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    When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.

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    Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.

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    26 May 2026

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    “It won’t stop,” Shane said to the floor. His hands slid down and grabbed at his crotch, rubbing frantically over his boxers. “I can’t make it stop.”

    They were still in the fucking hallway, and yes, it was six in the morning, but it was not private. Anyone could walk in, from their own apartments or the elevator. And Shane wasn’t exactly being quiet, gasping and groaning as he massaged himself. Viagra didn’t do this. It didn’t make you lose all sense of space, of boundaries, of… yourself.

    This wasn’t normal. This wasn’t natural.

    ***

    The morning after Ilya watches Shane and Rose together at the club, he gets a call from Shane. Something is wrong, and Shane says Ilya is the only one who can fix it. Ilya knows it's a bad idea, but that's never stopped him before.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    “You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.

    There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.

    “Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”

    The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.

    Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.

    Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.

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    What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    After a moment, Hayden pulls back. Then he hands her the phone—Shane’s phone.

    “I grabbed this when I was getting his stuff and I saw, well.”

    He looks away from Yuna, briefly glances at David, then looks away from him too. There’s an oddly guilty look on his face that has Yuna suspicious at once.

    “Um, has Shane told you guys about Lily?”

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    AKA, Yuna and David find out about Lily, Shane’s... girlfriend?, while he's in the hospital. It's a while before they find out about Ilya.

    Featuring:
    - high Shane
    - Ilya angst
    - theories about who Lily could be
    - Yuna & "Lily" texting
    - identity shenanigans

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Yuna getting stuck in an elevator with Ilya for two hours doesn't change everything... but it changes some things. Like Yuna getting to be on a first-name basis with Ilya a full year before her son is.

    (Part 2 (the smutty part) is not actually essential reading if you are not in the mood for smut!)

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Jane (21:23): Come over?

    Ilya stared at the message. Rage swirled in his stomach - that Shane would run out on him like that, spend the next two months shoving his fucking girlfriend in Ilya’s face, and then text him like none of that had happened. Like none of it mattered.

    Mixed in with the anger, though, and threatening to overwhelm it, was the hot burn of shame. Because Ilya was already texting back okay and putting on his shoes. Because he was fucking pathetic, and couldn’t resist.

    ~

    instead of going to the club during episode 4, shane goes back to his apartment. then he texts ilya.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    After almost nine years, Nico has finally gotten his life back together. So has Will, in a different way, on his own path. They're both in the Bay, both in school where they want to be, working on what they want to do. And they're friends again. Things are good. Things are great.

    So why does it still feel like there's something missing?

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Kagome Higurashi has her dream job, working as a photographer for the internationally well-known Yugen magazine. Her career whisks her all around the world, leaving her feeling lonely sometimes but mostly just incredibly grateful to be doing what she loves. When she gets assigned to Alaska for a month to photograph a series of celestial events, she runs into Inuyasha, a half-demon who lives on his own in the middle of nowhere. A mutual attraction draws them to each other, but Kagome's time there is limited. Will giving in to their desire lead to love or heartbreak?

    Winner of the following Feudal Connection Inuyasha fandom awards:

    1st Place: Best AU/AR Fiction (Q1 2022)
    1st Place: Best Angst Fiction (Q1 2022)

    2nd Place: Best InuKag Romance Fiction (Q3 & Q4 2021)
    2nd Place: Best AU/AR Fiction (Q4 2021)

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    07 Dec 2025

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    The summer of 457 HE, years after the Immortals War, Numair and Daine seem to be the only ones working without all of the information. Will a little liquid courage close the divide, or push them further apart?

    Set post-RotG in an AU where they did not become romantically involved.

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    25 Sep 2025

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    The humans of the Northern Rift have long been at war with the elves of the Southern Rift. Cora is tasked with bringing an Elven prisoner through the Icy north to High Commander Grey of the Sage Order. Her beliefs about the war between the Order and the Elves are called into question however as she gets to know her oddly handsome prisoner and discovers things are not as she thought.

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    20 Sep 2024

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    Elio knows he's different, knows that he isn't like the rest of his kind. Being born and raised in captivity was a world first, the humans who helped raise him dedicated to studying and understanding what merfolk are as a species. But when a wild one is caught, another world first occurs. He's different; fierce and untamed like the ocean he came from.

