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Ilya used to think Shane was a bad liar.
He would, after all, notice every time Shane stammered through a falsehood or half-truth. Sometimes he even let him.
Now, Ilya wonders if maybe they weren't built to understand one another. Cosmically destined for one another in a way that others aren't. Mama used to talk about people like that, people made by fate for one another, misunderstandings are natural even with the ones you love; but there are some people that you just get.
Shane is a bad liar. A bad liar to Ilya who he refuses to look at and when he does the shame of the lie is written in every freckle on his beautiful face.
To others not so much.
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Or the 3 times Shane helped sell a lie from Ilya and the 1 time he refused to lie with HaydenBookmarked by Awesomenessatwork
23 Jul 2026
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Shane and Ilya are different behind closed doors.
A multi POV fic that allows other characters to get a glimpse behind the wall.- Language:
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20 Jul 2026
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Willing not Able by LadyChewsk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jun 2026
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"I will tell Mama about you, Shane Hollander. I will tell her how you brought back my brother's smile."
A glimpse into Alexei's mind after his father's death and Ilya's departure from Russia.
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16 Jul 2026
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Project Get Loved, Dr. Grace by brysbeddixt
Fandom Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
29 May 2026
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15 Jul 2026
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into your earthly hands by scarlettroses
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jul 2026
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"Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"
Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.
"Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"
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or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.
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- English
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- 20/?
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11 Jul 2026
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things go to hell (now that i've found it) by c_a_andromeda
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Jul 2026
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"The thing is, Shane has always thought he was going to retire in Montreal. He’s spent his whole childhood watching his mom praise them, and wanting to be just like them. He’s had dreams of his jersey getting retired here. He doesn’t want to leave. He wants everything to go back to how it was before Hayden showed up at his door yesterday. He wants to retire a Voyager, he wants to be a Voyager, he’s always wanted to be a Voyager. But he can’t turn back time, and he can’t make himself think that the environment is going to magically get better. He’s already muted the Montreal Voyagers chat after too many jokes at his expense. If they’re that confident behind a screen, who knows how they’ll feel in person. He’s their captain. He should be better than this. This shouldn’t be getting to him. He wants to stop thinking about this. He wants Ilya."
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Shane gets outed to Montreal a lot earlier than he originally planned to (aka never). The plan he and Ilya made needs to change drastically, as Shane finds himself the one trading teams instead of Ilya. Some things stay the same, but some things change.OR:
The Shane gets traded to New Jersey fic that no one asked for but I wanted to write.- Language:
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04 Jul 2026
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Here are some facts:
Six months ago, Ilya and Shane sat on Ilyas’ couch, in Boston, and said, we want to be more, even if it has to be in secret.
Four months ago, Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander bought new houses. If asked, they would both say it was a complete coincidence. They were not asked, because most people do not browse Zillow for fun in their free time (Shane-) and the real estate of hockey players was of very limited interest to even the most hardcore fan.
Two hours ago, Shane Hollander was bleeding out on the ice.
Yuna and David Hollander were at least three hours away, at the exact moment their son hit the ice. Yuna Hollander is a perceptive woman. If she enters the house, she will know her son does not live alone.
Here is the most important fact Ilya knows right now: Shane would not want to come out to his parents like this.
Ilya has one hour to wipe his existence from his boyfriends’ house.
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02 Jul 2026
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You are a traitor, you lied to all of them.
To have teammates question him?
To have years of loyalty erased in a single night?
You are a fucking liar.
Something twisted violently inside his chest.
The first sob escaped before he realized he was crying.
His vision blurred instantly.
"No."
His hands began shaking.
"No."
The container slipped.
He caught it.
Stared at it.
The stupid fucking chicken.
The stupid fucking rice.
The stupid fucking vegetables.
Or a canon divergence after Shane trips.
It was for nothing.Bookmarked by Awesomenessatwork
26 Jun 2026
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This Mess is Mine by stabthroughme
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Jul 2026
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Shane gets a snack in Regina and ends up in a stairwell with Ilya Rozanov. A month later he takes three dozen different pregnancy tests that all say the same thing.
And no one can ever know.
Except Ilya isn't blind. He isn't stupid. He can do math. And Shane Hollander's sheltered daughter looks like him.
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- Part 16 of In The Loonie Bin (Mars' Hollanov Fics)
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24 Jun 2026
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this is why we can't have nice things by apageinthisbook
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Jun 2026
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Remember when Hayden Pike punches Ilya after Shane said not to, right before the announcement of the Irina Foundation? Remember that that was the second time Hayden laid his hands on Ilya in the first month of knowing him?
Or, Shane gets rightfully fed up after the first month of Hayden's behavior towards Ilya. Punching Ilya was the final straw, so he tells Hayden to pretend he never found out. It sets off a chain of events landing him, happily, in Ottawa a year earlier and with a better support system for both him and Ilya.
