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Heliotrope by Waiting_for_a_sunny_day
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
28 Nov 2025
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“Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”
Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.
“It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”
He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.
“Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.
“Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”
It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.
But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.
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- Part 1 of Heliotrope AU
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- English
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- 105,835
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- 23/23
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28 May 2026
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HELL yeah ts so peak
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“Hi-Hinata…”
The spark of awareness ignites and Shouyou blinks his eyes open again fully, humming in response to his name. Kageyama doesn’t reply, as he’s still completely asleep, shuffling slightly as his breaths start to catch in the beginnings of snores.
“Kageyama?” Shouyou stage whispers.
“Hinata,” Kageyama grunts back, before smacking his lips and devolving fully into snoring.
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In which Shouyou falls in love slowly during his high school years, and Kageyama talks in his sleep.
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- Part 5 of One Hundred and Seventy-Two Centimetres
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Nearly two years after being saved from the fire, Till runs into someone on a rebel mission with the same face of the person who has done nothing but haunt him.
For the life of him, he can't let himself believe that Ivan is alive. Not while he's still hallucinating a version of him that keeps him from being able to speak.
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05 May 2026
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I long for more, my heart aches
This was so well written. This was everything I could ever want out of a fic. I think I can be happy again after watching alien stage. -
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Till always said he wanted someone to protect, someone soft, someone delicate.
Ivan was none of those things. He was tall, powerful, and born an Alpha in a world where that meant everything... and nothing to the one he loved.
So he stayed silent. Watched Till fall for someone else. Watched him smile in ways he never did for him.
Loving from a distance was bearable, until Ivan discovered a way to change. A way to maybe become what Till wanted.
Even if it tore him apart.
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𝘐𝘷𝘢𝘯, 𝘢 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘈𝘭𝘱𝘩𝘢, 𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢 𝘱𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘯 𝘖𝘮𝘦𝘨𝘢.Finally available with its "Playlist"
[𝗡𝗢𝗪 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝟮 𝗦𝗘𝗤𝗨𝗘𝗟𝗦]
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- Part 1 of For What I'm Not (With Sequel/s)
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- English
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15 Apr 2026
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Guys...he didn't make it to the wedding.
Actually never recovering from this fic, but I don't regret reading it. Very beautiful I love and hate it.Read at your own risk fr. Might be more depressing than canon😭.
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sunday morning (and i'm falling) by Anonymous
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
30 Dec 2019
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“How long will he be staying with you?” Mrs. Barbour asks him one evening, when he mentions that Boris will be picking him up after dinner.
“I’m not sure,” he tells her, keeping the details, as always surrounding Boris, as vague as possible. “Just until he figures something else out.”
Mrs. Barbour clicks her tongue at him.
“You have such a kind heart, Theo. Be careful you don’t let him take advantage of you.”
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Jean lands his dream position in the Trost Symphony Orchestra. The only problem? The first chair violinist is none other than his former rival, Eren Jaeger: a washed-up child prodigy who is insufferable, arrogant, self-destructive, and definitely not Jean's type...
(or, the rival violinist enemies-to-lovers AU absolutely nobody asked for)
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- English
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07 Feb 2026
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Guh...
Read this a while ago and remembered it existed. Very peak -
a renaissance, another day by randomhorse
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
10 Sep 2019
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“I don’t have anything, if that’s what you’re looking for,” Theo says. “I’m clean.”
“So am I. Remember how I said? Can stop anytime, no problem?” Boris raises his hands, palms towards Theo, fourteen years old again, free-handed on the BMX down the slope of Desert End Road, Look, Potter! No hands! “See? Clean. Boom, like that.”(Two years after Amsterdam Boris shows up on Theo’s doorstep in New York and he hasn’t had a hit in twenty-four hours.)
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24 Jan 2026
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KILL MEEEEEEEEEEEEREEREDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEI LUV BORIS😭😭😭😭😭😭🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💔💔💔💔💔💔🫀
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My contribution to MerMay.
Will was just trying to keep his head low and his bills paid. The job at the Research Center for Ocean Life was easy, quiet, and it kept food in his belly. Everything was going well until he saw something in the Deep Sea enclosures he couldn't explain.
