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    "Never have I ever fucked my student," Ilya said. Shane narrowed his eyes at this, parsing the words.

    "That's a stupid one," Shane said, his defenses lowering and his words slurring a bit. "You don't have your own students." He kept his remaining fingers raised, and purposely did not take a sip to show Ilya his answer.

    "Hmm, very interesting," Ilya said. "So this is special occasion." Shane did not have the faculties to further parse Ilya's words, so he used one of his defenses when he was overwhelmed: he closed his eyes. He realized how tired he was, sort of all of a sudden, probably due to the alcohol. And from pretending I don't want him, his traitor brain added. He rested his head on the back cushion of the couch, feeling the day and his pushed-away thoughts wash over him.

    He suddenly felt Ilya's body weight rest on his legs. His eyes flew open, meeting Ilya's gaze as his face got closer to Shane's.

    "Ilya," Shane started to protest. "We shouldn't."

    OR: Shane Hollander, coach of the McGill men's hockey team, invites his team captain, Ilya Rozanov, to spend the week of Christmas with him at his cottage.

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    It’s like they think that Ilya's someone to put up with, rather than someone that Shane wants to spend every waking minute of his life with. Someone that is, in every single fucking way, Shane’s person. Someone that knows exactly how to make him laugh and someone he doesn’t have to hide his quirks from and someone who allows his own asshole side to shine when Shane wants it to.

    Shane loves Ilya, is in love with him. It’s just that Ilya is also his best friend.

    Or, 5 times that Shane gets annoyed by people thinking he's supposed to control Ilya, and 1 time he finally says something about it.

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    Two years of playing together, and it still hit him every time. The casualness of it. My husband. Said out loud, in public. After years of hiding—stolen moments in hotel rooms, careful distance in public, the constant exhausting performance of just teammates, just rivals, nothing to see here—now Ilya could say it like it was nothing. Like it was easy, like it was the most natural thing in the world.

    Because it was. Finally.

    In which Ilya Hollander-Rozanov cannot shut up about his husband. (Subtitled: No one asked, Ilya. Ilya. No one asked.)

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    “You do not know me?”

    “Huh. On second thought, maybe you are an asshole.”

    The man’s cheeks flushed, blinking rapidly as if embarrassment was something new for him.

    “I am Ilya. Rozanov. I play for the Boston Raiders, my face is plastered all over the city– sorry. This was rude of me to assume.” The man– Ilya– said sheepishly.

    “I guess I haven’t been far enough into the city,” Shane muttered, most of his focus on dabbing at the stain on his Reebok undershirt.

    “You are new here? Maybe I can… show you around?”

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    After being forced to quit hockey in juniors, Shane becomes a model. He avoids the hockey world until 2017, when he has a run in with Ilya Rozanov. Shane is out as gay and Ilya has already cut his ties with Russia, but that doesn't make things any easier for them.

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