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Born to be an astronaut by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 May 2026
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Ilya can’t be realizing, at nearly thirty-five years old, that he isn’t as happy with who he is as he thought he was.
Because then, what? What is he supposed to do with that realization, except grieve? Should he mourn a life he might have had if his childhood hadn't been the way it was?
He has Shane now, and Shane loves him just the way he is, just as he's always known Ilya. This life led him to Shane, and being able to build something with him is the best thing that's ever happened to Ilya. He can’t, ever, fuck this up. He will always try fold himself into smaller pieces to preserve this.
But I don’t want to have to do that, his heart shouts at him. I don't know if I can do that anymore.
Or: Ilya Rozanov fights against and then accepts the fact that there's no such thing as being too late to learn more about yourself, and still be loved.
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- Part 4 of Hollanov collection
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Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
19 Jun 2026
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A Social Media Manager, a Hockey Rivalry, and Way Too Much Ginger Ale by Barbidoo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jun 2026
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Harris Drover has handled celebrities, sponsorships, and professional hockey players before.
How hard can one transfer announcement be?
Very hard, apparently.
When NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov leaves the powerhouse Boston Bears to join the struggling Ottawa Centaurs, nobody understands why. The tabloids are full of scandals, mystery women, and wild rumours, and Harris's job is to somehow turn hockey's most notorious bad boy into the face of a franchise.
What starts as a simple PR assignment quickly turns into an increasingly ridiculous investigation involving conspiracy boards, terrible detective work, secret phone numbers, and one very confused social media manager.
Because sometimes the biggest secret in professional hockey isn't a trade.
It's a love story.Series
- Part 7 of Relationship Reveals
Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
18 Jun 2026
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David Hollander Makes a New Friend and Gets a New Cell Phone by AnActualPenguin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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Those first few moments, though… the rigidity, the preparation for the worst, the clear expectation of rejection and coldness, felt too familiar to David. It was the stance of someone who was ready to be demeaned and have to respond “Yes, sir. Sorry, sir.”
It was a posture David knew too well from his own youth and teenage years, and he couldn’t stomach that anyone, never mind a guest in his own home and the man who looked at his son with such open adoration, would assume David would require that. He couldn’t allow that to stand.
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"Did we just become best friends?" - David Hollander & Ilya Rozanov, probably
Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
18 Jun 2026
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The Great Shane Baby Daddy Fic by allfloodedwiththedawn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 May 2026
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“Well, they had pretty good steak, but I don’t know if they’d have anything you would like,” Hayden says, and kicks off his shoes. He falls onto his bed with a contented sigh, then looks over at Shane, who hasn’t said anything yet. “Shane? You good?”
Shane means to say he’s fine, but what comes out instead is: “Rose is having a baby.”
Hayden sits up abruptly.
“Whoa,” he says. “You’re serious?”
“Yeah,” says Shane. “She just called me. She took three tests.”
“Been there, brother,” says Hayden, his eyes wide. Shane puts his head in his hands again.
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A few weeks after Rose and Shane split up, Rose discovers that she's pregnant. Overwhelmed by the prospect of fatherhood, Shane puts off confronting Ilya about his feelings, and they never hook up at the All-Stars Game. They find their way back to each other anyway.
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Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
18 Jun 2026
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Yuna’s entire body aches, and it would appear that her instincts were right— Rozanov is small, and he’s vulnerable, and he’s tired, and he needed somewhere safe to rest.
And Yuna can’t help the weird sense that she’s honoured— her home was somewhere for Rozanov to go, even if she and David knew nothing about any of it, even if they still don’t, Shane knew it would be safe for Rozanov here. Shane told him to come home.
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Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
18 Jun 2026
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Ilya picks up on the third ring, breathing heavily into the phone. Shane hears a door slam shut through the device. “Do not yell at me.”
Shane stares at the half-empty bottle of vodka on the coffee table. “You suck.”
“I suck? I scored hat-trick! In your stupid body! I have not eaten in six hours, Hollander. I have not pissed. I have not laid down. I want to go home.”