- Language:
- English
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- 18/18
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23 Jun 2026
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time travel doesn't get you out of parenting by apageinthisbook
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Jul 2026
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After winning the Stanley Cup in 2023, the Ottawa Centaurs Rookies are drunk and making wishes only to end up in Tampa Bay in 2017. Step one when something goes wrong and you need an adult? Find Team Dads Ilya and Shane. This can't go wrong.
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Basically I drop the Centaur's rookies into 2017 as a plot device for shenanigans and fixing Hollanov's relationship. Then I send them home and let the butterfly effect run rampant.- Language:
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- 17/19
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23 Jun 2026
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Déjà vécu by Milky (Batman_in_Lingerie)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Jul 2026
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“Rozanov, Ilya-- can you hear me? Fuck! Are you okay?” He asked, frantic. There was so much blood, people were running towards them. He could hear phones being dialled, could feel the presence of others around them.
Ilya’s eyes were open, but it was as if he were looking past him, up towards the sky above. He coughed once and blood sputtered out, dribbling down his face "Mama." He said softly.
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Since Shane was a young boy he has been able to rewind time. He had never done it for anything huge, just small things here and there.
Then Ilya Rozanov died in front of him.
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- English
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- 20/?
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21 Jun 2026
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I don't start shit but I can tell you how it ends by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Apr 2026
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“Did J.J. try to set you up with that guy?” Hayden asked.
Shane nodded, then frowned. "Why didn't you, like, discourage him?"
"That dude sounded perfect for you.” Hayden immediately held his hands up as outrage flashed across Shane’s features. “What? I just think you can do better!”
Shane’s mouth dropped open.
“For fuck’s sake, Hayden.”
Hayden laughed as he crossed the room and dropped down onto the bench beside him, nudging Shane’s arm with his elbow.
“I’m kidding. Mostly. Besides-”
Shane closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose.
“It’s not funny.”
“Hey,” Hayden said in a conciliatory tone, though there was no real apology in it. “Look. I fucking hate the guy, but if he’s what you want…”
The words chafed. It felt wrong, all wrong, like someone humoring a bad decision. Like of course Shane could do better, should want better. Like it was obvious.
Shane saw red.
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- Part 5 of hollanov one-shots & shorties
- Language:
- English
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- 5,235
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- 1/1
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20 Jun 2026
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Shane snapped.
Later, people would describe it differently.
Some called it terrifying.
Some heroic.
Some beautiful.
Shane himself remembered almost nothing except overwhelming, animal panic.
His gloves hit the ice.
Then his helmet.
Then he collided with Volkov hard enough to rip him bodily off Ilya.
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17 Jun 2026
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When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.
Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.
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- Part 1 of (We Could Be) Something Great
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 230,038
- Chapters:
- 13/?
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14 Jun 2026
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Missing: The fire in the dark - Found: The water in my lungs by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jun 2026
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Ilya broke up with Shane 8 months after the cottage
David didn't walk in on them
Shane is not doing well at all
Lots of sad, depressed Shane, who badly needs a hug but doesn't want anyone to touch him
Will have a happy ending eventually.- Language:
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- 4/?
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13 Jun 2026
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Moderation by RedCharlieX
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jun 2026
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Shane measured out his loosely packed protein powder, using the back of the knife to scrape the excess off the cup back into the container—careful to not add too much. A glint of light reflected off the knife, catching his eye. He stared at the silvery surface, realizing how long it had been since he looked at himself in the mirror.
He punched the button on the blender, letting the harsh, abrasive sound pull him out of his thoughts. The ingredients blended together until they turned into the same, bland, expected color as as it did every morning, perfectly under his control.
He brought it to his lips carefully, trying to ignore the sudden tightness in his chest. When it tasted exactly like it did the day before, he sighed in relief, hungrily drinking it down, feeling completely free. This was going to work.
He was always going to know exactly what he was eating.
OR: Shane Hollander starts his performance diet after Dallas Kent puts something into his drink. With training season starting for his first season in Ottawa, it's more important than ever that he feels in control. How else will he face Troy Barret every day?
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10 Jun 2026
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Moonlight Love by SerenityandTheGroveBook
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jun 2026
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Ilya never thought he'd be meeting the parents BEFORE getting his rival in bed, but here he was.
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09 Jun 2026
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Property of Ilya Rozanov by ClarisseGarret
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Apr 2026
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A thank you to the Heavens for granting Eric the sight of an angel on Earth when a tall, muscular Asian man with a saintly face walked into his shop at 2:00 AM—even if that same man made him sign an NDA before he could even get a name.
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Shane Hollander decides to get a tattoo in Russian, leaving his artist burning with curiosity for years to come.- Language:
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- 5/6
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08 Jun 2026
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Love, Ilya Rozanov: A Collection of Letters by Whichie
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Jul 2026
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Ilya started the letters in that terribly lonely year in Ottawa, and now, married to the love of his life and ready to come out, he completes them.
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04 Jun 2026