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  1. Public Bookmark 89

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    Obsessive fanboy Shane Hollander breaks into Russian model Ilya Rozanov’s house, expecting to get closer to the man he worships only to be caught when Ilya returns home early. Instead of calling the authorities, Ilya decides to punish Shane personally, turning the encounter into a dark, controlling game of dominance and obsession.

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    02 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    "You're the one who showed up at my door drunk and needy. Remember who came crawling to who, moya lyubov."

    "Fuck you Rozanov, I don't know why I put up with you..."

    Ilya's face darkens, his patience finally snapping. "You don't have to put up with me. You can leave right now if you hate me so much."

    Or

    Shane and Ilya texting fic where Ilya is a dealer who doesn’t wanna sell to Shane anymore, and Shane is like a pathetic depressed druggie :)

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Moving to the Ottawa Centaurs was supposed to fix everything. Ilya finally had his own space, a spot in the same province as Shane, and a standing invitation to watch away games on the Hollanders' couch. It’s warm, loud, and exactly where he wants to be.

    Until a basket of apples and a home-cooked meal threaten to expose the one secret he’s guarded since his youth hockey days in Moscow.

    Because Ilya Rozanov can read a defense perfectly, but he can't see the color red. And the Hollanders are starting to notice.

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    27 May 2026

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    Scott Hunter is right next door! They can’t fuck! But what if Ilya begs and begs: Just the tip, I promise.

    They have no lube and no condoms, it’s risky. They should not be doing this.

    But then why is it so hot?

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    15 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    29 Apr 2026

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    “Come on, Hollander. It’s ironic,” Ilya says, leaning into his husband as they fly south. “I mean, we spend whole year on babymaking, researching, planning, lots of worry, lots of emotions, make decision, get ball rolling, so thoughtful, but then boom, baby drops out of nowhere.”

    “He’s not a baby,” Shane says.

    “Well, figure of speech.”

    * * *

    Ilya inherits a surly grief-stricken nine year-old and has to figure out how to fit him into their lives.

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    24 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 9

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    alex finding out his boyfriend, henry made porn //angst

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    14 Apr 2026

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    Ilya quickly put two fingers in his mouth to shut him up, but Shane moaned even louder at the action.

    Unbeknownst to them, poor, young Luca Haas had stumbled out of the bathroom near them and almost yelped when he turned in their direction. Their teammates laughed at him all the way to the bar when he tried to recount what had him looking like a ghost.

    So here Shane was: delirious, hard, and pleasantly sucking Ilya’s fingers pumping in and out of his mouth against a club wall.

     

    5 times Shane’s oral fixation gets him and Ilya in trouble +1 time it’s just for them.

    (Inspired by Husdon Williams’ explicit support for Shane’s oral fixation.)

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    12 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 79

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    Ilya has never been able to control the way that time pulls at him. It takes it when he wants, leaves him where it will. But no matter where he lands, Shane has always known him.

    --

    Or, Ilya is a time traveler and Shane is his anchor.

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    12 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 51

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    “Say hi to daddy, moyo lapochka,” Ilya said gently and then moved closer, meeting Shane halfway until there was no space between them.

    “Hi, daddy,” Leo parroted in his sweet little voice. Only two years old and he could actually do that in four different languages. He knew more Japanese than Shane.

    The second Shane touched his small back, feeling his chest rise and fall beneath Ilya’s arms, his heart felt whole again.

    Or a short and sweet one where Shane and Ilya come home to their son.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    Post-S1. Shane and Ilya have to spend a month apart early in their relationship.

    Ilya spends that time bulking up. For hockey purposes. And for Shane purposes.

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    05 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 34

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    Ilya sees Shane's Wonderland photoshoot (jockstraps, kiss marks, that banana shot) and has a meltdown. His boyfriend looks like a sex god in magazines but wears saggy boxers at home. Ilya's solution? Donate ALL Shane's underwear and replace it with jockstraps. Shane thinks he's insane. Ilya's just possessive and horny.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    "Do you ever wonder-"

    "Oh god, yes," Ilya blurts out before he can even register the words leaving his lips. "Literally all the time."

