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Ruben wants to poison Niall for a bunch of unexamined emotional, pseudo-parental, and psychosexual reasons that we’ll choose to oversimplify here as “so he can get off.” Niall wants to poison himself so he can STOP getting off. Neither, of course, can let the other one know what they’re doing.
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23 Jun 2026
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“There’s my favorite cunt.” Ruben says, loudly, for the second floor of any library.
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22 Jun 2026
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A Mykonos trip spirals when Niall’s book exposes Ruben’s abusive childhood, pushing them to the edge. Desire and violence blur until the line disappears.
Canon-divergent: they both survived the barn scene.
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- Part 7 of Grab a hold of me and fight me ❤️
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17 Jun 2026
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“On your knees then,” He gestures lazily to the floor between his spread legs and watches Niall swallow, eyes nervously darting between the hardwood and his face.
Niall tries that soft, reasonable tone he takes when he thinks he can steer him right. “Ruben- what are you saying? Come on, let’s just go to the couch like we-“
“I thought you were hungry?” He moves slowly, makes a show of unbuttoning his cuff and rolling the fabric up to expose his wrist. Veins on his forearms and wrist bulging and yeah, now he’s got Niall’s attention.Bookmarked by BoneSucker
16 Jun 2026
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After a line is crossed, Niall tries to name what hurt him — and Ruben refuses to understand it.
But conflict only makes the pull between them stronger, uglier, harder to resist.Canon-divergent: they both survived the barn scene.
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- Part 6 of Grab a hold of me and fight me ❤️
Bookmarked by BoneSucker
16 Jun 2026

