MLH. He has no equal, no rival to push him harder, but he is still the best player since Scott Hunter, and he’s broken twice the records at half the age. To the surprise of only the delusional Hollander haters, he gets put on the Olympic roster. Shane’s nervous, but there’s no way he isn’t coming back without gold.

    Or: On the night of his big win, Shane accidentally buys an Alpha.

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    08 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 36

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    Shane Hollander is secretly a Trans man who can't tell anyone for fear of being kicked out of the NHL for it. The first time he hooks up with Ilya, he is very worried about what Ilya will think of his secret. Lucky for him, Ilya doesn't care what Shane has going on in his pants.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “I refuse—“

    “You will,” His father’s voice sliced through his protest, “The treaty demands a bonded union. Not some paltry marriage that may be dissolved at convenience.”

    For a moment, Ilya could not draw breath. “You would have me breed him? Bond him?”

    “I would have you fulfill your duty. You are not precious, as you seem to think. You are not exempt from service,” The king’s fist came down upon the table, scattering the tin soldiers across the map.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “Ilya,” Hollander breathes, which—Ilya isn’t sure Hollander has ever called him by his first name. Surely he has sometime in seven years of acquaintance? But the sound of it is novel, unfamiliar. 

    And far from unpleasant. 

    Then Hollander says, “Baby,” and Ilya knows for certain that he’s never called Ilya that, because it takes the air right out of Ilya’s lungs and makes his guts twist and fuck, he would have remembered if Hollander had ever called him that. Especially in that reverent tone. 

    It’s nice. 

    Ilya doesn't remember being married to Shane Hollander. Probably, he should tell someone.

    He decides not to.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    "And is like I said, very easy to do. You just lay back and let someone else do work. Could do it in my sleep, would not be problem at all for me to come hands-free.”

    Hollander scowled, full competitive personality shining through. “Prove it.”

    “Fine, I will,” Ilya snapped back.

    Hollander's eyes went wide, and so did Ilya's when he realized what he had promised. His words hung in the air between them, suddenly heavy with implication.

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    Ilya doesn't think switching with Hollander one time for the sake of settling a bet will change anything about their arrangement, and it certainly wouldn't make him discover anything about himself. Afterall, it would only be one time, right?

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Ilya looked at his outstretched hand. How long had he been looking at the corner where Hollander disappeared? Balling his hand into a fist, he let out a bitter laugh.

    Fuck. What had he done?

    A canon-divergent turning point for the post-tuna melt scene. What if Shane didn't get into the taxi? What if he never made it past the front porch, and Ilya couldn't bring himself to ignore the pieces breaking right outside his door?

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    04 Jun 2026

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