    -

    AU where Ilya does cut things off before the cottage and Shane lets him.

    He watches Shane’s life and career from a safe distance, secretly looking forward to any games when they’d share the ice.

    Years on, Shane publicly comes out and transfers to the Ottawa Centaurs out of necessity.

    A story of repair. Eventually.

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    04 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 56

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    Ilya is not so subtle about his breeding kink. Shane ends up being bred

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    27 Mar 2026

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    "Shane Hollander is retiring."

    Ilya rolled over to look at his wife, next to him in bed in one of his old Boston t-shirts. She was staring at her phone, scrolling rapidly.

    "What do you mean, Hollander is retiring?"

    Ilya thought back to the last time he'd seen — really seen — Hollander. Hollander had Ilya's cock in his mouth. Ilya could still remember the blend of annoyance and need on Hollander's face, the tears in the corner of his eyes. Ilya had wanted to dominate him, to take him apart, to wreck him and then put him back —

    Svetlana interrupted the memory.

    Or: Ilya and Shane stopped seeing each other before the Sochi Olympics. When Ilya hears Shane is retiring, he decides it's finally time to reconnect. Which means that, after 15 years of mutual unspoken obsession, it is time for both Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov to decide what each man means to the other.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    “So,” Ilya says, dragging the word out. He’s swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. “You have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?” 

    “Yeah.” 

    Ilya nods. “I can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.” 

    Shane’s eyebrows fly up. “What? You don’t want to come with?” 

    Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, “You want me to come with?” 

    Frowning, Shane says, “I– yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?” 

    Looking away, Ilya shrugs. “I am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation… difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.” 

    “Not difficult,” Shane says immediately. “You want to come, you’re coming.” 

    Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    “Oh my god,” the intruder says, voice coming faster and higher-pitched. “Shane, what the fuck? Oh my god.”

    “Eeleeyah, come to my cottage,” Ilya mocks, voice muffled by Shane’s skin. “Don’t go to Russia. Come to my house instead. Is so private. No one will know…we will be completely alone. Together.”

    “Oh my god, is that Ilya Rozanov?” the intruder yelps like he's about to start hyperventilating. “Why is Ilya Rozanov half-naked in our kitchen, Shane?”

    “Okay, I know how this looks,” Shane tells Ilya, “But I mean, technically, we are still alone. Together.”

    or,

    At the cottage, Shane and Ilya meet eighteen year old Shane Hollander. This is really only a surprise for one of them. Everyone handles it as well as can be expected.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Getting a text from Ilya after games was far from out of the ordinary.

    Even still, Shane had never gotten a post-game text from Ilya quite like the one he got today:

    'Do not shower. Not even deodorant. Go straight home. I am waiting for you.'

    Shane isn’t sure what to say. But. This is his fiancé’s order. And his fiancé is basically never wrong about anything (not that Shane would ever let him know), especially when it comes to sex. The fact that Ilya is demanding he come home right away makes Shane smile to himself. Ilya is so sexy when he’s possessive and impatient. They haven’t seen each other in three whole weeks.

    So, despite the fact that Shane pushed himself incredibly hard tonight, sweating up a storm as he won his team the game in OT, Shane doesn’t shower.

     

    OR; ilya has a thing for the way shane's sweat smells. lucky for him, shane is kinda in love with this freak.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Ilya shrugs and runs his hand from Shane’s waist down to his ass and back up. “But you are so good at it. What is English saying? Having it with science?”

    “Having it down to a science.”

    “Exactly. Some things come natural to you, yes? Doing your bottom prep stuff. Taking my cock. You are perfect bottom. Made to be bottom. You love to be bottom.”

    “I do. I love it.” Shane swallows, reminded of exactly where he is and what he’s doing, a cautiously confident smile on his face as he starts to ride more with his legs than his hips. “And you thought I would throw it all away for some Taco Bell.”

     

    OR; shane hollander's foolproof bottom prep routine and how his lovely boyfriend takes care of him

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    09 Mar 2026

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    08 Mar 2026

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