Blue_Halcyon



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    A series of somewhat haphazardly connected social media fics that take inspo from pop/stan culture

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    SHANE HOLLANDER, center, Ottawa Centaurs; Gerald's owner: Gerald was started on September 14th, 2009, at approximately 4:30 in the afternoon. I used a combination of organic rye flour and filtered water at 78 degrees Fahrenheit. The ambient kitchen temperature was 71 degrees, which is within the acceptable range for initial fermentation, though the lower end. I kept detailed notes. I still have them.

    [He showed me the notes. They are in a composition notebook, written in small, precise handwriting. The first entry reads: "Day 1. Mixed 50g rye flour + 50g water (78°F). Covered with cloth. Placed on counter away from direct sunlight. No activity yet. Expected." There are years of entries. The notebook is the third volume.]

    SHANE HOLLANDER: I don't understand the question. Why wouldn't I keep notes?

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been paying attention to Shane Hollander since 2010. The whole careful, precise, quietly unhinged architecture of a man who needs to make things with his hands or his brain will eat itself alive.

    He finds this, inexplicably, one of his favorite things about Shane Hollander. This might be a problem

    A companion piece to "babushka mode" following the same timeline from Ilya's perspective.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    "You are a twenty-four-year-old man who just won the Stanley Cup. You have a quilting room. You have a design wall. You have little bins. With labels."

    "Organization is important."

    Or the 5+1 of Shane Hollander's grandma hobbies

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    03 Jun 2026