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His sneakers slid across the soap, making him windmill his arms and for a moment, the safety training video he’d watched a few weeks prior played on a loop in his head, scolding him for not wearing no-slip shoes.
“No. Nope. No fucking way,” he panted through chattering teeth as he found his footing and leaned his back against the door.
He kept his eyes locked on the enclosure, waiting for the light to show up again or for his mind to come up with a better explanation than there was a fucking alien in a tank less than a hundred feet away from him. He waited almost half an hour before he found his nerve and crept back to retrieve the mop. He didn’t bother to clean the glass, justifying it with the lack of time he had left in his shift rather than the queasy feeling in his stomach and uncomfortable, primal fear of being confronted with something he had no logical explanation for.
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Disillusioned by FUCKINGMANIFESTATION (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Life is Strange (Video Game)
04 Nov 2015
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I'm used to shitty days and tons of loving stares at Maxine Caulfield. It happens. Often. This week, however, sure as fuck beats the rest of them. Nature's pulling anomalies, I'm a lap dog, a fight erupts, and Nathan Prescott spills some secrets.
Or, all of them.
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04 Nov 2025
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Fire. This is canon fr🔥🔥
( Lowk depressing, be warned)
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Kiryu held his breath, waiting for the person on the other end to break the silence. When they didn't, he cleared his throat, “Hi?”
“Hello, darling.” A deep rumbling voice, the one he had been fantasizing about all week greeted him.
“Goromi!” He couldn't help sounding like an excited puppy wagging his tail.
“The one and only... I almost thought you forgot about our date, Kiryu-chan!”~Kiryu meets this mysterious lady by chance and is now caught under her spell. He can't get her out of his mind.
Who is she? There's only one way to find out...~With illustrations by GazKamurocho!!
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Gasoline by JudgementKinsey (SkazuhiraMiller)
Fandoms: 龍が如く | Ryuu ga Gotoku | Yakuza (Video Games)
23 Dec 2019
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“Kiryu-san. Have you ever felt like you’ve lost someone who’s still there? You see them all the time, but it feels like they’re gone?”
Kiryu looked up from fidgeting with his watch. “Hm. I don’t think so.”
“Ah. Well, it’s a lot like losing your right hand. You feel a lot, like it’s— like it’s still there. But it always hurts.”
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02 Jul 2024
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It’s one thing, losing your right hand. You get through it; you figure it out. You cope. But losing it twice; that’s a little absurd. That’s when you start thinking maybe, the universe had it out for you.
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Something goes wrong. The crown is split during Narinder's defeat, splitting the power between him and the Lamb.
Narinder keeps a portion of his godhood, and the Lamb finds that abilities they had access to before are no longer possible: Healing is cut short. Powers are halved. And there is a very real chance of permadeath, as the ability to resurrect is not possible without full power, and the God of Death is not cooperative.
Afterlife and Purgatory are not options either. Dying means erasure. Gone.Lambert knows Narinder grows stronger by the day, crown or not, and yet keeps him spared as they try to figure out how to complete their own goals. Narinder vows vengeance on the lamb for usurping him. After a few unsuccessful murder attempts, he's in for the long haul. It is only a matter of time before the Lamb's guard is down before he can strike, and The One Who Waits is very patient. When a mystic being demands they save the bishops from purgatory, an alliance is in order.
Except...the lamb's actions and their presence begin to unlock abilities within the God of Death he didn't know he had prior to his imprisonment, among other fickle things, like emotions. The prophecy didn't warn him of that part.
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- Part 1 of The Rehabilitation Of Death
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18 Mar 2024
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Im literally bawlinggggggg😭😭😭😭😭 why can't they just love each otherrrrrrrraaaaghhhhgfnjgdsscbnjgdsfhjhgfvkkfwqgkl (mar. 18 2024)
Guh... Every day I grow weary that bam will abandon this fic, but I still pray every night for an update🙏🙏 blessed day it this (feb. 6 2026)
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Torschlusspanik
/toːɐ̯ʃlʊsˈpaːnɪk/
(inf) last minute panic; fear of being left on the shelfRyan and Dylan go to get snacks from the general store for Abi's art class and the door locks behind them, trapping them together.