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    "In my defence," Ilya says, "I am only one-sixteenth werewolf."

    "Huh?"

    Ilya doesn't know how to explain that he is only just now discovering that the one-sixteenth is apparently all housed in his cock. But given where said cock is currently lodged he figures he won't have to in about, oh, five more seconds. 

    --OR--

    Werewolves can only knot their soulmates, which isn't going to be a problem because Shane is just some boring hockey hook up, right?

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    12 Jul 2026

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    “Hollander,” he scolds, going to collect Shane’s jeans and underwear to fold them so that the world doesn’t break or something. “What are you doing?”

    “Giving you a new pack, idiot. Take your pants off.”

    --OR--

    Ilya is being sent back to Russia to take over as Rozanov pack alpha. Unless he can find a new pack first.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Shane: did you send my mom an SOS?

    Ilya: a what? what is SOS?

    Shane: like a distress signal

    Ilya: da. yes. told her there is big distress. my husband needs to get fucked by end of week or his dick will explode. would leave our kids with one less father

    Or,

    Shane and Ilya have been cockblocked by their kids for nearly 2 weeks. When they finally get a night to themselves, the tension snaps before they even make it to their dinner reservation.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.

    Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.

    As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.

    (Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Shane was still trying to settle Max, cupping the back of his head, pressing him back against his chest. Body warmth, familiar scent—that was supposed to be enough. That was supposed to be some innate thing, some animalistic pull newborns had toward their parents, hardwired in them from the beginning. Shane had read that. He was pretty sure he had read that.

    It was probably really bad that his baby didn't have it toward him.

    Or,

    Shane is not bonding with his new baby.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Fucking devastating

  6. Public Bookmark 25

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    A podfic of 'Too ripe not to split' by Charlotte_Stant.

    Author's Summary: Ilya rocks his hips up. “No, Hollander. Keep up. I want to meet your dildo.” He enjoys enunciating the word. Tries to give it a bit of a whiny Canadian inflection. “You remember? You told me about him, back in Vegas.”

    Hollander blushes beautifully and says, “That’s private.”

    “Hollander. I know the taste of your ball skin.”

    “That’s—Jesus, don’t say it like that. I can show you, but. Only if you promise not to be a dick.”

    “Best behaviour,” Ilya promises. “Will say only nice things.”

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    10 Jul 2026

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    He sometimes imagined what might happen if he caught it in his mouth. If he moaned at just the right moment so the tiny gold crucifix would fall into place on his tongue.

    An accident.

    Plausible deniability if Rozanov found it weird.

    or

    Shane has a lot of feelings about Ilya Rozanov’s necklace.

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    08 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 9

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    Ryan slips from his bed like he's done every night for the past few months and treads the familiar coastal path down to where the streetlight fades and the shoreline is hazardous. He doesn't cut the soles of his feet anymore, now that he knows where the most jagged areas lay beneath the shallow waves, so he's quick when he picks his way across, heading straight toward the lounging silhouette of a boy who exists only to corrupt and kill, if the tales of his town are to be believed.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Slavic dad Ilya is precious to me with his big loud cough and dressing gown coming downstairs and sighing all the time.

    So now, I present to you: Ilya Rozanov being a grumpy Slavic Papa about his son playing video games, staying up late, messing up the lounge and wanting to eat cereal and go to the mall!

    Doesn’t he know we have food at home? Your crumbs are going to bring mice into the house! Turn on the light, you’ll hurt your eyes! (Loud Slavic dad cough) Ah! People drive too fast on our street! (Loud FaceTime noises and all calls are on speaker phone)

    If you know, you know. If you don’t know, you will never know.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the guy standing beside every wedding, delivering every speech, and fixing every crisis. He’s indispensable to everyone else’s happiness… except no one ever really asks what he wants for his own.

    Until Ilya Rozanov, a cynical journalist with a dismissive view of marriage and everything it represents, crosses paths with Shane and decides to use his life as the subject of a feature on the “eternal best man,” a stepping stone toward more serious journalistic work, without Shane ever suspecting his intentions.

