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    You love being Jack and Robby's perfect little slut

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    04 May 2026

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    Taking place during season two, Jamie is brutally assaulted as a punishment from his father. Due to being closeted and deeply traumatized from past abuse, he believes he deserves to be hurt. This opinion will shift as he allows himself to heal, beyond just physical wounds.

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    (Title from "Humongous" by Declan McKenna aka Jamie Tartt's anthem)

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    08 Apr 2026

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    He didn’t even realize when he did it, but his fingers were covering his ears by the time all the conversations in the room died down, countless pairs of eyes searching for the source of the disruption. Shane felt like he would throw up any minute.

    He pushed his hands harder against his ears when the waiter started apologising to him, his face painted in panic as he promised he didn’t mean to. He couldn’t have been more than twenty years old, and Shane would have reassured him if his teeth wouldn’t have been grinding together to the point that it made his jaw hurt. He needed to get away from there - before everyone would notice that he was seconds away from crying, before his body would betray him and make him slide to the sticky floor. But his legs just wouldn’t work.

    “Malysh,” cooed a familiar, warm voice, low enough just for Shane to hear. All the lights and stares were blocked by a slightly taller figure and Shane trusted himself to make eye contact with baby blues. Ilya. “You’re dripping on floor.”

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    Shane has a meltdown and Ilya takes care of his husband.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    A flickering light in the locker room sends Shane into a meltdown after his first game against Montreal since joining Ottawa.

     

    Title from "Work Out" by Rainbow Kitten Surprise

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    05 Mar 2026

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    The realization hit Ilya like a body check. They weren’t just evacuating for a fire, they were in the middle of a hotel, full of Ottawa players and hockey fans. Shane let go of Ilya’s hand. He turned to look at his boyfriend and that’s when he noticed what Shane was wearing. A black Centaurs hoodie with the bright red letters and numbers printed on the back: Rozanov 81. Ilya was sure Shane hadn't noticed what he was wearing, but he had pulled the drawstrings of the hoodie tight, leaving a small a hole at the center of his flushed face.

    The rookie, clearly starstruck, stared. “Are you Shane Hollander? Like, the Shane Hollander?” Ilya wasn’t sure who was going to faint first, Shane or Luca.

    The others stood there staring at the two men, mouths slightly agape. Bood broke into a slow smile. “Nice hoodie, Hollander. Supporting the enemy now?"

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    05 Mar 2026