Bird_ontheSpectrum
Fandoms
- DCU (2)
- Nightwing (Comics) (2)
- Young Justice - All Media Types (2)
- Batman - All Media Types (2)
- DCU (Comics) (2)
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Unraveling the Darkness by Bird_ontheSpectrum
Fandoms: DCU, DCU (Comics), Nightwing (Comics), Batman - All Media Types, Young Justice - All Media Types
19 Jul 2023
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He's seen alot in his lifetime, mutalation, rapes, everything inbetween, but never once has he witnessed it with his own eyes. He's heard of cannibalism cases before; he knows about Dahmer and Albert Fish, but those seemed so unreal, like a legend. Because why the fuck would anyone do this?
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Dick Grayson + Cannibalism (no hes not the cannibal you sick fucks)
VERY graphic so be wary and read tags
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Blood, Sweat, And Tears by Bird_ontheSpectrum
Fandoms: DCU, DCU (Comics), Nightwing (Comics), Batman - All Media Types, Young Justice - All Media Types
02 Mar 2023
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Each time Dick patrols, he feels his chest burn. He hates that it feels like all the pressure is on him, and if he messes up, he'll die. He has a deep fear of failure its overwhelming. He knows he can never mess up, because if he does he knows it’s s over. He has to be good enough.
Then he when does mess up and he will hyperventilate and cries and says that he's sorry, and he wants to be good enough, but not really, because he has to be good enough for his brothers, so when he is home alone, all of his fears come spilling out in screams and cries and blood and guilt. So much guilt.Vent Fic!!! I'll be honest this is not my best work but I really needed to vent so have some ooc dick grayson angst!!
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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Bookmarked by Bird_ontheSpectrum
16 Jun 2026
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“Hey,” Dean said. “I’m not ashamed of you, okay?”
Cas raised skeptical eyes to meet his.
“I mean it,” Dean insisted.
“I understand you mean it,” Cas said. “But I don’t think it’s any better if you’re only ashamed of yourself.”
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02 Mar 2026
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I Am A Forest Fire And I Am The Fire And I Am The Forest And I Am A Witness by pollutedstar
Fandoms: Supernatural
26 Apr 2022
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“Just say it, Cas. You don’t want him to turn out like me.”
It’s a long and torturous minute while Cas reacts silently to what Dean says, weighing his words. Dean begins to panic, thinking maybe this is it. This is the moment Cas walks away.
The angel speaks confidently. “I want him to love children, Dean. I want him to be clever, and to never underestimate another person. I want him to love family, and be brave, and stubborn enough to invent free will. I want him to know every lyric to every Led Zeppelin song and I want him to care enough that he knows everyone he loves’ favorite meal.”
Cas’s eyes well up, and the deep breath he takes is so human it makes Dean ache. “I don’t want him to scream himself awake from nightmares every night. I don’t want him to throw up from panic attacks once a month. I don’t want him to have reason to be afraid of someone he loves. I don’t want him to be forty-two before he accepts love. I wanted better than that for you, and I want better than that for him.”
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Bookmarked by Bird_ontheSpectrum
11 Feb 2026
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Post-MWIII: When Soap is killed by Makarov in the tunnels, the 141 are overrun and forced to leave his body behind with the enemy.
They never anticipate the mad, masked monster wearing Soap's face to come crawling back out, shaped and reborn by Makarov into weapon tailor made to destroy them all.
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Bookmarked by Bird_ontheSpectrum
28 Apr 2025
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And there’s a pattern to his exhales that Johnny knows well enough to read as: I don’t deserve you. I don’t deserve to say it too.
But he lets Simon hold him like that, his face pressed against the side of his temple, breathing in the scent of his hair, arms cradling and tightening simultaneously, as if Johnny is both the most precious and most dangerous thing in the living room.Fools in love, family, and finding a way... The complimentary bonus epilogue of 'all that's said in the low light'
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- Part 2 of silver and gold
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Bookmarked by Bird_ontheSpectrum
24 Apr 2025