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A Reason Worth Dying For / A Reason Worth Trying For by SandgrassBagel
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
24 Sep 2025
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Castiel's death hits Dean with a finality that leaves him drowning. Drowning in grief, in regret, in self-loathing, in heartbreak, in liquor. So when he stumbles across Lilly Sunder's notes on angels and, subsequently, a passage mentioning a gate to opening the Empty, he is determined to get Cas back.
No matter the cost.
Three weeks after Cas' return from the Empty, he is slowly healing from what the spell to retrieve him took. Three weeks after Cas' return, omens of angels and demons are scattered around the country. Three weeks after Cas' return, the Empty is bleeding.
Dean swore he would get Cas back no matter the cost. And he has, at the cost of endangering the balance of life and the afterlives. Dean has learned from dying and being the one left behind that it is easy to die for someone, but it is much harder to face the costs of surviving alongside them.
Even so, this time, Dean will not watch Cas die. And Cas has not and will not ever allow the same.
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08 Jul 2026
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After being nagged into it by his brother, Dean takes on the task of teaching Castiel how to drive; a task that turns out to be harder to accomplish than one would have thought since neither Cas nor Dean seems capable of watching the road...
Inspired by Supernatural episode 5x04 along with a presumably deleted scene that I cannot seem to find again sadly…
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18 May 2026
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Should Have Known When We Began by Feargach, violethoure666
Fandom Supernatural (TV 2005)
27 Apr 2026
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Bookmarked by Big_beans
17 May 2026
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“So uh,” Dean’s voice starts to crack, and he has to blink back some tears. Stupid. He’s gotta say it before he chickens out. He wants Cas to know. “Part of me is kinda– kinda glad you got that. With him. ‘Cause I don't know if I’d be able to give you all that. Even if I want to.”
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- Part 2 of Should Have Known When We Began
Bookmarked by Big_beans
17 May 2026
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here’s the thing: sex with cas is great. fantastic, even. twelve years of pent-up yearning from both parties involved makes for a hell of a broken levee, and fuck everyone in the floodplain because dean is getting it, goddamnit, and he’s getting everything he dares to ask for and then some.
now, however, he can’t help and side-eye cas a little and wonder if maybe they’ve been missing out on something.
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- Part 1 of on the metaphysical level
Bookmarked by Big_beans
24 Apr 2026