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    27 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 33

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    His mercy was now intrinsically tied with his damnation. It wasn't always easy to separate the two; in the dark after waking up, in between the sheets when Ryan would grab him too quickly, in the moments where they did wander into another room without the other. The entity had become accustomed to the lack of opportunities and had begun appearing faster as a result. A bathroom break could lead to a concussion, stepping outside to grab the mail leading to a battered torso.

    It was never fast enough to kill them, but that didn't make it any less grueling. Naim would never forget looking up at the face of his coveted while his lungs burned, feeling the air being crushed out of him and only being able to think, my beloved, my beloved, my beloved.

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    26 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 19

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    Tap. Tap. Tap.

    Ryan shot up from his bed, fear rising in his chest. He threw the covers off of himself, walking to the window to see:

    "Naim? What are you—" He opened the window. "What the fuck are you doing here?"

    "Ryan," said Naim. "I have to talk to you. Please. Come outside?"

    A chill crept through Ryan's body, the fear lingering. He would have. He wanted to. Alas,

    "Someone will... It's a bad idea, okay? Go home."

    Naim looked at him, too perfect. Too sweet. "Please Ryan."

    "No. We— we can't. Leave me alone."

    (A collection of scenes from Ryan's perspective, an idea of what Entity!Naim said to him and what he went through. NO generative ai used!)

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    26 Jun 2026

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    your fave is problematic - yourfaveisproblematic.tumblr.com/post/6453061/ilya-rozanov
    Admin note: POST IS WIP
    1. Admitted to using the f-slur during his rookie year in the NHL and doubled down with ableist remarks on Twitter.
    2. He’s a stalinist and supports the unlawful slaughter of children.
    3. He’s supportive of the porn industry, which is notably exploitative and misogynistic.
    [cont…]

    subhollander reblogged ⇄ yourfaveisproblematic
    #first celeb ever to get cancelled for bisexual pegging porn im crying #also not be that person but that was amateur porn #so???

    torontoszamboni reblogged ⇄ subhollander
    so you’re also saying that the women were amateurish at their job???

    subhollander reblogged ⇄ torontoszamboni
    quick tell me what amateur porn means

    hunter4life reblogged ⇄ subhollander
    then let’s talk about the fact that he liked that tweet as a pr stunt to distract from the f-slur????

    russianlovemachine reblogged ⇄ hunter4life
    #shane: what are you doing #ilya, swallowing: public relations

    Ilya Rozanov lands himself on yourfaveisproblematic for—well, quite a few reasons.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    “We’re just, well-“ Choui hedges, then glances round as if he’s looking for back up.

    “We’re worried that you’re a bit too controlling,” Hayes blurts out. “Of Rozanov.”

    Shane opens his mouth to respond, but he closes it again when he realises he has no fucking idea what to say. He’s - what?

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “You can go, y’know, if you want-“

    “Ah, no. I do not want to,” Ilya interrupts. “Stay at home with my very sexy husband who is wearing his glasses, or go out to a club filled with people who are not you? The answer is very simple, Shane.”

    Shane rolls his eyes again, but he’s smiling as he saunters towards Ilya.

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    21 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 95

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    inspired by butimnomickey on tumblr: prompt was;

    Shane logs sex as cardio on his fitness tracking apps and Ilya has secretly noticed this. But sometimes Shane doesn't deem the sex physical enough and doesn't log it - Ilya takes this personally and starts experimenting with sex to see what Shane does and doesn't log.

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    14 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 5

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    In which the early-twenties competing dumpster fires of "gotta hustle" daniel and "gonna take my stepdad's money and BURN IT" johnny meet again.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    “I will ask you questions of a person unnamed,” Commander Cody says. “And afterwards you can tell me if any of these behaviors are in need of professional support.”

    Kix’s stomach yearns to become a farmer. Oh, the cheese it could make. It decides to practice curdling while this conversation continues.

    (Kix ends up learning way more than he asked to about a most scandalous affair occurring at very top of the 212th Attack Battalion.)

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    04 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 23

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    Kanan wasn’t in shock. He wasn’t.

    It’s just that… his Padawan had a Padawan braid. 

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    29 May 2026

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