Ashke50

Purple flower



Recent works

Recent series

  1. Summary

    These are the stories of Yuri Plisetsky learning about Otabek’s past before they became friends in Barcelona. They’re definitely more interesting than Yuri would like to admit, and he would very much like to not admit that he enjoys the stories involving JJ Leroy. Ratings will almost always be at least M for swearing (expletives work as punctuation, right?) and explicit mention of sexual acts and/or bodily fluids.

    Words:
    31,025
    Works:
    7
    Bookmarks:
    3
  2. Words:
    2,772
    Works:
    1
  3. Summary

    Yuri is troubled by the fan attention generated by Welcome to the Madness. Specifically the way his fans are arguing, debating, and speculating over whether or not he’s had sex. Well, the only way to stay on top is to take control into his own hands. Right?

    Words:
    15,922
    Works:
    3
    Bookmarks:
    4

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    118,812
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    4,728
    Kudos:
    25,647
    Bookmarks:
    9,296
    Hits:
    708,660

    06 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Operation O Canada, or The Hollander-Rozanov Method of Soft Launching a Marriage
    robbinscinquefoil

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    148,928
    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    8,220
    Kudos:
    19,035
    Bookmarks:
    7,599
    Hits:
    587,394

    03 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    good on my own accord
    impetuous

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Coming this fall to ABC… MLH star Shane Hollander is The Bachelor!

    Bachelor Nation, we have one question: will you accept this rose?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    62,964
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    1,657
    Kudos:
    3,807
    Bookmarks:
    1,364
    Hits:
    64,160

    31 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    For the Right Reasons
    citrusses

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane loses his game to a blizzard and his boyfriend to a bad hit, all in the same night.

    Snowed in with his parents in Montreal, he watches Ilya get stretchered off on live TV, and discovers that when your relationship is a secret, no one at the hospital thinks to call you.

    In Ottawa, Ilya wakes up with broken bones, a serious concussion, and a neatly edited brain. The months where he was lonely and depressed and fighting with Shane? Gone. He’s mentally living in the soft, hopeful beginning of things—and the more everyone tiptoes around him, the more wrong it feels.

    The Centaurs step up. The Hollanders dig in. Shane tries to convince himself that “temporary amnesia” is not the same thing as losing him.

    They’re still together. They’re technically fine.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    63,873
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    542
    Kudos:
    5,651
    Bookmarks:
    1,711
    Hits:
    94,262

    21 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    lover, come home to me
    cherrylilies (cherrydialectic)

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.

    No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.

    When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?


    “I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”

    “A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.

    “It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.

    “And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    47,947
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Collections:
    13
    Comments:
    4,102
    Kudos:
    12,181
    Bookmarks:
    4,963
    Hits:
    217,038

    22 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    A Well-Organized Life
    409_conflict