“Rozanov–”
“Your mother has called twenty times. Your manager has called thirty times. Your father text me picture of crossword puzzle and ask for help. Clue is about American President from the 1980s. I cannot help!”
OR: the hollanov bodyswap fic.
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- Part 3 of ejo + hr
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- English
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- 22,370
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
16 Jun 2026
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Saying Nice Things About You (Behind Your Back) by nomsy
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jan 2026
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“Yeah, what the hell?” Comeau echoes. “Since when do you go around defending Rozanov?”
“I – I’m not,” Hayden says, starting to carefully fold his clothes so he doesn’t have to look anyone in the eye. Maybe Shane is onto something, always folding his things instead of throwing them into his bag. Gives you a moment to concentrate on something manual, to think before having to respond to questions and comments.
“You literally were defending him right now,” J. J. points out.---
Four times Hayden defends Ilya Rozanov to other people, and one time he defends Ilya from himself.
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
15 Jun 2026
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Missing Hours by ravenkira
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Ilya doesn't remember the moment his head hit the pavement or the sound of screeching brakes.
He's forgotten he ever left Russia, and the names Yuna Hollander and Shane mean nothing to him, though these people clearly know him pretty well.
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- 10/10
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Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
15 Jun 2026
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a heart of rich earth by lyric_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 May 2026
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Shane coughs up a petal in Las Vegas, in a hotel elevator that’s going down.
He has his hanahaki surgery a month later. There’s no other choice: Shane doesn’t want to die or stop playing hockey, and Rozanov has made it perfectly clear, over and over, that they are nothing to each other.
But his post-surgery instructions don’t tell him how to keep playing in a league where Rozanov is still always there. Or what to do when Rozanov texts him before a game in Boston.
Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
15 Jun 2026
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A Seat at Our Table by Davanzo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 May 2026
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At a quiet hotel bar in Boston, Yuna Hollander unexpectedly runs into Ilya Rozanov while watching Shane’s Montreal game. Their initially awkward conversation softens into something surprisingly easy, especially as Yuna notices the unmistakable tenderness in the way Ilya watches Shane play.
Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
14 Jun 2026
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A lighthouse in the tempest, my sunshine in winter by obtainjh
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Jan 2026
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The drive to the airport terminal feels eternal, longer than it should be. Every stop the driver makes, gets Irina’s blood pumping faster in fear at possible discovery. She has planned this, but it’s all dependent on not being found out. Irina has done everything to make sure she's not discovered running away from the country with Ilyusha, but that doesn't mean her anxiety isn't screaming at her that soon enough it will all fall apart.
OR: Irina doesn't commit suicide and runs away with Ilya at the first opportunity.
Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
14 Jun 2026
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Am I the Boy You Dreamed Of? by ApolloLeGod
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Apr 2026
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“Ilya,” Shane gasped out, like it hurt to form the word. With it came a small smattering of blood on his lip. A few extra hands were working alongside Ilya and Pike, but Ilya would not move. He had to stay, and listen, and be with Shane.
“Yes. Shaneya, I am here. What do you need to tell me?” More and more blood burbled up past Shane’s lips, which couldn’t be a good sign. How could more blood be trying to escape him? There were already two exit points, wasn’t that enough? Now he had to drown in it?
“Tell Ilya I’m sorry… I- I love him… So much. I’m sorry I left. Please. Please, I can’t die without him knowing…” Ilya couldn’t breathe behind the sob that tore out of him. He collapsed inward with the force of it. Shane was below him, begging to live so that he could tell Ilya he loved him. If anyone reacted to the two boys, Ilya didn’t notice. This whole thing could still be being live-streamed to ESPN, and Ilya wouldn’t care.
Or, Shane gets shot on the ice right after the Tuna Melt Gate. Ilya is there to save him.
Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
14 Jun 2026
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Marleau, you motherfucker! by FinnDecananas
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 May 2026
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Because Pike had shouted, “Marleau, you motherfucker!” and the rage embedded itself on Cliff’s skin.
or: the one where Cliff gets his soulmate mark in 2017, and it's a long fucking time until everything is going to be okay.
