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    “It frustrates me,” Cas mutters, “how the same sensation can feel sometimes good, and sometimes not.”

    Dean’s hand is still rubbing slowly down the length of his spine, like he’s petting the valley between the wings he can’t see. “Well, that’s just par for the course,” Dean rumbles. “Sometimes a body wants touch and sometimes it wants to be left the fuck alone.”

    Cas always wants touch. At least from Dean. He doesn’t say so. “It frustrates me how much good and bad I can feel at the same time.”

    “Oh, buddy,” Dean says. “Yeah.”

     

    (After the perfect darkness of the Empty, Cas finds the world a little...overwhelming. Dean tries to help.)

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    11 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Cas adjusting after the Empty takes something from him, but Dean is there to help.

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    When you've been to hell, desire is isolating and ugly.

    Or: Cas drives his truck for a case and Dean is exceptionally horny about it

     

     

    “Once on a hunt when he was a teenager, Dean had been caught too close to an explosive when it had gone off. There had been the moment when the projectile hit, and the moment when it had detonated. And just before it had, there had also been a moment when he had believed that maybe it wouldn’t.

     

     

     

    He had thought about that moment for years, over and over again, until something else had taken its place. And the way that that moment was quiet, the way it was still- that is how this feels. To lie beside Cas in the bed of his truck, their shoulders barely touching.”

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Haunting and somehow erotic road trip in Cas's truck

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    Dean doesn’t know what to do. Dean wants to say stay with me, stay with me and never leave. Dean wants to apologize. Dean wants to set his mouth at the hollow of Cas’s throat as gently as he’s ever done anything, feel the beat of Cas’s heart beneath his lips. Dean is so lonely, and he’s missed him so much.

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    A year and a half after Cas is saved from the Empty, Dean is living out his days alone on a piece of farmland in rural Kansas. One day, Cas shows up on his porch.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Heartbreakingly beautiful

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    Castiel slips from his chair to kneel at Dean’s feet. He takes Dean’s hands in his, and there on the floor holding something with devotion, he understands Communion. He understands Eucharist. He understands believing in someone so deeply that to shelter a piece of them within yourself is an act of untempered faith, love and prayer and deep-wide trust.

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    Cas comes back. Dean can’t stop touching him.

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    16 May 2026

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    Dean doesn't even get halfway through explaining before Bobby starts laughing. When he lets himself think about it for more than five seconds, Dean can almost see Bobby's point: he's faced down demons, witches, vampires, werewolves, ghosts, angels, and Satan himself and now he's been defeated by the God damn Midwest.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    The one with the joke about the wedding at Canna