    The question now is; why? With so many unanswered questions piling up, Elio and his human carer Cecile, try and unravel just what is going on.

    But it was never going to be easy.

    Note: For those in search of smut only, see chapter 8.

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    15 Sep 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 48

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    An idle discovery of little note leads to a loophole in a—mostly—platonic relationship.

    Post-RotG AU where Daine and Numair have not become lovers.

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    08 Apr 2024

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    Nico is a part-time bartender while working on his degree. Will is a music major who sings at the Open Mic Night. Open Mic Nights are great ways to express the soul. Nico is still dealing with the trauma of his past losing his mother at an early age and his sister, the only one who knew his true self, as a teen. Nico is still kinda filled with self-hate and Will is a ball of sunshine with low self-esteem. It's a College AU. Drunk and non-drunk make-outs ensue. This is the official rewrite and then continuation of Sweet as Strawberry Wine.

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    15 Mar 2024

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    Nico tensed at the mention of his nightmares; the Tartarus fueled visions of punishment and pain that so often plagued his nights.

    “A lot of demigods get nightmares.” Nico reminded him.

    Clovis looked at the raven with knowing eyes as he answered. “Not like yours Nico.”

    The raven flinched before looking away as the son of Hypnos continued.

    “The Seven may get most of the credit Nico, but you suffered to protect us. You sacrificed so much to make sure that demigods like myself and my siblings can sleep; so that we can rest knowing we have warriors like you to watch over us.”

    Clovis caught Nico’s hand and pressed the necklace into his palm.

    “We only have sleep to offer Nico; only dreams to give. So in our realm you shouldn’t have to keep fighting; you shouldn’t have to be afraid.”

    AKA: The Solangelo Dreamscape AU Where when a gift from the god of sleep is given to the only son of Hades it seems like Nico's nightmares will finally end.

    But the ending of too sweet a dream can be its own kind of nightmare.

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    02 Mar 2024

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    Nico blinked, his heart stopping. “What?” he asked, dumbstruck.

    “Do you wanna get married?” Will repeated, his eyes bright and hopeful.

    Nico still didn’t process what had just been said. He frowned, his brow furrowing. “I’m confused,” he whispered, looking down.

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    or, Nico and Will got married, more or less, and Nico has to watch as it all falls part.

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    26 Feb 2024

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    Will pulled him to his feet and Nico seemed to shake himself off slightly, though his eyes were still trained on the blond. “Um, thanks,” Nico said after a moment.

    Suddenly the flood gates opened and words were spilling out of Will’s mouth and he couldn’t stop them no matter how much he wanted to. “No, don’t thank me! I ran into you and knocked you down in the first place, I’m sorry! I swear I didn’t mean to, I wouldn’t purposely run into you. I mean, I wouldn’t purposely run into anyone but especially not you,” Will babbled, his hands waving wildly, “Not in like a— well, you know, that way. But just as a courtesy thing? But I’m sorry either way, I wasn’t paying attention, and I—“

    “Will,” Nico cut him off, his eyebrows raised, “It’s okay.”

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    Or, Will and Nico broke up two years ago and Will realized just how much worse it was to live without Nico.

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    26 Feb 2024

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    Somehow, Nico's life only gets more confusing after he defeats a primordial Goddess.

    Will Solace accounts for about 90% of that confusion.

    (A journey through August, and all its ups and downs.)

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    22 Feb 2024

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    A new craze has swept through Corus distorting people’s perceptions on what counts as beautiful and what is considered unsightly. Set in an alternate universe where Daine and Numair didn't get together during ROTG (no specific timeline for this story).

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    19 Feb 2024

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    After Numair didn’t reveal his feelings for Daine in the Divine Realms, he’s been taking things slowly between them to try and gauge her reactions but surely twelve years is taking things too far.

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    20 Jan 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 52

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    '“Kaddar made it across the river,” Numair said. “We have enjoyed a most informative evening.”'

    The details of that informative evening, as Kaddar, Numair, and Lindhall watched the palace crumble and tried to catch up with Daine. As told by Kaddar.

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    12 Jan 2024

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