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    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    This was different. This wasn’t hockey, or a competition, or a well-honed skill. This was her chance to welcome Ilya to their family.

    The five times Yuna Hollander opened her heart to Ilya, and the one time Ilya found a home within it.

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    “Wanna bet?”

    Ilya blinks.

    “On what?”

    “Who can get the most numbers tonight, at this club?”

    Ilya’s grin falters for half a second, just long enough for Shane to see the flicker of surprise on his face, before a spark of excitement flashes in his eyes. He tilts his head, gaze dragging over Shane like he’s checking for tells.

    “You are joking.”

    “What’s the matter? Worried you’ll lose?”

    The dare lingers, sticky-sweet, and Shane realizes — too late — he might have just stepped into a trap of his own making. Then Ilya downs the rest of his drink in one swallow, and slams the glass down.

    “Deal.”

    or, 5 times Shane Hollander wanted to win + 1 time he didn't really mind losing

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    Ilya finds Shane’s t-shirt post tuna meltdown and is completely unbothered about it - obviously.

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