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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    That day in November, Shane Hollander ran from two things: a Tuna Melt and the terrifying truth of what he and Ilya were becoming. The universe took him seriously.
    Now, Shane isn't a professional hockey player. He's a broke, overworked beat writer whose editor communicates primarily through angry texts. He has no friends, no reputation, and definitely no hockey career.
    Then, after a game, he finds himself in the media scrum face-to-face with the one person he wanted for himself: Ilya Rozanov, the Boston Bears' star captain—victorious, infuriatingly handsome, and everything Shane remembers.
    There's just one problem.
    In this reality, Ilya Rozanov has never heard of him.

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    06 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    “Shane?” asks a lightly accented voice. “Is that you? What the hell is going on here?”

    Shane snaps his head around to find—

    “Rozanov?”

    No, that can’t be right. The man approaching him looks like Rozanov, sure, but he’s bigger, broader through the shoulders, and his hair is cropped close on the sides. He’s also… kinda old, actually? He’s not like dad old, but he’s definitely not Shane’s age. The cut of his cheekbones is even more severe than usual. There are salt and pepper threads in his tousled curls, and white at his temples.

    The man is looking around the room with a bewildered expression, evidently trying to figure out some kind of puzzle. He has laugh lines, Shane notices. They look inconveniently hot.

    Shane leaves Ilya Rozanov's penthouse in Las Vegas that night in 2014, and finds himself face to face with... Ilya Rozanov? But no, that can't be right. This has to be a dream. Doesn't it?

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    03 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    Set early in The Long Game, this story follows Ilya as he quietly observes and researches Shane’s unique sound sensitivities, determined to help ease his frequent bouts of overstimulation and overwhelm. As he learns which noises to avoid and which environments offer relief, Ilya discovers something unexpected: just as there are sounds that unsettle Shane, there are also sounds that soothe him, sounds that only Ilya can provide.

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    01 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    Shane flailed a bit in the silence. He didn’t use to, because a prolonged silence between them used to mean the natural end of a chirp exchange, of a hookup, of a conversation. But this wasn’t an adrenaline-laced driveby on the ice, or a guarded fuck and goodnight. This was their relationship, and despite the leaps they’d made over the summer, it was becoming clear that it was still a fragile thing. One that needed to be nurtured.

    He pressed the heel of his palm over his eye, hoping it would help push back the anxiety. It didn’t, really. Maybe only one thing would.

    “I want to see you,” Shane said, and heard Ilya exhale three hundred miles away like he was releasing his own tension.

    “I want to see you, too,” he replied quietly.
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    Post-cottage pre-season 2017 and the calls are getting curt, so Shane fixes it in the only way he knows how.

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    01 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    After their on-ice brawl, cocky virgin rookie Ilya Rozanov drags captain Shane Hollander back to his hotel room to "shut him up" once and for all.

    Too bad Ilya has no idea what he's doing.

    Too bad Shane finds that incredibly hot.

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    Ilya losing his virginity

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    30 May 2026