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Inspired by Pupenpie on Tumblr's post:
Old dog Robby who didn’t even knew he could still knot until he accidentally knots inside Dennis
Or something
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02 Apr 2026
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Positive Reinforcement by Flyting
Fandoms: Anne Rice's Talamasca: The Secret Order (TV 2025)
16 Nov 2025
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You need them to be afraid of you, just a little. But if all you ever use is the stick, what you end up with is a frightened, hateful thing. Hiding its failure to avoid punishment. Cringing away from imaginary blows. Waiting for the right moment to bite back. Punishment alone doesn't work on anything smart.
A hateful thing isn’t loyal. It doesn’t love you. It just doesn’t want to get hit.
Now that Guy had seen the consequences for misbehaving, it was time to show him what he got for being good.
Jasper tries a little positive reinforcement on Guy.
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18 Jan 2026
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a taste for one another by lucy11110 for justphoebshehe
Fandoms: Anne Rice's Talamasca: The Secret Order (TV 2025)
22 Nov 2025
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“What was that?” Last Night. The unfulfilled death sentence. The bail out from the man who had the temperament of a bloodhound with a caught scent. Jasper doesn’t look up from his swirling glass. “A warning. I’d given you the carrot, figured you were overdue for the stick.”
I’m not a dog.
Aren’t you?
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18 Jan 2026
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It feels dirty, belly down and bare beneath the fully-clothed sworn enemy with a proven track record of being his destruction. He can’t help but wonder what his handlers would think should they see him now, captured and bested and craving.
“It wouldn’t matter,” Jasper grits close behind him, a different animal entirely. Hardship roughened hands guide up hips and press down flat against his spine. “They could be right here in this room, spewing their lies in your ears, and I’d still do my damndest to fuck the loyalty right out of you.”
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or, Jasper steals Guy home to his ranch in Texas.Bookmarked by Chillith
15 Jan 2026
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Post Ledoux, pre-everything else, Marty is about to move back home with Maggie, so naturally he and Rust have to fuck first.
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11 Oct 2025
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Rust squints, takes one of those long nihilistic drags of his from his cigarette, like pushing a clock faster with your bare hands. Smoke curls out from his mouth and sneaks up under his ear all secret, and Marty turns his eyes away like he’s been slapped. For a second, before he catches himself, Marty thinks: God, the ass I could pick up if I looked like that.
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17 Sep 2025
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in my mind this is what went on after buck showed up at eddies when tommy broke up with him. (the mustache stays ON during sex)
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13 Sep 2025
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The first time Benson ever landed a kill, he was seven years old.
(alternatively: benson copes with the knowledge that he should have died at the kutzberg)
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23 Jul 2025
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Erasure Poem (or, The Narrator Writes the First Draft of the Rest of His Life) by thenewgothicromance
Fandoms: The Passenger (Movie 2023)
15 Dec 2025
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Randy almost doesn’t understand how it happened, even though he’s the one who started it. Three weeks ago he’d never had sex with anyone, never thought about doing it with a guy, didn’t think much about doing it at all. And maybe that means there’s something wrong with him, but he’s not stupid—he understands that Benson wants this from him. And if Randy can use that to keep them on track for a little while, maybe Benson will come back to himself. Will shake off the shock, and tell Randy what the plan is.
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21 Jul 2025
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“Randy?” Benson says his name with a composure that feels forced, borders on dangerous.
“Y-yeah?”
“Are you going into heat right now?”
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Randy goes into an ill timed and rapid onset heat after Benson goes on his killing spree at Burgers Burgers Burgers, and Benson can't resist helping the guy out.
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20 Jul 2025
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Randy kind of can’t believe that the words are coming out of his mouth. Then again, he kind of can’t believe anything he’s done since watching Chris’s intestines paint the sticky plastic booth. He’s already become a different person. Benson’s cock is just the nail in the coffin of his body.
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20 Jul 2025
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Watch it Come Down by gayjinkies, thenewgothicromance
Fandoms: The Passenger (Movie 2023)
29 Jun 2025
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It's not late, but it's late enough that when his phone rings, Benson raises an eyebrow. People don't call him. Or, the people who do call him don't have any business calling him right now.
Benson unplugs his phone from the charger by the dresser, and squints at the screen. The scrolling letters say, Bradley (work). He sighs. Maybe he dialed by accident, meant to call someone else and hit Benson's name instead. Who is Bradley trying to call on a Friday night?
When he picks up, Bradley says, "Hi, um. Sorry for calling. I was wondering if I could ask for a favor? I'm sort of stuck, and I need a ride, and I didn't know who else to call."
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20 Jul 2025
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“Seriously, the second I get back, you’re the one running off?” Eddie asks as he steps up to Buck. Their shoulders bumps together and Buck does his best not to flinch, from the words or the sudden contact. He’s unused to having Eddie around. The months of distance seems to have overwritten the years of familiarity. “You couldn’t have given me a settling in period?”