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Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
12 Jun 2026
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When a poorly timed phone call and an open window leads Shane's parents to a massive misunderstanding, he's stuck pretending he's still dating Rose. Which works fine for a month, until Ilya's jealousy starts to flare and Shane's parents witness a fight entirely different from the one they have on the ice.
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"See? Shane's probably just in the kitchen,” Yuna murmured softly, putting her purse down on the side table beside the door. “Maybe he’s—”“Okay, you were maybe telling me the truth,” a voice suddenly called, cutting her off before she could finish her sentence. “At least partially.”
Yuna frowned, the deep, accented voice catching her off guard. Before she could piece together where she recognized the voice from, though, she saw Ilya Rozanov walking through her son’s apartment. He was barefoot, his hair slightly damp and his clothes casual. Sweatpants and a white T-shirt that clung to him after a shower.
From the kitchen, David heard his sons’ voice ring out, too. “What do you mean partially?” Shane responded, gesturing at his phone as Ilya showed him something on it. “That’s exactly what I told you.”
Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
12 Jun 2026
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au where everyone who cares about you leaves a physical colored mark on you the first time they touch you. but maxwell doesn't know that's what it means, plot ensues.
Bookmarked by FishBoi (Bookfish)
11 Jun 2026
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Amber by shaneismo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Apr 2026
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Jackie stopped cycling. It was kind of common, when she was too stressed out. But this time, she was having too many headaches, to the point she had to be taken to the hospital.
A fourth child.
“Maybe we doubled the chances,” Hayden said. Cliff laughed as Jackie rolled her eyes. “Do you think it's twins? One mine, one Cliff's?”
or,
It wasn't supposed to be serious, until it was.
Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
11 Jun 2026
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A Reason to Return by Interstellarcomet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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There is nothing physically wrong with Shane Hollander. He is just… not waking up. The doctors call it Selective Affective Stasis—a rare condition tied to unresolved emotion, to love left unspoken. There is only one known way to bring him back. It’s not about who loves him. It’s about who he would come back for.
Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
11 Jun 2026
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All I Do is Stay Winning by Ragazza_Guasto
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Dec 2025
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“Can you believe it? How the hell did he end up bagging her?”
Ilya stared, brain not comprehending what his body already seemed to, that Hollander was dating-
“Rose fuckin’ Landry! How does the lamest guy in the League-”
He knew that smile. He thought it was for him, just for him. But it wasn't.
“No,” he whispered. His stomach spasmed.
“You good, Roz?”
Why would he- How could he-
They were holding hands…
“Rozanov? What the fuck?”
He jumped up from the table and stumbled for the front door, just barely making it through before the first mass of petals came up. He heaved as he ran, trying desperately to get away from the pavement, somewhere he could hide what was happening.
Unfortunately, his teammates had followed, because of course they would. He saw a photo of Shane Hollander holding hands with a movie star and promptly threw up.
Who wouldn't be curious?
Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
11 Jun 2026
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“Why are you so sure he’ll reject you? He was already fucking in love with you, Roz, literally all of us knew it, it was clear just from how he looked at his fucking phone—”
“That was— That was a fucking miracle, Pike. Miracles don’t happen twice.”
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shane doesn't remember his relationship with ilya after the hit. ilya was going to break up with him anyway.
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Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
10 Jun 2026
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surprise interference by transshanehollander (cyrusbreeze)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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Jane
[1 image]Ilya stared at the photo of a tiny, red faced baby. He wasn’t sure why Shane was sending him a photo of a random newborn.
Lily
Cute! Whose baby is that?Jane
She’s oursLily
What?Jane
I had a baby an hour ago***
Before Ilya and Shane meet at the cottage, Shane very very unexpectedly has a baby. Chaos (and love) ensues.
- Language:
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- 5,490
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- 2/2
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- 337
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Bookmarked by TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)
09 Jun 2026