Buck should joke back. That’s what he does, matched Eddie, because the two of them have been in sync for years. He can’t though, because Buck has been knocked off the track, spiraling out of Eddie’s gravitational pull, and he’s not sure how to get back on. If he even wants to get back on.
Buck transfers out of the 118, gets a new apartment, and tries to pretend he isn't in love with his best friend.
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10 Jun 2025
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He knows he could have called Maddie and she would have been there, though the memory of her disappointment last time stopped him. As for everyone else—even if he weren’t prohibited from talking to them by his lawyer, Buck doubts anyone would have come. The last time they talked was when they ran into each other in the grocery store a week back, and, since Buck is not eager for a repeat of that interaction, he doesn’t even consider calling anyone in to hold his hand for what is, he tells himself, probably just another little blip on his road back to the 118.
He is able to convince himself of this up until the moment Dr. Gutierrez walks into his room and says, “Well, Evan, you just can’t seem to do anything the easy way, can you?”
Because, as it turns out, there is a circumstance under which a tiny clot that doesn’t cause you to vomit blood in front of all of your friends and family is worse than three big ones that do: that circumstance is called ‘being on blood thinners.’
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In the midst of the lawsuit, Buck is diagnosed with cancer. Dropping the lawsuit is easy. Finding forgiveness, less so.Series
- Part 1 of Love is a Place
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31 May 2025
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Buck has self-control. He hasn’t always used it, but he likes to think he’s gotten a lot better at it, throughout the years.
Evidence: He’s clenching his jaw to the point of pain and very pointedly looking at the TV, like the local weatherman spouting off about a heat wave is capable of holding this much of his attention. If this were—before, they would not be watching the news.
...or, Eddie could just use his words, but where’s the fun in that?
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27 May 2025
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the pain will leave you once it's done teaching you by fruitsdoesnotknow
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Apr 2024
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“Hi, I’m Buck, a firefighter with the 136,” for now, the thought crashes through Buck, leaving a sour taste in his mouth. “Uh, you’re both welcome to take a tour with us, if you’d like.” Buck awkwardly scratches at his neck, running a hand through his hair, unsure what else to do, and it spurs the man in front of him to take a large step forward up to Buck’s bed.
“Eddie,” he says, thrusting a hand to him, and Buck reaches over without a second thought. His whole palm feels electric, it smarts and carries the touch of Eddie, Eddie, that Buck feels it completely. He has no idea what’s happening to him. “Edmundo Diaz, but just Eddie though, uh, no one calls me Edmundo. Right. I’m a new nurse here, at Cedars-Senai. Oh –”
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When Daniel Buckley lives a little longer, Evan Buckley dies a little more. And this is how Eddie Diaz saves him, a little later on.
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20 May 2025
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The kid with blood pouring down his shins is not so far from the dog lonely enough that he thinks breaking his housetraining is worth it for the ten minutes of berating that come with it, the ten minutes of undivided, if reluctant, attention.
Buck thinks, sometimes, that at least he wasn’t the kind of puppy that gets put in a sack and drowned at birth. He wasn’t always unwanted. And he isn’t anymore.
or, evan “i love you like a dog” buckley has only ever known how to love like, well, a dog, but maybe eddie diaz is the kinda guy to give a flea-bitten mongrel a forever home
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- Part 1 of i love you like a dog
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19 May 2025
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“Beautiful morning, isn’t it?”
Buck looks up from where his shoes are scuffing against the worn cedar planks of the pier, arm stretched out over the back of the bench. There’s a guy standing maybe ten feet away, watching him out of the corner of his eye while he pulls on his fishing line.
Older guy, maybe mid-fifties. Ballcap and faded jeans and everything.
Buck nods. “Yeah.”
buck got fired and then unfired and then still had to finish his shift; all he wants is to shut off
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19 May 2025
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“Did you see the way Parker’s mom was looking at you?”
Gasps. Huffs against his neck where Eddie’s skin is flushed and hot, sticky from their mingled sweat and the flat expanse of Buck’s tongue.
“Asking if you wanted to help chaperone the Spring Fling.”
buck and eddie get super duper weird about the implications of going to parent teacher conferences together :)
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19 May 2025
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The night is screaming at him.
Buck's always been good at being loud enough to distract, bright enough to deflect, and if they notice the tired smile or the stiffness in his voice, they chalk it up to recovery. But they don't know about the dream.
About that other life.
They don’t know that every time Buck closes his eyes, he’s back in a world where Bobby was gone and Eddie never even existed in his life, and the 118 isn’t home, or family, or real.
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After the lightning strike, the night is screaming at him, and Buck doesn't know in which reality to believe — the one where he was love, but wasn't himself, or the one where he loves, but isn't sure of who he is. Lightning never strikes twice, but Eddie will do everything to save Buck as many times as it takes.
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16 May 2025